CHAPTER II

A year is an eternity to the memory of a child. Indeed before a

twelfth of one was over Sonny had ceased from suddenly, irrelevantly

asking, "O Bisra! where is the Noose? Why didst not bring it back, son

of an owl?" The thought seemed to have passed from his life

altogether. From Bisram also, as he tended the child night and day,

day and night, unremittingly, contentedly.

So the spring of the year returned, and with it, by one of those

mysterious coincidences beyond classification, came the old desire. It

came suddenly--irrelevantly it seemed to Sonny's parents--during a

brief attack of fever which the changing season brought to the boy.

But Bisram, bearer, hearing the little fretful wail, "O Bisra, where

is the Noose? I want the Noose," stood silent for a moment with a

scared look in his eyes, then turned them in quick appeal to his

mistress, as if to ask leave for something. But she was silent also,

so the old formula came gently--

"What Noose, Shelter of the World?"

That evening, however, when Harry--as his mother vainly strove to call

him, now that, as she used to tell the boy fondly, he was a man and

had had his curls cut--had fallen into the heavy sleep which brings so

little relief, the bearer came into the study and asked for his usual

yearly leave. A week might do, but leave he must have at once. True,

the year was not up, but the master would doubtless remember that his

slave had deferred going at the proper season last time because of

Harry-_sahib's_ illness (Bisram, punctilious to the least order, never

forgot the child's new dignity). He did not want to lose the right

season again; and so, if he went now, at once, even for a week, he

would be back in time even if Harry-_sahib_ were to be ill as he was

last year, which Heaven forbid!

He was quite calm, but there was an almost pathetic entreaty in his

dark eyes, so soft, so dark, that looking into them, one seemed to see

nothing save soft darkness.

"Go!" commented Sonny's mother, when, moved by a vague feeling that

Bisram meant well, his master handed on his request to the real

authority. "Certainly not. I wonder he has the face to ask for leave

when Sonny--I mean Harry--is down with fever. Not that it is anything,

the doctor says, but a passing attack. Still, I am not going to run

any risks with a strange servant. Go, indeed! It shows what his

pretended devotion is worth--"

"Surely, my dear, he _is_ devoted--"

"Oh, very! in his way. But really you spoil Bisra, Edward. Just

because he can tell you things about those horrid gods and goddesses.

Do you know, I really think of getting an English nurse for the child

until I have--until I have to take him home," interrupted his wife,

her initial sharpness of tone softening over the inevitable certainty

of separation which clouds Indian motherhood. "It cannot be right to

let him live in such an atmosphere of superstition and ignorance."

The magistrate, who was leaving the room, had paused at her remark

about the nurse as he might have paused before a painful scene. "By

Jove!" he murmured as if to himself, "I believe it would break the

man's heart. I often wonder what on earth he'll do when the child

has--to go home."

The inevitable lent a tremor to the father's voice also. But Bisram,

despite the former's belief, spoke of the same separation quite calmly

when, the very next morning the doctor coming early, found his little

patient in the verandah getting the advantage of the fresh, bright air

in Bisra's arms.

"When," asked the latter, calmly, but with that slow pathetic anxiety

in his eyes, "was Harry-_sahib_ going across the black water?"

"You think he ought to go?" said the doctor. "Why?"

"This slave does not think; he knows! The little master must go--go at

once," replied the man, still calmly, though he held the child to him

with a visibly closer strain. "The _Huzoor_ himself knows how bad

Hindustan is for the little ones. He must go, _Huzoor_, before he gets

worse."

"But he is not going to get worse," said the doctor, kindly. "He is

better already, and if he has another bout of fever his mother has

promised to take him to the hills, so don't distress yourself."

Bisram's dark eyes looked wistfully into the doctor's.

"The hills? That would be worse. That would be nearer the evil. He

must go far from Hindustan at once, _Huzoor_; and if you tell the

_mem_ this she will go--she will not mind."

"And you, Bisra?" asked the doctor, curiously.

The man's eyes flinched, but he never stirred a muscle under the blow.

"I am only the little master's bearer, _Huzoor_. He will not need one

much longer: he grows big."

"It is only because he is in a hurry to get away himself, I verily

believe," said Sonny's mother, when the doctor, also vaguely impressed

with something in the man's appeal, told her of it. "You can't fathom

these people. Oh! I know he wouldn't abate one atom of his care, and

it is simply wonderful. All the same, I believe that just now he would

be glad to be rid of the necessity for it, since it clashes with some

of his religious notions. That's it, depend upon it. And I mean to let

him go as soon as Sonny--I mean Harry--is better; and he really is

better to-day, isn't he?"

"Much better. And you may be right; only it's always impossible to lay

down the law for men like Bisra. Those high-caste hill Brahmins are a

law unto themselves. However, I expect to find the boy quite cool

to-morrow." He was not, however, and more than once, as he lay in

Bisra's arms, the little fretful wail rose between sleeping and

waking. "Where's the Noose, Bisra? I want the Noose." And Bisra would

pause as if waiting for a promise of wayward life in threat or abuse,

and when neither came would turn a wistful appeal to authority, and

when it was silent say--

"What Noose, Shelter of the World?"

But in the dead of night a day or two later, when even maternal

authority slept for a brief spell, Bisra's answer to the request,

which came almost incoherently from the child's dry lips, was

different.

Then he stood bent over the boy's cot in the attitude of a suppliant,

and his joined petitioning hands trembled.

"Why dost ask it, Kali ma?" he whispered rapidly. "Lo! have I not

served thee? Would I not serve thee now if I could? But I have

promised this, and they will not let me go for the other. Lo! Kali ma!

be merciful and ask no more, and when the child has gone away, I will

serve thee all the years--yea! every day of all the years."

There was no passion, no excitement in his face or voice; only that

pathetic appeal which passed into a murmured lullaby as the restless

little sleeper turned on his pillow with a sigh of greater content.

"Better again this morning," was the doctor's verdict, with the rider

that Bisram himself stood in need of a little rest. The man smiled

faintly when his mistress replied that it would be her turn that

night; though, to say sooth, Harry certainly did seem to improve when

she slept.

"Perhaps Bisram works charms," remarked the doctor, thoughtlessly;

whereat she frowned.

Charms or no charms, the boy was certainly worse next morning, and

that despite the fact that Bisram, who had steadily refused to go

further than the verandah, had spent the night huddled up outside the

threshold, within which his mistress refused to allow him to come. He

needed rest, she said, and though she could not compel him to take it,

he should at least not work.

"You had better let him have his own way to-night," said the doctor at

his evening visit. "The child gets on better, and you are fresher for

the day's nursing. Those thin, delicate-looking natives are very wiry,

and if the man won't rest, he won't, and that's an end of it."

He spoke cheerfully; but as he was getting into his dogcart he saw

Bisram at his elbow. "The doctor-_sahib_ thinks the little master very

ill to-night?" he asked quietly.

"So ill that you must do your very best for him to-night. If any one

can pull him through, you can, remember that."

"_Huzoor!_" said Bisram, submissively.

It was a very dark night; so dark that the rushlight in Sonny's room

seemed almost brilliant from the verandah. Looking thence you could

see the child's cot, one of its side rails removed, and in its place,

as it were, the protection of Bisram's crouching figure. He did not

touch the cot; he crouched beside it with clasped hands hanging over

his knees, and dark eyes staring hard into the darkness as if waiting

and listening.

So he sate, his clasped hands loosening, his eyes growing softer as

the hours passed, bringing nothing but half-conscious sleep,

half-conscious wakening to the child. Until suddenly, irrelevantly,

just on the border-land of night and day, the fretful wail rose upon

the silence loudly, insistently--

"Where is the Noose, Bisra? I want it. O Bisram, bearer, bring the

Noose, and strangle something."

The slackness, the dreaminess left the man's hands and eyes. He

stood up blindly, desperately to face these last words; the words for

which he had been listening. Yet there was still the same pathetic

self-control as he stretched his hands out over the sleeping child.

"Lo! Kali ma," he muttered, "have I not served thee as ever, despite

the child. Have I set him before thee? Nay! thou knowest I have risked

life itself to have thy tale of offering complete when I was hindered.

Thou didst not suffer. Wilt not wait for once? Wilt not wait one

little while?"

His voice, sinking in its entreaty, ended in silence. But only for a

second. Then the fretful wail began again.

"The Noose, Bisra! Be not unkind. Remember I am ill. O Bisra! I want

you to strangle something for me--"

Bisra gave a faint sob; then joined his outstretched hands.

"_Huzoor!_ so be it! the Noose shall find a victim. Yea, Shelter of

the World, Bisra will strangle something. Sleep in peace!"

There was no sound in the room after that save the little contented

sigh in which restlessness finds rest.

Outside, the shiver of the cicalas seemed to count the seconds, but

inside the hours seemed to pass unnoticed as Bisra sate beside the

cot, his hands listless, his eyes dreamy. There was nothing to wait

for now, nothing to fear. That which had to come had come.

So with the first glint of light, a stealthy step glided in, and an

anxious voice whispered--

"How is it with the child, Bisra?"

"It is well!" he whispered back, rising rather stiffly. "He hath slept

since the darkest hour. He will sleep on."

The mother, peering carefully for a glimpse of the child's face,

smiled at what she saw.

"He sleeps, indeed. Thou hast done well, Bisra!"

He made no answer. But ere he left the room, his night-watch being

over, he paused to touch the foot-rail of the cot with both hands and

so _salaam_, as those do who leave the presence.

Sonny was still sleeping when his father, entering his study with a

lighter heart, found a stranger, as he thought, awaiting him there. It

was a man, naked save for a waistcloth, lean, sinewy, lithe; the head

was clean-shaven, save for the Brahminical tuft, and the face was

disfigured by the weird caste marks of extreme fanaticism.

"Who--?" he began, shrinking involuntarily from one who might well be

dangerous.

"It is Bisra, _Huzoor_" said a familiar voice, gently. "Bisra, the

child-bearer. Bisra, the servant of Kali also. Lo! here is Her Noose."

As he spoke he held out the crimson-scarlet handkerchief twisted to a

rope, and coiled in his curved palms like a snake. "The master, being

learned, will know the Noose and its meaning. It hath brought Her many

a blood-offering, _Huzoor_. Many and many every year without fail. And

it will not fail this year either. It will bring Her the blood of Her

servant, the blood of Bisram the Strangler."

"Bisram the Strangler!" echoed the magistrate, stupidly, as the even,

monotonous voice ceased. Then he sate down helplessly in his chair. In

truth he knew too much of the mystery of India to be quite

incredulous.

Yet two hours after, when with the help of the police-officer he had

been cross-questioning Bisra upon his confession, he told himself as

helplessly that it was incredible--the man must be mad. He had been

born to strangle, he said, and had strangled to keep Kali ma content.

That was necessary when you were born Her servant, especially when you

had children. Perhaps he had let the little Shelter of the World creep

too close to his heart, though he had striven to be just. At any rate

Kali ma had become jealous. He had not known this, at first, or he

would never have given the mistress that promise about the Noose, for

if it had been in Harry-_sahib's_ hands Devi would never have sought

his life. She always protected those with the Noose--they never came

to harm--unless-- He had paused there, and then asked quickly if he

had not said enough? Did they want him to tell any more! He could not

give them the names of the victims, of course, not knowing them; but

they were many--very many.

"There is nothing against him but his own story," said the magistrate,

fighting against his growing conviction that the man spoke truth. "I

can't commit him to the sessions on that."

"There is something more, I think," replied the police-officer,

reluctantly. "Don't you remember that man who was found dead in a

railway carriage about this time last year? He had an up-country

ticket on him, and as this was out of the beat of Stranglers, no

inquiry was made here. It was just about this time, and--and Bisram

says he was in a hurry because the year was nearly up. He had been

nursing the boy."

The boy's father, leaning with his head on his hand, groaned.

But Bisra was quite cheerful. He looked a little anxious, however,

when two days after he was brought up formally to be committed for

trial. There was still nothing definite against him save his own

confession and the coincidence of the strangled man in the railway

carriage. But opinion was dead against him amongst his countrymen. Of

course he was one of Kali's Stranglers. Did he not look one? Was he

not born one? So how could he help being one? The argument brought no

consolation to Sonny's father. But Bisram again was cheerful. He stood

patiently between two yellow-legged policemen and told his tale at

length, as if anxious to incriminate himself as much as possible,

anxious that there should be no mistake. And when all the mysterious

intricacies of charges and papers were over, and the two policemen

nudged him to make place for other criminals, with a friendly "Come

along, brother," he paused a moment with handcuffed, petitioning hands

to ask how soon he was to be hanged.

The magistrate, leaning his head on his hand, made no answer. He knew

what the question meant, and could not. The thought of his little son

came between him and the truth; namely, that Bisra's sacrifice must

wait the law's pleasure.

The doctor, too, in charge of the gaol where Bisra awaited trial, had

not the heart to tell the truth. Every day when on his rounds he

looked into the cell, like a wild beast's cage, where Bisra, being a

Strangler, and therefore dangerous to life, was confined alone, he

answered the question which the tall, naked figure stood up at his

entrance to ask in the same words. Harry-_sahib_ was better, and as

for the hanging, that would come soon enough, never fear. Yet every

day the pathetic, self-controlled eagerness on the man's face struck

him with a sense of physical pain, and left him helpless before his

own pity.

Until a day came--after not many days--when with a face sad from the

sight of bitter grief that he _could_ understand, the sense of his

absolute helplessness before the mystery of this man's nature made the

doctor feel inclined to throw pity to the winds and fall back on sheer

common sense. After all the man was a murderer; and if he had been

fond of the child--what then? Such criminals were often men of strong

affections.

Yet once again, the sight of the submissive, _salaaming_ figure, the

sound of the wistful yet calm voice made him answer as usual. The

child was better. The hanging would doubtless come ere long.

For once, however, Bisram did not accept the reply as final.

"The _Huzoor_ means that it will not come today?" he asked quietly.

The doctor raised his eyebrows. "To-day? What made you think of

to-day? Certainly not. There's no chance of it."

But he was wrong. Two hours afterwards the gaol overseer sent for him

in a hurry, because Bisram had completed his sacrifice by strangling

himself in his cell with his waistcloth. What else could he do, seeing

that it was the last day of the year during which the propitiation of

a sacrifice kept Kali ma from revenge?

"Poor devil!" said the doctor, as he stood up after his useless

examination. "I'm glad now I didn't tell him the child was dead."

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