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THE DUCHESS also treated me with extraordinary graciousness, and would

have been pleased if I had worked for her alone, forgetting Perseus and

everything besides. I for my part, while these vain favours were being

showered upon me knew only too well that my perverse and biting fortune

could not long delay to send me some fresh calamity, because I kept ever

before my eyes the great mistake I had committed while seeking to do a

good action. I refer to my affairs in France. The King could not swallow

the displeasure he felt at my departure; and yet he wanted me to return,

if only this could be brought about without concessions on his part. I

thought that I was entirely in the right, and would not bend

submissively, because I judged that if I wrote in humble terms, those

enemies of mine would say in their French fashion that I had confessed

myself to blame, and that certain misdoings with which they wrongfully

taxed me were proved true. Therefore I stood upon my honour, and wrote

in terms of haughty coldness, which was precisely what those two

traitors, my apprentices, most heartily desired. In my letters to them I

boasted of the distinguished kindness shown me in my own birthplace by a

prince and princess the absolute masters of Florence. Whenever they

received one of these despatches, they went to the King, and besieged

his Majesty with entreaties for the castle upon the same terms as he had

granted it to me. The King, who was a man of great goodness and

perspicacity, would never consent to the presumptuous demands of those

scoundrels, since he scented the malignity of their aims. Yet, wishing

to keep them in expectation, and to give me the opportunity of coming

back, he caused an angry letter to be written to me by his treasurer,

Messer Giuliano Buonaccorsi, a burgher of Florence. The substance was as

follows: If I wanted to preserve the reputation for honesty which I had

hitherto enjoyed, it was my plain duty, after leaving France with no

cause whatsoever, to render an account of all that I had done and dealt

with for his Majesty.

The receipt of this letter gave me such pleasure that, If I had

consulted my own palate, I could not have wished for either more or

less. I sat down to write an answer, and filled nine pages of ordinary

paper. In this document I described in detail all the works which I had

executed, and all the adventures I had gone through while performing

them, and all the sums which had been spent upon them. The payments had

always been made through two notaries and one of his Majesty’s

treasurers; and I could show receipts from all the men into whose hands

they passed, whether for goods supplied or labour rendered. I had not

pocketed one penny of the money, nor had I received any reward for my

completed works. I brought back with me into Italy nothing but some

marks of favour and most royal promises, truly worthy of his Majesty.

“Now, though I cannot vaunt myself of any recompense beyond the salaries

appointed for my maintenance in France, seven hundred golden crowns of

which are still due, inasmuch as I abstained from drawing them until I

could employ them on my return-journey; yet knowing that malicious foes

out of their envious hearts have played some knavish trick against me, I

feel confident that truth will prevail. I take pride in his Most

Christian Majesty and am not moved by avarice. I am indeed aware of

having performed for him far more than I undertook; and albeit the

promised reward has not been given me, my one anxiety is to remain in

his Majesty’s opinion that man of probity and honour which I have always

been. If your Majesty entertains the least doubt upon this point, I will

fly to render an account of my conduct, at the risk even of my life. But

noticing in what slight esteem I am held I have had no mind to come back

and make an offer of myself, knowing that I shall never lack for bread

whithersoever I may go. If, however, I am called for, I will always

answer.” The letter contained many further particulars worthy of the

King’s attention, and proper to the preservation of my honour. Before

despatching it, I took it to the Duke, who read it with interest; then I

sent it into France, addressed to the Cardinal of Ferrara.

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