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I WENT accordingly, and waited for the good King’s visit, who, it seems,

had gone meanwhile to take leave of Madame d’Etampes. She asked whither

he was bound, adding that she would accompany him; but when he informed

her, she told him that she would not go, and begged him as a special

favour not to go himself that day. She had to return to the charge more

than twice before she shook the King’s determination; however, he did

not come to visit me that day. Next morning I went to his Majesty at the

same hour; and no sooner had he caught sight of me, than he swore it was

his intention to come to me upon the spot. Going then, according to his

wont, to take leave of his dear Madame d’Etampes, this lady saw that all

her influence had not been able to divert him from his purpose; so she

began with that biting tongue of hers to say the worst of me that could

be insinuated against a deadly enemy of this most worthy crown of

France. The good King appeased her by replying that the sole object of

his visit was to administer such a scolding as should make me tremble in

my shoes. This he swore to do upon his honour. Then he came to my house,

and I conducted him through certain rooms upon the basement, where I had

put the whole of my great door together. Upon beholding it, the King was

struck with stupefaction, and quite lost his cue for reprimanding me, as

he had promised Madame d’Etampes. Still he did not choose to go away

without finding some opportunity for scolding; so he began in this wise:

“There is one most important matter, Benvenuto, which men of your sort,

though full of talent, ought always to bear in mind; it is that you

cannot bring your great gifts to light by your own strength alone; you

show your greatness only through the opportunities we give you. Now you

ought to be a little more submissive, not so arrogant and headstrong. I

remember that I gave you express orders to make me twelve silver

statues; and this was all I wanted. You have chosen to execute a

salt-cellar, and vases and busts and doors, and a heap of other things,

which quite confound me, when I consider how you have neglected my

wishes and worked for the fulfillment of your own. If you mean to go on

in this way, I shall presently let you understand what is my own method

of procedure when I choose to have things done in my own way. I tell

you, therefore, plainly: do your utmost to obey my commands; for if you

stick to your own fancies, you will run your head against a wall.” While

he was uttering these words, his lords in waiting hung upon the King’s

lips, seeing him shake his head, frown, and gesticulate, now with one

hand and now with the other. The whole company of attendants, therefore,

quaked with fear for me; but I stood firm, and let no breath of fear

pass over me.

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