LXXXVIII

WHEN I reached Rome, and had enjoyed the company of my friends awhile, I

began the Duke’s medal. In a few days I finished the head in steel, and

it was the finest work of the kind which I had ever produced. At least

once every day there came to visit me a sort of blockhead named Messer

Francesco Soderini. [1] When he saw what I was doing, he used frequently

to exclaim: “Barbarous wretch! you want them to immortalise that

ferocious tyrant! You have never made anything so exquisite, which

proves you our inveterate foe and their devoted friend; and yet the Pope

and he have had it twice in mind to hang you without any fault of yours.

That was the Father and the Son; now beware of the Holy Ghost.” It was

firmly believed that Duke Alessandro was the son of Pope Clement. Messer

Francesco used also to say and swear by all his saints that, if he

could, he would have robbed me of the dies for that medal. I responded

that he had done well to tell me so, and that I would take such care of

them that he should never see them more.

I now sent to Florence to request Lorenzino that he would send me the

reverse of the medal. Niccolò da Monte Aguto, to whom I had written,

wrote back, saying that he had spoken to that mad melancholy philosopher

Lorenzino for it; he had replied that he was thinking night and day of

nothing else, and that he would finish it as soon as he was able.

Nevertheless, I was not to set my hopes upon his reverse, but I had

better invent one out of my own head, and when I had finished it, I

might bring it without hesitation to the Duke, for this would be to my

advantage.

I composed the design of a reverse which seemed to me appropriate, and

pressed the work forward to my best ability. Not being, however, yet

recovered from that terrible illness, I gave myself frequent relaxation

by going out on fowling expeditions with my friend Felice. This man had

no skill in my art; but since we were perpetually day and night

together, everybody thought he was a first-rate craftsman. This being

so, as he was a fellow of much humour, we used often to laugh together

about the great credit he had gained. His name was Felice Guadagni

(Gain), which made him say in jest: “I should be called Felice

Gain-little if you had not enabled me to acquire such credit that I can

call myself Gain-much.” I replied that there are two ways of gaining:

the first is that by which one gains for one’s self, the second that by

which one gains for others; so I praised him much more for the second

than the first, since he had gained for me my life.

We often held such conversations; but I remember one in particular on

the day of Epiphany, when we were together near La Magliana. It was

close upon nightfall, and during the day I had shot a good number of

ducks and geese; then, as I had almost made my mind up to shoot no more

that time, we were returning briskly toward Rome. Calling to my dog by

his name, Barucco, and not seeing him in front of me, I turned round and

noticed that the well-trained animal was pointing at some geese which

had settled in a ditch. I therefore dismounted at once, got my

fowling-piece ready, and at a very long range brought two of them down

with a single ball. I never used to shoot with more than one ball, and

was usually able to hit my mark at two hundred cubits, which cannot be

done by other ways of loading. Of the two geese, one was almost dead,

and the other, though badly wounded, was flying lamely. My dog retrieved

the one and brought it to me; but noticing that the other was diving

down into the ditch, I sprang forward to catch it. Trusting to my boots,

which came high up the leg, I put one foot forward; it sank in the oozy

ground; and so, although I got the goose, the boot of my right leg was

full of water. I lifted my foot and let the water run out; then, when I

had mounted, we made haste for Rome. The cold, however, was very great,

and I felt my leg freeze, so that I said to Felice: “We must do

something to help this leg, for I don’t know how to bear it longer.” The

good Felice, without a word, leapt from his horse, and gathering some

thistles and bits of stick, began to build a fire. I meanwhile was

waiting, and put my hands among the breast-feathers of the geese, and

felt them very warm. So I told him not to make the fire, but filled my

boot with the feathers of the goose, and was immediately so much

comforted that I regained vitality.

Note 1. He had been banished in 1530 as a foe to the Medicean house.

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