XXIII

WHILE I was pushing forward Salamanca’s vase, I had only one little boy

as help, whom I had taken at the entreaty of friends, and half against

my own will, to be my workman. He was about fourteen years of age, bore

the name of Paulino, and was son to a Roman burgess, who lived upon the

income of his property. Paulino was the best-mannered, the most honest,

and the most beautiful boy I ever saw in my whole life. His modest ways

and actions, together with his superlative beauty and his devotion to

myself, bred in me as great an affection for him as a man’s breast can

hold. This passionate love led me oftentimes to delight the lad with

music; for I observed that his marvellous features, which by complexion

wore a tone of modest melancholy, brightened up, and when I took my

cornet, broke into a smile so lovely and so sweet, that I do not marvel

at the silly stories which the Greeks have written about the deities of

heaven. Indeed, if my boy had lived in those times, he would probably

have turned their heads still more. [1] He had a sister, named Faustina,

more beautiful, I verily believe, than that Faustina about whom the old

books gossip so. Sometimes he took me to their vineyard, and, so far as

I could judge, it struck me that Paulino’s good father would have

welcomed me as a son-in-law. This affair led me to play more than I was

used to do.

It happened at that time that one Giangiacomo of Cesena, a musician in

the Pope’s band, and a very excellent performer, sent word through

Lorenzo, the trumpeter of Lucca, who is now in our Duke’s service, to

inquire whether I was inclined to help them at the Pope’s Ferragosto,

playing soprano with my cornet in some motets of great beauty selected

by them for that occasion. [2] Although I had the greatest desire to

finish the vase I had begun, yet, since music has a wondrous charm of

its own, and also because I wished to please my old father, I consented

to join them. During eight days before the festival we practised two

hours a day together; then on the first of August we went to the

Belvedere, and while Pope Clement was at table, we played those

carefully studied motets so well that his Holiness protested he had

never heard music more sweetly executed or with better harmony of parts.

He sent for Giangiacomo, and asked him where and how he had procured so

excellent a cornet for soprano, and inquired particularly who I was.

Giangiacomo told him my name in full. Whereupon the Pope said: “So,

then, he is the son of Maestro Giovanni?” On being assured I was, the

Pope expressed his wish to have me in his service with the other

bandsmen. Giangiacomo replied: “Most blessed Father, I cannot pretend

for certain that you will get him, for his profession, to which he

devotes himself assiduously, is that of a goldsmith, and he works in it

miraculously well, and earns by it far more than he could do by

playing.” To this the Pope added: “I am the better inclined to him now

that I find him possessor of a talent more than I expected. See that he

obtains the same salary as the rest of you; and tell him from me to join

my service, and that I will find work enough by the day for him to do in

his other trade.” Then stretching out his hand, he gave him a hundred

golden crowns of the Camera in a handkerchief, and said: [3] “Divide

these so that he may take his share.”

When Giangiacomo left the Pope, he came to us, and related in detail all

that the Pope had said; and after dividing the money between the eight

of us, and giving me my share, he said to me: “Now I am going to have

you inscribed among our company.” I replied: “Let the day pass;

to-morrow I will give my answer.” When I left them, I went meditating

whether I ought to accept the invitation, inasmuch as I could not but

suffer if I abandoned the noble studies of my art. The following night

my father appeared to me in a dream, and begged me with tears of

tenderest affection, for God’s love and his, to enter upon this

engagement. Methought I answered that nothing would induce me to do so.

In an instant he assumed so horrible an aspect as to frighten me out of

my wits, and cried: “If you do not, you will have a father’s curse; but

if you do, may you be ever blessed by me!” When I woke, I ran, for very

fright, to have myself inscribed. Then I wrote to my old father, telling

him the news, which so affected him with extreme joy that a sudden fit

of illness took him, and well-nigh brought him to death’s door. In his

answer to my letter, he told me that he too had dreamed nearly the same

as I had.

Note 1. 'Gli Arebbe fatti più uscire de’ gangheri;' would have taken

them still more off the hinges.

Note 2. Lit., “the largest piece left of me should be my ears.”

Note 3. The Camera Apostolica was the Roman Exchequer.

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