CHAPTER XIV

On the third or fourth day after that we had seen Barabbas, we came to

Bethsaida. And behold, as Jesus was exhorting the people, there came into

the synagogue two disciples of John the Prophet. And the principal Scribe

of the place brought the men in, saying that they had a message from the

Prophet to Jesus of Nazareth. Then all men held their peace and expected

what the message should be; and I remembered the words of Barabbas

concerning John, and my mind presaged that the prophet had sent to bid

Jesus release him. But the Scribe (for he knew what the message was, and

desired to discredit Jesus) said aloud that the message was a strange one,

not fit for the ear of the common multitude; therefore it should be

reserved for the ear of Jesus alone. But all the people listened the more

intently; and Jesus gave command that the messengers should deliver their

message aloud, and they did so. Now the words of the message were these,

“John the Prophet hath sent us to thee from the prison of Herod, saying,

‘Art thou he that should come, or must we look for another?’”

When we heard these words we all looked that Jesus should either rebuke

the Prophet for his want of faith, or else make some comfortable answer,

saying that he would come with speed and deliver the Prophet from his

bonds. Howbeit Jesus made no answer, but continued his exhortation; and he

drove out certain unclean spirits, and forgave sins. But when he had ended

these things, he called to the disciples of John, and he repeated to them

those passages of the prophets which describe the signs of Redemption, and

in particular the prophecy of Isaiah: how the ears of the deaf shall be

unstopped to hear the tidings of Redemption, and the eyes of the blind

shall be opened to discern the truth of the Lord; and the lame man shall

leap as a hart in the paths of salvation; and the tongue of the dumb shall

sing the praises of the Lord. And he said unto the two messengers, “Go and

show John the things which ye do hear and see: the blind receive their

sight, and the lame walk; the lepers are cleansed, and the deaf hear; the

dead are raised up, and the poor have the gospel preached to them.” Then

he added these words, “Blessed is he who shall not be offended in me.”

When the messengers were departed, Jesus spake to the people concerning

John, saying that John (howbeit he might have changed and fallen from his

first estate, seeming to be, for the time, unstable as a reed or pliant as

a courtier) was, none the less, truly a prophet, yea, and the greatest of

prophets, inasmuch as he was sent by God as the herald of the Redeemer.

Then he added thereto a certain saying which filled us all with amazement:

yea, and even now after forty years, though I be enlightened with the Holy

Spirit, yet can I not choose but be amazed thereat. For the words were

these: “Verily I say unto you, among them that are born of women, there

hath not risen a greater than John the Baptist: notwithstanding he that is

least in the Kingdom of Heaven is greater than he.”

When the congregation brake up, many of the people said among themselves

that this was an hard saying. Others asked what Jesus meant by dividing

them that were “born of women” from them that are in the Kingdom of

Heaven; and whether the former meant the living and the latter meant the

dead. Now I understood (for Nathanael had instructed me) that Jesus put a

difference between them which are born of flesh and blood, and them which

are born of the Spirit; wherefore I partly perceived the meaning of his

saying, namely, that the kingdom of the Law and of the Prophets now had an

end, and that the kingdom of the Spirit of God was at hand; and that the

greatest in the former kingdom was less than the least in the latter.

Likewise I understood Jesus to say that the sending of this message and

the moving of Jesus to take up the arms of the flesh argued in John a

certain nature of flesh; as if he thereby shewed himself to be born not of

the New Kingdom, but of the Old Kingdom of flesh and blood, albeit the

greatest therein. Yet for all this, that such an one as Jesus of Nazareth,

whose gentleness and meekness (albeit mixed at all times with a certain

royal carriage and demeanour) for the most part exceeded the meekness of a

little child, should notwithstanding seem to rate so low the greatest of

all the prophets of Israel, and exalt so high the meanest of all the

citizens in the Kingdom that was to come (which also seemed perforce to

include a certain magnifying of himself as being chief in that Kingdom);

this, I say, for all my poising and pondering, still perplexed and

distracted my mind, as a thing new and strange, and (I had almost said)

monstrous to human reason.

I desired to question Nathanael the son of Zebedee concerning these

things; but I could not. For having noted the face of one of my mother’s

household in the congregation, and fearing lest he might have some message

touching my mother’s health, I hasted to seek the man out: and it proved

even as I feared, for my mother was indeed sick, and had sent, desiring

that I would come to see her. Therefore I went to Jesus at once, and

besought him that he would suffer me to go to my mother. As I went to

Jesus, I met Eliezer the son of Arak, and would have passed him. But he,

noting that I was somewhat moved, stayed me, and having questioned me, he

said, “If thou art wise, thou wilt not go to Jesus: for but now, he

forbade one of his disciples to bid farewell to his parents, and another

he would not so much as suffer to bury the dead body of his father. For he

rageth like a young lion taken in the net of the hunter; and whoso leaveth

his side, though it be for an hour, seemeth to him a traitor. Be

persuaded, therefore, and quit this Jesus of Nazareth, and his rabble of

sinners, and come unto the side of the learned, and thou shalt have

eminence among us.”

Now I could not indeed deny that Jesus had forbidden certain of his

disciples to leave him; but he had done it for their advantage, and

because he knew that it would have been ill for them to leave him.

Therefore I answered Eliezer with the same proverb which the ruler of the

synagogue had said to Jesus, that it was better to be the tail of the lion

than the head of the fox; and so I left him. For he spake out of a

malignant heart, and not because he loved me. Moreover, I knew that if

Jesus should say, Go not, it would be well said; for I trusted him in all

things.

I found Jesus surrounded by many disciples, who had been asking him

questions concerning John the Prophet, and concerning the manner of his

deliverance. For all we at that time were assured in our minds that John

would be delivered: for men counted John the son of Zachariah and Jesus of

Nazareth as yoke‐fellows in Israel, and the safety of one seemed to depend

on the safety of the other, and the salvation of Israel on both. And

indeed I myself have often marvelled that Jesus was not moved to adventure

to deliver John. But, as I judge, he rejected all such motions as

temptations of Satan, because he knew that he had not been sent to smite

with the sword but only with the breath of his mouth. Wherefore, if he

were tempted at all, it was rather, as I suppose, that he should die with

John than that he should fight that John might live. And at this time,

methinks, it came into his mind that if indeed it was ordained that John

the Prophet should be slain, and perchance he himself also, then was it

high time that new labourers should be sent into the harvest of the Lord,

to take the places of them that were to pass away. Howbeit, concerning

these things I can but conjecture; but, as I remember, when I came to

Jesus, he was looking at the young corn in the fields around very

intently, and as if he espied in the sight more than others could see.

Presently he said to them which sat next to him, “Say ye not, There are

yet four months and then cometh the harvest? Behold, I say unto you, Lift

up your eyes, and look on the fields, for they are white already to

harvest. And he that reapeth receiveth wages and gathereth fruit unto life

eternal; that both he that soweth and he that reapeth may rejoice

together.” Then Judas said to them which sat nigh unto him, that these

words signified that John should be delivered at once, and that a levy was

to be made throughout all Galilee: and he added aloud, looking to Jesus,

that, “The reapers were ready,” or words to that effect. But Jesus

answered and said, “The harvest truly is plenteous, but the labourers are

few: pray ye therefore the Lord of the harvest, that he will send forth

labourers into his harvest.”

Then I spake to Jesus and told him that I desired to go and see my mother.

But I thought perchance that he would have restrained me, if it were so

indeed that a levy was to be made throughout all Galilee. But he

restrained me not, but bade me go in peace and blessed me, and spake

comfortable words to me; and wished me to comfort my mother.

On the next day I came to Sepphoris, and behold my mother was grievously

sick and nigh unto death. But when I took her by the hand and delivered to

her the message of Jesus, saying that he bade her be of good cheer, even

in that instant her strength came back to her, and her disease abated; and

on the fourth day it departed, so that she rose from her bed. But when the

day came that I should depart, so it was that my mother desired me to go

first to Tiberias, there to collect certain debts which were owing to her

now many days. To this I agreed, nothing loth, for it seemed to me that by

passing through Tiberias to Capernaum I might bring unto Jesus the newest

tidings touching the doings of Herod, and perchance also touching the

state of John the Prophet. For there were certain of mine acquaintance in

the house of Chuza, the king’s steward, who lived in Tiberias nigh unto

the royal palace. So I set out for Tiberias first. But when I reached the

city, it being now about the tenth hour of the day, I found the people

gathered together in the Greek quarter by twos and by threes in the

streets; and in our part of the city, instead of rejoicings (which I had

expected, because the Feast of Purim was at this time), there were

everywhere signs of lamentation and mourning. So I saluted one of them

that passed by, and asked him what these things might mean. But he glanced

at my mule (which I had borrowed, for more speed, of a Greek in Sepphoris;

for not many in Galilee, except Gentiles, use to ride on mules), and he

said, “I perceive that thou art but a sojourner here, else wouldst thou

surely have known these tidings which are in the mouths of all the people,

since the eighth hour of the day, touching John the Prophet.” Then I said,

“What tidings?” He answered “That he is dead, slain with the sword; and

they say that his head hath been given to Herodias on a charger. But why

speak I of things that concern me not?” So saying he looked at me, as I

had been a spy (for the spies of Herod were everywhere in Galilee at this

time, and most of all in Tiberias); and so he passed on.

Straightway I hasted on to come to the Greek quarter, seeking the house of

Chuza. But on my way thither I passed the royal palace; and at the gate

thereof were certain of the Thracian guard keeping watch. Now as I passed

them, one of the soldiers called to his companion and said, “But wherefore

dost thou keep guard to‐day?” And the other said, “I keep guard in the

place of Thrasymachus who is gone with three centuries to Capernaum.” “And

wherefore to Capernaum?” said the first. “There is like to be a tumult in

the town,” replied the sentinel, “because of the beheading of this John in

Machærus; and they say that the rabble will set some leader at their head,

who is to be arrested.” “Nay,” said the other, “and sayest thou arrested?

I would have no arresting, but make quick despatch with these leaders of

the rabble. But hath Herod heard of this leader?” “Not so,” said the

other, “for he is busy in the south with the army; but our general meaneth

to take order that Herod shall never hear of him.” With that he laughed,

and made a sign to signify beheading, drawing his hand across his throat;

then he bade his fellow go carry some message for him, for he should be

busy that day; “For,” said he, “the cohort hath not been gone one full

hour yet, and will not be here again these six hours or more, for they

mean not to take him by force publicly, but will arrest the man quietly at

nightfall.”

When I heard these things, my spirit fainted, and there was no strength in

me; but when I came to myself, it seemed best to journey forwards at once

to Capernaum if perchance I might prevent the coming of the Thracian guard

and give the alarm to Jesus. So I turned the mule’s head straightway

toward the city gate, and rode on the way that leadeth to Capernaum. But

she was sore wearied by reason of the length of the journey, and could

scarce carry me. Howbeit after the space of an hour’s riding I came up

with the rear of the Thracians: but I perceived that I could not pass

them. For a certain merchant riding on a fresh mule had passed out from

the city gate before me, and behold, they had stayed him, and suffered him

not to pass; but he rode behind with the rear. Now when I saw this, I

smote my hands together, for I saw that I could be of no avail to my

Master. And by this time the houses of Capernaum, that is to say the quay

and the houses near the quay, were in sight, and not far off. For one

headland only remained between us and the headland whereon the town

standeth; and when the Thracians should have passed round that first

headland, there were but six furlongs between them and the market‐place of

Capernaum. But the sun was now nigh setting and the barbarians began to

quicken their pace.

Therefore I cried unto the Lord in sore distress and left my mule and

climbed up to a rock whence I could watch what befel, and there I offered

up prayers to the All‐Powerful, who alone is able to save. Now behold, by

this time the Thracians had passed round the first headland, and the last

of them were out of my sight, so that I could see nothing but the quay of

Capernaum and two or three fishing‐boats riding at anchor just off the

quay: and there seemed no signs of tumult; for there was no man stirring

there. And presently began the helmets of the Thracians to shine again

before mine eyes as their front guard drew near unto the town, and still

no man perceived them; for the cliff lay between them and the town, and

there were still none save two or three sailors on the quay. Then I took

off the covering from my head and waved it in the air that the sailors

perchance might take note of it: but they took no note.

Now by this time there was but about a space of two furlongs between the

front of the column of the Thracians and the quay of Capernaum, and I

could hear the captain give the word of command (albeit not in a loud

voice) to hasten their march that they might enter the town the more

quickly (for darkness was now falling upon the lake); and as the word of

command sounded across the water even to my ears in the stillness of the

evening, behold, the Thracians hastened their march so that they began to

run. Now I held my breath, for I could not so much as pray for very

trouble; when lo, a great noise of shouting from the other side of the

headland, even from Capernaum; and at the same time a great concourse of

people upon the quay, and immediately a long galley appeared, which rowed

forth very swiftly toward the eastward side of the lake. Then the

barbarians halted, even without the word of command; for they knew that

the bird was escaped from the snare of the fowlers: and the noise of their

cursing and clamour came up even unto mine ears as I sat upon my place of

watching. But I glorified the God of Israel; and gave thanks to Him whose

mercy endureth for ever.

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