CHAPTER III

On the fourth day, I set out in company with Baruch my cousin, the son of

Manasseh, my father’s brother, intending to go to Capernaum, and thence to

take ship for Gamala, where we were to meet James and John the sons of

Judas of Galilee; and so to journey all together to Bethany, where the

prophet was. When we were come to Capernaum, we tarried two days in the

house of Manasseh: and the second day was the Sabbath. Now the house of

Manasseh was nigh unto the wharf, so that nothing stood between it and the

lake.

It happened that I was sitting on the house‐roof and the sun wanted yet an

hour or two of setting; and a tumult arose on the beach below, between a

Greek merchant and certain of the townsmen. Word had come to the Greek

that his son was sick in Bethsaida and nigh unto death: so he had besought

certain of the sailors that they would launch their ship and put out to

sea, although the sun had not yet set; to the intent that he might pass

over with all speed, if perchance he might see his child before he died.

The sailors were persuaded by the man’s prayers and gifts, and were

preparing their vessel to launch it. But the inhabitants, those of the

more devout sort, coming together with stones and staves, threatened the

sailors, and forced them to cease, declaring that not a boat should leave

the strand till the Sabbath should be ended.

The air was calm and still so that the merchant’s words came up even to my

ears, as he pointed again and again to the coast over against us: “Surely

your God will permit you to do this service of kindness. Yonder is my son,

mine only son, dying as if within sight of his father. Strangers will

receive his last breath, and close his eyes. I beseech you, as ye are

fathers, have compassion on a father who must soon be childless.” So

saying the Greek beat his breast and tore his hair; but in vain. The ruler

of the synagogue, who had gathered the multitude together, would not

listen to his entreaties; and he departed, weeping and wailing and calling

upon his gods in vain.

Then the ruler of the synagogue, seeing the crowd running together,

exhorted them to a more strict observing of the Sabbath, declaring that

the breaking of the Sabbath was the principal cause of the wrath of God

with His people, and of the delay of the Redemption of Sion. He went on to

speak of the blessing of the Redemption, and he besought the people to do

what lay in them to hasten it forward, by raising up the fences of the

Law, and by constant and scrupulous obedience. “Let all repent,” he said,

“of former slackness and misdoings; for the Lord your God is merciful,

long suffering, slow to anger, and of great kindness, and repenteth Him of

the evil. To Him belong mercies and forgiveness, though ye have rebelled

against Him.”

By this time a great multitude was come together, and in the uttermost

parts of the throng stood certain tax‐gatherers (among whom was the

principal receiver of customs in Capernaum, by name Matthew the son of

Alpheus), with certain of the looser sort, men and women, outcasts from

the synagogue: which had been cast forth, some for weighty offences, but

some for light, according to the custom of our Scribes. These had

approached, as it seemed to me, because they had heard mention of “mercy,”

and “forgiveness”; and their faces were somewhat sad, as if they also

would fain have drawn near unto the God of Israel, that they might receive

forgiveness of sins. But the ruler of the synagogue, catching sight of

them, drove them away with reproaches, reviling them as children of Satan.

“Even your alms,” he cried, “we trample under our feet; away, extortioners

and harlots, fit food for fire and worms!”

They departed in haste amid the scoffs and curses of the crowd. But their

countenances changed as they went, and there seemed no more thought of

repentance in them; for they hardened their faces as flint stones because

of the reproaches of the chief ruler. Then it came into my heart that the

ruler of the synagogue erred, in that he drove away the sinners that would

fain have drawn nigh unto the Lord. And not only he, but all our Rabbis

and Scribes seemed to be in the same error, because they drove away

instead of bringing nigh. For even the words of the Wise tell us that

peace is to be proclaimed to the far‐off as well as to the near; and to

the far‐off first. Moreover the words of the Prophet Ezekiel came to my

mind, that if the wicked turned from his wickedness and did that which was

lawful and right, he should live. Now the ruler of the synagogue had

himself also used words like unto these; yet his acts had not been like

unto his words. For after that he had spoken of God as merciful and

forgiving, he had driven away the sinners as though God were unmerciful

and unforgiving. Therefore he had on his lips the wisdom of the Law; but

in the thoughts of his heart and the works of his hand there was no

wisdom. Then I repeated to myself the tradition of the Wise, “Whoso hath

much wisdom and little works, to what is he like? Even to a tree whereof

the branches be abundant but the roots poor and thin: and the wind cometh

and uprooteth it and overturneth it.” Truly, said I, the wisdom of the

Scribes is like unto a tree whereof the roots suffice not for the

branches.

Then began I to consider with myself what would be the doctrine of John

the son of Zachariah as touching forgiveness and repentance; and it was

borne in upon my mind that we lacked, not the true doctrine of forgiveness

(for this we had already in the Law and the Traditions), but somewhat

beyond the reach of doctrine; albeit, what it was, I did not yet

understand. Also methought we had need of some new kind of wisdom that

should avail, not only for Scribes and lawyers but also for the people of

the land, for ploughmen and fishermen, yea, perchance even for tax‐

gatherers and sinners. Then behold, as I mused, methought all the precepts

of the Law and of the Traditions lay scattered about on the beach, like so

many dry bones (according to the vision of the Prophet Ezekiel), and there

they lay, awaiting, till the breath of the Spirit of God should blow upon

them and give them life. And, in my musing, I saw One coming, and his face

was as bright as the morning star, and the breath of the Lord breathed

from his mouth, and he came forward to the bones for to breathe life into

them; and I spake aloud and said, “Perchance John the son of Zachariah is

the Messiah, and will breathe life into these bones.”

But while I thus mused, came Baruch behind me and touched my shoulder, and

pointed to the crowd and said, “See, the sun has now just set; and the

people are following the exorcist yonder. Shall we not go with them? He is

no common exorcist, but by means of certain herbs known only to himself he

can draw an evil spirit out of the nostrils of the possessed; and this

hath he done many times this week in the presence of certain of the most

notable people in Capernaum, insomuch that all men here do hold him in

great esteem. And even now he goeth to cast out an evil spirit from

Raphael, the son of one of our neighbours: who hath been possessed now

these two years.”

So lost was I in thought that, while Baruch was speaking, I scarce

understood the purport of his words. But shouts and shrieks from below

caused me to awake out of my trance. So I looked; and behold, a great

multitude below, and in the midst thereof a youth possessed with an evil

spirit. The youth was led by three strong men; and as he went, he shrieked

aloud and struggled against them that led him. Close after them came one

whose sorrowful countenance betokened him to be the father of the youth.

Before them all went the exorcist.

Here in Britain it is a rare thing to see a man possessed with a demon.

Therefore it is needful to say first, that in the land of Israel (and

especially in the lowlands of Galilee along the coast of the Sea of

Gennesareth, and also in the valley of Jordan), the unclean spirits

prevailed mightily in my days, insomuch that I have noted as many as

twelve or even more in a small town, such as Bethsaida. They wandered

about the country half clothed or naked, assailing their dearest friends

or strangers, or even themselves, with stones or other weapons, such as

they could procure. They saw strange sights, demons and flames; their ears

were filled with thunderings and roarings of beasts and voices of devils.

A stench, as of sulphur and brimstone, was in their nostrils. Their

bellies also were beset with worms, toads, snakes, or scorpions; which

nevertheless destroyed them not. Two voices, the voice of the demon and

the voice of the man, issued from the mouth of the possessed. Verily of

all the diseases with which Satan hath been permitted by the Unsearchable

(blessed is He) to afflict the children of men, this disease is the worst

and cruellest; inasmuch as it poisoneth the very springs of love, causing

the son to hate even the father that begot him and the mother that gave

him suck.

What were the causes of this evil, wise men have asked, and have given no

certain answer. They at Jerusalem said that it was a chastisement because

of men’s neglect of worship in the Holy Temple; and certain it is, that

Gentiles and outcasts from the synagogue were more often possessed than

the devout. Nay, I have known some (more especially women) that, having

been possessed, were cured by the offering of sacrifice, or by a more

constant attending on the worship in the Temple. Others said that it was a

punishment for eating swine’s flesh; others for dwelling in houses built

amid tombs or on ancient burial‐places. But others said that they which

lived in the lowlands about the Lake of Gennesareth and in the valley of

Jordan were more under the unclean demons; for that the demons possessed

and ruled over waterish and low‐lying regions. And so much is undoubted,

that in the inland highlands of Galilee there were few possessed, and in

Jerusalem none, or at least no number worthy of mention; but down in

Jericho and Capernaum the possessed could be seen at the corner of every

street.

Cure there was none, or at least no certain cure. Sometimes sudden terror

or sudden joy availed to drive out the unclean spirit. I have heard of one

Joachim the son of Levi, that was vexed with a dumb spirit for many years;

but seeing some robbers about to kill his father, the string of his tongue

was unloosed, and he cried out to them not to kill him. But no physic, nor

no diet, was of any certain avail. This uncertainty brought great gain to

many vagrant exorcists which wandered here and there throughout Galilee,

their scrips full of amulets, charms, drugs, magic roots, and books of

incantations. These men, with shouts and shrieks and uncouth gestures and

dances, were wont to amaze the demoniacs for a time and to drive them into

a kind of torpor; which torpor they called health and peace, and boasted

that they had wrought a cure. At other times, by magic arts, they would

persuade Satan to go out of the man for a short time, that they might

obtain a reward. But in either case, the cure lasted no long time. For in

a brief space the demon would awake again out of torpor; or if he had been

driven out, he would return, and sometimes bring with him other demons yet

more powerful than himself; insomuch that it was a proverb among us that

it was better for a possessed person that the unclean spirit should not be

driven out at all, than that, having been driven out, he should be allowed

to return.

But about the causes and cures of this evil let others consider and

dispute: I speak now of the exorcist in Capernaum. Going down straightway

with Baruch, I followed him into a house not two hundred paces from the

quay. When we entered, there seemed scarce space for the exorcist and the

demoniac in the middle of the chamber, so thick stood the people together;

but by favour of the master of the house, who was known to Baruch, we

obtained place in the inner part of the circle. The father of the boy now

came up to my cousin. “I have taken Raphael,” he said, “to many exorcists

before, but never a man of them was to be compared with this learned man.

I have described to him the nature of the unclean spirit that possesseth

my son, and he protesteth to me that he hath frequently driven out the

like kind of demons, and that he is assured of success.” Meanwhile

Raphael, the boy possessed with the unclean spirit, was seated on the

ground in the middle. He no longer struggled nor shrieked, but sat quiet,

though sullen withal.

Two slaves now came forth, the first carrying in one hand a bucket of

water and in the other a covered basket; but the second bore a chafing‐

dish. Now all voices were hushed, for the exorcist stepped into the middle

of the chamber. “Many,” he said, “of my profession pretend to drive out

evil spirits, but they do not perform what they promise. But that ye may

perceive how far Theudas the son of Eleazar differeth from such common

vagrants and impostors, I shall not only cast out this unclean spirit, but

I shall also give you proof thereof which ye shall see with your own

eyes.” He then bade the slaves place the bucket upon a shelf in the room

where all could see it; but the basket and chafing‐dish were set in the

midst of the circle.

Perchance the boy began to understand in part that the exorcist was

speaking of him; or it may be that from his father’s anxious mien and

troubled countenance he conjectured that some new thing was at hand. For

he leapt from the ground, and shrieked, and blasphemed God, uttering

obscene words, tearing his hair, and marring his cheeks with his nails;

and but for the two keepers on either side of him he would assuredly have

rent off his garments; and even with all their efforts they had much ado

to hinder him.

But the exorcist threw a few leaves and fragments of root on the chafing‐

dish, muttered a charm, waved his wand, and then waited as though for an

answer. Then frowning, he waved his wand a second time, and repeated a

louder charm, stamping his foot on the ground, and then waited again. A

deep silence fell on all in the chamber, insomuch that no one ventured so

much as to draw breath; and even the boy ceased from his struggles and

stared amazedly at the exorcist. But he, now standing upright and

manifesting in his face that he had received an answer from the unclean

spirit, turned from us to the possessed, and fixing his eye full upon his

face, he cried in a loud voice, “Thou unclean spirit, thine hour is come.

Thy name is revealed unto me, and thy shape likewise. In vain thou wouldst

evade my sight, assuming the semblance of a long black worm. Lo! by the

mysterious power of King Solomon’s ring and these strong roots I will draw

thee out of the poor boy’s nostrils in the presence of this assembly: and

when I say the word, thou, obedient to my commands, shalt leave the body

which thou defilest, and, in thy passage, thou shalt overturn yonder

vessel of water. Dost hear me? Thy name is Ialdabaoth.”

Hereat the demoniac shrieked and raved louder than before, and a deep

voice, deeper than the voice of a youth, cried out from within him, “I am

Ialdabaoth, the worm of darkness; depart from me.” The crowd shouted, and

the sorcerer, turning to us, “Sirs,” said he, “ye see how the evil spirit

is already half conquered; for he hath confessed his name and nature to be

even as I foretold.” Then turning to the boy and applying a ring to his

nostrils, he cried aloud, “Come forth, Ialdabaoth;” and with very great

quickness, so that the motion could scarce be perceived, (all the time

shouting charms and incantations with a loud voice,) he drew forth from

the nostrils of the demoniac a shape like unto a long black worm. Now

verily the crowd shrieked as if they themselves were possessed; but the

boy sat, not struggling, but still and pale, as though no life were in

him. But the exorcist, turning himself quickly round to the vessel of

water behind him, “Away,” he cried, “away, worm of darkness! Back,

Ialdabaoth, to the abyss! Back through the air: and dash down yonder

bucket as thou fliest!” At the word, the worm vanished, the bucket was

dashed down, and the boy fell, as it seemed, lifeless.

We all pressed in upon the youth, wishing to discern whether life were

still in him, or no; but the exorcist waved us back, as one having

authority; and taking the boy by the hand, he raised him up, speaking kind

words to him and to his father. Soon his life returned to the boy, and the

exorcist restored him to his father, whole and sound (albeit weak and

pale), and, as it appeared, delivered from the unclean spirit. The father,

weeping for joy, placed a heavy purse in the hand of the exorcist; who, at

first, put it from him, as though he would have none of it. But

afterwards, while he was receiving the salutations and greetings of them

that were departing, one of his slaves, being urged by the father, took

the purse and placed it in the covered basket.

As for us, it being now late, we stayed not to congratulate with the

father of Raphael; but with all speed, made our way through the press; all

the people around us praising God and marvelling at the power which the

Lord had given to Theudas the son of Eleazar. But we hasted to the house

of Manasseh to make ready for our journey; for we were to set forth early

on the morrow. But when the morrow came, behold, Baruch was sick of a

fever, and could not travel; and I tarried for him for the space of four

days. But on the fifth day after the Sabbath, Baruch being now in case to

travel, we purposed to take ship for Gamala, which lieth on the southern

coast of the lake. For our intent was there to join ourselves to James and

John, the sons of Judas, and so to continue our journey with them till we

came to Bethany in Peræa where John was baptizing.

Now it came to pass that very early in the morning when we were to set

out, the sun being not yet risen, I went to the house of Joazar, the

father of Raphael, to inquire concerning the boy’s welfare. And when I

came to the threshold, behold, another stood at the door; but his back was

towards me, so that I knew not who he was. And before I could accost him,

the door was opened unto us; and behold, a sound as of shrieking and

lamentation. Then we both listened, and lo, a deep voice from an upper

chamber, and it cried, “We are Ialdabaoth! We are Ialdabaoth, the worms of

darkness!” Then came forth other words of blasphemy and filthiness, so

that I loathed to listen to them; and I turned to go back. But at that

instant I heard the voice of the father bewailing: and the stranger

delayed not, but entered into the house; wherefore I also, albeit against

my will, was moved to go in likewise.

So I went in, following the stranger till we both came to the door of the

upper room: and there I stood, and durst not enter into the chamber; for

my heart was empty of comfort, neither knew I how to console the old man

in his affliction. But the stranger that was with me, going forward, spake

first of all to Joazar the father, and said some words of kindness to him.

Now so it was, that when the stranger first entered into the chamber, the

evil spirits ceased not, but raged yet more fiercely than before, crying

aloud and saying, “Depart from us; let us alone; let us alone”; and the

youth also rent his cheeks so that the blood gushed out; and he would fain

have leaped up from his bed. But the stranger (whose face I had not yet

seen), hearing the voices of the spirits, turned himself round from the

old man to the son: and going up to the bedside he stood there,

steadfastly looking at the youth. Now when he thus turned himself, then

for the first time I beheld his countenance; and, as I remember, I

marvelled thereat, and also at the manner of his dealing with the youth.

For, first of all, when he looked upon the youth, his face seemed

swallowed up with pity; and then of a sudden it changed again, and he

stretched out his arm as one having authority, and as if on the point to

bid the evil spirits depart, and this he did twice; but twice again he

drew back his arm, as if changing his purpose. Then, at the last, the pity

came back upon his face all in an instant, so that his features seemed

even melted therewith; and he stooped down and embraced the boy, and

kissed him; and, as I thought, he whispered words in his ear. But this I

know not for certain; howbeit the boy, in any case, ceased from his raging

and no longer struggled, but lay still and quiet, only muttering and

moaning a little. Hereat the stranger turned himself to Joazar to take his

leave; but I (perchance because my mind misgave me that I had played the

eavesdropper, albeit, unwittingly, or for whatever other reason) feared to

wait and meet the stranger; so I turned my back, and went forth in haste

from the house.

When I was come to Baruch again, I held my peace concerning Raphael, lest

I should stir up melancholy in my cousin, since he was freshly recovered

from his disease. But, when we went on board the vessel, the sailors were

not yet ready to sail. So I lay down on the sleeping‐cushion: but no sleep

fell upon my eyes. For there appeared ever before me the image of the

demoniac Raphael and his sorrowful father; and my heart was weighed down

with the thought of their affliction. But I grieved not for them alone,

but also for the daughter of Sion; who seemed to be, in a manner,

possessed with an evil spirit, and to cry aloud for some one that should

cast it out. All the deliverers of old seemed to be even as Theudas the

son of Eleazar; and even as the demon had returned into Raphael, so that

his last state was worse than the first, even so it seemed with Israel;

therefore I besought the Lord to hasten the time of the coming of the true

Redeemer of Sion.

As I mused, I began to consider with myself what would be the manner of

the true redemption. Beside the demoniac, there appeared unto me the face

of Matthew the publican and the faces of the sinners. It was borne in upon

my mind that, even though every legionary in Syria were slain or driven

out, and though the borders of Israel should be enlarged from the Nile to

the Euphrates, yet if we still had amidst us sinners unforgiven, and

Priests and Rulers with no power to forgive nor to convert, then of a

surety the evil spirit would not depart from us save only for a season.

By this time, as I remember, we were but just putting out into the deep,

and the sun was risen. And there came down certain fishermen to the beach

to prepare their tackling for fishing: and with them there came one that,

as I noted, was no fisherman (for he was not girt as a fisherman): and he

walked down to the brink of the waters and looked out steadfastly to the

deep. And so it was that, as he looked, the sun even that instant rising

above the eastern mountains, shone suddenly upon his face so that I could

see it clearly (though we were by this time a full furlong from the

shore); and behold, it was the countenance of the stranger that I had seen

that same morning in the house of Joazar. So I called to Tobias

straightway and asked him who the stranger might be: and Tobias raised

himself upon his elbow where he lay on the sleeping‐cushion, and he

looked, and knew him, and told me his name. And then first I heard the

name of Jesus of Nazareth.

Again I lay down to sleep, but still no sleep would come to me: wherefore

I took forth from my bosom the book of the prophet Isaiah, which I had

with me, and began to read therein. And so it was that as I unrolled it,

my eyes fell upon the place where the prophet saith, “To what purpose is

the multitude of your sacrifices unto me? saith the Lord: I am full of the

burnt offerings of rams, and the fat of fed beasts.... Bring no more vain

oblations; incense is an abomination unto me; the new moons and sabbaths,

the calling of assemblies, I cannot away with; it is iniquity, even the

solemn meeting.”

Now at that word, “the new moons and sabbaths I cannot away with,” I

ceased from reading. For I seemed to hear the Greek merchant weeping and

crying to the sailors, “Surely your God will permit you to do this service

of kindness.” Then I called to mind the words of the Lord, “I will have

mercy, and not sacrifice;” and behold, it came in upon me all at once, as

in a flood, that our exactness in the observing of the Sabbath might haply

be an abomination in the eyes of the All‐seeing (blessed is He) whensoever

it hindereth kindness and mercy. After this my eyes again fell upon the

roll, and I read aloud these words wherein the prophet prescribeth the

cure for the wounds of Israel. “Cease to do evil; learn to do well; seek

judgment, relieve the oppressed, judge the fatherless, plead for the

widow.” Then I cried aloud, “Is not this a plain and simple path even for

the people of the land, that all Israel should walk therein.”

Now so it was that Baruch had come up while I was thus reading and

speaking aloud; and I knew it not. So he answered and said, “Thou speakest

well; notwithstanding I have heard a certain Greek of mine acquaintance in

Capernaum say that virtue cannot be taught; for that some men have their

hearts inclined by nature to do well, but others to do ill; so that it

availeth nothing to say ‘Learn to do well.’” Then was I silent for a

while, for methought the Greek said well, and indeed we needed, not so

much that a new path should be made plain, as that a clean heart and a

right spirit should be created anew within us, according as it is written,

“Make me a clean heart, O God, and renew a right spirit within me.” So in

the end I concluded to wait till we should understand what new message the

prophet John the son of Zachariah might bring to us from the Lord, if

perchance he might teach us aught concerning the creating of a right

spirit. But by this time our ship was come to Gamala; where we were

courteously entertained by James and John the sons of Judas; and we abode

with them three days. But on the fourth day we set out for Bethany of

Peræa.

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