CHAPTER XXX

The Escape I Nearly Lose My Life on the Roof I Get out of the Ducal

Palace, Take a Boat, and Reach the Mainland--Danger to Which I Am Exposed

by Father Balbi--My Scheme for Ridding Myself of Him

I got out the first, and Father Balbi followed me. Soradaci who had come

as far as the opening, had orders to put the plate of lead back in its

place, and then to go and pray to St. Francis for us. Keeping on my hands

and knees, and grasping my pike firmly I pushed it obliquely between the

joining of the plates of lead, and then holding the side of the plate

which I had lifted I succeeded in drawing myself up to the summit of the

roof. The monk had taken hold of my waistband to follow me, and thus I

was like a beast of burden who has to carry and draw along at the same

time; and this on a steep and slippery roof.

When we were half-way up the monk asked me to stop, as one of his packets

had slipped off, and he hoped it had not gone further than the gutter. My

first thought was to give him a kick and to send him after his packet,

but, praised be to God! I had sufficient self-control not to yield to it,

and indeed the punishment would have been too heavy for both of us, as I

should have had no chance of escaping by myself. I asked him if it were

the bundle of rope, and on his replying that it was a small packet of his

own containing manuscript he had found in one of the garrets under the

Leads, I told him he must bear it patiently, as a single step might be

our destruction. The poor monk gave a sigh, and he still clinging to my

waist we continued climbing.

After having surmounted with the greatest difficulty fifteen or sixteen

plates we got to the top, on which I sat astride, Father Balbi imitating

my example. Our backs were towards the little island of St. George the

Greater, and about two hundred paces in front of us were the numerous

cupolas of St. Mark's Church, which forms part of the ducal palace, for

St. Mark's is really the Doge's private chapel, and no monarch in the

world can boast of having a finer. My first step was to take off my

bundle, and I told my companion to do the same. He put the rope as best

he could upon his thighs, but wishing to take off his hat, which was in

his way, he took hold of it awkwardly, and it was soon dancing from plate

to plate to join the packet of linen in the gutter. My poor companion was

in despair.

"A bad omen," he exclaimed; "our task is but begun and here am I deprived

of shirt, hat, and a precious manuscript, containing a curious account of

the festivals of the palace."

I felt calmer now that I was no longer crawling on hands and knees, and I

told him quietly that the two accidents which had happened to him had

nothing extraordinary in them, and that not even a superstitious person

would call them omens, that I did not consider them in that light, and

that they were far from damping my spirits.

"They ought rather," said I, "to warn you to be prudent, and to remind

you that God is certainly watching over us, for if your hat had fallen to

the left instead of to the right, we should have been undone; as in that

case it would have fallen into the palace court, where it would have

caught the attention of the guards, and have let them know that there was

someone on the roof; and in a few minutes we should have been retaken."

After looking about me for some time I told the monk to stay still till I

came back, and I set out, my pike in my hand, sitting astride the roof

and moving along without any difficulty. For nearly an hour I went to

this side and that, keeping a sharp look-out, but in vain; for I could

see nothing to which the rope could be fastened, and I was in the

greatest perplexity as to what was to be done. It was of no use thinking

of getting down on the canal side or by the court of the palace, and the

church offered only precipices which led to nothing. To get to the other

side of the church towards the Canonica, I should have had to climb roofs

so steep that I saw no prospect of success. The situation called for

hardihood, but not the smallest piece of rashness.

It was necessary, however, either to escape, or to reenter the prison,

perhaps never again to leave it, or to throw myself into the canal. In

such a dilemma it was necessary to leave a good deal to chance, and to

make a start of some kind. My eye caught a window on the canal sides, and

two-thirds of the distance from the gutter to the summit of the roof. It

was a good distance from the spot I had set out from, so I concluded that

the garret lighted by it did not form part of the prison I had just

broken. It could only light a loft, inhabited or uninhabited, above some

rooms in the palace, the doors of which would probably be opened by

day-break. I was morally sure that if the palace servants saw us they

would help us to escape, and not deliver us over to the Inquisitors, even

if they recognized us as criminals of the deepest dye; so heartily was

the State Inquisition hated by everyone.

It was thus necessary for me to get in front of the window, and letting

myself slide softly down in a straight line I soon found myself astride

on top of the dormer-roof. Then grasping the sides I stretched my head

over, and succeeded in seeing and touching a small grating, behind which

was a window of square panes of glass joined with thin strips of lead. I

did not trouble myself about the window, but the grating, small as it

was, appeared an insurmountable difficulty, failing a file, and I had

only my pike.

I was thoroughly perplexed, and was beginning to lose courage, when an

incident of the simplest and most natural kind came to my aid and

fortified my resolution.

Philosophic reader, if you will place yourself for a moment in my

position, if you will share the sufferings which for fifteen months had

been my lot, if you think of my danger on the top of a roof, where the

slightest step in a wrong direction would have cost me my life, if you

consider the few hours at my disposal to overcome difficulties which

might spring up at any moment, the candid confession I am about to make

will not lower me in your esteem; at any rate, if you do not forget that

a man in an anxious and dangerous position is in reality only half

himself.

It was the clock of St. Mark's striking midnight, which, by a violent

shock, drew me out of the state of perplexity I had fallen into. The

clock reminded me that the day just beginning was All Saints' Day--the

day of my patron saint (at least if I had one)--and the prophecy of my

confessor came into my mind. But I confess that what chiefly strengthened

me, both bodily and mentally, was the profane oracle of my beloved

Ariosto: 'Fra il fin d'ottobre, a il capo di novembre'.

The chime seemed to me a speaking talisman, commanding me to be up and

doing,--and--promising me the victory. Lying on my belly I stretched my

head down towards the grating, and pushing my pike into the sash which

held it I resolved to take it out in a piece. In a quarter of an hour I

succeeded, and held the whole grate in my hands,--and putting it on one

side I easily broke the glass window, though wounding my left hand.

With the aid of my pike, using it as I had done before, I regained the

ridge of the roof, and went back to the spot where I had left Balbi. I

found him enraged and despairing, and he abused me heartily for having

left him for so long. He assured me that he was only waiting for it to

get light to return to the prison.

"What did you think had become of me?"

"I thought you must have fallen over."

"And you can find no better way than abuse to express the joy you ought

to feel at seeing me again?"

"What have you been doing all this time?"

"Follow me, and you shall see."

I took up my packets again and made my way towards the window. As soon as

were opposite to it I told Balbi what I had done, and asked him if he

could think of any way of getting into the loft. For one it was easy

enough, for the other could lower him by the rope; but I could not

discover how the second of us was to get down afterwards, as there was

nothing to which the rope could be fastened. If I let myself fall I might

break my arms and legs, for I did not know the distance between the

window and the floor of the room. To this chain of reasoning uttered in

the friendliest possible tone, the brute replied thus:

"You let me down, and when I have got to the bottom you will have plenty

of time to think how you are going to follow me."

I confess that my first indignant impulse was to drive my pike into his

throat. My good genius stayed my arm, and I uttered not a word in

reproach of his base selfishness. On the contrary, I straightway untied

my bundle of rope and bound him strongly under the elbows, and making him

lie flat down I lowered him feet foremost on to the roof of the

dormer-window. When he got there I told him to lower himself into the

window as far as his hips, supporting himself by holding his elbows

against the sides of the window. As soon as he had done so, I slid down

the roof as before, and lying down on the dormer-roof with a firm grasp

of the rope I told the monk not to be afraid but to let himself go. When

he reached the floor of the loft he untied himself, and on drawing the

rope back I found the fall was one of fifty feet-too dangerous a jump to

be risked. The monk who for two hours had been a prey to terror; seated

in a position which I confess was not a very reassuring one, was not

quite cool, and called out to me to throw him the ropes for him to take

care of--a piece of advice you may be sure I took care not to follow.

Not knowing what to do next, and waiting for some fortunate idea, I made

my way back to the ridge of the roof, and from there spied out a corner

near a cupola; which I had not visited. I went towards it and found a

flat roof, with a large window closed with two shutters. At hand was a

tubful of plaster, a trowel, and ladder which I thought long enough for

my purpose. This was enough, and tying my rope to the first round I

dragged this troublesome burden after me to the window. My next task was

to get the end of the ladder (which was twelve fathoms long) into the

opening, and the difficulties I encountered made me sorry that I had

deprived myself of the aid of the monk. [The unit of measure:'fathoms'

describing the ladder and earlier the 100 fathoms of rope, is likely a

translation error: Casanova might have manufactured 100 feet of rope and

might have dragged a 12 foot ladder up the steep roof, but not a longer.

D.W.]

I had set the ladder in such a way that one end touched the window, and

the other went below the gutter. I next slid down to the roof of the

window, and drawing the ladder towards me I fastened the end of my rope

to the eighth round, and then let it go again till it was parallel with

the window. I then strove to get it in, but I could not insert it farther

than the fifth round, for the end of the ladder being stopped by the

inside roof of the window no force on earth could have pushed it any

further without breaking either the ladder or the ceiling. There was

nothing to be done but to lift it by the other end; it would then slip

down by its own weight. I might, it is true, have placed the ladder

across the window, and have fastened the rope to it, in which manner I

might have let myself down into the loft without any risk; but the ladder

would have been left outside to shew Lawrence and the guards where to

look for us and possibly to find us in the morning.

I did not care to risk by a piece of imprudence the fruit of so much toil

and danger, and to destroy all traces of our whereabouts the ladder must

be drawn in. Having no one to give me a helping hand, I resolved to go

myself to the parapet to lift the ladder and attain the end I had in

view. I did so, but at such a hazard as had almost cost me my life. I

could let go the ladder while I slackened the rope without any fear of

its falling over, as it had caught to the parapet by the third rung.

Then, my pike in my hand, I slid down beside the ladder to the parapet,

which held up the points of my feet, as I was lying on my belly. In this

position I pushed the ladder forward, and was able to get it into the

window to the length of a foot, and that diminished by a good deal its

weight. I now only had to push it in another two feet, as I was sure that

I could get it in altogether by means of the rope from the roof of the

window. To impel the ladder to the extent required I got on my knees, but

the effort I had to use made me slip, and in an instant I was over the

parapet as far as my chest, sustained by my elbows.

I shudder still when I think of this awful moment, which cannot be

conceived in all its horror. My natural instinct made me almost

unconsciously strain every nerve to regain the parapet, and--I had nearly

said miraculously--I succeeded. Taking care not to let myself slip back

an inch I struggled upwards with my hands and arms, while my belly was

resting on the edge of the parapet. Fortunately the ladder was safe, for

with that unlucky effort which had nearly cost me so dearly I had pushed

it in more than three feet, and there it remained.

Finding myself resting on my groin on the parapet, I saw that I had only

to lift up my right leg and to put up first one knee and then the other

to be absolutely out of danger; but I had not yet got to the end of my

trouble. The effort I made gave me so severe a spasm that I became

cramped and unable to use my limbs. However, I did not lose my head, but

kept quiet till the pain had gone off, knowing by experience that keeping

still is the best cure for the false cramp. It was a dreadful moment! In

two minutes I made another effort, and had the good fortune to get my two

knees on to the parapet, and as soon as I had taken breath I cautiously

hoisted the ladder and pushed it half-way through the window. I then took

my pike, and crawling up as I had done before I reached the window, where

my knowledge of the laws of equilibrium and leverage aided me to insert

the ladder to its full length, my companion receiving the end of it. I

then threw into the loft the bundles and the fragments that I had broken

off the window, and I stepped down to the monk, who welcomed me heartily

and drew in the ladder. Arm in arm, we proceeded to inspect the gloomy

retreat in which we found ourselves, and judged it to be about thirty

paces long by twenty wide.

At one end were folding-doors barred with iron. This looked bad, but

putting my hand to the latch in the middle it yielded to the pressure,

and the door opened. The first thing we did was to make the tour of the

room, and crossing it we stumbled against a large table surrounded by

stools and armchairs. Returning to the part where we had seen windows, we

opened the shutters of one of them, and the light of the stars only

shewed us: the cupolas and the depths beneath them. I did not think for a

moment of lowering myself down, as I wished to know where I was going,

and I did not recognize our surroundings. I shut the window up, and we

returned to the place where we had left our packages. Quite exhausted I

let myself fall on the floor, and placing a bundle of rope under my head

a sweet sleep came to my relief. I abandoned myself to it without

resistance, and indeed, I believe if death were to have been the result,

I should have slept all the same, and I still remember how I enjoyed that

sleep.

It lasted for three and a half hours, and I was awakened by the monk's

calling out and shaking me. He told me that it had just struck five. He

said it was inconceivable to him how I could sleep in the situation we

were in. But that which was inconceivable to him was not so to me. I had

not fallen asleep on purpose, but had only yielded to the demands of

exhausted nature, and, if I may say so, to the extremity of my need. In

my exhaustion there was nothing to wonder at, since I had neither eaten

nor slept for two days, and the efforts I had made--efforts almost beyond

the limits of mortal endurance--might well have exhausted any man. In my

sleep my activity had come back to me, and I was delighted to see the

darkness disappearing, so that we should be able to proceed with more

certainty and quickness.

Casting a rapid glance around, I said to myself, "This is not a prison,

there ought, therefore, be some easy exit from it." We addressed

ourselves to the end opposite to the folding-doors, and in a narrow

recess I thought I made out a doorway. I felt it over and touched a lock,

into which I thrust my pike, and opened it with three or four heaves. We

then found ourselves in a small room, and I discovered a key on a table,

which I tried on a door opposite to us, which, however, proved to be

unlocked. I told the monk to go for our bundles, and replacing the key we

passed out and came into a gallery containing presses full of papers.

They were the state archives. I came across a short flight of stone

stairs, which I descended, then another, which I descended also, and

found a glass door at the end, on opening which I entered a hall well

known to me: we were in the ducal chancery. I opened a window and could

have got down easily, but the result would have been that we should have

been trapped in the maze of little courts around St. Mark's Church. I saw

on a desk an iron instrument, of which I took possession; it had a

rounded point and a wooden handle, being used by the clerks of the

chancery to pierce parchments for the purpose of affixing the leaden

seals. On opening the desk I saw the copy of a letter advising the

Proveditore of Corfu of a grant of three thousand sequins for the

restoration of the old fortress. I searched for the sequins but they were

not there. God knows how gladly I would have taken them, and how I would

have laughed the monk to scorn if he had accused me of theft! I should

have received the money as a gift from Heaven, and should have regarded

myself as its master by conquest.

Going to the door of the chancery, I put my bar in the keyhole, but

finding immediately that I could not break it open, I resolved on making

a hole in the door. I took care to choose the side where the wood had

fewest knots, and working with all speed I struck as hard and as cleaving

strokes as I was able. The monk, who helped me as well as he could with

the punch I had taken from the desk, trembled at the echoing clamour of

my pike which must have been audible at some distance. I felt the danger

myself, but it had to be risked.

In half an hour the hole was large enough--a fortunate circumstance, for

I should have had much trouble in making it any larger without the aid of

a saw. I was afraid when I looked at the edges of the hole, for they

bristled with jagged pieces of wood which seemed made for tearing clothes

and flesh together. The hole was at a height of five feet from the

ground. We placed beneath it two stools, one beside the other, and when

we had stepped upon them the monk with arms crossed and head foremost

began to make his way through the hole, and taking him by the thighs, and

afterwards by the legs, I succeeded in pushing him through, and though it

was dark I felt quite secure, as I knew the surroundings. As soon as my

companion had reached the other side I threw him my belongings, with the

exception of the ropes, which I left behind, and placing a third stool on

the two others, I climbed up, and got through as far as my middle, though

with much difficulty, owing to the extreme narrowness of the hole. Then,

having nothing to grasp with my hands, nor anyone to push me as I had

pushed the monk, I asked him to take me, and draw me gently and by slow

degrees towards him. He did so, and I endured silently the fearful

torture I had to undergo, as my thighs and legs were torn by the

splinters of wood.

As soon as I got through I made haste to pick up my bundle of linen, and

going down two flights of stairs I opened without difficulty the door

leading into the passage whence opens the chief door to the grand

staircase, and in another the door of the closet of the 'Savio alla

scrittura'. The chief door was locked, and I saw at once that, failing a

catapult or a mine of gunpowder, I could not possibly get through. The

bar I still held seemed to say, "Hic fines posuit. My use is ended and

you can lay me down." It was dear to me as the instrument of freedom, and

was worthy of being hung as an 'ex voto' on the altar of liberty.

I sat down with the utmost tranquillity, and told the monk to do the

same.

"My work is done," I said, "the rest must be left to God and fortune.

"Abbia chi regge il ciel cura del resto, O la fortuna se non tocca a lui.

"I do not know whether those who sweep out the palace will come here

to-day, which is All Saints' Day, or tomorrow, All Souls' Day. If anyone

comes, I shall run out as soon as the door opens, and do you follow after

me; but if nobody comes, I do not budge a step, and if I die of hunger so

much the worse for me."

At this speech of mine he became beside himself. He called me a madman,

seducer, deceiver, and a liar. I let him talk, and took no notice. It

struck six; only an hour had passed since I had my awakening in the loft.

My first task was to change my clothes. Father Balbi looked like a

peasant, but he was in better condition than I, his clothes were not torn

to shreds or covered with blood, his red flannel waistcoat and purple

breeches were intact, while my figure could only inspire pity or terror,

so bloodstained and tattered was I. I took off my stockings, and the

blood gushed out of two wounds I had given myself on the parapet, while

the splinters in the hole in the door had torn my waistcoat, shirt,

breeches, legs and thighs. I was dreadfully wounded all over my body. I

made bandages of handkerchiefs, and dressed my wounds as best I could,

and then put on my fine suit, which on a winter's day would look odd

enough. Having tied up my hair, I put on white stockings, a laced shirt,

failing any other, and two others over it, and then stowing away some

stockings and handkerchiefs in my pockets, I threw everything else into a

corner of the room. I flung my fine cloak over the monk, and the fellow

looked as if he had stolen it. I must have looked like a man who has been

to a dance and has spent the rest of the night in a disorderly house,

though the only foil to my reasonable elegance of attire was the bandages

round my knees.

In this guise, with my exquisite hat trimmed with Spanish lace and

adorned with a white feather on my head, I opened a window. I was

immediately remarked by some lounger in the palace court, who, not

understanding what anyone of my appearance was doing there at such an

early hour, went to tell the door-keeper of the circumstance. He,

thinking he must have locked somebody in the night before, went for his

keys and came towards us. I was sorry to have let myself be seen at the

window, not knowing that therein chance was working for our escape, and

was sitting down listening to the idle talk of the monk, when I heard the

jingling of keys. Much perturbed I got up and put my eye to a chink in

the door, and saw a man with a great bunch of keys in his hand mounting

leisurely up the stairs. I told the monk not to open his mouth, to keep

well behind me, and to follow my steps. I took my pike, and concealing it

in my right sleeve I got into a corner by the door, whence I could get

out as soon as it was opened and run down the stairs. I prayed that the

man might make no resistance, as if he did I should be obliged to fell

him to the earth, and I determined to do so.

The door opened; and the poor man as soon as he saw me seemed turned to a

stone. Without an instant's delay and in dead silence, I made haste to

descend the stairs, the monk following me. Avoiding the appearance of a

fugitive, but walking fast, I went by the giants' Stairs, taking no

notice of Father Balbi, who kept cabling: out "To the church! to the

church!"

The church door was only about twenty paces from the stairs, but the

churches were no longer sanctuaries in Venice; and no one ever took

refuge in them. The monk knew this, but fright had deprived him of his

faculties. He told me afterwards that the motive which impelled him to go

to the church was the voice of religion bidding him seek the horns of the

altar.

"Why didn't you go by yourself?" said I.

"I did not, like to abandon you," but he should rather have said, "I did

not like to lose the comfort of your company."

The safety I sought was beyond the borders of the Republic, and

thitherward I began to bend my steps. Already there in spirit, I must

needs be there in body also. I went straight towards the chief door of

the palace, and looking at no one that might be tempted to look at me I

got to the canal and entered the first gondola that I came across,

shouting to the boatman on the poop,

"I want to go to Fusina; be quick and, call another gondolier."

This was soon done, and while the gondola was being got off I sat down on

the seat in the middle, and Balbi at the side. The odd appearance of the

monk, without a hat and with a fine cloak on his shoulders, with my

unseasonable attire, was enough to make people take us for an astrologer

and his man.

As soon as we had passed the custom-house, the gondoliers began to row

with a will along the Giudecca Canal, by which we must pass to go to

Fusina or to Mestre, which latter place was really our destination. When

we had traversed half the length of the canal I put my head out, and said

to the waterman on the poop,

"When do you think we shall get to Mestre?"

"But you told me to go to Fusina."

"You must be mad; I said Mestre."

The other boatman said that I was mistaken, and the fool of a monk, in

his capacity of zealous Christian and friend of truth, took care to tell

me that I was wrong. I wanted to give him a hearty kick as a punishment

for his stupidity, but reflecting that common sense comes not by wishing

for it I burst into a peal of laughter, and agreed that I might have made

a mistake, but that my real intention was to go to Mestre. To that they

answered nothing, but a minute after the master boatman said he was ready

to take me to England if I liked.

"Bravely spoken," said I, "and now for Mestre, ho!"

"We shall be there in three quarters of an hour, as the wind and tide

are in our favour."

Well pleased I looked at the canal behind us, and thought it had never

seemed so fair, especially as there was not a single boat coming our way.

It was a glorious morning, the air was clear and glowing with the first

rays of the sun, and my two young watermen rowed easily and well; and as

I thought over the night of sorrow, the dangers I had escaped, the abode

where I had been fast bound the day before, all the chances which had

been in my favour, and the liberty of which I now began to taste the

sweets, I was so moved in my heart and grateful to my God that, well nigh

choked with emotion, I burst into tears.

My nice companion who had hitherto only spoken to back up the gondoliers,

thought himself bound to offer me his consolations. He did not understand

why I was weeping, and the tone he took made me pass from sweet

affliction to a strange mirthfulness which made him go astray once more,

as he thought I had got mad. The poor monk, as I have said, was a fool,

and whatever was bad about him was the result of his folly. I had been

under the sad necessity of turning him to account, but though without

intending to do so he had almost been my ruin. It was no use trying to

make him believe that I had told the gondoliers to go to Fusina whilst I

intended to go to Mestre; he said I could not have thought of that till I

got on to the Grand Canal.

In due course we reached Mestre. There were no horses to ride post, but I

found men with coaches who did as well, and I agreed with one of them to

take me to Trevisa in an hour and a quarter. The horses were put in in

three minutes, and with the idea that Father Balbi was behind me I turned

round to say "Get up," but he was not there. I told an ostler to go and

look for him, with the intention of reprimanding him sharply, even if he

had gone for a necessary occasion, for we had no time to waste, not even

thus. The man came back saying he could not find' him, to my great rage

and indignation. I was tempted to abandon him, but a feeling of humanity

restrained me. I made enquiries all round; everybody had seen him, but

not a soul knew where he was. I walked along the High Street, and some

instinct prompting me to put my head in at the window of a cafe. I saw

the wretched man standing at the bar drinking chocolate and making love

to the girl. Catching sight of me, he pointed to the girl and said--

"She's charming," and then invited me to take a cup of chocolate, saying

that I must pay, as he hadn't a penny. I kept back my wrath and answered,

"I don't want any, and do you make haste!" and caught hold of his arm in

such sort that he turned white with pain. I paid the money and we went

out. I trembled with anger. We got into our coach, but we had scarcely

gone ten paces before I recognised: an inhabitant, of Mestre named Balbi

Tommasi, a good sort of man; but reported to be one of the familiars of

the Holy Office. He knew me, too, and coming up called out,

"I am delighted to see you here. I suppose you have just escaped. How did

you do it?"

"I have not escaped, but have been set at liberty."

"No, no, that's not possible, as I was at M. Grimani's yesterday evening,

and I should have heard of it."

It will be easier for the reader to imagine my state of mind than for me

to describe it. I was discovered by a man whom I believed to be a hired

agent of the Government, who only had to give a glance to one of the

sbirri with whom Mestre swarmed to have me arrested. I told him to speak

softly, and getting down I asked him to come to one side. I took him

behind a house, and seeing that there was nobody in sight, a ditch in

front, beyond which the open country extended, I grasped my pike and took

him by the neck. At this: he gave a struggle, slipped out of my hands,

leapt over the ditch, and without turning round set off to run at, full

speed. As soon as he was some way off he slackened his course, turned

round and kissed his hand to me, in token of wishing me a prosperous

journey. And as soon; as he was out of my sight I gave thanks to God

that, this man by his quickness had preserved me from the commission of a

crime, for I would have killed him; and he, as it turned out, bore me no

ill will.

I was in a terrible position. In open war with all the powers of-the

Republic, everything had to give way to my safety, which made me neglect

no means of attaining my ends.

With the gloom of a man who has passed through a great peril, I gave a

glance of contempt towards the monk, who now saw to what danger he had

exposed us, and then got up again into the carriage. We reached Trevisa

without further adventure, and I told the posting-master to get me a

carriage and two horses ready by ten o'clock; though I had no intention

of continuing my journey along the highway, both because I lacked means;

and because I feared pursuit. The inn-keeper asked me, if I would take

any breakfast, of which I stood in great need, for I was dying with

hunger, but I did not dare to, accept his offer, as a quarter of an

hour's delay might, prove fatal. I was afraid of being retaken, and of

being ashamed of it for the rest of my life; for a man of sense ought to

be able to snap his fingers at four hundred thousand men in the open

country, and if he cannot escape capture he must be a fool.

I went out by St. Thomas's Gate as if I was going for a short walk, and

after walking for a mile on the highway I struck into the fields,

resolving not to leave them as long as I should be within the borders of

the Republic. The shortest way was by Bassano, but I took the longer

path, thinking I might possibly be expected on the more direct road,

while they would never think of my leaving the Venetian territory by way

of Feltre, which is the longest way of getting into the state subject to

the Bishop of Trent.

After walking for three hours I let myself drop to the ground, for I

could not move a step further. I must either take some food or die there,

so I told the monk to leave the cloak with me and go to a farm I saw,

there to buy something to eat. I gave him the money, and he set off,

telling me that he thought I had more courage. The miserable man did not

know what courage was, but he was more robust than myself, and he had,

doubtless, taken in provisions before leaving the prison. Besides he had

had some chocolate; he was thin and wiry, and a monk, and mental

anxieties were unknown to him.

Although the house was not an inn, the good farmer's wife sent me a

sufficient meal which only cost me thirty Venetian sous. After satisfying

my appetite, feeling that sleep was creeping on me, I set out again on

the tramp, well braced up. In four hours' time I stopped at a hamlet, and

found that I was twenty-four miles from Trevisa. I was done up, my ankles

were swollen, and my shoes were in holes. There was only another hour of

day-light before us. Stretching myself out beneath a grove of trees I

made Father Balbi sit by me, and discoursed to him in the manner

following:

"We must make for Borgo di Valsugano, it is the first town beyond the

borders of the Republic. We shall be as safe there as if we were in

London, and we can take our ease for awhile; but to get there we must go

carefully to work, and the first thing we must do is to separate. You

must go by Mantello Woods, and I by the mountains; you by the easiest and

shortest way, and I by the longest and most difficult; you with money and

I without a penny. I will make you a present of my cloak, which you must

exchange for a great coat and a hat, and everybody will take you for a

countryman, as you are luckily rather like one in the face. Take these

seventeen livres, which is all that remains to me of the two sequins

Count Asquin gave me. You will reach Borgo by the day after to-morrow,

and I shall be twenty-four hours later. Wait for me in the first inn on

the left-hand side of the street, and be sure I shall come in due season.

I require a good night's rest in a good bed; and Providence will get me

one somewhere, but I must sleep without fear of being disturbed, and in

your company that would be out of the question. I am certain that we are

being sought for on all sides, and that our descriptions have been so

correctly given that if we went into any inn together we should be

certain to be arrested. You see the state I am in, and my urgent

necessity for a ten hours' rest. Farewell, then, do you go that way and I

will take this, and I will find somewhere near here a rest for the sole

of my foot."

"I have been expecting you to say as much," said Father Balbi, "and for

answer I will remind you of the promise you gave me when I let myself be

persuaded to break into your cell. You promised me that we should always

keep company; and so don't flatter yourself that I shall leave you, your

fate and mine are linked together. We shall be able to get a good refuge

for our money, we won't go to the inns, and no one will arrest us."

"You are determined, are you, not to follow the good advice I have given

you?"

"I am."

"We shall see about that."

I rose to my feet, though with some difficulty, and taking the measure of

his height I marked it out upon the ground, then drawing my pike from my

pocket, I proceeded with the utmost coolness to excavate the earth,

taking no notice of the questions the monk asked me. After working: for a

quarter of an hour I set myself to gaze sadly upon him, and I told him

that I felt obliged as a Christian to warn him to commend his soul to

God, "since I am about to bury you here, alive or dead; and if you prove

the stronger, you will bury me. You can escape if you wish to, as I shall

not pursue you."

He made no reply, and I betook myself to my work again, but I confess

that I began to be afraid of being rushed to extremities by this brute,

of whom I was determined to rid myself.

At last, whether convinced by my arguments or afraid Of my pike, he came

towards me. Not guessing. What he was about, I presented the point of my

pike towards him, but I had nothing to fear.

"I will do what you want," said he.

I straightway gave him all the money I had, and promising to rejoin him

at Borgo I bade him farewell. Although I had not a penny in my pocket and

had two rivers to cross over, I congratulated myself on having got rid of

a man of his character, for by myself I felt confident of being able to

cross the bounds of the Republic.

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