GUSTAV. By land. But--I am not going to stay, as--

TEKLA. Oh, there is no reason why you shouldn't.--Well, it was some time

ago--

GUSTAV. Yes, some time.

TEKLA. You have changed a great deal.

GUSTAV. And you are as charming as ever, A little younger, if anything.

Excuse me, however--I am not going to spoil your happiness by my

presence. And if I had known you were here, I should never--

TEKLA. If you don't think it improper, I should like you to stay.

GUSTAV. On my part there could be no objection, but I fear--well,

whatever I say, I am sure to offend you.

TEKLA. Sit down a moment. You don't offend me, for you possess that rare

gift--which was always yours--of tact and politeness.

GUSTAV. It's very kind of you. But one could hardly expect--that your

husband might regard my qualities in the same generous light as you.

TEKLA. On the contrary, he has just been speaking of you in very

sympathetic terms.

GUSTAV. Oh!--Well, everything becomes covered up by time, like names cut

in a tree--and not even dislike can maintain itself permanently in our

minds.

TEKLA. He has never disliked you, for he has never seen you. And as for

me, I have always cherished a dream--that of seeing you come together

as friends--or at least of seeing you meet for once in my presence--of

seeing you shake hands--and then go your different ways again.

GUSTAV. It has also been my secret longing to see her whom I used to

love more than my own life--to make sure that she was in good hands. And

although I have heard nothing but good of him, and am familiar with all

his work, I should nevertheless have liked, before it grew too late,

to look into his eyes and beg him to take good care of the treasure

Providence has placed in his possession. In that way I hoped also to lay

the hatred that must have developed instinctively between us; I wished

to bring some peace and humility into my soul, so that I might manage to

live through the rest of my sorrowful days.

TEKLA. You have uttered my own thoughts, and you have understood me. I

thank you for it!

GUSTAV. Oh, I am a man of small account, and have always been too

insignificant to keep you in the shadow. My monotonous way of living,

my drudgery, my narrow horizons--all that could not satisfy a soul like

yours, longing for liberty. I admit it. But you understand--you who have

searched the human soul--what it cost me to make such a confession to

myself.

TEKLA. It is noble, it is splendid, to acknowledge one's own

shortcomings--and it's not everybody that's capable of it. [Sighs] But

yours has always been an honest, and faithful, and reliable nature--one

that I had to respect--but--

GUSTAV. Not always--not at that time! But suffering purifies, sorrow

ennobles, and--I have suffered!

TEKLA. Poor Gustav! Can you forgive me? Tell me, can you?

GUSTAV. Forgive? What? I am the one who must ask you to forgive.

TEKLA. [Changing tone] I believe we are crying, both of us--we who are

old enough to know better!

GUSTAV. [Feeling his way] Old? Yes, I am old. But you--you grow younger

every day.

(He has by that time manoeuvred himself up to the chair on the left and

sits down on it, whereupon TEKLA sits down on the sofa.)

TEKLA. Do you think so?

GUSTAV. And then you know how to dress.

TEKLA. I learned that from you. Don't you remember how you figured out

what colors would be most becoming to me?

GUSTAV. No.

TEKLA. Yes, don't you remember--hm!--I can even recall how you used to

be angry with me whenever I failed to have at least a touch of crimson

about my dress.

GUSTAV. No, not angry! I was never angry with you.

TEKLA. Oh, yes, when you wanted to teach me how to think--do you

remember? For that was something I couldn't do at all.

GUSTAV. Of course, you could. It's something every human being does. And

you have become quite keen at it--at least when you write.

TEKLA. [Unpleasantly impressed; hurrying her words] Well, my dear

Gustav, it is pleasant to see you anyhow, and especially in a peaceful

way like this.

GUSTAV. Well, I can hardly be called a troublemaker, and you had a

pretty peaceful time with me.

TEKLA. Perhaps too much so.

GUSTAV. Oh! But you see, I thought you wanted me that way. It was at

least the impression you gave me while we were engaged.

TEKLA. Do you think one really knows what one wants at that time? And

then the mammas insist on all kinds of pretensions, of course.

GUSTAV. Well, now you must be having all the excitement you can wish.

They say that life among artists is rather swift, and I don't think your

husband can be called a sluggard.

TEKLA. You can get too much of a good thing.

GUSTAV. [Trying a new tack] What! I do believe you are still wearing the

ear-rings I gave you?

TEKLA. [Embarrassed] Why not? There was never any quarrel between

us--and then I thought I might wear them as a token--and a

reminder--that we were not enemies. And then, you know, it is impossible

to buy this kind of ear-rings any longer. [Takes off one of her

ear-rings.]

GUSTAV. Oh, that's all right, but what does your husband say of it?

TEKLA. Why should I mind what he says?

GUSTAV. Don't you mind that?--But you may be doing him an injury. It is

likely to make him ridiculous.

TEKLA. [Brusquely, as if speaking to herself almost] He was that before!

GUSTAV. [Rises when he notes her difficulty in putting back the

ear-ring] May I help you, perhaps?

TEKLA. Oh--thank you!

GUSTAV. [Pinching her ear] That tiny ear!--Think only if your husband

could see us now!

TEKLA. Wouldn't he howl, though!

GUSTAV. Is he jealous also?

TEKLA. Is he? I should say so!

[A noise is heard from the room on the right.]

GUSTAV. Who lives in that room?

TEKLA. I don't know.--But tell me how you are getting along and what you

are doing?

GUSTAV. Tell me rather how you are getting along?

(TEKLA is visibly confused, and without realising what she is doing, she

takes the cover off the wax figure.)

GUSTAV. Hello! What's that?--Well!--It must be you!

TEKLA. I don't believe so.

GUSTAV. But it is very like you.

TEKLA. [Cynically] Do you think so?

GUSTAV. That reminds me of the story--you know it--"How could your

majesty see that?"

TEKLA, [Laughing aloud] You are impossible!--Do you know any new

stories?

GUSTAV. No, but you ought to have some.

TEKLA. Oh, I never hear anything funny nowadays.

GUSTAV. Is he modest also?

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