CHAPTER VII

FROM LENOX TO CONCORD

The following letters were evoked by one of those entanglements

concerning the petty matters of existence which will sometimes occur

in the most enchanting web and woof of good feeling and high thought.

A luxuriant fruit garden, attached to the "red house," seems to have

suddenly cast a spell over its original mistress, and around this

humorous tragedy my father throws some gleams of mirth and sense, as

follows:--

September 5.

DEAR MRS. TAPPAN,--As questions of disputed boundary are very ticklish

ones, whether between nations or individuals, I think it best to take

the diplomatic correspondence, on our part, into my own hands; and I

do it the more readily as I am quite an idle man nowadays, and shall

find it rather agreeable than otherwise; whereas Sophia is exceedingly

busy, and moreover is averse to any kind of a dispute. You will be

kind enough to give me credit for writing in a spirit of undisturbed

good humor and friendly courtesy; and this being the case, I shall

feel myself safe in writing with likewise the most perfect frankness.

In the first place permit me to notice the question which you put to

Sophia, whether she would not prefer to receive kindness rather than

assume rights. I do not know what would be her reply; but, for myself,

in view of the infirmities of human nature in general and my especial

infirmities, and how few people are fit even to receive kindnesses,

and how far fewer are worthy to do them, I infinitely prefer a small

right to a great favor. It was this feeling that made me see the

necessity of a sum stipulated in the way of rent, between Mr. Tappan

and myself. The little difficulty, in which we now find ourselves,

merely serves to confirm me in my principle, and will instruct me in

all future cases, to have my rights more sharply defined than they are

now.

Undoubtedly, by consenting to receive money from me, Mr. Tappan did

invest me with certain rights, and among the most evident of them, I

consider the property in the fruit. What is a garden without its

currant bushes and fruit trees? Last year, no question of this nature

was raised: our right seemed to be tacitly conceded, and if you

claimed or exercised any manorial privileges, it never came to my

knowledge. This season when Mr. Tappan inquired what part of the

garden I wanted to cultivate, I supposed that he wished to know in

order that he might send Cornelius to plough it--as he very kindly

did. It never came into my mind that I should lose the most valuable

part of the demesne by failing to plant it. If the fruit trees have

suffered by my neglect, this was reasonable ground for remonstrance on

Mr. Tappan's part, but would hardly justify him in so summary a

measure as that of taking the property out of my hands, at once, and

without a word of explanation, or even informing me of the fact. Nor

do I conceive that he had any purpose of doing so.

At all events, Sophia and I supposed ourselves to be in full

possession of that part of the garden, and in having a right of

property over its products, more extensive than that of Adam and Eve

in Eden, inasmuch as it excluded not a single tree. Such being our

view of the matter, you meet Mary Beekman, carrying a basket of fruit.

You stop her, look at the contents of the basket, and inquire as to

its destination. You ask her (at least so she averred to Mrs. Peters,

although she has since qualified her statement) whether it had been

given away or sold. You conduct this examination in such a mode, as to

make it evident to our servant-girl that you consider Sophia and Mrs.

Peters as combining in a depredation on your property.

You follow this up with a note of remonstrance to Sophia, in which you

take her to task not merely for giving away some of the fruit, but for

presuming to choose her own time to gather it for our own use. Now let

us suppose the perfectly parallel case, that Mrs. Ward should take

upon herself to pursue the same course in regard to the fruit of

Highwood. Would Mrs. Tappan have responded to Mrs. Ward by a gentler

assertion of right than Sophia's to yourself? I think not. I do not

see how you could. And if you did so, it would be purely out of your

own abundant grace and good nature, and would by no means be due to

any propriety in the supposed behavior of Mrs. Ward.

Finally in your note of last evening, you give us very clearly to

understand that you look upon us as having no rights here whatever.

Allow me to say that this is precisely the crisis which I contemplated

when I felt it essential to be understood that I had bought my rights,

even from persons so generously disposed as yourself and Mr. Tappan.

The right of purchase is the only safe one. This is a world of bargain

and sale; and no absurdity is more certain to be exposed than the

attempt to make it anything else.

As regards the apples of discord (meaning thereby the plums, pears,

peaches, and whatever besides) we sincerely hope you will take as many

of them as you please, and on such grounds as may cause them to taste

most agreeably. If you choose to make a raid, and to seize the fruit

with the strong hand, so far from offering any armed resistance, we

shall not so much as remonstrate. But would it not be wiser to drop

the question of right, and receive it as a free-will offering from us?

We have not shrunk from the word "gift," although we happen to be so

much the poorer of two parties, that it is rather a suspicious word

from you to us. Or, if this do not suit you, you can take the fruit in

humble requital of some of the many favors bestowed in times past and

which we may perhaps remember more faithfully than you do.

And then the recollection of this slight acidity of sentiment, between

friends of some years' standing, may impart a pleasant and spirited

flavor to the preserves and jams, when they come upon your table. At

any rate, take what you want and that speedily, or there will be

little else than a parcel of rotten plums to dispute about.

With kind regards to Mr. Tappan,

Very truly yours, N. H.

Mrs. Hawthorne writes to her sister, Miss E. P. Peabody:--

I send you Mr. Tappan's answer, so noble and beautiful. Mr. Hawthorne

wrote him a beautiful note in reply, in which he said: "My dear sir, I

trust you will not put more weight than it deserves upon a letter

which I wrote rather to relieve Sophia of what might have disturbed

her, than because I look upon the affair in a serious light. Your own

letter is of a character to make one ashamed of any narrower or

ignobler sentiment than those of universal beneficence and good will;

and I freely confess that the world will not deserve to be called a

world of bargain and sale so long as it shall include men like

yourself. With much regard truly yours, N. H."

Two letters to Mrs. Peabody describe the Lenox scene:--

September 7, Sunday.

MY DEAREST MOTHER,--It is heaven's day, to-day, and the Lord's day,

and now baby sleeps and Una is at Highwood and Julian at play, and I

will begin at least to answer your sweet, patient, wise, and tender

letters. Yesterday and to-day have been tropical in heat and richness

and expansiveness, and I feel as if it is on such days only that we

really live and know how good is GOD. I wish I knew that you enjoy

such warmth and are not made languid by it. You will perhaps remember

that I am always strongest at 98 degrees Fahrenheit. I delight to

think that you also can look forth as I do now upon a broad valley and

a fine amphitheatre of hills, and are about to watch the stately

ceremony of sunset from your piazza. But you have not this lovely

Lake, nor I suppose the delicate purple mist which folds these

slumbering mountains in airy veils.

Mr. Hawthorne has been lying down in the sunshine, slightly fleckered

with the shadows of a tree, and Una and Julian have been making him

look like the mighty Tan by covering his chin and breast with long

grass-blades, that looked like a verdant and venerable beard. I walked

down to them a moment, leaving baby asleep, and while there Una

exclaimed, "Oh, how I wish Georgie was here!" [George C. Mann, her

cousin.] Thus the dear little boy harmonizes with the large and dreamy

landscape, so that his presence would only help the beauty of this

peerless day. I never heard Una wish for any one before, when enjoying

Elemental life, and her father. Baby Rose has had a carriage for a

week or more, and we took her one day down to the Lake. I wish you

could have seen her in the wood, when I held her in my arms. She

smiled and smiled and smiled, at the trees and the Lake and the

wood-land sounds, till she transported mamma almost out of the

proprieties. "To kiss her all to pieces," "to hug her to death," "to

devour her," were processes to which she rendered herself fearfully

liable. How wonderful is this love for which there is no mortal

expression, but which we can only shadow forth by death and

destruction. Julian has begun to speak to the baby now. He exclaims,

"Oh, you darling!" and holds her on his lap, with such a look of

bountiful and boundless tenderness and care as would charm you to see.

I should as soon expect an angel from the sky to descend to a rough

scuffle with a desperado as for Julian to disturb or annoy the little

Rosebud. Sometimes we go down to the wood near, and baby sleeps in

the carriage to the music of pine-tree murmurs and cricket-chirpings,

and once in a while of birds, while Una and Julian build piles of tiny

sticks for the fairies' winter fuel, and papa and mamma sit and muse

in the breathless noon. But it is seldom warm enough. These last two

days are warm enough, and my soul seems to "expand and grow like corn

and melons," and I remember all beautiful behavior and noble deeds and

grand thoughts and high endeavors'; and the whole vast Universe seems

to blend in one single, unbroken recognition of the "Higher Law." Can

there be wrong, hate, fraud, injustice, cruelty, war, in such a

lovely, fair world as this before my eyes? Cannot cities be abolished,

so that men may realize the beauty of love and peace by contemplating

the broad and genial spaces where there is no strife? In the country

they would see that sunbeams do not wrangle, that forests of trees

agree together, that no flower disturbs another flower. I have written

and the sun has set; and the moon has risen, and reveals the fine

sculpture of nature. Una and Julian and Baby Rose are all in profound

repose. Not a sound can be heard but my pen-strokes, and the ever

welcome voice of the cricket, which seems expressly created to

announce silence and peace. . . . It is very singular how much more

we are in the centre of society in Lenox than we were in Salem, and

all literary persons seem settling around us. But when they get

established here I dare say we shall take flight. . . . Our present

picture is Julian, lying on an ottoman in the boudoir, looking at

drawings of Grecian gems; and just now he is filled with indignation

at the man who sent Hercules the poisoned shirt, because he is

contemplating that superb head of the "Suffering Hercules." He says he

hopes that man is dead; and I assure him that he is dead, dead, dead,

and can send no more poisoned shirts to anybody. It happened to be a

woman, however, sad to tell, but I thought I would not reveal to him

the terrible story of Dejanira and the wicked Nessus. Una is

whittling, but at this instant runs off to help Mary Beekman to do

something. Mr. Hawthorne has retired to his Study. Baby sleeps.

Good-by, dear mother. Love to your household. Your loving child,

SOPHIA.

DEAREST MOTHER,--To-day I took Julian for a walk. He waited to speak

to his beloved Mr. Tappan, who was in his field. Julian picked up one

sheaf after another, and carried them to him, calling, "Mr. Tappan!

Mr. Tappan! Here are your oats!" Mr. Tappan turned at last, smiling,

and thanked him for his help. The afternoon was so beautiful that

every incident seemed like a perfect jewel on a golden crown. The load

of yellow sheaves, the rainbow child, the Castilian with his curls and

dark smiling eyes [Mr. Tappan]--every object was a picture which

Murillo could not paint. I waited for Julian till he ran to me; and

when we came into our yard, there was lady baby in her carriage, in a

little azure robe, looking like a pale star on a blue sky. We came

into the dining-room, and out of the window there was this grand and

also exquisite picture--lake, meadow, mountains; forever new, forever

changing; now so rich with this peculiar autumn sunshine, like which

my husband says there is nothing in the world. The children enjoy,

very much, this landscape, while they eat their supper. Una ate hers,

and went upstairs to see grand-mamma; and Julian sat on my lap, very

tired with play, eating a cold buckwheat cake, and gazing out. "Mamma!

Mountain! Lake!" he kept ejaculating. Wise child! What could be added,

in the way of adjective, that would enhance? "Thou eye among the

blind!" thought his mother. At last he was so weary with sport that he

slipped down upon the floor, and lay upon his back, till he finished

eating his buckwheat cake. Then I put him to bed. Me clasped his

blessed little arms so tightly around my neck, with such an energetic

kiss, that we both nearly lost breath. One merry gleam from his eyes

was succeeded by a cloud of sleepiness, and he was soon with the

angels. For he says the angels take him, when he goes to sleep, and

bring him back in the morning. Then I began this letter. Dear little

harp-souled Una--whose love for her father grows more profound every

day, as her comprehending intellect and heart perceive more and more

fully what he is--was made quite unhappy because he did not go at the

same time with her to the Lake. His absence darkened all the sunshine

to her; and when I asked her why she could not enjoy the walk as

Julian did, she replied, "Ah, he does not love papa as I do!" But when

we arrived, there sat papa on a rock, and her face and figure were

transfigured from a Niobe's to an Allegra's instantly. After I put

Julian to bed, I went out to the barn to see about the chickens, and

she wished to go. There sat papa on the hay, and like a needle to a

magnet she was drawn, and begged to see papa a little longer, and stay

with him. Now she has come, weary enough; and after steeping her

spirit in this rose and gold of twilight, she has gone to bed. With

such a father, and such a scene before her eyes, and with eyes to see,

what may we not hope of her? I heard her and Julian talking together

about their father's smile, the other day. They had been speaking of

some other person's smile--Mr. Tappan's, I believe; and presently Una

said, "But you know, Julian, that there is no smile like papa's!" "Oh

no," replied Julian. "Not like papas!" Una has such an intuitive

perception of spheres, that I do not wonder at her feeling about her

father. She can as yet hardly tell why she is so powerfully attracted;

but her mother can sympathize,--and knows very well.

Do not wait an hour to procure the two last numbers of "The Literary

World," and read a new criticism on Mr. Hawthorne. At last some one

speaks the right word of him. I have not before heard it. I have been

wearied and annoyed hitherto with hearing him compared to Washington

Irving and other American writers, and put, generally, second. At last

some one dares to say what in my secret mind I have often

thought--that he is only to be mentioned with the Swan of Avon; the

great heart and the grand intellect combined. I know you will enjoy

the words of this ardent Virginian as I do. But it is funny to see how

he does not know how this heart and this intellect are enshrined.

It was decided to return to the neighborhood of Boston, and for a

short time the family remained in West Newton:--

November 28.

MY DEAR ELIZABETH,--Here we are, in possession of Mary Mann's house

and effects. I took baby on a sledge to see her grandmother Peabody on

Thanksgiving Day, who was charmed with my smiling, fair baby. Una

reads her grandmother "The Wonder-Book," very sweetly, when she is

there. Mother says she could never tire of listening to her.

Your affectionate sister,

SOPHIA.

WEST NEWTON, December 25, 1851.

MY DEAR LOUISA [HAWTHORNE],--This very morning I intended to write to

you again, to inquire why you neither came nor responded to my letter,

and then I received yours. The children watched for you many days, and

finally gave you up. They will be delighted at your coming. Pray come

as soon as the second week of January. Grace Greenwood spent two or

three days, and was very pleasant. Mr. Fields writes from Paris that

Mr. Hawthorne's books are printed there as much as in England; that

his fame is great there [in England], and that Browning says he is the

finest genius that has appeared in English literature for many years.

Your affectionate sister,

SOPHIA.

P. S. [By Hawthorne.] I have published a new collection of tales; but

you shall not have a copy till you come for it. N. H.

P. S. [By Mrs. Hawthorne.] This new volume of "Twice-Told Tales" was

published on Thursday; and yesterday Mr. Ticknor told Nathaniel that

he had already sold a thousand copies, and had not enough bound to

supply the demand.

I give a letter which must have come like the song of a wood-thrush to

the author, its diction being as pure as his own, and yet as strong.

BROOKLYN; July 7, 1852.

MR. HAWTHORNE,--You have expressed the kind hope that your writings

might interest those who claim the same birthplace with yourself. And

as we need but slight apology for doing what inclination suggests, I

easily persuade myself that it will not be very inappropriate for me

to assure you that in one heart, at least, pride in your genius and

gratitude for high enjoyment owed to you have added to, and made still

more sacred, the strong love otherwise felt for the spot where the

precious gift of life was received.

In earlier days, with your "Twice-Told Tales," you played upon my

spirit-harp a sweet melody, the notes of which have never died

away--and years after, when my heart was just uplifting itself from a

deep sorrow, I read the introduction to your "Mosses from an Old

Manse;" and I rejoiced in your words, as a tree, borne down by the

wind and storm, rejoices in the first gentle breeze or ray of kindly

sunshine.

And now, as after repeated griefs and lengthened anxieties I think I

am come to that period of second youth of which you speak, I am

permitted to delight in the marvelous beauty and infinite delicacy of

the narration of "The Scarlet Letter," and the deep insight into human

hearts and minds shown in that and the later production. When I am

tempted to lay down the burden which, of one kind or another, mortals

must daily bear, and forget that "all human liberty is but a restraint

self-imposed or consented to," I shall call to mind the touching

moment when Hester Prynne sadly bound up her flowing tresses, but just

released, and meekly reassumed the badge of her shame. And the little

Phoebe,--with her genial sympathies and cheerful tones,--I am not

altogether without hope that she may aid me to throw off some of the

morbid tendencies which have ever clung to my life (if, perchance,

this last moral lesson should not destroy the first); and these

sorrows once overcome, existence would not lose its corresponding

exquisiteness of enjoyment.

I once lived in the "Old Hawthorne house;" whether or not you, sir,

ever crossed the threshold tradition hath not deigned to inform me.

Possibly you lived there when a child. And if the spirit renew itself

once in seven years, as the body is said to do, the soul of those

younger hours may have remained, may have shared with us our more

ethereal pleasures, while it frowned on our prosaic sports. At least,

to some such fancy as this, united with the idea of second childhood

before alluded to, must be referred the folly of which I have been

guilty in addressing a person, who, so far as bodily presence is

concerned, is to me an entire stranger, and to whom I am utterly

unknown.

However, sir, humbly begging your pardon for this same folly, and

entreating that by no accident may the shades of the Salem witches

become aware of it,

I am yours with much esteem,

MARY A. PORTER.

Upon the envelope Hawthorne has written, "Answered, July 18th." The

letter has been preserved out of many thrown aside, and Mrs. Hawthorne

has spoken to me of Mary Porter as of a real friend. Her delicacy and

good sense of expression contrast well with the over-fanciful,

unliterary quality of the letters of persons who came prominently

forward as teachers of thought and literature, and who no doubt jarred

miserably in their letters, if not in their conversation, upon the

refined skill of Hawthorne and his wife. At any rate (and though the

intercourse with these persons to whom I refer with daring comment was

received most gratefully and cordially as generally the best to be

found) Mary Porter was never forgotten.

That my mother and father enjoyed their next home at The Wayside there

are immediate letters to prove; but if they had not feasted their eyes

upon a vision of beautiful spaces, it might have been less delightful

to return to the haunts of friends, and a hollow among hills. One

grandeur of the distance they did not leave behind at Lenox: the

sunsets to be seen over the meadows between The Wayside and the west

are spaciously revealed and splendidly rich. Economy had a restless

manner of drifting them from place to place. Now, however, a home was

to be bought (the title-deed exists, with Mr. Emerson's name, and that

of his wife, attached); so that the drifting appeared to be at an end.

I have reserved until now several letters from Concord friends, of an

earlier date, in order to show to what the Hawthornes looked forward

in the matter of personalities, when re-establishing themselves in the

distinguished village.

Mr. Alcott was prominent. In her girlhood, Mrs. Hawthorne, hearing

from Miss Peabody that Mr. James Freeman Clarke had talked with some

amusement of the school prophet's ideas, etc., had written:--

"Mr. Alcott's sublime simplicity and depth of soul would make it

impossible for me to make jest of him. I cannot imagine why persons

should not do themselves justice and yet be humble as a little child.

I do not believe he is in the least self-elated. I should think it

impossible, in the nature of things, for him to arrive at the kind of

truths he does without entire simplicity of soul. I should think they

could not be accessible to one of a contrary character."

But, nevertheless, Mr. Alcott's official post seems to have been that

of visionary plenipotentiary, and one which was a source of most

excellent entertainment. He writes in 1836:--

August 23.

DEAR FRIEND,--I have just returned, and find your two letters waiting

for me. I have read them with a double sentiment. The interest which

you express in my thoughts, and their influence over you, I can

explain in no other way than as arising from similarity of temperament

and of taste, heightened exceedingly by an instinctive tendency--

almost preternatural--to reverence whatever approaches, either in

Spirit or Form, your standard of the Ideal. Of minds of this

class it is impious to ask for tempered expressions. They admire,

they marvel, they love. These are the law of their being, and to

refuse them the homage of this spiritual oneness with the object of

their regard, is death! Their words have a significance borrowed from

their inmost being, and are to be interpreted, not by ordinary and

popular acceptation, but by the genius of the individual that utters

them. These have a significance of their own. They commune not with

words, but in spite of them. Ordinary minds mistake them. . . . You

inquire whether portions of "Psyche" are to be copied for the press.

Mr. Emerson has not returned the manuscript. But should I find

anything left (after his revisions) worthy of attention, I will send

it to you, . . . I send you some numbers of the "Reformer," among others

is the one containing Mr. [Orestes] Brownson's notice of the "Story

Without An End." The allegories which you copied while with us are

also among them. I read your allegory to Mr. Brownson, who was

interested in it, and took it for the "Reformer." It is a beautiful

thing, and will be useful. . . . Write me as often as you feel

inclined. I would write often, were I at all given to the practice. My

mind flows not freely and simply in an epistle.

Very truly yours,

A. BRONSON ALCOTT.

P. S. I have read Carlyle's "Schiller." You re-utter my conceptions at

the time. You are very kind to propose copying the Young Christ [for

Mr. Alcott's schoolroom]. The original is a borrowed one, and a copy

would be useful.

September 12, 1836.

DEAR FRIEND,--I was glad to hear from you again, for I find my

thoughts often dwelling on you. The sympathy of spirits is the heart's

undersong, and its warblings are heard in the quiet hours of solitude,

as if they were from the soft voices of celestial choirs. Music

reaches us from the distance, amid the discordant noises of the

External. Your remarks on de Maistre have interested me in the book.'

Mr. Brownson [afterwards famous as a Catholic writer] takes it to-day,

and I shall have the interesting passages from him. If you have a copy

of the "Valley of Solitude" [one of my mother's original allegories]

will you send it? I am under the impression that you preserved

portions of the "Valley," and intended to recall and write out the

remainder at your leisure. Now, don't attempt this, because Mr.

Thacher wants it for his "Boston Book," but simply tell me how much is

preserved. . . . Have you seen Mr. Emerson's "Nature"? If you have

not, let me send you a copy. It is a divine poem on the External. It

is just to your taste. . . . It reminds me more of Sampson Reid's

"Growth of the Mind" than any work of modern date. But it is unlike

any other work. I send you Mr. Brownson's notice of it. Mr. Brownson

gave us two splendid discourses lately. Surely this man is a terror to

pseudo-ministers and would-be philosophers. He is one of the most

eloquent preachers. He grapples with the highest truths and deepest

wants of our being, and spreads these before the reason as with a

light from heaven. He will write to you soon. With great regard,

A. BRONSON ALCOTT.

Emerson in the same year responded to a gift of some drawings which my

mother had made for him, in these kind and thoughtful sentences:--

MY DEAR MISS SOPHIA,--I beg you to accept my thanks for the beautiful

drawings you have sent me. . . . I shall keep them as a treasure to be

shown to all my friends who have good or capable eyes, that they may

rejoice with me in the power of the artist. From these fair forms I

hope to receive many a wise suggestion, many a silent reproof. . . .

Your obliged friend and servant, R. WALDO EMERSON.

And later:--

CONCORD, January 20, 1838.

You make me heartily ashamed, my kind friend, by the excess of your

praise of two such little books. I could not possibly recognize

anything of me in your glowing and pictorial words. So I take it for

granted that as a true artist you have the beauty-making eye, which

transfigures the landscape and the heads it looks upon, and can read

poetry out of dull prose. I am not the less glad to have been the

occasion to you of pleasant thoughts, and I delight in the genuine

admiration you express of that ideal beauty which haunts us ever and

makes actual life look sometimes like the coarsest caricature. I like

very well what you say of Flaxman, and shall give him the greater

heed. And indeed who can see the works of a great artist without

feeling that not so much the private as the common wealth is by him

indicated. I think the true soul--humble, rapt, conspiring with all,

regards all souls as its lieutenants and proxies--itself in another

place--and saith of the Parthenon, of the picture, of the poem,--It is

also my work. I can never quarrel with your state of mind concerning

original attempts in your own art. I admire it rather. And I am pained

to think of the grievous resistance which your genius has been so long

tasked to overcome, of bodily suffering.

You ask for my lectures. I wish they were fit to send. They should go

immediately to Salem if they were. I have not allowed one of them to

go in manuscript out of my family. The first one of the course, which

is the most presentable, I will cheerfully lend you whenever I can get

time to patch his coat a little. It is, however, already promised to

two persons.

I thank you for the beautiful little drawing you sent me of Perseus.

It is admired of all beholders. Tell your sister Elizabeth that her

account of Mr. Very interested me much, and I have already begged Mr.

Whiting to bring him to our Lyceum, and he promised his good offices

to get him here.

R. W. EMERSON.

A letter mentions a medallion which Mrs. Hawthorne had made of Charles

Emerson, after his death:--

CONCORD, May 18, 1840.

MY DEAR Miss SOPHIA,--I have begged Mr. Garey to call on you to-day

for the medallion to go to Waterford, and the one for New York, if

ready . . . one of which I wish to send to Mr. Abel Adams.

Elizabeth [Hoar] is very well content with the cast, though she thinks

it has lost some of the precision, as well as the agreeable tint, of

the clay. All our friends find the likeness--some of them slowly--but

all at last. We all count it a beautiful possession; the gift of a

Muse, and not the less valuable that it was so unexpected. You must

now gratify us all by fixing a time when you will come to Concord and

hear what we have to say of it.

Will you not come hither the last week of this month, or the second

week in June? If neither of these dates suits you, you shall choose

any day thereafter, only do not fail us.

Your friend and servant,

R. W. EMERSON.

When arranging to escort the young artist to Concord for the proposed

visit, he proceeds:--

. . . In regard to certain expressions in your letter, I ought to say,

you will presently be undeceived. Though I am fond of writing, and of

public speaking, I am a very poor talker and for the most part very

much prefer silence. Of Charles's beautiful talent in that art I have

had no share; but our common friend, Mr. Alcott, the prince of

conversers, lives little more than a mile from our house, and we will

call in his aid, as we often do, to make amends for our deficiency,

when you come. . . . Will you say to your sister Elizabeth that I

received her kind letter relating to certain high matters, which I

have not yet been in the vein to answer,--indeed, I dream that she

knows all my answer to that question,--has it ready in her rich

suggestion, and only waits for mine to see how well they will tally. I

have laid the letter by, shall presently read it again, and if I have

anything material, I will write. With great regard, yours,

R. W. EMERSON.

CONCORD, April 20, 1841.

MY DEAR Miss SOPHIA,--Will you accept from my sister Elizabeth Hoar

and me the few accompanying prints?

A word of apology must go with them. Elizabeth and I sent, last

summer, by a gentleman who was going to Europe, an order for a few

prints of pictures of Raffaelle and Michel Angelo (specifying

particularly the Prophets and Sibyls of Michel), with the hope that we

might receive something fit to send you. Our agent was less acquainted

with these matters than we supposed; still, we hope they will not be

quite without value in your studio, as we have both of us found

something to admire in these stern drawings. The Transfiguration is a

more spirited copy than most that I have seen, though the principal

figure seems never to be quite well copied. Here is a Virgin of

Leonardo da Vinci and one from Correggio.

Will you have the goodness to thank your sister Elizabeth for the fine

statement she has given the Englishwoman [Miss Martineau] of the

enterprise we are all so proud of; and I can easily suppose the

colonists were content with the portrait. She has in a note

propounded to me certain questions which and the like of which I

always fancy one can answer with a word, as they arise;--but to answer

them with the pen, one must sit like Simmides from month to month,

from year to year. With great regard,

Your friend and servant,

R. WALDO EMERSON.

Elizabeth Hoar wishes to keep the Martineau letter a day or two

longer. I am also to thank your sister Elizabeth for the summons to

the torchlight exhibition, which however I could not easily obey.

A fragment, of most informal import, but exemplifying Emerson's quaint

agility of expression, written about 1843, runs:--

Do not be chagrined, and excellent lady, if I should demand interest

in advance for my loan; but if possibly I can get my errands ready, I

shall stop the passing coach, and load you with freight and

commissions; not compliments and congratulations, merely. Do not

misconceive me--but messages relative to merest chores. And so with

thanks,

Yours, R. W. E.

Margaret Fuller d'Ossoli expresses herself, at the time of my parents'

marriage, as thoughtfully as the rest. Her personality never ceased to

hover about Concord, even after her death. She is a part of its

fascination:--

MY DEAR SOPHIA,--After reading your letter I wanted to write a few

lines, as are not in such a hasty, interrupted fashion. Yet not much

have I to say, for great occasions of bliss, of bane,--tell their own

story, and we would not by unnecessary words come limping after the

true sense. If ever mortal was secure of a pure and rational

happiness which shall grow and extend into immortal life, I think it

is you, for the love that binds you to him you love is wise and pure

and religious; it is a love given not chosen, and the growth not of

wants and wishes, but of the demands of character. Its whole scope and

promise is very fair in my eyes; and in daily life as well as in the

long account I think there will be great happiness; for if ever I saw

a man who combined delicate tenderness to understand the heart of a

woman, with quiet depth and manliness enough to satisfy her, it is Mr.

Hawthorne. . . . To one who cannot think of love merely in the heart,

or even in the common destiny of two souls, but as necessarily

comprehending intellectual friendship too, it seems the happiest lot

imaginable that lies before you. . . . The whole earth is decked for a

bridal. I see not a spot upon her full and gold-bespangled drapery.

All her perfumes breathe, and her eye glows with joy. . . . My

affectionate remembrances to your friend. You rightly felt how glad I

should be to be thought of in the happy hour. As far as bearing an

intelligent heart, I think I deserve to be esteemed a friend. And

thus in affection and prayer, dear Sophia,

Yours, MARGARET F.

A year or two later my father received the following letter from

her:--

DEAR MR. HAWTHORNE,--You must not think I have any black design

against your domestic peace. Neither am I the agent of any secret

tribunal of the dagger and cord; nor am I commissioned by the malice

of some baffled lover to make you wretched. Yet it may look so, when

you find me once again, in defiance of my failure last summer, despite

your letter of full exposition, once more attempting to mix a foreign

element in your well compounded cup. But indeed, oh severest and most

resolute man, these propositions are none of mine. How can I help it,

if gentle souls, ill at ease elsewhere, wish to rest with you upon the

margin of that sleepy stream? How can I help it if they choose me for

an interpreter? [A suggestion is then made, for the second time, that

my parents should admit a friend into the Old Manse as a boarder. The

notion was sometimes alluded to by my mother in after-years with

unfading horror.] I should like much to hear something about

yourselves; what the genius loci says, whether through voice of ghost,

or rat, or winter wind, or kettle-singing symphony to the happy duet;

and whether by any chance you sometimes give a thought to your friend

MARGARET.

And again:--

NEW YORK, May 22, evening.

DEAR SOPHIA AND MR. HAWTHORNE,--I received your letter and read it

with attention; then laid it aside, and thought I would not reply, for

so much had been said and written about my pamphlet that I was weary

of it, and had turned to other things. When my interest revives, I

shall probably make reply, but I hope viva voce.

Yes! I hope to see you once more at the clear old house, with the

green fields and lazy river; and have, perhaps, sweet hours [fragment

torn away] and if all works well, I hope to come. Una alone will be

changed; yet still, I think, the same. Farewell, dear friends, now;

for this is only meant as a hasty sign of affection from M.

Mrs. Hawthorne writes, at the threshold of The Wayside residence:--

June 6, 1852, Sunday.

MY DEAREST MOTHER,--Your beautiful little note was very grateful to

me. . . . We arrived at the Middlesex Hotel after one o'clock. At four

o'clock I was driven to The Wayside. The cart-man had tumbled all the

wet mattresses in a heap in the farthest corner of the barn, and I had

them all pulled out to dry. It was very hot weather. A good deal was

accomplished, when the man and woman who were working for me went to

supper, and left me and Una in quiet possession of our home.

We set forth slowly village-ward, and met Mr. Emerson and Mr.

Thoreau. Mr. Emerson was most cordial, and his beautiful smile added

to the wonderful beauty of the sunset. He turned back and walked with

us till we met the carriage. The next morning, Una actually nailed

down the brown paper upon the dining-room and Study, and was very

helpful and charming, and perfectly enchanted with her home. It is

really astonishing what magical changes have been wrought inside the

horrible old house by painters, paperers, and carpenters, and a little

upholstery. The carpet on the Study looks like rich velvet. It has a

ground of lapis lazuli blue, and upon that is an acanthus figure of

fine wood-color; and then, once in a while is a lovely rose and

rosebud and green leaf. I like it even better than when I bought it.

The woodwork down-stairs is all painted in oak, and it has an

admirable effect, and is quite in keeping with the antiquity of the

dwelling. The dining-room is quite elegant, with a handsome paper

having a silvery sheen, and the brown and green Brussels carpet. When

Mr. Hawthorne arrived, he had quite a civilized impression of the

house at first glance, and was delighted with it, not having seen it

since his first visit in snow-time, when it seemed fit only for a

menagerie of cattle. You will be glad to know that I have done nothing

myself, having so many assistants. But it is no sinecure to keep

people at work. Una was impatient of waiting for papa and Julian, and

walked off to meet them. At last I heard the rumble of the carriage,

and took baby out on the piazza. When Julian passed, he was at the

open window of the carriage; and baby saw him and screamed for joy;

and Julian shouted to see me; and the echoes were fairly roused by the

ecstasy of meeting, all round.

The other morning, at the Middlesex Hotel, Una remarked that she was

going to see Mr. Emerson. I supposed she was jesting; but I missed

her soon after, and in about an hour she returned, and said she had

been to see him. She had rung at the door, and a servant came, and she

inquired for Mr. Emerson! He came out and greeted her very kindly, and

said, "I suppose you have come to see Mrs. Emerson." "No," replied

Una, "I have come to see you" So he politely put aside his studies,

and accompanied his young lady visitor over the gardens and into the

Gothic summer-house [constructed of twisted branches by Mr. Alcott]. I

called there on my way here, and Mr. Emerson told me that he would

like Una to go in and out, just as if it were her own home. I said

that he was Una's friend ever since she had heard "The Humble Bee" and

"The Rhodora."

Una likes her native place prodigiously, and everybody near and far

seems quite "angelic," as Julian would say. . . . Last Sunday Mrs.

Emerson and her three children came to make a call. The Study is the

pet room, the temple of the Muses and the Delphic Shrine. The

beautiful carpet lays the foundation of its charms, and the oak

woodwork harmonizes with the tint in which Endymion is painted. At

last I have Endymion where I always wanted it--in my husband's Study,

and it occupies one whole division of the wall. In the corner on that

side stands the pedestal with Apollo on it, and there is a

fountain-shaped vase of damask and yellow roses. Between the windows

is the Transfiguration [given by Mr. Emerson]. (The drawing-room is

to be redeemed with one picture only,--Correggio's Madonna and

Christ.) On another side of the Study are the two Lake Comos. On

another, that agreeable picture of Luther and his family around the

Christmas-tree, which Mr. George Bradford gave to Mr. Hawthorne. Mr.

Emerson took Julian to walk in the woods, the other afternoon. I have

no time to think what to say, for there is a dear little mob around

me. Baby looks fairest of fair to-day. She walks miles about the

house. Ever and ever your most loving child,

SOPHIA.

July 4.

MY DEAREST MOTHER,--Here is another Sunday again, with seemingly no

time between, so fast does, the old Father hasten on. Last week was

memorable in the children's life by the occurrence of a party. Mrs.

Emerson, with magnificent hospitality, invited all the children in

town, from babyhood upwards (and their mothers), for a great festival.

Rose and I were prevented from going by the arrival of three gentlemen

from Boston, who stayed to tea, one being the brilliant Mr. Whipple.

On that day we had five gentlemen, among them another Whipple, a man

of genius and a colonel of brave renown, whose hair stands up straight

upon his brow, over fine eyes and a swarthy face. He invited us to go

to his beautiful home on the borders of Winnipiseogee Lake. A great

many gentlemen come to see Mr. Hawthorne all the time from foreign

parts. That morning the first arrival was General Solomon McNeil, a

veteran of nearly seven feet in height, whose head was amazingly near

the ceiling of our low dining-room, and who stooped low to go out of

the door. He had an extraordinary face. His gray hair stood up

straight, as well as Colonel Whipple's, and was full of demonic

energy; and his gray eyes flashed beneath overhanging brows. As he

entered the room, I advanced to meet him. He said, "Mrs. Hawthorne, I

presume. I have scarcely seen your husband; but I have known him well

for fifteen years." (At this, he raised his hand and arm as if he were

wielding a sword, with intent to do battle.) "And I told his friend,

when I read his book,--his friend who said that he was perfect, except

for a want of confidence in his power,--I told him, Never fear; he

will go it!" (Another sweep with the sword.) "He will go it! I found

ideas there--ideas!" I vanished, to call my husband. Mr. Hawthorne

then came in, and we found the old gentleman intently gazing at my

husband's portrait,--so intently that he did not observe our entrance,

till Mr. Hawthorne spoke. He turned, and placed his hand with such

force upon my husband's shoulder that you would have supposed he had

dubbed him knight. They left the room to go to the Study, the General

brandishing the sword tremendously at every sentence he uttered on the

way. It was really good to see such a man; so mighty in physique, with

such a strong character, such resolute will, and such a gleam of

loving-kindness in his eyes, to temper the force.

I have wandered off from the party. The children had a charming time,

and brought back word that each had behaved perfectly. The next day I

went to tell Mrs. Emerson why Rose and I did not appear. I found Mr.

Emerson, sitting on the side doorstep, with Edith on his knee and

Edward riding about the lawn on his pony. Mr. Emerson said that "the

show of children was very pretty. But Julian! He makes his mark

everywhere; there is no child so fine as Julian!" Was not that

pleasant to hear from him? I told him how singular it was that Julian

should find in Concord the desire of his imagination for two years--a

pony [Mr. Emerson had already superintended the little boy's mounting,

and falling off from, Edward's pony]; and he smiled like Sirius.

"Well, that is good. Send him this afternoon." He then called Edward,

and bade him go home with me, mount Julian, and bring him back; and

this was accordingly done. But first, Mr. Emerson invited me to go up

with him to the hilltop, opposite his house, where there is a fine

view. His house is in a thick bower of evergreen and horse-chestnut

trees. The grove is Academe, and could not have been more musical or

deep; and Plato's disciple walks there.

Last week I drew The Wayside for George Putnam, who is going to have

it engraved. I must also make sketches of Mr. Emerson's and the Old

Manse. To-morrow Una goes to a picnic at Mrs. Pratt's [mother-in-law

of a daughter of Mr. Alcott's] with Ellen and Edith Emerson. We

expect Louisa Hawthorne this week. She has been coming for a good

while, but was delayed by the severe illness of Mrs. Robert Manning.

Yesterday Mr. Hawthorne went to Boston to meet Mr. Atherton. A

daguerreotypist seized him, and took three pictures of him, from which

the man politely asks me to choose. They are somewhat good. Julian had

a tooth out the other day, and laughed instead of crying. Edward was

so unfortunate a day or two since as to have four teeth drop out at

once; and Mr. Emerson says he must be put under a barrel until the

others grow.

Monday P. M. Mr. Hawthorne, Una, and Julian have gone to the picnic.

This morning I went to the post-office, for I did not like to send Una

when boys were firing crackers in every direction. Julian always is my

shadow--so he went with me. I stopped at Mrs. Emerson's, to ask her

when and how her children were going. I found a superb George

Washington in the dining-room, nearly as large as life, engraved from

Stuart's painting. We saw no one of the family, but finally a door

opened, and the rich music of Mr. Emerson's voice filled the entry.

Julian ran out at the sound, and Ellen and her father came into the

room. Mr. Emerson asked me if that head (pointing to Washington) were

not a fine celebration of the Fourth of July. "He would seem to have

absorbed into that face all the serenity of these United States, and

left none elsewhere, excepting" (and he laid his hand on

Julian)--"excepting what is in Julian. Washington is the Great Repose,

and Julian is the Little Repose--hereafter to become also the Great

Repose!" He asked if Julian were going to the picnic; and I told him

"no," as I was not going. "Oh, but if Una is going, that would be a

divided cherry, would it not?" Finding that Mrs. Emerson was to go,

and that they were all to ride, I of course had no objection. And then

Mr. Emerson wanted Mr. Hawthorne to go with him, at five o'clock. My

lord consented, and so they are all gone. Last evening, Mrs. Emerson

came to see us with her sister, loaded with roses, and she was

delighted with our house. Rosebud walked all round with us, in perfect

sobriety, listening to our conversation. Is not this hot weather

delightful? It is to me luxury and strength. Mr. Hawthorne has sold

the grass for thirty dollars. He has cut his bean-poles in his own

woods. We find The Wayside prettier and prettier. Baby keeps pulling

my arm.

Your child, SOPHY.

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