XVII

[Illustration: house with smoke coming out of chimney]

How delightful it is to come back to our moors after London! Loki’s

Grandmother’s heart always sinks when the bricks and mortar begin to

spring up about the road, and the houses close in around her. Sometimes

she thinks that what weighs upon it is the sense of all those miles of

squalor; of all those hives of human misery; of all the sin and

suffering. Perhaps, however, she is influenced by mere distaste of the

crowd; displeasure in living one of a herd in a jostle of houses; the

ignominy of being a number in a row with undesired neighbours on either

side! Who would prefer to look on pavements, area railings and

lamp-posts; to listen to the roar and turmoil of a life one has no

ambition to share—a life vexing the peace of night and day, rather than

feast the eyes on cool green loveliness, on rolling moorland; the ear on

vast delicious silence or the choiring of windswept woods? How, in fact,

can anyone who has the choice live in town, instead of in the fair,

quiet, spacious country? One cannot feel one’s soul one’s own in London:

bits of it are perpetually escaping to join the giddy midge dance. The

individuality evaporates. But then—there are concerts, and Wagner’s

operas; and one’s own select friends and the interest of the great

intellectual movements! The splendid activities of life seem to pass one

by in the country. Well, we suppose, like everything else in existence,

one must take the see-saw as it comes, and accept the bumps for the sake

of the soaring. But we are always glad to come back to Villino Loki.

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[Sidenote: A SCHEME OF AZURE AND TAWNY]

The discoveries one makes in the garden after ten days’ absence are

thrilling. The three rows of Thomas More Tulips under the dining-room

window are colouring to a glorious orange, and the Forget-me-nots

planted between them are showing little sparks of blue. The tawny

Wallflowers at the back are not all we could wish; but, even pinched as

they are, the effect of their many velvet hues is satisfactory. There is

a single row of double Tulips ‹Prince of Orange› at the edge of the bed,

between the Forget-me-nots. In a week or so, looking up the terrace,

there will be five lines of flame running gloriously out of the blue; a

sight to delight the eye, against the curious bronze purple the moor

wears just now.

The Scillas, which we thought were going to fail us, have been a

tremendous success, and still form pools of glowing blue round the

almond trees. Next year we intend to make a feature of Scillas. They are

such tiny bulbs that they can scarcely interfere with anything; and we

shall slip them in among the perennials in every corner, besides putting

more in the grass terraces. We are also going to run riot with

“Steeple-Jacks,” especially the light turquoise kind. They last an

immense time and are of a delicious tint. The long border of Campanelle

Jonquils that we have planted in what we call the “Bowling Green” are

drawn up as for a review, stiff and straight like little soldiers in

bright gold helmets. Next year we shall invest in three or four thousand

Daffodils for the rough places under the trees, and we mean to star the

banks with Primroses and Wild Violets.

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We have made a vast improvement these days by turfing most of the walks,

and we now look out on a delicious sweep of green. The Lily Border and

its opposite neighbour, the tongue of land with the Buddleia trees and

shrubs, look infinitely more attractive thus set into the verdure. Great

clumps of yellow Polyanthuses and self-sown Forget-me-nots make it gay

while we are waiting for the Narcissus Poeticus, the Poppies, the Lilies

and other joys to break upon us. The field of mixed Narcissus under the

trees is going to be one sheet of blossom in a few days, blown about,

though they be, poor darlings, by these fierce and cruel winds. The

papers are full of exclamations over “winter in April”: so far our

high-pitched garden has stood it well. This is the advantage, we

suppose, of its natural backwardness.

We are now fired with the desire to turf the Dutch Garden; the path

under the second terrace, _i.e._ Blue Border, and also the path leading

from the Bowling Green, so that we shall look down on a succession of

green levels, each with its wealth of flowers. We want to make the whole

little place shine like a jewel out of the rough setting of the moor.

[Sidenote: TEMPTATION]

Talk of the zest of gambling! ’Tis impossible that it could more possess

the soul in defiance of purse and prudence than the garden mania. If

Loki’s Grandmother had hold of a cheque book ‹which she hasn’t› she is

afraid the family substance would flow away from month to month into

bulbs and blossoms, tubers and saxifrages, clumps and climbers; not to

speak of such prosaic but necessary accompaniments as loam, manures,

lawn-mixtures and “vaporisers.” She would build at least two new

greenhouses and double her garden staff. And perhaps after all she

wouldn’t be half as happy as she is. For she might be led into “named

novelties,” and garden rivalries, and splendours of artificial rockeries

where in the centre of vast beds of slag some microscopic curiosity no

larger than a spider would spread a fairy claw in the shadow of a

monstrous label. Perhaps she might be bitten with an unwholesome passion

for Orchids, and spend the portion of her only child, and all the fur

grandchildren, on the devilish attractions of those plants which are, we

are convinced, flowers of evil.

Just now her last extravagance has been to order three and six worth of

White Honesty at ninepence a dozen, to plant in among the new

Rhododendrons; and she is suffused with satisfaction at the prospect of

anything so cheap and charming. We recommend the effect, discovered

quite accidentally.

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We have really abominable weather. It is very unusual.

“Oh, to be in England,

Now that April’s there!”

is an aspiration justified as a rule by a tender interlude between the

tantrums of March and the asperities of May. Last year April came in

skipping like a kid on the Campagna, even its freakishness full of

attraction. Is anything more charming than to see the kids playing among

the flocks, as one drives along those roads of haunting and mysterious

beauty—under that sky incomparable in its gem-like purity; to see the

shepherd in his sheepskin seated on a fence with his legs

cross-bandaged, the shrill pipe to his lips; to hear his wild strain and

know that it was all just the same a thousand years ago and more? The

kids, as they leap out of the scattered flocks, are cut against the blue

as on some classic frieze; the tawny, melancholy plain falls and rises

and falls again till the hills amethystine, snow-capped, close the field

of vision in the far distance! The broken line of an aqueduct gleams as

if golden.

“To be in Italy,

Now that April’s there!”

Loki’s Grandmother believes she would give up her country and Villino

Loki, and expatriate herself for ever gladly. But Italy is not

expatriation, it is the home of the soul. ‹Loki’s Grandpa says he quite

admits all that—but that for a permanency he prefers his Surrey hills.›

The fires on the Campagna are rose-carmine as the pointed flames pulsate

upwards. Our fires here are only just the usual yellows. Where is it

that Italy holds the secret? Is it in the translucence of the

atmosphere? How the sunlight there lies on a common plaster wall! How

the stone flushes! Just a little white Villino on a hill-side stands in

a radiance of its own, and is not white at all but topaz coloured!

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To-day, the fifteenth of April, has been as grey and bleaching a day

here as we never wish to meet again. Even the spears of the Narcissus

are bruised and drooping.

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