Von three entire weeks my wound confined me to the limits of mY chamber;
and Yet, were it not for my impatience to be up and stirring, mY life
was not devoid of happiness.
Every movement of the army, in its most minute detail, was daily
reported to me by Mademoiselle Minette. The bulletins of the Emperor,
the promotions, the _on dits_ of the bivouac and the march, brought
by the various battalions, as they moved on towards the east, were all
related by her with such knowledge of military phrase and soldiers'
style as to amuse me, equally by her manner as by what she told.
The cuirassiers marched soon after I received my wound, and though
attached to the corps, she remained behind at Elchingen, having pledged
herself, as she said, to the general, to restore me safe and sound
before she left me. The little window beside my bed offered a
widely-extended view over the great plain beneath; and there I have sat
the entire day, watching the columns of cavalry and infantry as they
poured along, seemingly without ceasing, towards the Lower Danube.
Sometimes the faint sounds of the soldiers' songs would reach
me,--the rude chorus of a regiment timing their step to some warrior's
chant,--and set my heart a beating to be with them once more; sometimes
my eye would rest upon the slow train of wagons, surmounted with a white
flag, that wound their way heavily in the rear, and my spirit sank as I
thought over the poor wounded fellows that were thus borne onward with
the tide of war, as the crushed serpent trails his wounded folds behind
him.
Mademoiselle seldom left me. Seated at her work, often for hours without
speaking, she would follow the train of her own thoughts, and when
by chance she gave a passing glance through the window at the scene
beneath, some single word would escape her as to the regiments or their
officers, few of which were unknown to her, at least by reputation.
I could not but mark, that within the last twelve or fourteen days she
seemed more sad and depressed than before; the lively gayety of her
character had given place to a meek and suffering melancholy, which I
could not help attributing to the circumstances in which she was placed,
away from all her ordinary pursuits and the companions of her daily
life. I hinted as much one day, and was about to insist on her leaving
me, when she suddenly interrupted me, saying,--
“It is all true. I am sad, and know not why, for I never felt happier;
yet, if you wished me to be gay as I used to be, I could not for the
world. It is not because I am far from those I have learned to look on
as my brothers; not so, my changeful fortune has often placed me thus.
Perhaps it's your fault, mon lieutenant,” said she, suddenly, turning
her eyes full upon me.
“Mine, Minette,--mine!” said I, in amazement.
She blushed deeply, and held down her head, while her bosom heaved
several times convulsively; and then, while a deathly paleness spread
over her cheek, she said, in a low, broken voice,--
“Perhaps it is because I am an orphan, and never knew what it was to
have those whose dispositions I should imitate, and whose tastes
I should study; but somehow I feel even as though I could not help
becoming like those I am near to,--following them, ay, and outstripping
them, in all their likings and dislikings.”
“And so, as you seem sad and sorrowful, it is more than probable that
you took the color of my thoughts. I should feel sorry, Minette, to
think it were thus; I should ill repay all your kindness to me. I must
try and wear a happier countenance.”
“Do so, and mine will soon reflect it,” said she, laughing. “But,
perhaps, you have cause for sorrow,” added she, as she stole a glance at
me beneath her eyelashes.
“You know, Minette, that I am an orphan like yourself,” said I, half
evading the question.
“Ah!” cried she, passionately, “if I had been a man, I should like to be
such a one as Murat there. See how his black eyes sparkle, and his proud
lip curls, when the roll of artillery or the clattering of a platoon is
heard! how his whole soul is in the fight! I remember once--it was at
the Iser--his brigade was stationed beneath the hill, and had no orders
to move forward for several hours. He used to get off his horse and walk
about, and endeavor, by pushing the smoke away, thus, with his hand, and
almost kneeling to the ground, to catch a view of the battle; and then
he would spring into the saddle, and for sheer passion dash the spurs
into his horse's flank, till he reared and plunged again. I watched him
thus for hours. I loved to look on him, chafing and fretting like his
own mettled charger, he was so handsome! 'A drink, Minette! Something
to cool my lips, for Heaven's sake,' said he, at last, as he saw me
standing near him. I filled the little cup you see here with wine,
and handed it to him. Scarcely had he raised it to his lips, when an
aide-decamp galloped up, and whispered some words in haste.
“'Ha, ha!' cried he, with a shout of joy; 'they want us, then! The
squadrons will advance by sections, and charge!--charge!' And with
that he flung the goblet from him to the ground; and when I took it up I
found that with the grasp of his strong fingers he had crushed it nearly
together: see here! I never would let it be changed; it is just as at
the time he clasped it, and I kept it as a souvenir of the prince.”
She took from a little shelf the cup, as she spoke, and held it up
before me with the devoted admiration with which some worshipper would
regard a holy relic.
“And that,” said Minette, as she pressed to her lips a faded cockade,
whose time-worn tints still showed the tricolored emblems of the
Republic--“that do I value above the cross of the Legion itself.”
“Whose was it, Minette? Some brave soldier's, I'm sure.”
“And you may be sure. That was the cockade of Le Premier Grenadier de la
France,--La Tour d'Auvergne, the cousin of your own general.”
Seeing that I had not heard before of him, she paused for a few seconds
in amazement, and then muttered, “A brave school to train the youth
of France it must be where the name of La Tour d' Auvergne was never
mentioned!”
Having thus vented her indignation, she proceeded to tell me of her
hero, who, though descended from one of the most distinguished families
of France, yet persisted in carrying his musket in the ranks of the
Republican army, never attaining to a higher grade, nor known by any
other title than the “Premier Grenadier de la France.” Foremost in every
post of danger, the volunteer at every emergency of more than ordinary
peril, he refused every proffer of advancement, and lived among his
comrades the simple life of a soldier.
“He fell at Neuburg,” said mademoiselle, “scarce a day's march from
here; they buried him on the field, and placed him dead, as he had been
ever while living, with his face towards the enemy. And you never heard
of him? _Juste Ciel!_ it is almost incredible. You never brigaded with
the Forty-fifth of the line; that 's certain.”
“And why so?”
“Because they call his name at every parade muster as though he were
still alive and well. The first man called is La Tour d' Auvergne, and
the first soldier answers, 'Mort sur le champ de bataille.' That 's a
prouder monument than your statues and tombstones--is it not?”
“Indeed it is,” said I, to whom the anecdote was then new, though I
afterwards lived to hear it corroborated in every respect.
With many such traits of the service did mademoiselle beguile the
time,--now telling of the pleasant life of the cantonment; now of the
wild scenes of the battlefield. Young as she was, she had seen much of
both, and learned around the bivouac fires the old traditions of the
Revolutionary armies, and the brave deeds of the first veterans of
France. In such narratives, too, her own enthusiastic nature burst
forth in all its vehemence: her eyes would sparkle, and her words come
rapidly, as she described some fierce attack or headlong charge; and it
was impossible to listen without catching up a portion of her ardor, so
wrapped up did she herself become in the excitement of her story.
Thus one evening, while describing the passage of the Adige, after
detailing most circumstantially the position and strength of the
attacking columns, and describing how each successive advance was
repulsed by the murderous fire of the artillery, she proceeded to relate
the plan of a flank movement, effected by some light infantry regiment
thrown across the river a considerable distance up the stream.
“We came along,” said she, “under the shade of some willows, and at last
reached the ford. The leading companies halted; two officers sounded the
river, and found that it was passable. I was close by at the time. It
was the Colonel Lajolais who commanded the brigade, and he asked me for
a goutte.
“'It may be the last you 'll ever give me, Minette,' said he; 'I don't
expect to see you again.'
“'Are you going to remain at this side, Colonel?' said I.
“'No, _parbleu!_' said he, 'not when the Twenty-second cross to the
other.'
“'Neither am I, then,' said I; 'my place is with the head of the
battalion.'
“Well, well; they all pressed me to stay back; they said a thousand
kind things too. But that only decided me the more to go on; and as the
signal rocket was fired, the word was given, and on we went. For the
first eight or ten paces it was mere wading; but suddenly a grenadier in
the front called out, _Gare!_ lift your muskets; it's deep here.' And so
it was. With one plunge down I went; but they seized me by the arms and
carried me along, and some way or other we reached the bank. _Morbleu!_
I felt half drowned. But there was little time to think over these
things, for scarcely had the column formed when the cry of 'Cavalry!'
was given, and down came the lancers with a swoop. But we were all
ready. The flank companies fell back, and formed in square, and a
tremendous volley sent them off faster than they came.
“'Now, then, push forward double quick!' said the old colonel; 'the _pas
de charge!_, Alas! the poor little drummer was lying dead at his feet.
The thought suddenly seized me; I sprang forward, unstrung his drum,
threw the strap over my shoulder, and beat the _pas de charge_! A cheer
ran along the whole battalion, and on we went. _Mort de ceil!_ I was
never so near the fire before. There was the enemy, scarce two hundred
yards off,--two great columns, with artillery between,--waiting for us.
'Keep her back! keep back, Minette, _brave fille!_' I heard no more; a shot
came whizzing past, and struck me here.”
She pulled down her dress as she spoke, and disclosed the scar of a
bullet's track on her white shoulder; then, as if suddenly recollecting,
she blushed deeply, drew her kerchief closely around her, and muttered
in a low voice,--
“_Ma foi_, how these things make one forget to be a woman!” And with
that she hung down her head, and despite all I could say would not utter
another word.
Such was the vivandière of the Fourth: blending in her character the
woman's weakness and the soldier's ardor; the delicacy of feeling, which
not even the life of camps and bivouacs could eradicate, with the wild
enthusiasm for glory,--the passion of her nation. It needed not her dark
eyes, shaded with their long black fringe; her oval face, whose freckles
but displayed the transparent skin beneath; her graceful figure and her
elastic step,--to make her an object of attraction in the regiment.
Nor could I be surprised to learn, as I did, how many a high offer
of marriage had been made to her by those soldiers of fortune whose
gallantry and daring had won them honors in the service.
To value at their real price such attractions, one should meet them far
away, and remote from the ordinary habits of the world: in the wild,
reckless career of the camp; on the long march; beside the weary
watchfire; ay, on the very field of battle,--amid the din, the clamor,
and the smoke,--the cheers, the cries of carnage. Then, indeed, such an
apparition had something magical in it. To see that tender girl tripping
along fearlessly from rank to rank as though she had a charmed life, now
saluting with her hand some brave soldier as he rode by to the charge,
now stooping beside the wounded, and holding to his bloodless lips the
longed-for cup; to watch her as she rode gracefully at the head of the
regiment, or lay beside the fire of the bivouac, relating with a woman's
grace some story of the campaign, while the gray-bearded veteran and the
raw youth hung on each word, and wondered how the scenes in which they
mingled and acted could bear such interest when told by rosy lips,--who
would wonder if she had many lovers? Who would not rather be surprised
at those who remained coldly indifferent to such charms as hers?
Let my confession, then, excite neither astonishment nor suspicion, when
I acknowledge, that in such companionship the days slipped rapidly over.
I never wearied of hearing her tell of the scenes she had witnessed, nor
did she of recounting them; and although a sense of reproach used now
and then to cross me for the life of inactivity and indolence I was
leading. Mademoiselle Minette promised me many a brave opportunity of
distinction to come, and campaigns of as great glory as even those of
Italy and Egypt.
END OF VOL. I.