CHAPTER IX

Following Femm upstairs left ample time for reflection. He seemed to

move not merely slowly but with downright reluctance, as if he were

climbing to the scaffold. Philip was telling himself that he felt

a durned sight better. He had Penderel (and the house itself too,

perhaps) to thank for that, because it was that outburst of confidences

round the table that had done him good. To begin with, he had let off

steam himself, which made an immense difference. Then Margaret’s answer

to his question had told him a great deal. In fact, he had thought

of trying to put things right between them, had just been about to

begin—led on by the good old Come-now-Philip look in Margaret’s clear

eyes—when the confounded lights went out and eyes and all disappeared.

Then, too, the others had rushed in to give themselves away, and that

had been a warming and heartening kind of experience. The night had

redeemed itself. If you can put yourself right with people, he

announced to himself, the rest doesn’t matter; the roof can fall in.

And a serious young architect couldn’t put it stronger than that.

So far he had been climbing funereally in Femm’s shadow. Now they had

reached the top of the first flight of stairs, and his guide had come

to a halt and was holding the candle above his head, as if he were

inviting the architect in Philip to look round. There wasn’t much

to be seen, but Philip peered curiously and suddenly found himself

interested. He turned to examine the panelling at his elbow, and Femm

brought the light nearer.

‘Seventeenth century?’ Philip asked.

‘That was when this house was built, or at least some of it,’ Mr. Femm

replied, and seemed anxious to remain where he was and to volunteer

further information.

Philip nodded to all that was said, looked about, touched things.

Everything there was magnificently done but had been wickedly neglected

and was now in a ruinous state of decay; it was a sight that went to

his heart. He thought he understood now why the house had depressed

him at first, where he had picked up the idea of an evil desolation,

for everything told the same sad tale, and no doubt downstairs

he had quite unconsciously taken in all this. Treated with anything

like decency, this house would have been a joy, a miracle. Now they

stood there holding a candle to a fallen empire of craftsmanship. A not

unpleasant melancholy, touched with autumnal beauty, invaded his mind.

He wanted to talk about it to somebody, to Margaret.

They moved slowly down the landing, past several stout old doors. The

last of these Mr. Femm tapped with his forefinger. ‘This is my room,’

he said, halting. ‘There are some things here that you would like to

see, I imagine.’ He looked at Philip almost wistfully.

I’ve no doubt I should,’ Philip replied, ‘but not just now, if you

don’t mind. We’ve got to get that lamp, you know.’

Mr. Femm lowered the candle and then made use of his other hand to

stroke his long chin. He looked most fantastically bloodless, brittle.

‘Ah, yes, the lamp.’ He stared at Philip for a moment, then pushed his

face forward a little. ‘Why should we bother about the lamp? We have

been long enough away now. We can go back and say that we cannot

find it or that it was too heavy for us or that it is broken. They will

have to believe us. Why should we trouble about the lamp?’ He spoke

very softly but with even more precision than usual.

Philip looked at him in amazement. What was the matter with the man? ‘I

don’t see the point,’ he began, then broke off and changed his tone,

feeling rather indignant. ‘Besides, we couldn’t do that. We said we’d

get the lamp and we’ll get it. Why shouldn’t we?’

‘Why should we if we don’t want to?’ said Mr. Femm, calmly. ‘And I

don’t want to. Are you afraid of telling a few lies? If you are, I will

take it upon myself to tell them.’

‘It’s not that, though I must say I don’t like lying. And in this case

it would be particularly mean.’ But Philip couldn’t be angry, it was

all so absurd. He never remembered a more absurd conversation—the two

of them standing there in the little glow of candle-light at the end of

the landing, arguing about a tiny errand they had undertaken.

‘I must say, if I may do so without offence,’ Mr. Femm mused, ‘that

for a man of culture, as you have just proved yourself to be, you are

singularly naive. Perhaps you have religious convictions, like my

sister. Perhaps God is on your side.’

‘No, I’ve not,’ Philip replied shortly. He was beginning to be annoyed.

There was something offensive about the man, a queer unpleasant streak

in him that could hardly be dismissed as eccentricity. But something

came to break his thought. ‘Hello, did you hear that?’ he exclaimed.

It was a stifled cry from somewhere, and there came with it a kind of

battering noise.

The candle dipped and shook, and in its wavering light Mr. Femm, who

had started back, looked more ghostly than ever. He answered Philip’s

stare with hollow eyes. ‘I did hear something,’ he said at last.

‘I should think you did,’ Philip returned. It was rude, but he couldn’t

help it. ‘What was it?’ he demanded bluntly.

The other leaned forward again. ‘It must have been Morgan. That fellow

is drunk, as you know. He is probably making a disturbance in the

kitchen.’

The sound had not come from the direction of the kitchen, but Philip

couldn’t very well pursue the topic, although his mind had not

dismissed it. They were wasting time. ‘Well, what about the lamp?’

Mr. Femm bit his lip and then looked apologetic. ‘Listen,’ he began, ‘I

want you to excuse me from accompanying you. I am tired and I am not

strong. I cannot face any more stairs. I should have told you before,

but vanity—the vanity of age—would not allow me. You know where it is,

I believe. You will find it on a small table nearly at the end of the

next landing above’—he pointed—‘at the top of the stairs there.’

The man was so obviously lying that Philip could have laughed in his

face. His excuses were sheer impudence. There was something very

strange in all this, but there was nothing to be done about it. ‘All

right. I see,’ he said, looking him steadily in the eyes. ‘I’ll go and

get it. I suppose,’ he added, remembering his companion’s objection

downstairs, ‘it’s not too heavy for me to carry?’

‘Not at all,’ came the reply. So that had been a lie too. The man was

made up of them. What an extraordinary shifty, spectral creature he

was! That’s what’s the matter with him, why I haven’t liked him from

the first, Philip told himself: he’s a born liar himself and he

makes everything, yes, the whole world, seem hollow and false.

‘I shall want that, you know.’ And Philip held out his hand for the

candle. Mr. Femm begged him to wait a moment and disappeared into his

room. When he returned he was carrying a burning night-light and,

without a word, he now handed over the candle and remained standing at

his door while Philip hurried forward to the foot of the next staircase.

He was not half-way up when he heard the sound of a door closing behind

him. Evidently Mr. Femm had retired into his room. And the next moment

there came the sound of a door either being bolted or locked. It seemed

as if Mr. Femm were determined to feel secure. It was all very strange,

and Philip stopped to tell himself so and to listen again. Somehow he

didn’t like the sound of that door. It was odd how a little thing like

that could leave you feeling uncomfortably insecure yourself, almost

as if you were left naked. He went on, but now he trod very lightly on

the stairs. They were narrower than those below, uncarpeted and given

to creaking long after your feet had passed over them. In the moving

glimmer of candle-light everything here looked very uncared for

and melancholy. Above his head was a little black skylight where the

rain went rap-rapping. It was a place of dust and mildew and long

decay, of things forgotten by the sunlight, as strangely remote as some

house, fragmentary, shadowy, in the dark of a dream.

Here was the landing before him, and there, nearly at the end of it,

were the little table and the lamp. To examine them coolly was to

disperse the fairy-tale dusk that had somehow gathered in his mind

as this absurd little errand had lengthened out and become touched

with fantasy. The lamp was one of those old-fashioned double-branched

affairs, its twin glass cylinders covered with dust. With care, he

ought to be able to carry it down in one hand. The light of his candle

fell on an old steel engraving hanging above the table, and it showed

him a bewhiskered officer standing, sword in hand, in front of a large

cannon, while in the background there towered a quite impossible

pagoda. For a moment he stopped to gaze at this unknown, evidently a

hero of one of the old Chinese wars, and to wonder how he came to be

there, with his sword and his cannon and his pagoda. Then he took up

the lamp, held out the candle at arm’s length, and returned, more

slowly and carefully now, along the landing.

He had been in such a hurry to discover the table and the lamp that

he had never noticed that door on the left. Now, as he walked slowly

back, it invited his attention, then arrested it. There was nothing

very odd about its appearance; it was merely a stout old door that had

lost most of its paint; but there was something very odd about the way

in which it was closed. Then he saw what it was. The door had two large

bolts. It was fastened on the outside. Why should they have done that?

Did they suppose someone would break into the house that way? The very

idea of anyone breaking into this house was monstrous. Pondering these

things, he had actually passed the door, when something pulled him up.

He seemed to hear somebody moving about. Surely there was the sound

of a voice too, a kind of muttering not very far away? It could only

come from behind that door. There was somebody inside that room, the

thickness of a wall away from him, behind that bolted door. And what

about that stifled cry he had heard a few minutes ago, that battering

noise? Curiosity, like a little flame in the mind, burned and

brightened for a moment and then suddenly went out, leaving him in a

crawling darkness, with doubt and terror. He felt suddenly sick and

terrified of life.

Yet he had not halted a minute when his ears seemed to catch another

cry, this time from below, out of another world. Margaret. Surely that

was her voice calling his name? Or was it that old trick of memory,

a phantom call? There was silence now and he moved forward, but

doubtfully. No, there was no mistake. ‘Philip, Philip!’ All of her in

the cry, and a terrible urgency. Still mechanically clutching at the

lamp, with neither hand free to balance himself, he rushed down the

stairs, miraculously without falling; and immediately that feeling

of mental sickness and terror vanished and a curious kind of anger

stirred in him. He’d left her confident and smiling, and now even she’d

been dragged into it. It couldn’t leave even her alone. His mind,

outracing him, found an opposing presence, an enemy, but no name for

it; a density of evil, something gigantic, ancient but enduring, only

dimly felt before, but now taking the mind by storm; it was working

everywhere, in the mirk of rain outside, here in the rotting

corners, and without end, in the black between the stars. Margaret

never seemed to understand about it, but now it had made her understand

or she wouldn’t be calling like that. He’d been telling himself it was

high time she did understand, but as he hurried on now to find her,

the thought that it had got at her while she had been waiting, smiling

there, below, roused him to fury.

As soon as he reached the lower landing, he hastily set down the lamp

and ran forward. There was a flash of blue, a flying fair head, and she

was clinging to him, her hands grasping the lapels of his coat. She

was battling for breath. ‘Morgan—drunk—got hold of me—coming now’ was

all that he could catch, but it was enough. The next moment the man

himself, incredibly hulking in that light, had appeared, but he stopped

short, a few yards away, when he saw the candle and the two of them

standing there.

Margaret swiftly turned her head, then tugged at his coat. ‘He’s there.

Let’s get away from him.’

Philip shook his head, gave a quick glance round, then fixed his eyes

on Morgan’s dark bulk. ‘There’s a doorway just behind us,’ he

told Margaret. ‘If he comes on, get behind me and stay in the doorway.

There’ll be plenty of time to run afterwards, if it’s necessary.’

‘Let’s go, Philip. I’m terrified of him.’

He watched Morgan steadily. The man was swaying a little, but otherwise

he made no movement. ‘He’s probably drunk himself silly and is only

wandering about aimlessly. Are you sure he was after you?’

‘He followed me round downstairs,’ she whispered fiercely. ‘I was all

alone. Then he caught hold of me, and when I escaped he followed me up

the stairs.’ He could feel her trembling. ‘Let’s go now. We might find

the others.’

‘I don’t know where they are.’

What was Morgan going to do? Philip watched him with anxiety, for

the fellow was obviously as strong as a gorilla and was probably

half-crazy, and Philip, though he was fairly tough and was at least

sober, was by no means confident that he could stand up to the brute,

let alone overpower him. He didn’t even know what exactly he would do

if Morgan advanced. He hadn’t used his hands on a man for years,

though there was a time when he had known how to box. Nevertheless, he

was determined not to turn his back on the man, not to budge. The anger

that had been so curiously fired in him on the way down still remained.

Whatever the man may have done already, he still seemed a mere foolish

lump; but if he changed to anything worse, Philip would oppose him

whatever it cost. And anyhow Margaret could easily escape, could run

downstairs—not upstairs, to that landing above, to that room.

‘If he comes on,’ he whispered, ‘and you want to escape, slip past and

run downstairs. Don’t forget.’

Her eyes met his for a second. ‘I shall stay here,’ she said very

quietly. She was composed now. ‘Let me have the candle.’ And she took

it from him, moving a little to one side.

Morgan shuffled his feet and then suddenly lurched forward.

‘Stay where you are,’ Philip called sharply. ‘What do you want?’

He contrived to pull himself up. Then his great shaggy head came

forward and they could see his eyes, fixed in a stare. As if in reply

to Philip’s question, he made a gobbling noise in his throat and

slowly raised a hand until it pointed at Margaret.

There was something overpowering in the very tongueless bulk of the

man, and his approach had shaken Philip at first, sending a flash of

fear through all his nerves. Run, run, run, they screamed. But this

amazing gesture, this raised and pointed hand, so angered him that

his nerves were immediately mastered. He extended an arm and gently

pushed Margaret so that she stepped back into the doorway behind him.

The light she held fell on Morgan, but left Philip shadowy. He watched

those little glassy eyes, now turned from Margaret to him; and leaning

forward slightly, balancing himself upon his toes, he waited.

Nor had he long to wait. Something flared up at last in Morgan’s dull

brain. Suddenly his arms pawed the air and he hurled himself upon

Philip. This blind rush was Philip’s opportunity and he leaped to take

it, throwing all his weight behind one straight hard punch. Crack!—it

went home, full in that lowered rushing face. Philip recovered himself

and instantly stepped back, to be out of reach of those great arms.

But for the moment he was in no danger. Only his sheer bulk had

saved Morgan from being felled by the blow, which had been well-timed

and had found his jaw; and even as it was he was sent reeling back.

Philip did not follow up his advantage but remained where he was, at

once bewildered and exultant, on the defensive. Perhaps that punch

(undoubtedly a whacker) had knocked some sense into the brute, who had

finished staggering back and was now gropingly bringing his hands to

his head. He felt Margaret’s hand on his sleeve and turned to smile at

her. She was standing pressed back into the doorway, and in the light

of the candle she was holding she looked very pale and shining-eyed. A

noise in front brought him sharply round again. And he was only just in

time.

Morgan had charged like a bull and was upon him. He had just time to

raise his arms and tighten his body when the man’s whole weight was

flung upon him and he found his arms gripped by those huge hands.

All was lost. Instinctively, however, he immediately twisted his

arms so that his hands clutched at Morgan’s coat sleeves, then he

held on tightly, his arms rigid, and instead of trying to withstand

the charging weight of his opponent, slackened his whole body.

The result was that he did not go down but was rushed backward, past

Margaret and down the landing, just as if Morgan were carrying him. It

was a dreadful sensation, this of flying helplessly backward, but he

contrived to keep his wits. So long as he was not actually borne down,

with Morgan’s weight upon him, so long as one of those hands had not

found its way to his throat, it might be still possible to master this

brute, who seemed as gigantic but as brainless as a prehistoric monster.

He had found his feet again. This was the moment. He relaxed his grip

for a second, brought his arms down and then threw them upward and

outward with all his strength. Morgan was not quick enough to retain

his grip and Philip was free to throw himself backward. He went further

than he intended, crashing against the wall, because as he moved a

blind swing of Morgan’s clenched hand, as big as a mallet, caught

him on the side of the head, nearly turning him sick. But the light

was very dim here and Morgan’s own bulk now blotted out most of it.

He didn’t seem to know exactly where Philip was, and when he charged

again, he moved straight forward. Philip threw out a leg and, as

Morgan went flying over it, summoned all the strength left to him and

aimed a savage swinging blow at the man’s body, a blow that landed

somewhere in the ribs and completed his destruction. There was a great

thud and with it the sharper crash of broken glass. Morgan was there,

measuring his length on the ground, and in his fall he had smashed the

lamp that Philip had put down not so many minutes before. That was the

end of the lamp then; and the end too, he hoped, for a time of Morgan,

now a dark unstirring shape.

Philip leaned against the wall, triumphant but dizzy and sick. For a

moment he did not move, but then tried a few faltering steps towards

the light. His head ached and this narrow place couldn’t contain the

loud beating of his heart. Once more he leaned against the wall, and

now he closed his eyes, desiring nothing but to be a breath in the

darkness. But the light, coming nearer, forced his eyes open again. It

was Margaret. Her arm was about his neck, her cheek pressed against

his, and there came back to him, bringing a multitude of flashing

little images from a life long lost, the scent of her hair. ‘It’s me,

Phil,’ she was saying. He remembered that, too. It had come back

with the rest, across a desert.

Her fingers were moving gently across his face. ‘Are you hurt?’

He opened his eyes very wide now and shook his head. ‘No, at least

nothing much. Just one bang. I was very lucky though.’ He smiled at her

and then looked down at Morgan, who was still lying there, motionless.

She followed his glance. ‘He’s not—not dead, is he?’

He took the candle from her. ‘No fear. Probably hardly stunned. He

went down with a fearful whack, but he’s obviously a tough subject and

there’s probably nothing wrong with him. Let’s have a look at him.’. He

held the light above the outstretched Morgan, who was stirring a little

now and breathing heavily, and Margaret came peeping over his shoulder.

‘He’s only knocked himself out,’ Philip told her. ‘He’ll be conscious

again in a minute unless he happens to fall asleep; and it’s more than

likely that he will fall asleep, because he’s very drunk.’

Margaret raised her eyes dubiously to his. ‘Suppose he—begins again?’

‘He won’t. Don’t worry about that.’ Philip took her arm and began

moving away. ‘When he comes to his senses he won’t remember anything,

and he probably won’t be fit for much, anyhow.’

Margaret tightened her arm against his fingers. ‘I can’t imagine how

you did it, Phil.’

He laughed. ‘That’s obviously the right remark and just the right tone

of voice, my dear. You caught the note of pride. Well, I can’t help

feeling rather like Jack-the-Giant-Killer. And, as a matter of fact, I

can’t imagine how I did it either.’

They were walking slowly back along the landing now. Suddenly Margaret

stopped. ‘Listen, Phil. You see that room there, the door where I was

standing?’

‘Yes.’ What was this? The dark house closed round him again.

‘There’s someone in there, a man I think. When I was standing there I

heard him call out, in a tiny weak voice.’

‘Femm’s in one of those rooms,’ he told her. ‘He left me and carefully

locked himself in. But it’s the one behind, not this one.’ His mind was

back on the landing above now, before that other door; it seemed

a place in a nightmare. Should he tell Margaret about it? No; at least

not yet.

‘I distinctly heard somebody. He seemed to want something. It must be

that other one.’

‘What other one?’ He had forgotten who was here, feeling lost for the

moment in a maze of dream-like corridors that offered nothing but

mysterious doors and voices crying in the dark.

‘The oldest, the one they called the master of the house, Sir

Roderick,’ Margaret whispered. ‘Don’t you remember, they said he was

very old and ill? I’m sure he wanted something. And think of him lying

there, hearing all that noise, quite helpless perhaps.’

Yes, this must be old Sir Roderick, whose house had given them shelter.

And what a house, what shelter! He looked at Margaret doubtfully, and

then at the door itself. They were standing in front of it now, and its

rubbed panels shone a little in the candle-light.

‘Listen!’ And Margaret’s hand went up as she leaned forward, her white

shoulder curving through the blue silk where her dress had been torn,

her head a medallion of bright gold. His heart went out to her as he

listened. She turned her head, her eyes seeking his. ‘Did you hear

that?’ she whispered.

He nodded, then raised his brows in an unspoken question. There had

come to them, as if from across a great space, the sound of a voice

calling within, the tiny weak voice that Margaret had described. He

read her decision in her face, and felt no surprise when he saw her

hand creep forward to the door and tap-tap upon it gently. Her other

hand sought his arm and rested there.

‘Come in.’ Their ears caught it as their eyes might have picked out a

point of light on a midnight sea.

Margaret hesitated, and Philip felt her hand squeezing his arm. He put

the candle into her other hand, leaned forward and slowly opened the

door. His shadow went wobbling into the room, he went after it, and

Margaret followed him.

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