CHAPTER VIII

‘What’s that?’ Sir William held up his hand. ‘Didn’t you hear

something?’

Margaret leaned forward in her chair. ‘I thought I heard a noise,

a kind of distant rumbling.’ She rose to her feet, and they stood

together, listening. Their eyes were empty, but in their ears was the

whole vague tumult of the night.

‘Nothing much,’ said Sir William at last. ‘Storm’s still going on, I

suppose.’ He thrust his hands into his pockets, and began whistling

softly.

There had been so many things to think about that Margaret had almost

forgotten the storm, the crumbling hills and the floods outside, the

old menace of the night. Their journey through it, their arrival here,

these events had crept away from the foreground of her mind, had

thinned and faded a little. Now they returned, conquering her mind in

one savage rush; the walls and the roof became mere eggshell; and

the night was about to pour in its rain and darkness. She stood there

pressing down so heavily upon one foot that the whole leg was taut and

dully aching, and still she listened.

There was more distant rumbling, then at last a huge crash, coming from

somewhere above and behind the house. ‘I wonder what that was,’ she

said, looking at her companion.

‘Something went then,’ he exclaimed. ‘More water coming down now, I

suppose.’ He went over to the window, rubbed it with his forefinger,

and tried to peer through. ‘Can’t see a thing. It’s as black as pitch.’

He continued to stand there, with his face close to the window. ‘I’ll

tell you what,’ he said, after a minute had passed, ‘I can hear

something though. Sounds like rushing water, tons and tons of it. Come

here and listen.’

She joined him at the window, which looked out at the back of the

house. There was a noise of rushing water coming from somewhere, not a

loud noise yet very disturbing, suggesting the presence of a gigantic

hostile power. ‘Is it coming down on us?’ she asked.

‘All round us now, I should think,’ he replied. ‘Probably finding its

way in.’

Yes, the house was an eggshell perched on the hillside. There was

no security anywhere. This thought angered her; she felt as if she had

been cheated.

‘It won’t bother us,’ Sir William was declaring. ‘Only keep us indoors

here, and anyhow we don’t want to go out.’

She hastened to agree, and told herself not to be so foolish. A foot or

two of water, a few tumbling rocks outside, a little space of darkness,

that was all, and what were they? The trouble really was, she ought to

be asleep, dreaming. There came a fancy that it was the dreaming part

of her, now awake and active, that was taking hold of her experience,

turning it into queer stuff, flashing baleful lights upon it. They were

now both drifting away from the window, going back to the fire again.

The opening of a door behind turned them round. Could it be Philip at

last? No, it was Miss Femm. She came in with a candle in one hand and

with the other outstretched, a finger pointing at Margaret.

‘You opened it, didn’t you?’ she screamed, accusingly. ‘Well, you can

go and shut it now, go and shut it. I can’t. No time to lose

either. It’s down on us, coming in too, I expect, in the cellars.’

Margaret couldn’t find a word. She felt rather sick. Sir William,

however, took charge of the situation. ‘What’s this?’ he called, with

some sternness.

‘The floods, of course!’ cried Miss Femm. ‘All round us.’

‘Yes, I know that,’ he returned. ‘But what’s this about opening and

shutting?’

‘My window.’ She pointed to Margaret again. ‘She must have opened it,

and now she can shut it. I’m being swamped out.’

Margaret found her voice. ‘I’m sorry.’ Then she turned to Sir William

and lowered her voice. ‘I’m afraid I opened the window in her room.

That’s what she means.’

‘Is that all? Well, I’ll go and close it for her,’ he replied, to her

relief. ‘All right,’ he shouted, nodding to Miss Femm. ‘I’ll come and

shut it.’

Miss Femm nodded in reply, keeping her mouth tightly closed and fixing

her little eyes on Margaret in a long evil stare. Then she went over to

the door through which she had just entered, the one that led into the

corridor that Margaret knew, and held it open. Sir William walked

towards it, then turned and looked back at Margaret. ‘Shan’t be long,’

he told her. ‘Your husband ought to be back with that lamp in a minute

or two.’ He went out, followed by Miss Femm, who banged the door behind

her.

It was a desolate sound. Nor was the silence that came so swiftly

afterwards any more comforting. There dripped into it the thought that

she was now alone. The shadows, thick in every corner of the big room,

lit so feebly, despairingly, by the solitary candle, crept nearer to

tell her that she was alone. It was only for a minute or so, though.

Any moment might bring Philip down those stairs. She walked slowly over

to the foot of the staircase and stood there looking up into the gloom

above and listening for his footstep. She heard something, a vague

noise, it might have been someone talking or moving about upstairs. Was

it Philip and Mr. Femm? And if not, who was it, and what had become of

them? There was a creaking somewhere. Was it on the stairs above? She

glanced round the hall and then had a sudden impulse to run upstairs

and find Philip. It would be better than staying there alone. But would

it? She might miss him; he might return some other way, down

another staircase at the back, and find her gone; and she might be

wandering about upstairs. Who knew how big and rambling the house might

be! She saw herself creeping down strange dim corridors. No, she would

remain where she was. And anyhow, Sir William would return soon.

She wandered back to the table and looked down on the candle-flame.

Idly she held one hand above it and began twiddling her fingers,

watching their play of light and shade. Then she saw the shadows they

cast, a dance of uncouth crazy figures, savages leaping in the smoke

of a ceremonial fire, and she brought her hand away and remained

quite still for a few moments, feeling very small and desolate. Soon

she grew impatient, first with herself and then with everybody else.

Why had they all stolen away, leaving her alone? Her mind swayed

towards unreason. There came gibbering into it the fancy that she

was the victim of a plot, that all the others had been deliberately

spirited away by Miss Femm, who would lock them all up and then come

creeping back to lay a toad-like witch’s hand upon her. For one

sickening moment she could feel that hand, but the next instant the

whole fantastic web was broken. Nerves and a too eager imagination

were playing her false again, playing false indeed to life itself,

through which there ran the unbroken cord of sanity; they were lying

and treacherous, betraying her mind back into primitive darkness. You

go native, they whispered, it’s easier. Thought came to steady her, and

things shifted back into a reasonable shape and colouring again.

She was ridiculously impatient, of course, she told herself, swelling

every second into a minute, but still it was queer how long everybody

seemed to stay away. And where were Penderel and that girl Gladys? They

must be together, of course. Perhaps they had tucked themselves away in

some corner of the house (somehow the idea made her shudder), or they

might possibly be outside.

The thought steered her towards the door. She would have a look at the

night. Even if no one had returned by the time she came back from the

door—and that was improbable—a peep outside would at least make things

easier by contrast, would banish the desolation of the room, give

it a suggestion of warmth and security. She opened the door and peered

out. At first there was nothing but darkness and a rush of sweet cold

air in her face. Then the light of the room, dim as it was, stole

through and her eyes began to sift the dark. There were still noises

coming from a distance, the sounds she had heard before, but these only

formed a vague tumultuous background for other and more curious sounds,

near at hand, all watery sounds, a kind of mixed lapping and swishing

and splashing. She leaned forward and looked more closely. There was

little or no rain now, only a few drops came spattering in the rising

wind. But what was that faint curved gleam below? She peered down and

saw that two of the three steps from the door had disappeared. Then she

understood, though it was difficult to say how much her eyes actually

saw. But that was water that darkly shone and lapped and swished and

splashed there below. She was looking out upon what was virtually a

river or a lake. The flood had come pouring down upon them, had rolled

round the house (and was perhaps filling the cellars this very minute),

and its waters had risen to a sufficient height to cover the two

steps. It was besieging them. She was standing on the edge of a little

island. Involuntarily she drew back and swung the door a little further

forward, but did not close it. Fascinated, half lost in a dream, she

still stared out, her fancy deepening the dark water every moment until

she brooded over whole drowned valleys.

Then suddenly she went cold and stiffened. Somebody was standing

behind her, very close. For a moment or so she did not move and there

came back to her, in one crazy flash, that vision of Miss Femm which

tormented her before. It was she who was standing there, malignant,

corrupt, a witch.

There was a shuffling movement and the sound of heavy breathing. She

had no need to turn and look now. It wasn’t Miss Femm, it was Morgan. A

great hand came uncertainly over her head, touched the door she held,

and began closing it; she could feel his hot breath; he was brushing

against her; there came a sickening animal warmth, a rank smell.

One quick desperate twitch of her whole body and she was free. The

door crashed to, with all his weight upon it, and for a moment he

remained there, leaning against it, a breathing hulk. She stood

trembling, only a yard away, and stared at him. She wanted to cry

out, but she dug her nails into her palms and remained silent, asking

herself frantic questions. He was drunk, of course, as they said he

would be. Had he been simply trying to shut the door? Yes, that was

all. She had only to keep quiet, to be calm, dignified, and he would be

gone in a minute.

Without another glance at him, she walked slowly across the hall

towards the fire. It was extraordinary how far it seemed. Her back

crept with little shivers. But it was all right; he would go away, and

somebody would be coming soon, yes, somebody would be coming. She had

reached the table now and the candle burning there gave her confidence.

What was he doing? She turned to see, narrowing her eyes. The dim

light showed him to her still standing there, a vague shape at first,

but then she saw that he was no longer leaning against the door but

had turned round to face her. Was he looking at her? The blur of his

face told her nothing, but she felt sure that he was staring across at

her. It would have been less terrifying if she could have seen

him clearly, but that vague mass, that dark hulking shapelessness,

like something monstrous spawned by the shadows, appalled her. Was he

moving forward or merely swaying? And there was not a sound; nobody was

coming. The whole world was suddenly empty and horrible.

Yes, he was coming towards her, there could be no mistake about that

now. She saw him lurching forward gigantically. She wanted to run

away. But he had stopped again, and was swaying there not two or three

yards from the table; and she could see him clearly now, could see his

hair and dripping beard and even his little sunken eyes, and this was

something for faint comfort, for he did at least become a person again.

Desperately she told herself it was only Morgan, the servant here, a

big stupid creature. Why should she stand looking at him like that?

If she took no notice of him, he would probably go away. She turned a

shivering back upon him and walked slowly across to the other side of

the fireplace. Then she faced about sharply. He too had moved and was

now standing where she had been a moment before.

‘What do you want?’ she cried shakily. Her voice sounded so feeble

that it only emphasised her weakness, her loneliness. And what was the

use? He was dumb. If only he hadn’t been dumb, she felt, she could have

done something with him.

His little eyes dwelt upon her, as if in answer to her question. Then

he raised a hand lumberingly and his mouth seemed to gape into a grin.

She held herself tightly. ‘Go away,’ she cried again, and stared at

him. He did not move but made an uncouth noise in his throat. There

came with it that smell again, rank from a huge unwashed hairy body.

If he could only say something, however foul, it would have helped her

to control herself. But this sickened and terrified her. Still trying

to look self-possessed, she moved away again, with wincing little

steps, this time round the right-hand side of the table, thus keeping

it between them. She would go towards the stairs. Philip was up there

somewhere and might be coming down any moment.

She could see Morgan out of the corner of her eye. He was still

standing there, watching her. Now she was turning away from him,

facing the bottom of the stairs. There was a noise behind her.

Had he moved? She quickened her pace and was now within a yard of the

lowest stair. He was following her; he was very near. Then she gave a

little shriek for a hand fell upon her shoulder, twisting her round.

A great arm swept about her, and there was a fleeting nightmare of a

lowered hairy face, a suffocating hug, heat and stench and huge sliding

paws. She threw herself back, struggling wildly, sickeningly, beating

upon the arm that held her, wriggling desperately in his grasp. A

sharp tearing—the top of her dress ripped—and she was free, stumbling

backward, gasping. He loomed above her, but now she summoned all her

strength, darted blindly beneath the outstretched arm, and contrived to

scramble up the first few stairs.

‘Philip, Philip!’ she called with what breath remained to her. Oh,

where was he, where was he? The stairs heaved and trembled; her hair

fell in front of her eyes, which saw strange flashes of light; there

was a roaring in her ears; but he was coming after her now and she

clutched at the banisters and pulled herself up and up, half falling

and then recovering herself at every other step. He was there

grunting behind her, only a few feet away. The stairs now curved into

darkness, and in a moment she would be at the top. Something freed

her voice at last, breathless though she was. ‘Philip, Philip!’ she

called, and now the cry went ringing through the dark. ‘Philip!’ it

went ringing again, sending her terror and her need clamouring through

the upper rooms and landings, the black space into which he had

disappeared. He was there somewhere and he would hear.

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