"I am going to Milan to look after the affairs of my garden ... order

two pack-sacks to be made. Ask Boltraffio to show thee his turning-lathe

and let him polish a stone on it.--Leave the book to master Andrea il

Todesco."[42] Or he wrote a resolution of quite different significance:

"Thou must show in thy treatise that the earth is a star, like the moon

or resembling it, and thus prove the nobility of our world."[43]

In this diary, which like the diaries of other mortals often skim over

the most important events of the day with only few words or ignore them

altogether, one finds a few entries which on account of their

peculiarity are cited by all of Leonardo's biographers. They show

notations referring to the master's petty expenses, which are recorded

with painful exactitude as if coming from a pedantic and strictly

parsimonious family father, while there is nothing to show that he spent

greater sums, or that the artist was well versed in household

management. One of these notes refers to a new cloak which he bought for

his pupil Andrea Salaino:[44]

Silver brocade Lira 15 Soldi 4

Crimson velvet for trimming " 9 " 0

Braid " 0 " 9

Buttons " 0 " 12

Another very detailed notice gives all the expenses which he incurred

through the bad qualities and the thieving tendencies of another pupil

or model: "On 21st day of April, 1490, I started this book and started

again the horse.[45] Jacomo came to me on Magdalene day, 1490, at the

age of ten years (marginal note: thievish, mendacious, willful,

gluttonous). On the second day I ordered for him two shirts, a pair of

pants, and a jacket, and as I put the money away to pay for the things

named he stole the money from my purse, and it was never possible to

make him confess, although I was absolutely sure of it (marginal note: 4

Lira ...)." So the report continues concerning the misdeeds of the

little boy and concludes with the expense account: "In the first year, a

cloak, Lira 2: 6 shirts, Lira 4: 3 jackets, Lira 6: 4 pair of socks,

Lira 7, etc."[46]

Leonardo's biographers, to whom nothing was further than to solve the

riddle in the psychic life of their hero from these slight weaknesses

and peculiarities, were wont to remark in connection with these peculiar

accounts that they emphasized the kindness and consideration of the

master for his pupils. They forget thereby that it is not Leonardo's

behavior that needs an explanation, but the fact that he left us these

testimonies of it. As it is impossible to ascribe to him the motive of

smuggling into our hands proofs of his kindness, we must assume that

another affective motive caused him to write this down. It is not easy

to conjecture what this motive was, and we could not give any if not

for another account found among Leonardo's papers which throws a

brilliant light on these peculiarly petty notices about his pupils'

clothes, and others of a kind:[47]

Burial expenses following the death of Caterina 27 florins

2 pounds wax 18 "

Cataphalc 12 "

For the transportation and erection of the cross 4 "

Pall bearers 8 "

To 4 priests and 4 clerics 20 "

Ringing of bells 2 "

To grave diggers 16 "

For the approval--to the officials 1 "

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To sum up 108 florins

Previous expenses:

To the doctor 4 florins

For sugar and candles 12 "

16 florins

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Sum total 124 florins

The writer Merejkowski is the only one who can tell us who this Caterina

was. From two different short notices he concludes that she was the

mother of Leonardo, the poor peasant woman from Vinci, who came to Milan

in 1493 to visit her son then 41 years old. While on this visit she fell

ill and was taken to the hospital by Leonardo, and following her death

she was buried by her son with such sumptuous funeral.[48]

This deduction of the psychological writer of romances is not capable of

proof, but it can lay claim to so many inner probabilities, it agrees so

well with everything we know besides about Leonardo's emotional activity

that I cannot refrain from accepting it as correct. Leonardo succeeded

in forcing his feelings under the yoke of investigation and in

inhibiting their free utterance, but even in him there were episodes in

which the suppression obtained expression, and one of these was the

death of his mother whom he once loved so ardently. Through this account

of the burial expenses he represents to us the mourning of his mother in

an almost unrecognizable distortion. We wonder how such a distortion

could have come about, and we certainly cannot grasp it when viewed

under normal mental processes. But similar mechanisms are familiar to us

under the abnormal conditions of neuroses, and especially in the

so-called _compulsion neurosis_. Here one can observe how the

expressions of more intensive feelings have been displaced to trivial

and even foolish performances. The opposing forces succeeded in debasing

the expression of these repressed feelings to such an extent that one is

forced to estimate the intensity of these feelings as extremely

unimportant, but the imperative compulsion with which these

insignificant acts express themselves betrays the real force of the

feelings which are rooted in the unconscious, which consciousness would

wish to disavow. Only by bearing in mind the mechanisms of compulsion

neurosis can one explain Leonardo's account of the funeral expenses of

his mother. In his unconscious he was still tied to her as in childhood,

by erotically tinged feelings; the opposition of the repression of this

childhood love which appeared later stood in the way of erecting to her

in his diary a different and more dignified monument, but what resulted

as a compromise of this neurotic conflict had to be put in operation and

hence the account was entered in the diary which thus came to the

knowledge of posterity as something incomprehensible.

It is not venturing far to transfer the interpretation obtained from the

funeral expenses to the accounts dealing with his pupils. Accordingly we

would say that here also we deal with a case in which Leonardo's meager

remnants of libidinous feelings compulsively obtained a distorted

expression. The mother and the pupils, the very images of his own boyish

beauty, would be his sexual objects--as far as his sexual repression

dominating his nature would allow such manifestations--and the

compulsion to note with painful circumstantiality his expenses on their

behalf, would designate the strange betrayal of his rudimentary

conflicts. From this we would conclude that Leonardo's love-life really

belonged to that type of homosexuality, the psychic development of which

we were able to disclose, and the appearance of the homosexual situation

in his vulture-phantasy would become comprehensible to us, for it states

nothing more or less than what we have asserted before concerning that

type. It requires the following interpretation: Through the erotic

relations to my mother I became a homosexual.[49]

IV

The vulture phantasy of Leonardo still absorbs our interest. In words

which only too plainly recall a sexual act ("and has many times struck

against my lips with his tail"), Leonardo emphasizes the intensity of

the erotic relations between the mother and the child. A second memory

content of the phantasy can readily be conjectured from the association

of the activity of the mother (of the vulture) with the accentuation of

the mouth zone. We can translate it as follows: My mother has pressed on

my mouth innumerable passionate kisses. The phantasy is composed of the

memories of being nursed and of being kissed by the mother.

[Illustration: MONA LISA]

A kindly nature has bestowed upon the artist the capacity to express in

artistic productions his most secret psychic feelings hidden even to

himself, which powerfully affect outsiders who are strangers to the

artist without their being able to state whence this emotivity comes.

Should there be no evidence in Leonardo's work of that which his memory

retained as the strongest impression of his childhood? One would have to

expect it. However, when one considers what profound transformations an

impression of an artist has to experience before it can add its

contribution to the work of art, one is obliged to moderate considerably

his expectation of demonstrating something definite. This is especially

true in the case of Leonardo.

He who thinks of Leonardo's paintings will be reminded by the remarkably

fascinating and puzzling smile which he enchanted on the lips of all his

feminine figures. It is a fixed smile on elongated, sinuous lips which

is considered characteristic of him and is preferentially designated as

"Leonardesque." In the singular and beautiful visage of the Florentine

Monna Lisa del Giocondo it has produced the greatest effect on the

spectators and even perplexed them. This smile was in need of an

interpretation, and received many of the most varied kind but none of

them was considered satisfactory. As Gruyer puts it: "It is almost four

centuries since Monna Lisa causes all those to lose their heads who have

looked upon her for some time."[50]

Muther states:[51] "What fascinates the spectator is the demoniacal

charm of this smile. Hundreds of poets and writers have written about

this woman, who now seems to smile upon us seductively and now to stare

coldly and lifelessly into space, but nobody has solved the riddle of

her smile, nobody has interpreted her thoughts. Everything, even the

scenery is mysterious and dream-like, trembling as if in the sultriness

of sensuality."

The idea that two diverse elements were united in the smile of Monna

Lisa has been felt by many critics. They therefore recognize in the play

of features of the beautiful Florentine lady the most perfect

representation of the contrasts dominating the love-life of the woman

which is foreign to man, as that of reserve and seduction, and of most

devoted tenderness and inconsiderateness in urgent and consuming

sensuality. Muentz[52] expresses himself in this manner: "One knows what

indecipherable and fascinating enigma Monna Lisa Gioconda has been

putting for nearly four centuries to the admirers who crowd around her.

No artist (I borrow the expression of the delicate writer who hides

himself under the pseudonym of Pierre de Corlay) has ever translated in

this manner the very essence of femininity: the tenderness and coquetry,

the modesty and quiet voluptuousness, the whole mystery of the heart

which holds itself aloof, of a brain which reflects, and of a

personality who watches itself and yields nothing from herself except

radiance...." The Italian Angelo Conti[53] saw the picture in the Louvre

illumined by a ray of the sun and expressed himself as follows: "The

woman smiled with a royal calmness, her instincts of conquest, of

ferocity, the entire heredity of the species, the will of seduction and

ensnaring, the charm of the deceiver, the kindness which conceals a

cruel purpose, all that appears and disappears alternately behind the

laughing veil and melts into the poem of her smile.... Good and evil,

cruelty and compassion, graceful and cat-like, she laughed...."

Leonardo painted this picture four years, perhaps from 1503 until 1507,

during his second sojourn in Florence when he was about the age of fifty

years. According to Vasari he applied the choicest artifices in order to

divert the lady during the sittings and to hold that smile firmly on her

features. Of all the gracefulness that his brush reproduced on the

canvas at that time the picture preserves but very little in its present

state. During its production it was considered the highest that art

could accomplish; it is certain, however, that it did not satisfy

Leonardo himself, that he pronounced it as unfinished and did not

deliver it to the one who ordered it, but took it with him to France

where his benefactor Francis I, acquired it for the Louvre.

Let us leave the physiognomic riddle of Monna Lisa unsolved, and let us

note the unequivocal fact that her smile fascinated the artist no less

than all the spectators for these 400 years. This captivating smile had

thereafter returned in all of his pictures and in those of his pupils.

As Leonardo's Monna Lisa was a portrait we cannot assume that he has

added to her face a trait of his own so difficult to express which she

herself did not possess. It seems, we cannot help but believe, that he

found this smile in his model and became so charmed by it that from now

on he endowed it on all the free creations of his phantasy. This obvious

conception is, e.g., expressed by A. Konstantinowa in the following

manner:[54]

"During the long period in which the master occupied himself with the

portrait of Monna Lisa del Gioconda, he entered into the physiognomic

delicacies of this feminine face with such sympathy of feeling that he

transferred these creatures, especially the mysterious smile and the

peculiar glance, to all faces which he later painted or drew. The mimic

peculiarity of Gioconda can even be perceived in the picture of John the

Baptist in the Louvre. But above all they are distinctly recognized in

the features of Mary in the picture of St. Anne of the Louvre."

But the case could have been different. The need for a deeper reason for

the fascination which the smile of Gioconda exerted on the artist from

which he could not rid himself has been felt by more than one of his

biographers. W. Pater, who sees in the picture of Monna Lisa the

embodiment of the entire erotic experience of modern man, and discourses

so excellently on "that unfathomable smile always with a touch of

something sinister in it, which plays over all Leonardo's work," leads

us to another track when he says:[55]

"Besides, the picture is a portrait. From childhood we see this image

defining itself on the fabric of his dream; and but for express

historical testimony, we might fancy that this was but his ideal lady,

embodied and beheld at last."

Herzfeld surely must have had something similar in mind when stating

that in Monna Lisa Leonardo encountered himself and therefore found it

possible to put so much of his own nature into the picture, "whose

features from time immemorial have been imbedded with mysterious

sympathy in Leonardo's soul."[56]

Let us endeavor to clear up these intimations. It was quite possible

that Leonardo was fascinated by the smile of Monna Lisa, because it had

awakened something in him which had slumbered in his soul for a long

time, in all probability an old memory. This memory was of sufficient

importance to stick to him once it had been aroused; he was forced

continually to provide it with new expression. The assurance of Pater

that we can see an image like that of Monna Lisa defining itself from

Leonardo's childhood on the fabric of his dreams, seems worthy of belief

and deserves to be taken literally.

Vasari mentions as Leonardo's first artistic endeavors, "heads of women

who laugh."[57] The passage, which is beyond suspicion, as it is not

meant to prove anything, reads more precisely as follows:[58] "He formed

in his youth some laughing feminine heads out of lime, which have been

reproduced in plaster, and some heads of children, which were as

beautiful as if modeled by the hands of a master...."

Thus we discover that his practice of art began with the representation

of two kinds of objects, which would perforce remind us of the two kinds

of sexual objects which we have inferred from the analysis of his

vulture phantasy. If the beautiful children's heads were reproductions

of his own childish person, then the laughing women were nothing else

but reproductions of Caterina, his mother, and we are beginning to have

an inkling of the possibility that his mother possessed that mysterious

smile which he lost, and which fascinated him so much when he found it

again in the Florentine lady.[59]

[Illustration: SAINT ANNE]

The painting of Leonardo which in point of time stands nearest to the

Monna Lisa is the so-called Saint Anne of the Louvre, representing

Saint Anne, Mary and the Christ child. It shows the Leonardesque smile

most beautifully portrayed in the two feminine heads. It is impossible

to find out how much earlier or later than the portrait of Monna Lisa

Leonardo began to paint this picture. As both works extended over years,

we may well assume that they occupied the master simultaneously. But it

would best harmonize with our expectation if precisely the absorption in

the features of Monna Lisa would have instigated Leonardo to form the

composition of Saint Anne from his phantasy. For if the smile of

Gioconda had conjured up in him the memory of his mother, we would

naturally understand that he was first urged to produce a glorification

of motherhood, and to give back to her the smile he found in that

prominent lady. We may thus allow our interest to glide over from the

portrait of Monna Lisa to this other hardly less beautiful picture, now

also in the Louvre.

Saint Anne with the daughter and grandchild is a subject seldom treated

in the Italian art of painting; at all events Leonardo's representation

differs widely from all that is otherwise known. Muther states:[60]

"Some masters like Hans Fries, the older Holbein, and Girolamo dei

Libri, made Anne sit near Mary and placed the child between the two.

Others like Jakob Cornelicz in his Berlin pictures, represented Saint

Anne as holding in her arm the small figure of Mary upon which sits the

still smaller figure of the Christ child." In Leonardo's picture Mary

sits on her mother's lap, bent forward and is stretching out both arms

after the boy who plays with a little lamb, and must have slightly

maltreated it. The grandmother has one of her unconcealed arms propped

on her hip and looks down on both with a blissful smile. The grouping is

certainly not quite unconstrained. But the smile which is playing on the

lips of both women, although unmistakably the same as in the picture of

Monna Lisa, has lost its sinister and mysterious character; it expresses

a calm blissfulness.[61]

On becoming somewhat engrossed in this picture it suddenly dawns upon

the spectator that only Leonardo could have painted this picture, as

only he could have formed the vulture phantasy. This picture contains

the synthesis of the history of Leonardo's childhood, the details of

which are explainable by the most intimate impressions of his life. In

his father's home he found not only the kind step-mother Donna Albiera,

but also the grandmother, his father's mother, Monna Lucia, who we will

assume was not less tender to him than grandmothers are wont to be. This

circumstance must have furnished him with the facts for the

representation of a childhood guarded by a mother and grandmother.

Another striking feature of the picture assumes still greater

significance. Saint Anne, the mother of Mary and the grandmother of the

boy who must have been a matron, is formed here perhaps somewhat more

mature and more serious than Saint Mary, but still as a young woman of

unfaded beauty. As a matter of fact Leonardo gave the boy two mothers,

the one who stretched out her arms after him and another who is seen in

the background, both are represented with the blissful smile of maternal

happiness. This peculiarity of the picture has not failed to excite the

wonder of the authors. Muther, for instance, believes that Leonardo

could not bring himself to paint old age, folds and wrinkles, and

therefore formed also Anne as a woman of radiant beauty. Whether one can

be satisfied with this explanation is a question. Other writers have

taken occasion to deny generally the sameness of age of mother and

daughter.[62] However, Muther's tentative explanation is sufficient

proof for the fact that the impression of Saint Anne's youthful

appearance was furnished by the picture and is not an imagination

produced by a tendency.

Leonardo's childhood was precisely as remarkable as this picture. He has

had two mothers, the first his true mother, Caterina, from whom he was

torn away between the age of three and five years, and a young tender

step-mother, Donna Albiera, his father's wife. By connecting this fact

of his childhood with the one mentioned above and condensing them into a

uniform fusion, the composition of Saint Anne, Mary and the Child,

formed itself in him. The maternal form further away from the boy

designated as grandmother, corresponds in appearance and in spatial

relation to the boy, with the real first mother, Caterina. With the

blissful smile of Saint Anne the artist actually disavowed and concealed

the envy which the unfortunate mother felt when she was forced to give

up her son to her more aristocratic rival, as once before her lover.

Our feeling that the smile of Monna Lisa del Gioconda awakened in the

man the memory of the mother of his first years of childhood would thus

be confirmed from another work of Leonardo. Following the production of

Monna Lisa, Italian artists depicted in Madonnas and prominent ladies

the humble dipping of the head and the peculiar blissful smile of the

poor peasant girl Caterina, who brought to the world the noble son who

was destined to paint, investigate, and suffer.

When Leonardo succeeded in reproducing in the face of Monna Lisa the

double sense comprised in this smile, namely, the promise of unlimited

tenderness, and sinister threat (in the words of Pater), he remained

true even in this to the content of his earliest reminiscence. For the

love of the mother became his destiny, it determined his fate and the

privations which were in store for him. The impetuosity of the caressing

to which the vulture phantasy points was only too natural. The poor

forsaken mother had to give vent through mother's love to all her

memories of love enjoyed as well as to all her yearnings for more

affection; she was forced to it, not only in order to compensate herself

for not having a husband, but also the child for not having a father who

wanted to love it. In the manner of all ungratified mothers she thus

took her little son in place of her husband, and robbed him of a part of

his virility by the too early maturing of his eroticism. The love of the

mother for the suckling whom she nourishes and cares for is something

far deeper reaching than her later affection for the growing child. It

is of the nature of a fully gratified love affair, which fulfills not

only all the psychic wishes but also all physical needs, and when it

represents one of the forms of happiness attainable by man it is due, in

no little measure, to the possibility of gratifying without reproach

also wish feelings which were long repressed and designated as

perverse.[63] Even in the happiest recent marriage the father feels that

his child, especially the little boy has become his rival, and this

gives origin to an antagonism against the favorite one which is deeply

rooted in the unconscious.

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