SECTION XVIII.

Rama saw his father, seated on a beautiful sofa with Kaikeyi, looking

sorry and poorly and with his countenance dried up. And humbly bowing

down at the feet of his father first, he saluted Kaikeyi with due

solemnity. Uttering the word "Rama" only, the poor king with his eyes

full of tears could not eye him nor could he speak to him. Seeing this

unforeseen and terrible appearance of the king, like unto a serpent

trampled under foot, Rama was exceedingly terrified. He was dejected and

pulled down much with sorrow and penitence. He was sighing hot and hard

and his heart was greatly pained. His heart was troubled like the wavy

ocean agitating though incapable of agitation,and clouded like the Sun

possessed by Rahu, and (that of) an ascetic speaking falsehood. Thinking

of this unthought of sorrow of the king he became agitated like unto the

ocean during the course of the full-moon. And clever Rama, intent on bis

father's welfare, thought within himself:--"Why does not the king

display joy on my arrival to-day? Angry though, he used to express joy

whenever he saw me; then why does his sorrow prevail even seeing me

to-day?" Being pressed with sorrow, Rama of pale countenance, like one

miserable, saluting Kaikeyi, spoke unto her the following words. "Is it

not that I committed some offence through ignorance that I see my father

angry? Do thou propitiate him therefore. Why is his mind so aggrieved

who was so kind to me, and why does he look poorly and of pale

countenance who used to welcome me always with kind words? Is he subject

to any physical or mental disturbance? Oh! happiness uninterrupted is

very dear. Has any evil befallen the good-looking Bharata or high souled

Satrughana? Is it not all well with my mothers? Dissatisfying the king,

disregarding his words and offending him, I do not want to breathe for a

single moment. How can a man disregard him who is god himself seen and

felt, and who is looked upon as a cause from whom he has sprung. Oh

mother, hast thou spoken any harsh word to my father either through

anger or through haughtiness for which his mind is thus pulled down? Oh

worshipful one, tell me all this, who am exceedingly anxious to get at

the real truth. Why has this unforeseen sorrow overtaken the heart of

the lord of men?"

Being thus addressed by the high-souled Raghava, that exceedingly

shameless Kaikeyi spoke unto him the following impudent words, fraught

with her self-interest. "Oh Rama, the monarch is not angry nor has any

danger befallen him. He has got something in his mind which he cannot

speak out through thy fear. Thou art his most beloved son and word does

not proceed from his mouth to speak thee things unpleasant. But it

behoveth thee to carry out what the monarch has promised unto me.

Formerly regarding me very highly he conferred on me two boons and he

now repents for that like a common person. Promising 'I give thee' the

lord of earth granted me these boons; in vain he wishes to set up a dyke

when all the water has passed away. Oh Rama, it is known to thee that

truth is the root of all religion and may he not renounce that for thee,

being angry with me. If do thou carry out all that the king will speak

to thee, good or evil, then I shall relate unto thee every thing. If

what I, with the king's permission, speak to thee, does not go useless,

I shall speak unto the all; thee king will not speak any thing."

Hearing these words uttered by Kaikeyi, Rama, pained at heart, spoke

unto her in the presence of the king in the following way:--"Oh! shame

to me. May it not please thee, Oh worshipful lady, to speak such words

to me. I can at the king's words jump into the fire. Being ordered by

him, who is my father and who is my king especially, I can drink

virulent poison and drown into the ocean. Speak thou, Oh worshipful

lady, what is the desire of thy king, and know that I shall carry it

out--Rama does not contradict what he has once spoken." Then that wicked

Kaikeyi spoke these highly cruel words unto Rama, simple and truthful.

"Formerly in a great war between the gods and Asuras, thy father, being

wounded with shafts was tended by me for which he conferred upon me two

boons. Of these two boons I have asked of the king the installation of

Bharata, and the departure of Raghava into the Dandaka forest even this

very day. Oh thou, best among men, if do thou wish to keep thy father's

vows as well as thine, hear what I say. Thy father is bound unto me by

promise, obeying therefore thy father's mandate, do thou repair unto the

forest for nine years and five. Bharata shall be installed, Oh Raghava,

by all those articles which have been brought by the monarch for thy

installation. Forsaking this installation, do thou repair unto Dandaka

forest for seven and seven years and wear bark and matted hair. And here

in this Kocala let Bharata govern the world, adorned with many pearls

and diamonds, with elephants, horses and chariots. The king, filled with

pity and having his face marked with the affliction of sorrow, cannot

cast a glance upon thee. Oh thou descendant of Raghu, do thou carry out

these words of the Lord of men and save him by redeeming these great

vows of his." Hearing these cruel words of her, Rama was not grieved;

but the generous king afflicted with the thought of the approaching

separation with his son, was greatly pained.

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