ON LIFE

Life and the world, or whatever we call that which we are and feel, is

an astonishing thing. The mist of familiarity obscures from us the

wonder of our being. We are struck with admiration at some of its

transient modifications, but it is itself the great miracle. What are

changes of empires, the wreck of dynasties, with the opinions which

supported them; what is the birth and the extinction of religious and

of political systems to life? What are the revolutions of the globe

which we inhabit, and the operations of the elements of which it is

composed, compared with life? What is the universe of stars, and suns,

of which this inhabited earth is one, and their motions, and their

destiny, compared with life? Life, the great miracle, we admire not,

because it is so miraculous. It is well that we are thus shielded by

the familiarity of what is at once so certain and so unfathomable,

from an astonishment which would otherwise absorb and overawe the

functions of that which is its object.

If any artist, I do not say had executed, but had merely conceived in

his mind the system of the sun, and the stars, and planets, they not

existing, and had painted to us in words, or upon canvas, the

spectacle now afforded by the nightly cope of heaven, and illustrated

it by the wisdom of astronomy, great would be our admiration. Or had

he imagined the scenery of this earth, the mountains, the seas, and

the rivers; the grass, and the flowers, and the variety of the forms

and masses of the leaves of the woods, and the colours which attend

the setting and the rising sun, and the hues of the atmosphere, turbid

or serene, these things not before existing, truly we should have been

astonished, and it would not have been a vain boast to have said of

such a man, "Non merita nome di creatore, se non Iddio ed il Poeta."

But now these things are looked on with little wonder, and to be

conscious of them with intense delight is esteemed to be the

distinguishing mark of a refined and extraordinary person. The

multitude of men care not for them. It is thus with Life--that which

includes all.

What is life? Thoughts and feelings arise, with or without our will,

and we employ words to express them. We are born, and our birth is

unremembered, and our infancy remembered but in fragments; we live on,

and in living we lose the apprehension of life. How vain is it to

think that words can penetrate the mystery of our being! Rightly used

they may make evident our ignorance to ourselves, and this is much.

For what are we? Whence do we come? and whither do we go? Is birth the

commencement, is death the conclusion of our being? What is birth and

death?

The most refined abstractions of logic conduct to a view of life,

which, though startling to the apprehension, is, in fact, that which

the habitual sense of its repeated combinations has extinguished in

us. It strips, as it were, the painted curtain from this scene of

things. I confess that I am one of those who am unable to refuse my

assent to the conclusions of those philosophers who assert that

nothing exists but as it is perceived.

It is a decision against which all our persuasions struggle, and we

must be long convicted before we can be convinced that the solid

universe of external things is "such stuff as dreams are made of." The

shocking absurdities of the popular philosophy of mind and matter, its

fatal consequences in morals, and their violent dogmatism concerning

the source of all things, had early conducted me to materialism. This

materialism is a seducing system to young and superficial minds. It

allows its disciples to talk, and dispenses them from thinking. But I

was discontented with such a view of things as it afforded; man is a

being of high aspirations, "looking both before and after," whose

"thoughts wander through eternity," disclaiming alliance with

transience and decay; incapable of imagining to himself annihilation;

existing but in the future and the past; being, not what he is, but

what he has been and shall be. Whatever may be his true and final

destination, there is a spirit within him at enmity with nothingness

and dissolution. This is the character of all life and being. Each is

at once the centre and the circumference; the point to which all

things are referred, and the line in which all things are contained.

Such contemplations as these, materialism and the popular philosophy

of mind and matter alike forbid; they are only consistent with the

intellectual system.

It is absurd to enter into a long recapitulation of arguments

sufficiently familiar to those inquiring minds, whom alone a writer on

abstruse subjects can be conceived to address. Perhaps the most clear

and vigorous statement of the intellectual system is to be found in

Sir William Drummond's Academical Questions. After such an exposition,

it would be idle to translate into other words what could only lose

its energy and fitness by the change. Examined point by point, and

word by word, the most discriminating intellects have been able to

discern no train of thoughts in the process of reasoning, which does

not conduct inevitably to the conclusion which has been stated.

What follows from the admission? It establishes no new truth, it gives

us no additional insight into our hidden nature, neither its action

nor itself. Philosophy, impatient as it may be to build, has much work

yet remaining, as pioneer for the overgrowth of ages. It makes one

step towards this object; it destroys error, and the roots of error.

It leaves, what it is too often the duty of the reformer in political

and ethical questions to leave, a vacancy. It reduces the mind to that

freedom in which it would have acted, but for the misuse of words and

signs, the instruments of its own creation. By signs, I would be

understood in a wide sense, including what is properly meant by that

term, and what I peculiarly mean. In this latter sense, almost all

familiar objects are signs, standing, not for themselves, but for

others in their capacity of suggesting one thought which shall lead to

a train of thoughts. Our whole life is thus an education of error.

Let us recollect our sensations as children. What a distinct and

intense apprehension had we of the world and of ourselves! Many of the

circumstances of social life were then important to us which are now

no longer so. But that is not the point of comparison on which I mean

to insist. We less habitually distinguished all that we saw and felt,

from ourselves. They seemed as it were to constitute one mass. There

are some persons who, in this respect, are always children. Those who

are subject to the state called reverie, feel as if their nature were

dissolved into the surrounding universe, or as if the surrounding

universe were absorbed into their being. They are conscious of no

distinction. And these are states which precede, or accompany, or

follow an unusually intense and vivid apprehension of life. As men

grow up this power commonly decays, and they become mechanical and

habitual agents. Thus feelings and then reasonings are the combined

result of a multitude of entangled thoughts, and of a series of what

are called impressions, planted by reiteration.

The view of life presented by the most refined deductions of the

intellectual philosophy, is that of unity. Nothing exists but as it is

perceived. The difference is merely nominal between those two classes

of thought, which are vulgarly distinguished by the names of ideas and

of external objects. Pursuing the same thread of reasoning, the

existence of distinct individual minds, similar to that which is

employed in now questioning its own nature, is likewise found to be a

delusion. The words _I_, _you_, _they_, are not signs of any actual

difference subsisting between the assemblage of thoughts thus

indicated, but are merely marks employed to denote the different

modifications of the one mind.

Let it not be supposed that this doctrine conducts to the monstrous

presumption that I, the person who now write and think, am that one

mind. I am but a portion of it. The words _I_, and _you_, and _they_

are grammatical devices invented simply for arrangement, and totally

devoid of the intense and exclusive sense usually attached to them. It

is difficult to find terms adequate to express so subtle a conception

as that to which the Intellectual Philosophy has conducted us. We are

on that verge where words abandon us, and what wonder if we grow dizzy

to look down the dark abyss of how little we know.

The relations of _things_ remain unchanged, by whatever system. By the

word _things_ is to be understood any object of thought, that is any

thought upon which any other thought is employed, with an apprehension

of distinction. The relations of these remain unchanged; and such is

the material of our knowledge.

What is the cause of life? that is, how was it produced, or what

agencies distinct from life have acted or act upon life? All recorded

generations of mankind have wearily busied themselves in inventing

answers to this question; and the result has been,--Religion. Yet,

that the basis of all things cannot be, as the popular philosophy

alleges, mind, is sufficiently evident. Mind, as far as we have any

experience of its properties, and beyond that experience how vain is

argument! cannot create, it can only perceive. It is said also to be

the cause. But cause is only a word expressing a certain state of the

human mind with regard to the manner in which two thoughts are

apprehended to be related to each other. If any one desires to know

how unsatisfactorily the popular philosophy employs itself upon this

great question, they need only impartially reflect upon the manner in

which thoughts develop themselves in their minds. It is infinitely

improbable that the cause of mind, that is, of existence, is similar

to mind.

_Shelley._

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