I remember taking sly glances when I was a very little boy at an old

Culpepper's Herbal, heavily bound in leather and curiously illustrated.

It was so deliciously wicked to read about the poisons; and I thought

perhaps it was a book like that, only in papyrus rolls, that was used by

the sorceress who got ready the poisoned mushrooms in old Rome. Youth's

ideas are so imaginative, and bring together things that are so widely

separated. Conscience told me I had no business to read about poisons;

but there was a fearful fascination in hemlock, and I recollect tasting a

little bit--it was very nasty. At this day, nevertheless, if any one

wishes to begin a pleasant, interesting, unscientific acquaintance with

English plants, he would do very well indeed to get a good copy of

Culpepper. Grey hairs had insisted in showing themselves in my beard

when, all those weary years afterwards, I thought I would like to buy the

still older Englishman, Gerard, who had no Linnaeus to guide him, who

walked about our English lanes centuries ago. What wonderful scenes he

must have viewed when they were all a tangle of wild flowers, and plants

that are now scarce were common, and the old ploughs, and the curious

customs, and the wild red-deer--it would make a good picture, it really

would, Gerard studying English orchids! Such a volume!--hundreds of

pages, yellow of course, close type, and marvellously well printed. The

minute care they must have taken in those early days of printing to get

up such a book--a wonderful volume both in bodily shape and contents.

Just then the only copy I could hear of was much damaged. The cunning old

bookseller said he could make it up; but I have no fancy for patched

books, they are not genuine; I would rather have them deficient; and the

price was rather long, and so I went Gerardless. Of folk-lore and

medicinal use and history and associations here you have hints. The

bottom of the sack is not yet; there are the monographs, years of study

expended upon one species of plant growing in one locality, perhaps; some

made up into thick books and some into broad quarto pamphlets, with most

beautiful plates, that, if you were to see them, would tempt you to cut

them out and steal them, all sunk and lost like dead ships under the

sand: piles of monographs. There are warehouses in London that are choked

to the beams of the roof with them, and every fresh exploration furnishes

another shelf-load. The source of the Nile was unknown a very few years

ago, and now, I have no doubt, there are dozens of monographs on the

flowers that flourish there. Indeed, there is not a thing that grows that

may not furnish a monograph. The author spends perhaps twenty years in

collecting his material, during which time he must of course come across

a great variety of amusing information, and then he spends another ten

years writing out a fair copy of his labours. Then he thinks it does not

quite do in that form, so he snips a paragraph out of the beginning and

puts it at the end; next he shifts some more matter from the middle to

the preface; then he thinks it over. It seems to him that it is too big,

it wants condensation. The scientific world will say he has made too much

of it; it ought to read very slight, and present the facts while

concealing the labour. So he sets about removing the superfluous--leaves

out all the personal observations, and all the little adventures he has

met with in his investigations; and so, having got it down to the dry

bones and stones thereof and omitted all the mortar that stuck them

together, he sends for the engraver, and the next three years are

occupied in working up the illustrations. About this time some new

discovery is made by a foreign observer, which necessitates a complete

revision of the subject; and so having shifted the contents of the book

about hither and thither till he does not know which is the end and which

is the beginning, he pitches the much-mutilated copy into a drawer and

turns the key. Farewell, no more of this; his declining days shall be

spent in peace. A few months afterwards a work is announced in Leipsic

which 'really trenches on my favourite subject, and really after spending

a lifetime I can't stand it.' By this time his handwriting has become so

shaky he can hardly read it himself, so he sends in despair for a lady

who works a type-writer, and with infinite patience she makes a clean

manuscript of the muddled mass. To the press at last, and the proofs come

rapidly. Such a relief! How joyfully easy a thing is when you set about

it! but by-and-by this won't do. Sub-section A ought to be in a

foot-note, family B is doubtful; and so the corrections grow and run over

the margin in a thin treble hand, till they approach the bulk of the

original book--a good profit for the printer; and so after about forty

years the monograph is published--the work of a life is accomplished.

Fifty copies are sent round to as many public libraries and learned

societies, and the rest of the impression lies on the shelves till dust

and time and spiders' webs have buried it. Splendid work in it too.

Looked back upon from to-day with the key of modern thought, these

monographs often contain a whole chest of treasure. And still there are

the periodicals, a century of magazines and journals and reviews and

notices that have been coming out these hundred years and dropping to the

ground like dead leaves unnoticed. And then there are the art

works--books about shape and colour and ornament, and a naturalist lately

has been trying to see how the leaves of one tree look fitted on the

boughs of another. Boundless is the wealth of Flora's lap; the ingenuity

of man has been weaving wreaths out of it for ages, and still the bottom

of the sack is not yet. Nor have we got much news of the dandelion. For I

sit on the thrown timber under the trees and meditate, and I want

something more: I want the soul of the flowers.

The bee and the butterfly take their pollen and their honey, and the

strange moths so curiously coloured, like the curious colouring of the

owls, come to them by night, and they turn towards the sun and live their

little day, and their petals fall, and where is the soul when the body

decays? I want the inner meaning and the understanding of the wild

flowers in the meadow. Why are they? What end? What purpose? The plant

knows, and sees, and feels; where is its mind when the petal falls?

Absorbed in the universal dynamic force, or what? They make no shadow of

pretence, these beautiful flowers, of being beautiful for my sake, of

bearing honey for me; in short, there does not seem to be any kind of

relationship between us, and yet--as I said just now--language does not

express the dumb feelings of the mind any more than the flower can speak.

I want to know the soul of the flowers, but the word soul does not in the

smallest degree convey the meaning of my wish. It is quite inadequate; I

must hope that you will grasp the drift of my meaning. All these

life-laboured monographs, these classifications, works of Linnaeus, and

our own classic Darwin, microscope, physiology, and the flower has not

given us its message yet. There are a million books; there are no books:

all the books have to be written. What a field! A whole million of books

have got to be written. In this sense there are hardly a dozen of them

done, and these mere primers. The thoughts of man are like the

foraminifera, those minute shells which build up the solid chalk hills

and lay the level plain of endless sand; so minute that, save with a

powerful lens, you would never imagine the dust on your fingers to be

more than dust. The thoughts of man are like these: each to him seems

great in his day, but the ages roll, and they shrink till they become

triturated dust, and you might, as it were, put a thousand on your

thumb-nail. They are not shapeless dust for all that; they are organic,

and they build and weld and grow together, till in the passage of time

they will make a new earth and a new life. So I think I may say there are

no books; the books are yet to be written.

Let us get a little alchemy out of the dandelions. They were not precise,

the Arabian sages, with their flowing robes and handwriting; there was a

large margin to their manuscripts, much imagination. Therein they failed,

judged by the monograph standard, but gave a subtle food for the mind.

Some of this I would fain see now inspiring the works and words of our

great men of science and thought--a little alchemy. A great change is

slowly going forward all over the printing-press world, I mean wherever

men print books and papers. The Chinese are perhaps outside that world at

present, and the other Asian races; the myriads, too, of the great

southern islands and of Africa. The change is steadily, however,

proceeding wherever the printing-press is used. Nor Pope, nor Kaiser, nor

Czar, nor Sultan, nor fanatic monk, nor muezzin, shouting in vain from

his minaret, nor, most fanatic of all, the fanatic shouting in vain in

London, can keep it out--all powerless against a bit of printed paper.

Bits of printed paper that listen to no command, to which none can say,

'Stand back; thou shalt not enter.' They rise on the summer whirlwinds

from the very dust of the road, and float over the highest walls; they

fall on the well-kept lawns--monastery, prison, palace--there is no

fortress against a bit of printed paper. They penetrate where even

Danae's gold cannot go. Our Darwins, our Lyalls, Herschels, Faradays--all

the immense army of those that go down to nature with considering

eye--are steadfastly undermining and obliterating the superstitious past,

literally burying it under endless loads of accumulated facts; and the

printing-presses, like so many Argos, take these facts on their voyage

round the world. Over go temples, and minarets, and churches, or rather

there they stay, the hollow shells, like the snail shells which thrushes

have picked clean; there they stay like Karnac, where there is no more

incense, like the stone circles on our own hills, where there are no more

human sacrifices. Thus men's minds all over the printing-press world are

unlearning the falsehoods that have bound them down so long; they are

unlearning, the first step to learn. They are going down to nature and

taking up the clods with their own hands, and so coming to have touch of

that which is real. As yet we are in the fact stage; by-and-by we shall

come to the alchemy, and get the honey for the inner mind and soul. I

found, therefore, from the dandelion that there were no books, and it

came upon me, believe me, as a great surprise, for I had lived quite

certain that I was surrounded with them. It is nothing but unlearning, I

find now; five thousand books to unlearn.

Then to unlearn the first ideas of history, of science, of social

institutions, to unlearn one's own life and purpose; to unlearn the old

mode of thought and way of arriving at things; to take off peel after

peel, and so get by degrees slowly towards the truth--thus writing, as it

were, a sort of floating book in the mind, almost remaking the soul. It

seems as if the chief value of books is to give us something to unlearn.

Sometimes I feel indignant at the false views that were instilled into me

in early days, and then again I see that that very indignation gives me a

moral life. I hope in the days to come future thinkers will unlearn us,

and find ideas infinitely better. How marvellous it seems that there

should be found communities furnished with the printing-press and fully

convinced they are more intelligent than ants, and yet deliberately

refusing by a solid 'popular' vote to accept free libraries! They look

with scorn on the mediaeval times, when volumes were chained in the

college library or to the desk at church. Ignorant times those! A good

thing it would be if only three books were chained to a desk, open and

free in every parish throughout the kingdom now. So might the wish to

unlearn be at last started in the inert mind of the mass. Almost the only

books left to me to read, and not to unlearn very much, are my first

books--the graven classics of Greece and Rome, cut with a stylus so

deeply into the tablet they cannot be erased. Little of the monograph or

of classification, no bushel baskets full of facts, no minute dissection

of nature, no attempt to find the soul under the scalpel. Thoughts which

do not exactly deal with nature direct in a mechanical way, as the

chemist labels all his gums and spices and earths in small boxes--I

wonder if anybody at Athens ever made a collection of the coleoptera? Yet

in some way they had got the spirit of the earth and sea, the soul of the

sun. This never dies; this I wish not to unlearn; this is ever fresh and

beautiful as a summer morning:--

Such the golden crocus,

Fair flower of early spring; the gopher white,

And fragrant thyme, and all the unsown beauty

Which in moist grounds the verdant meadows bear;

The ox-eye, the sweet-smelling flower of love,

The chalca, and the much-sung hyacinth,

And the low-growing violet, to which

Dark Proserpine a darker hue has given.

They come nearest to our own violets and cowslips--the unsown beauty of

our meadows--to the hawthorn leaf and the high pinewood. I can forget all

else that I have read, but it is difficult to forget these even when I

will. I read them in English. I had the usual Latin and Greek

instruction, but I read them in English deliberately. For the inflexion

of the vowel I care nothing; I prize the idea. Scholars may regard me

with scorn. I reply with equal scorn. I say that a great classic thought

is greater to an English mind in English words than in any other form,

and therein fits best to this our life and day. I read them in English

first, and intend to do so to the end. I do not know what set me on these

books, but I began them when about eighteen. The first of all was

Diogenes Laertius's 'Lives of the Philosophers.' It was a happy choice;

my good genius, I suppose, for you see I was already fairly well read in

modern science, and these old Greek philosophies set me thinking

backwards, unwinding and unlearning, and getting at that eidolon which is

not to be found in the mechanical heavens of this age. I still read him.

I still find new things, quite new, because they are so very, very old,

and quite true; and with his help I seem in a measure to look back upon

our thoughts now as if I had projected myself a thousand years forward in

space. An imperfect book, say the critics. I do not know about that; his

short paragraphs and chapters in their imperfect state convey more

freshness to the mind than the thick, laboured volumes in which modern

scholarship professes to describe ancient philosophy. I prefer the

imperfect original records. Neither can I read the ponderous volumes of

modern history, which are nothing but words. I prefer the incomplete and

shattered chronicles themselves, where the swords shine and the armour

rings, and all is life though but a broken frieze. Next came Plato (it

took me a long time to read Plato, and I have had to unlearn much of him)

and Xenophon. Socrates' dialectic method taught me how to write, or

rather how to put ideas in sequence. Sophocles, too; and last, that

wonderful encyclopaedia of curious things, Athenaeus. So that I found,

when the idea of the hundred best books came out, that between seventy

and eighty of them had been my companions almost from boyhood, those

lacking to complete the number being chiefly ecclesiastical or

Continental. Indeed, some years before the hundred books were talked of,

the idea had occurred to me of making up a catalogue of books that could

be bought for ten pounds. In an article in the 'Pall Mall Gazette' on

'The Pigeons at the British Museum' I said,' It seems as if all the books

in the world--really books--can be bought for 10_l_. Man's whole thought

is purchasable at that small price--for the value of a watch, of a good

dog.' The idea of making a 10_l_. catalogue was in my mind--I did make a

rough pencil one--and I still think that a 10_l_. library is worth the

notice of the publishing world. My rough list did not contain a hundred.

These old books of nature and nature's mind ought to be chained up, free

for every man to read in every parish. These are the only books I do not

wish to unlearn, one item only excepted, which I shall not here discuss.

It is curious, too, that the Greek philosophers, in the more rigid sense

of science, anticipated most of the drift of modern thought. Two chapters

in Aristotle might almost be printed without change as summaries of our

present natural science. For the facts of nature, of course, neither one

hundred books nor a 10_l_. library would be worth mentioning; say five

thousand, and having read those, then go to Kew, and spend a year

studying the specimens of wood only stored there, such a little slice

after all of the whole. You will then believe what I have advanced, that

there are no books as yet; they have got to be written; and if we pursue

the idea a little further, and consider that these are all about the

crude clods of life--for I often feel what a very crude and clumsy clod I

am--only of the earth, a minute speck among one hundred millions of

stars, how shall we write what is _there_? It is only to be written by

the mind or soul, and that is why I strive so much to find what I have

called the alchemy of nature. Let us not be too entirely mechanical,

Baconian, and experimental only; let us let the soul hope and dream and

float on these oceans of accumulated facts, and feel still greater

aspiration than it has ever known since first a flint was chipped before

the glaciers. Man's mind is the most important fact with which we are yet

acquainted. Let us not turn then against it and deny its existence with

too many brazen instruments, but remember these are but a means, and that

the vast lens of the Californian refractor is but glass--it is the

infinite speck upon which the ray of light will fall that is the one

great fact of the universe. By the mind, without instruments, the Greeks

anticipated almost all our thoughts; by-and-by, having raised ourselves

up upon these huge mounds of facts, we shall begin to see still greater

things; to do so we must look not at the mound under foot, but at the

starry horizon.

THE JULY GRASS.

A July fly went sideways over the long grass. His wings made a burr about

him like a net, beating so fast they wrapped him round with a cloud.

Every now and then, as he flew over the trees of grass, a taller one than

common stopped him, and there he clung, and then the eye had time to see

the scarlet spots--the loveliest colour--on his wings. The wind swung the

bennet and loosened his hold, and away he went again over the grasses,

and not one jot did he care if they were _Poa_ or _Festuca_, or _Bromus_

or _Hordeum_, or any other name. Names were nothing to him; all he had to

do was to whirl his scarlet spots about in the brilliant sun, rest when

he liked, and go on again. I wonder whether it is a joy to have bright

scarlet spots, and to be clad in the purple and gold of life; is the

colour felt by the creature that wears it? The rose, restful of a dewy

morn before the sunbeams have topped the garden wall, must feel a joy in

its own fragrance, and know the exquisite hue of its stained petals. The

rose sleeps in its beauty.

The fly whirls his scarlet-spotted wings about and splashes himself with

sunlight, like the children on the sands. He thinks not of the grass and

sun; he does not heed them at all--and that is why he is so happy-any

more than the barefoot children ask why the sea is there, or why it does

not quite dry up when it ebbs. He is unconscious; he lives without

thinking about living; and if the sunshine were a hundred hours long,

still it would not be long enough. No, never enough of sun and sliding

shadows that come like a hand over the table to lovingly reach our

shoulder, never enough of the grass that smells sweet as a flower, not if

we could live years and years equal in number to the tides that have

ebbed and flowed counting backwards four years to every day and night,

backward still till we found out which came first, the night or the day.

The scarlet-dotted fly knows nothing of the names of the grasses that

grow here where the sward nears the sea, and thinking of him I have

decided not to wilfully seek to learn any more of their names either. My

big grass book I have left at home, and the dust is settling on the gold

of the binding. I have picked a handful this morning of which I know

nothing. I will sit here on the turf and the scarlet-dotted flies shall

pass over me, as if I too were but a grass. I will not think, I will be

unconscious, I will live.

Listen! that was the low sound of a summer wavelet striking the uncovered

rock over there beneath in the green sea. All things that are beautiful

are found by chance, like everything that is good. Here by me is a

praying-rug, just wide enough to kneel on, of the richest gold inwoven

with crimson. All the Sultans of the East never had such beauty as that

to kneel on. It is, indeed, too beautiful to kneel on, for the life in

these golden flowers must not be broken down even for that purpose. They

must not be defaced, not a stem bent; it is more reverent not to kneel on

them, for this carpet prays itself I will sit by it and let it pray for

me. It is so common, the bird's-foot lotus, it grows everywhere; yet if I

purposely searched for days I should not have found a plot like this, so

rich, so golden, so glowing with sunshine. You might pass by it in one

stride, yet it is worthy to be thought of for a week and remembered for a

year. Slender grasses, branched round about with slenderer boughs, each

tipped with pollen and rising in tiers cone-shaped--too delicate to grow

tall--cluster at the base of the mound. They dare not grow tall or the

wind would snap them. A great grass, stout and thick, rises three feet by

the hedge, with a head another foot nearly, very green and strong and

bold, lifting itself right up to you; you must say, 'What a fine grass!'

Grasses whose awns succeed each other alternately; grasses whose tops

seem flattened; others drooping over the shorter blades beneath; some

that you can only find by parting the heavier growth around them;

hundreds and hundreds, thousands and thousands. The kingly poppies on the

dry summit of the mound take no heed of these, the populace, their

subjects so numerous they cannot be numbered. A barren race they are, the

proud poppies, lords of the July field, taking no deep root, but raising

up a brilliant blazon of scarlet heraldry out of nothing. They are

useless, they are bitter, they are allied to sleep and poison and

everlasting night; yet they are forgiven because they are not

commonplace. Nothing, no abundance of them, can ever make the poppies

commonplace. There is genius in them, the genius of colour, and they are

saved. Even when they take the room of the corn we must admire them. The

mighty multitude of nations, the millions and millions of the grass

stretching away in intertangled ranks, through pasture and mead from

shore to shore, have no kinship with these their lords. The ruler is

always a foreigner. From England to China the native born is no king; the

poppies are the Normans of the field. One of these on the mound is very

beautiful, a width of petal, a clear silkiness of colour three shades

higher than the rest--it is almost dark with scarlet. I wish I could do

something more than gaze at all this scarlet and gold and crimson and

green, something more than see it, not exactly to drink it or inhale it,

but in some way to make it part of me that I might live it.

The July grasses must be looked for in corners and out-of-the-way places,

and not in the broad acres--the scythe has taken them there. By the

wayside on the banks of the lane, near the gateway--look, too, in

uninteresting places behind incomplete buildings on the mounds cast up

from abandoned foundations where speculation has been and gone. There

weeds that would not have found resting-place elsewhere grow unchecked,

and uncommon species and unusually large growths appear. Like everything

else that is looked for, they are found under unlikely conditions. At the

back of ponds, just inside the enclosure of woods, angles of corn-fields,

old quarries, that is where to find grasses, or by the sea in the

brackish marsh. Some of the finest of them grow by the mere road-side;

you may look for others up the lanes in the deep ruts, look too inside

the hollow trees by the stream. In a morning you may easily garner

together a great sheaf of this harvest. Cut the larger stems aslant, like

the reeds imitated deep in old green glass. You must consider as you

gather them the height and slenderness of the stems, the droop and degree

of curve, the shape and colour of the panicle, the dusting of the pollen,

the motion and sway in the wind. The sheaf you may take home with you,

but the wind that was among it stays without.

WINDS OF HEAVEN.

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