THOUGHTS IN THE SUBWAY

I

We hear people complain about the subway: its brutal competitive

struggle, its roaring fury and madness. We think they have not

sufficiently considered it.

Any experience shared daily and for a long time by a great many

people comes to have a communal and social importance; it is

desirable to fill it with meaning and see whether there may not be

some beauty in it. The task of civilization is not to be always

looking wistfully back at a Good Time long ago, or always panting

for a doubtful millennium to come; but to see the significance and

secret of that which is around us. And so we say, in full

seriousness, that for one observer at any rate the subway is a great

school of human study. We will not say that it is an easy school: it

is no kindergarten; the curriculum is strenuous and wearying, and

not always conducive to blithe cheer.

But what a tide of humanity, poured to and fro in great tides over

which the units have little control. What a sharp and troubled

awareness of our fellow-beings, drawn from study of those thousands

of faces--the fresh living beauty of the girls, the faces of men

empty of all but suffering and disillusion, a shabby errand boy

asleep, goggling with weariness and adenoids--so they go crashing

through the dark in a patient fellowship of hope and mysterious

endurance. How can one pass through this quotidian immersion in

humanity without being, in some small degree, enriched by that

admiring pity which is the only emotion that can permanently endure

under the eye of a questioning star?

Why, one wonders, should we cry out at the pangs and scuffles of the

subway? Do we expect great things to come to pass without

corresponding suffering? Some day a great poet will be born in the

subway--spiritually speaking; one great enough to show us the

terrific and savage beauty of this multitudinous miracle. As one

watches each of those passengers, riding with some inscrutable

purpose of his own (or an even more inscrutable lack of purpose)

toward duty or liberation, he may be touched with anger and contempt

toward individuals; but he must admit the majesty of the spectacle

in the mass. One who loves his country for a certain candour and

quick vigour of spirit will view the scene again and again in the

hope of spying out some secrets of the national mind and destiny.

Daily he bathes in America. He has that curious sense of mystical

meaning in common things that a traveller feels coming home from

abroad, when he finds even the most casual glimpses strangely

pregnant with national identity. In the advertisements, despite all

their absurdities; in voices humorous or sullen; even in the books

that the girls are reading (for most girls read books in the subway)

he will try to divine some authentic law of life.

He is but a poor and mean-spirited lover--whether of his city, his

country, or anything else--who loves her only because he has known

no other. We are shy of vociferating patriotism because it is callow

and empty, sprung generally from mere ignorance. The true

enthusiast, we would like to think, is he who can travel daily some

dozen or score of miles in the subway, plunged in the warm wedlock

of the rush hours; and can still gather some queer loyalty to that

rough, drastic experience. Other than a sense of pity and affection

toward those strangely sculptured faces, all busy upon the fatal

tasks of men, it is hard to be precise as to just what he has

learned. But as the crowd pours from the cars, and shrugs off the

burden of the journey, you may see them looking upward to console

themselves with perpendicular loveliness leaping into the clear sky.

Ah, they are well trained. All are oppressed and shackled by things

greater than themselves; yet within their own orbits of free

movement they are masters of the event. They are patient and

friendly, and endlessly brave.

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