A BITTER EXPERIENCE.
That march from Verdun to Bitche! If Roy Baron should live to be a
hundred years old, the bitter memory of it would stand out still,
pre-eminent among memories.
He had at first only three English companions, middle-aged men, masters
of merchantmen, accused of trying to escape from close confinement in
the dungeon of the “Tour d’Angoulême” of the Verdun citadel. There,
for no apparent reason beyond caprice, they had been flung by the
commandant’s orders, and thence they were now no less arbitrarily
remanded to the worse dungeons of Bitche.
They were honest sailor-like men, rough in manner, but kindly; and they
looked with pity at the fresh-faced boy, whom many a time they had seen
in the streets of Verdun. One of them spoke to him, but Roy was in no
mood for talk. He held his head well up, and strode resolutely along,
with a spirited imitation of the bearing which was characteristic of
Ivor; yet at his heart lay a weight like lead. It was such cruel work,
being thus torn away from all whom he loved, and sent he hardly knew
whither, merely for one little boyish fit of recklessness.
At the first halting-place they were joined by a second and larger
company, a party of English sailors, manacled two and two, like
criminals. Sailors of the Royal Navy Roy knew at a glance, and he
caught a glimpse also of three or four middies behind them. Then his
attention was called off, as, to his unutterable wrath, he found
himself also on the point of being put into fetters.
Roy Baron—son of a Colonel in His Majesty’s Guards—to be handcuffed!
The blood rushed to his face, then receded, leaving him as white as his
own shirt-front. He clenched his hands fiercely; and the merchantman
Captain, who had addressed him at the first, came a step nearer.
“Sir, it’ll be worse for you if you resist! I wouldn’t, sir—I wouldn’t
really!”
As if in echo Roy seemed to hear Denham’s voice speaking too. “Think of
your mother!” he had said. If he endured patiently, Roy might be the
sooner sent back to her.
The frank weather-beaten face of the sailor had an anxious look upon
it. Roy said gravely, “Thank you, Captain!” and submitted, though
not without a sting of hot tears smarting under his eyelids at the
indignity.
Then he flung himself flat on the ground, passionately hiding his face
in those manacled hands, and refusing the coarse food that was offered
to him. He had money in his possession, but Denham had advised him to
be in no haste to betray the fact.
“Never you mind,” a voice said at his side, clear and chirpy as the
note of a robin. “There’s nothing to be ashamed of, you know. It isn’t
our fault. The shame is for them—not us. Cheer up, comrade.”
The combined childishness and manliness of the tones made an odd
impression upon Roy, the more so as they also brought a sense of
something familiar. He pulled himself up slowly. One of the middies had
drawn close; a pretty boy, perhaps two years Roy’s junior, with a rosy
face, and any amount of pluck in it.
Roy gazed hard at him, in growing bewilderment.
“You’d better eat while you can. None too good fare, eh?”—with the same
droll assumption of manliness. “As for these”—and he lifted his little
brown manacled hands—“why, it only shows we’re Englishmen. Ain’t you
proud of that? I am!” Then a pause, and a stare. “O I say! My eyes!”
“I say!” echoed Roy.
“If you ain’t as like as two peas——”
“And you’ve a look——”
“It’s Roy Baron, as I’m alive!”
“And I declare it’s Will Peirce!”
The two tongues went fast for three minutes. As little boys they had
played together, romped together, worked mischief together, teased
Molly together, and together had usually made up to her afterwards by
spending their joint pennies on splendid bull’s-eyes, wherewith to
comfort her wounded feelings. For nearly five years the two had not met.
“We weren’t beaten in fair fight, don’t you think it,” Will asserted
with his chirrupy cheerfulness. “Got caught in a trap. Damaged in a
gale off Cape Finisterre, and then when ’twas as much as we could do
to keep afloat, two seventy-gun French frigates bore down upon us. If
she’d have answered her helm, we’d have got the best of it, in spite of
all; but though we had a hard fight, ’twas no go for us. They raked us
fore and aft, and we got riddled through and through, so we were bound
to give in at last. I say, you set to work and eat something. We’ve a
long way to go.”
Roy followed the wise counsel of experienced boyhood, and did eat,
feeling better for it. Also, Will’s familiar and plucky face brought a
sense of something like comfort.
“We’ll keep together as long as we can,” Will said.
Then on again they marched, the middies and Roy simply handcuffed; the
Royal Navy sailors and the merchantmen sailors chained together, two
and two. The boys kept up a brave heart, at least in outward seeming,
however weary and footsore they became; and Roy held out as resolutely
as anyone. He seemed to himself indefinitely older than Will; though in
some respects Will was more a man of the two, having fought in two or
three engagements, and had one wound, besides coming in for a nice sum
of prize-money some months earlier.
Now and again Roy would recur in thought to Ivor’s long march from
Valenciennes to Verdun, all the way on foot, though weakened by
illness, and then Denham’s pale face at the moment of their parting
would come up; was it only that same morning? Already it began to look
like months ago. Roy felt years older than when he had stood on the
ramparts, watching a crowd at the gate. Was that indeed only two days
earlier?
Later in the day, when another halt was made, a third company seemed to
be waiting to join them. A company of—were they prisoners? Impossible.
Roy gazed in perplexity. For these were French faces, sullen and
downcast, with French manners, and French style of dress. Yet they
too were coupled together, like the English sailors, two and two, by
connecting chains. They too were under an escort of gendarmes.
“Are they convicts?” Roy exclaimed, and the merchantman-master, Captain
Boyce, replied—
“Bless you, sir, no. Those are conscripts for the Emperor’s grand army,
dragged from their homes, belike, without a will-he nor a nill-he, and
driven to war like sheep to the shambles.”
“Poor wretches,” Will remarked, with his experienced air. “I’ve seen a
lot of them before, on our way across France.”
“Sure enough, sir, and so have I—times and again. Looking as sheepish
too and as down in the mouth as ever a man need look. It don’t make
much wonder neither, seeing they’re dragged away from their homes and
their sweethearts, and never a chance of getting off. O they’ll make
smart soldiers enough, I’ll be bound, and good food for shot too, with
a few months of drilling, and be as ready to rave as any Frenchman
of them all for ‘le petit Caporal,’ as they’re pleased to call the
Emperor. And the mothers and sweethearts may bear the sorrow as they
can, and the land may go uncultivated, and what does Boney care, so
long as he has his way?”
“But—conscripts for Napoleon! French soldiers—chained!”[1] uttered Roy.
“Well, you see, sir, it’s this way. They’ve got to be taken from their
homes to the dépôt; and scarce a man among ’em wouldn’t desert on the
road, if he’d a chance of doing so. When they’ve been in the army a few
weeks or months, disciplined and turned into proper soldiers, they’ll
learn a pride in their new position, and things’ll be different; but at
the first ’tis hard upon the poor chaps. Why, look you, I’ve heard of a
young fellow being taken straight off, just as he was on the point of
being married, and the marriage put off, nobody knew how long. As like
as not, in six months he’d be in a soldier’s grave.”
Roy thought of Lucille.
“’Tis not our English way with our soldiers,” he said, in reference to
the sight before them.
“No, sir. But”—and a queer smile gleamed on the weatherbeaten face—“but
I’m not one for to go for to say that even old England is never in
the wrong. You’ve maybe heard o’ such matters as the work of the
press-gangs, that force men to go to sea against their will; carry ’em
off captive, in fact. Many a brave tar, in His Majesty’s Service at
this moment, who’d give his life for his country, and never a moment’s
hesitation, was kidnapped at the first and dragged away, unwilling
enough, I can tell you.”[2]
“More shame for them, if they didn’t want to fight for the liberties of
England!” retorted little Will, with the dignity of a man three times
his size.
The chained and dejected conscripts followed in rear of the prisoners,
as the march was resumed.
Day after day it went on. A hundred leagues were not to be accomplished
on foot quickly, by a large number of men and boys, of varying powers,
many of them used to shipboard life, and entirely unused to long
tramps. There were tender feet and weary limbs among them before long,
and things grew worse each day. Food was poor, and at night when they
halted they were put to sleep in the common prison of the place, no
matter what manner of prison it might be. Roy would have found it hard
to rest, in such accommodation as was provided, but that he was usually
far too weary to keep awake.
He was carefully guarding the money with which he had been abundantly
supplied by his father; not allowing it to be known that he possessed
more than a few loose coins, sufficient for immediate needs. Impulsive
Roy would hardly have been so reticent, but for injunctions at the last
from Ivor. Like Ivor, he was naturally open-handed and generous, and he
could not but share freely what he had in hand with the middies, since
they proved to be ill supplied with cash.
At length the long march came to an end. Bitche was reached—a grim and
solemn fortress, sheltering already hundreds of English prisoners,
waiting to engulf these new arrivals in addition.
Roy and the middies together were first taken to the “Petite Tête,”
so-called, where each one underwent a severe searching, lest he should
have concealed about him either weapons of defence, or instruments
which might be used for purposes of escape. Roy’s bag of money and
notes was detected in this search, and he knew that thenceforward the
gendarmes would look upon him as lawful prey.
No immediate attempt was, however, made upon him. He and the middies
were led through gloomy passages to one of the great subterranean
dungeons, descending some sixty steps, into a place which has been
described as not unlike a huge wine-vault. Originally it had been dug
out of the solid saltpetre rock, and was some thirty feet below the
surface of the ground.
In this vault, dimly-lighted, heavy and dank in atmosphere, with water
here and there dripping from the roof or running down the walls, was
gathered a motley crowd of some three hundred prisoners. English
soldiers, English sailors, English middies, détenus from Verdun and
elsewhere, were mingled with swindlers, pickpockets, and highwaymen;
and even English gentlemen and officers of higher rank sometimes found
themselves consigned here, though, unless they gave particular offence,
they were more commonly installed in smaller rooms above ground.
With the measured descent down and down those stone steps, Roy’s heart
sank lower and lower. Was this what he had come to? And for how long?
An outburst of uproarious cheering hailed the new arrivals, as the
heavy doors were unlocked and they were ushered in. Three shouts were
given; then each was hoisted on the shoulders of three or four men, and
was paraded round the dungeon. After this rough welcome, came a severe
blanket-tossing, which both Roy and the middies were wise enough to
take in good part. Any who wished to fight were then cordially invited
to do so; and lastly those who possessed money were called upon to
treat others to drink, provided by the gendarmes.
Such initiatory ceremonies being ended, comparative quiet descended on
the scene. It was past eight o’clock when they first arrived, and night
was near.
Roy Baron’s first night in a French dungeon!
Each prisoner was provided with a worn blanket, cast off by a French
soldier; and wrapped in these the crowd of over three hundred men and
boys laid themselves down to rest. Some slumbered silently; some tossed
to and fro; some snored loudly; some talked or shouted in their sleep.
Roy lay amid the throng, a ragged blanket round him also. At first he
had rejected it with scorn; but these subterranean regions were cold
and damp, and, shivering, he had at length drawn it round him, as he
lay with arms crossed, and face pressed into them. The handcuffs had
been removed.
He was not thinking of the bruises which he had received, when the
rough blanket-tossers had allowed him to drop upon the stone floor.
Bruises to a hardy boy are a small matter. But the desolation of the
lad that awful night went beyond bounds, and desperate blank despair
took possession of him.
For hours he hardly stirred. He could not sleep. He could only lie in
a trance of misery. He saw no gleam of hope, no chance of escape from
this terrible place. Yet, to stay on here, week after week, month after
month, perhaps even as some had done year after year! Could he bear it?
Through all previous troubles Roy had borne up bravely; but at last his
spirit gave way beneath the strain.
Molly’s face came up before his mind—not Molly the sedate and ladylike
maiden of sixteen, but Molly the little eager girl whom he remembered.
O to see her again! Roy pressed his face closer into the folded arms,
writhing silently.
Then his mother’s face—he hardly dared to think of that. What would not
she suffer? unknowing, indeed, what her boy had to endure; but fearing
and conjecturing the worst, so far as she had knowledge to picture that
worst. Would any picturings of hers approach the reality?
A wild craving for Denham had him next in its grasp. If Denham had but
been arrested too—had but come with him! But that unworthy wish lasted
not ten seconds. Upon it came a nobler rush of gladness that Denham
was _not_ here. The worn face came up before Roy, as he had seen it
but a few days sooner; and below his breath he sobbed in an ecstasy of
thankfulness, that at least Denham would be in comparative comfort,
that at least he had not to be in this dungeon.
“Think how your mother will be praying for you.”
Was that Denham speaking? Roy seemed to hear the words, not only with
his mind, but with his bodily ears.
He sat up and looked round upon the slumbering throng—looked with
smarting eyes into the gloom. He gazed into the blackness overhead,
where a stone roof shut him pitilessly in.
Was his mother praying for him then?—and his father?—and Denham? Would
God hear their prayers?
Denham’s voice again, deep and quiet, seemed to breathe around him,
“Remember! God is overall!” How long ago was it that he had said those
words? Not lately. Was it—when he was ordered off to Valenciennes?
God over all? Ay, even here, even in this dungeon!
Roy dropped down again, face foremost; and through heaving sobs, not
one of which was allowed to make itself heard, he joined his prayers to
those of his mother.
(_To be continued._)
FOOTNOTES:
[1] Fact.
[2] In those days the press-gang was still in force.
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OUR 1000TH NUMBER.
The printer has put a fourth figure to the number on the front page of
this issue, and the Editor makes his bow to his faithful readers—of
whom there must now be many millions—and congratulates them on having
done their part, the most important of all, in bringing this magazine
to so enviable a point in its history.
To all girls who now read its pages, and to all who have read it in the
past, he sends hearty greetings and offers his sincere thanks for their
loyal support. Everyone works best when his labours are appreciated,
and the Editor feels that he ought, at least, to have done well, for he
has pursued his task accompanied by a constant chorus of friendliness
and encouragement.
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The first idea of THE GIRL’S OWN PAPER came as a happy thought to the
present Editor about twenty years ago, at a time when he was closely
connected with the management of two other magazines long well known to
the public.
It appeared to him that there was a real want of a paper which girls
could truly call _their own_: a paper which would be to the whole
sisterhood a sensible, interesting and good-humoured companion,
counsellor and friend, advocating their best interests, taking part
in everything affecting them, giving them the best advice, conveying
to them the best information, supplying them with the most readable
fiction, and trying to exercise over them a refining and elevating
influence.
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To meet this want he proposed the starting of THE GIRL’S OWN
PAPER to the present proprietors. By them the suggestion was well
received—indeed, they themselves had about the same time conceived the
notion of a magazine for girls—but many doubts and difficulties were
expressed as to the carrying of it out, which was natural, seeing the
venture meant the sinking of a considerable amount of capital. At last,
however, the decision to start the paper was arrived at and careful
preparations were made for launching the first number on Saturday the
3rd of January, 1880.
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During the nearly twenty years which have elapsed since then the Editor
has been aided in every possible way by the society who own the paper.
They have enabled him to conduct it on the most liberal principles of
expenditure, and the business management has been such as to make easy
what at times might have proved burdensome. Also to the Editor-in-Chief
of the Society’s magazines, Dr. Macaulay, the hearty thanks of the
Editor are due for liberty of action and a great deal of kindly
encouragement.
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course that has done so well hitherto, he will be enabled to retain it
for many a day to come.
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OWN PAPER have done much useful work for the community.
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notwithstanding her high public and official positions—established
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notice not a few who are now universally acknowledged as writers of
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interesting, no manuscript ever goes away rejected from the door of
the Editorial Office. Amongst our occasional contributors may be seen
the names of a queen, several princesses, and leading members of the
nobility, and a great many more who have distinguished themselves in
various lines of activity connected with the life and work of women and
girls.
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The Editor is well aware that his readers would like to see the
portraits of some of the tried and true friends who have given such
devoted service. He therefore adds them here, and they form, he thinks,
a fitting accompaniment to this notice of what has led up—in quite a
marvellous manner, and by God’s blessing—to the publication of the
present THOUSANDTH NUMBER OF THE GIRL’S OWN PAPER.
FOOTNOTES:
[3] At the end of a letter recently received from the Countess occur
these words: “Let me congratulate you on the continued success of THE
GIRL’S OWN PAPER, and the position you have made for it. I still hope
to be able to rank among its contributors some day again, and I shall
not either forget those early days when all was uncertainty as to how
it would succeed.
“Believe me,
“Yours sincerely,
“ISHBEL ABERDEEN.”
IN THE TWILIGHT SIDE BY SIDE.
BY RUTH LAMB.