CHAPTER XX--Two Engagements

Ten minutes more must have passed before Betty decided to return to her

friends. Yet during her short walk to the pine grove she was still oddly

shy and nervous and in a mood wholly dissatisfied with herself. Why in

the world did she so often behave coldly to Anthony Graham and with such

an appearance of complete unfriendliness? There was nothing further from

her own desire, for certainly he had an entire right to have transferred

his affection to Meg! To show either anger or pique was small and

unwomanly!

Never had there been definite understanding between Anthony and herself.

Indeed she had always refused even to listen to any serious expression

of his affection for her. Long ago there had been a single evening after

her return from Germany, when together they had watched the moon go down

behind Sunrise Hill, an evening which she had not been able to forget.

Yet she had only herself to blame for the weakness, since if Anthony had

forgotten, no girl should cherish such a memory alone.

Now here was an opportunity for proving both her courage and pride. With

the thought of her old title of Princess, Betty's cheeks had flamed. How

very far she had always been from living up to its real meaning. Yet she

must hurry on and cease this absurd and selfish fashion of thinking of

herself. A cloud had come swiftly up out of the east and in a few

moments there would be a sudden July downpour. Often a brief storm of

wind and rain closed an unusually warm day in the New Hampshire hills.

Under no circumstances must Polly suffer. Only a week before had Mrs.

Wharton been persuaded to leave Polly in their charge when she and

Mollie had both promised to take every possible care of her.

Suddenly Betty began running so that she arrived quite breathless at her

destination. Her face was flushed, and from under the blue ribbon her

hair had escaped and was curling in red-brown tendrils over her white

forehead. Then at the entrance to the group of pines, before she has

even become aware of Polly's disappearance, Anthony Graham had

unexpectedly caught hold of both her hands.

"Betty, you must listen to me," he demanded. "No, I can't let you go

until I have spoken, for if I do you will find some reason for escaping

me altogether as you have been doing these many months. You must know I

love you and that I have cared for no one else since the hour of our

first meeting. Always I have thought of you, always worked to be in some

small way worthy even of daring to say I love you. Yet something has

come between us during this past year and it is only fair that you

should tell me what it is. I do not expect you to love me, Betty, but

once you were my friend and I could at least tell you my hopes and

fears. Is it that you are engaged to some one else and take this way of

letting me know?"

Still Anthony kept close hold of the girl's hands, and now after her

first effort she made no further attempt to draw herself away. His eyes

were fixed upon hers with an expression that there was no mistaking, yet

something in the firm and resolute lines about his mouth revealed the

will responsible for Anthony Graham's success and power. Quietly he now

drew his companion closer beneath the shelter of the trees, for the

first drops of rain were beginning to fall.

"But I am still your friend, Anthony. You are mistaken in thinking that

anything has come between us. As for my being engaged to some one else

that is quite untrue. I only thought that you and Meg were so intimate

that you no longer needed me." For the first time Betty's voice

faltered.

Anthony was saying in a tone she should never forget even among the

thousands of incidents in their crowded lives, "I shall always need and

want you, Betty, to the last instant of created time." Then he brought

both her hands up to his lips and kissed them. "Meg was only enduring my

friendship so that I might have some one with whom I could talk about

you."

Suddenly Anthony let go Betty's hands and stepped back a few paces away

from her. His face had lost the radiant look of a brief moment before.

"Betty, a little while ago you told me that you were still my friend and

that no one had come between us, and it made me very happy. But I tell

you honestly that I do not think I can be happy with such an answer for

long. Two years ago, when you and I together watched the moon over

Sunrise Hill, I dared not then say more than I did, I had not enough to

offer you. But now things are different and it isn't your friendship I

want! Ten thousand times, no! It is your love! Do you think, Betty, that

you can ever learn to love me?"

Now Betty's face was white and her gray eyes were like deep wells of

light.

"Learn to love you, Anthony? Why I am not a school girl any longer and I

learned that lesson years and years ago."

When the storm finally broke and the thunder crashed between the heavy

deluges of rain neither Anthony nor Betty cared to make for the nearby

shelter of Sunrise cabin. Instead they stood close together laughing up

at the sky and at the lovely rain-swept world. Once Betty did remember

to inquire for the vanished Polly, but Anthony assured her that Polly

had joined Mollie and Billy half an hour before and that they would of

course take the best possible care of her.

Nevertheless at this instant Polly O'Neill was actually floundering

desperately about in the waters of Sunrise Lake while trying to make her

way to the side of their overturned skiff. Billy Webster, with his arm

about Mollie, was swimming with her safely toward shore.

"Don't be frightened, it is all right, dear. I'll look after Polly in a

moment," he whispered encouragingly.

Returning a few moments later Billy discovered his other companion, a

very damp and discomfited mermaid, seated somewhat perilously upon the

bottom of their wrecked craft.

"I never knew such behavior in my life, Billy Webster," she began

angrily, as soon as she was able to get her wet hair out of her mouth.

"The idea of your going all the way into shore with Mollie and leaving

me to drown. You might at least have seen that I got safe hold of your

old boat first."

"Yes, I know; I am sorry," Billy replied, resting one hand on the side

of his skiff and so bringing his head up out of the water in order to

speak more distinctly. "But you see, Polly, I knew you could swim and

Mollie is so easily frightened and it all came so suddenly, the boat's

overturning with that heavy gust of wind. To tell you the truth, I

didn't even remember you were aboard until Mollie began asking for you.

I wonder if you would mind helping me get this skiff right side up. It

would be easier for us to paddle in than for me to have to swim with

you."

Gasping, Polly slid off her perch.

"After that extra avalanche of cold water nothing matters," she remarked

icily. However, her companion did not even hear her.

Safe on land again, Polly waited under a tree while the young man pulled

his boat ashore. Her sister had gone ahead to send some one down with

blankets and umbrellas. In spite of the rain, damp clothes and the shock

of her recent experience, Polly O'Neill was not conscious of feeling

particularly cold.

"I hope you are not very uncomfortable, and that our accident won't make

you ill again," Billy Webster said a few moments later as he joined her.

"I suppose I do owe you a little more explanation for having ignored you

so completely. But you see, just about five minutes before you insisted

on getting into our boat Mollie had promised to be my wife. We did not

dare talk very much after you came on board, but you can understand that

I simply wasn't able to think of any one else. You see I have loved

Mollie ever since that day when we were children and she bound up the

wound you had made in my head."

Once more Polly gasped slightly, and of course she was beginning to feel

somewhat chilled.

Billy Webster looked at her severely. "Oh, of course I did think I was

in love with you, Polly, for a year or so, I remember. But that was

simply because I had not then learned to understand Mollie's true

character. I used to believe it would be a fine thing to have a strong

influence over you and try to show you the way you should go." Here

Billy laughed, and he was very handsome with his damp hair pushed back

over his bronzed face and his wet clothes showing the outline of his

splendid boyish figure, matured and strengthened by his outdoor life.

"But you see, Polly, I believe nobody is ever going to be able to

influence you to any great extent," he continued teasingly, "and at any

rate you and I will never have half the chances to quarrel that we would

have had if we had ever learned to like each other. I forgive you

everything now for Mollie's sake."

For half a moment Polly hesitated, then, holding out her hand, her blue

eyes grew gay and tender.

"Thank you, Billy," she said, "for Mollie's sake. If you make her as

happy as I think you will, why, I'll also forget and forgive you

everything."

Fortunately by the time Mrs. Martins and Ann had arrived with every

possible comfort for the invalid. And so Polly was borne to the cabin in

the midst of their anxious inquiries and put to bed, where neither her

sister nor Betty were allowed to see her during the evening.

If either of the girls suffered from the deprivation of her society

there was nothing that gave any indication of unhappiness in either of

the two faces.

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