CHAPTER XIX--Illusions Swept Away

It was a golden July afternoon two months later when all nature was a

splendid riot of color and perfume. In a hammock under a group of pine

trees a girl lay half asleep. Now and then she would open her eyes to

glance at the lazy white clouds overhead. Then she would look with

perhaps closer attention at the figure of another girl who was seated a

few yards away.

If the girl in the hammock was dreaming, her companion fitted oddly into

her dream. She was dressed in a simple white muslin frock and her hair

had a band of soft blue ribbon tied about it. In her lap lay an open

book, but no page had been turned in the last fifteen minutes and indeed

she was quieter than her friend who was supposed to be asleep.

"Betty," a voice called softly, "bring your chair nearer to me. I have

done my duty nobly for the past two hours and have not spoken a single,

solitary word. So even the sternest of doctors and nurses can't say I am

unfaithful to my rest cure. Besides it is absurd, now when I am as well

as any one else. Yes, that is much better, Betty, and you are, please,

to gaze directly into my face while I am talking to you. I haven't liked

your fashion lately of staring off into space, as you were doing just

recently and indeed on all occasions when you believe no one is paying

any special attention to you."

With a low curtsey Betty did as she was commanded. She even knelt down

on the ground beside the hammock to look the more directly into the eyes

of her friend. But as she continued, unexpectedly a slow color crept

into her cheeks from her throat upwards until it had flushed her entire

face.

"I declare, Polly," she exclaimed jumping to her feet abruptly and

sitting down in her chair again, "you make me feel as though I had

committed some offence, though I do assure you I have been as good as

gold, so far as I know, for a long, long time."

Polly was silent a moment. "You know perfectly well, Betty, that I don't

think you have done anything wrong. You need not use that excuse to try

and deceive me, dear, because it does not make the slightest impression.

The truth is, Betty, that you have a secret that you are keeping from me

and from every one else so far as I know. Of course there isn't any

reason why you should confide in me if you don't wish. You may be

punishing me for my lack of confidence in you last winter."

This last statement was possibly made with a double intention. Betty

responded to it instantly.

"Surely, Polly, you must know that would not make the slightest

difference," she returned earnestly. And then the next instant, as if

fearing that she might have betrayed herself: "But what in the world

makes you think I am cherishing a secret, you absurd Polly? I suppose

you have had to have something to think about these past two months,

when you have spent so much time lying down. Well, when I see how you

have improved I am quite willing to have been your victim."

With a quick motion the other girl now managed to sit upright, piling

her sofa cushions behind her. Her color was certainly sufficiently vivid

at this instant. But indeed she was so improved in every way that one

would hardly have known her for the Polly O'Neill of the past year's

trials and successes. Her figure was almost rounded, her chin far less

pointed and all the lines of fatigue and nervous strain had vanished

from her face. But Polly's temper had not so materially changed!

"It isn't worth while to accuse me of having tried to spy into your

private affairs, Princess," she replied haughtily. "But if you do feel

that I have, then I ask your pardon for now and all times. I shall never

be so offensive again."

There followed a vast and complete human silence. Then Polly got up from

her resting place and went and put her arm quietly about her friend.

"Princess, I would rather that the stars should fall or the world come

to an end, than have you really angry with me," she murmured. "But you

know I did not mean to offend you by asking you to confide in me, don't

you? Anyway I promise never, never to ask you again. Here, let me have

the Woodford paper, please. I believe Billy brought us the afternoon

edition. I wonder if he and Mollie will be gone on their boating

expedition for long? They must have been around the lake half a dozen

times already."

As though dismissing the subject of their past conversation entirely

from her mind, Polly, resuming her hammock, now buried herself in the

columns of the Woodford Gazette. Apparently she had not observed that no

reply had been made either to her accusation or apology. She could see

that Betty was not seriously angry, which was the main thing.

"Get out your embroidery, Princess, and let me read the news aloud to

you;" she demanded next. "I love to watch you sew. It is not because you

do it so particularly well, but because you always manage to look like a

picture in a book. Funny thing, dear, why you have such a different

appearance from the rest of us. Oh, I am not saying that probably other

girls are not as pretty as you are, Mollie and Meg for instance. But you

have a different look somehow. No wonder Angel thinks you are a fairy

princess."

But at this moment an unexpected choking sound, that seemed in some

fashion to have come forth from Betty, interrupted the flow of her

friend's compliments.

"Please don't, Polly," she pleaded. "You know I love your Irish blarney

most of the time beyond anything in this world. But now I want to tell

you something. I have had a kind of a secret for over a year, but it is

past now and I'm dreadfully sorry if you believe you find a change in me

that you don't like. I suppose sometimes I do feel rather blue simply

because I am of so little account in the world. Please don't think I am

jealous, but you and Sylvia and Nan and Meg are all doing things and

Esther and Edith and Eleanor are married and Mollie helps her mother

with your big house. I believe Beatrice and Judith are both at college,

though we have been separated from them for such a long time. So you see

I am the only good-for-nothing in the old Sunrise Hill Camp Fire

circle."

"Yes, I see," was the somewhat curt reply from behind the outspread

paper.

"Mrs. Martins told me yesterday that the surgeons Dr. Barton brought to

see Angelique think she may be able to walk in another year or so and I

believe Cricket is to give up her crutches altogether in a few months,"

Polly presently remarked.

In the sunshine Betty Ashton's face shone with happiness. "Yes, isn't it

wonderful?" she remarked innocently.

"Of course, doing beautiful things for other people isn't being of the

slightest use in the world," the other girl continued, as though talking

to herself. "Yet Mrs. Martins also said yesterday, that she and

Angelique believed they had strayed into Paradise they were so happy

here at the cabin with the prospect of Angel's growing better ahead of

them. And I believe Cricket dances and sings with every step she takes

nowadays."

"But I?" interrupted Betty.

"No, of course you have had nothing in the world to do with it and I

never accused you for a single instant," her friend argued, and then

Polly fell to reading the paper aloud.

"'The friends of Doctor and Mrs. Richard Ashton, now of Boston,

Massachusetts, but formerly of Woodford, New Hampshire, will be

delighted to hear of the birth of their son, Richard Jr., on July the

fourteenth.' How does it feel to be an aunt?" the reader demanded.

"Delicious," Betty sighed, and then began dreaming of her new nephew,

wondering when she was to be allowed to see him, until Polly again

interfered with her train of thought.

"'Mr. and Mrs. Frank Wharton entertained at dinner last night in their

new home in honor of Mr. Anthony Graham, our brilliant young congressman

who has returned to Woodford for a few days.' Well, I like that!" Polly

protested. "Think of Frank and Eleanor daring to give a dinner party and

asking none of their other old friends or relatives. They must feel set

up at being married before the rest of us."

For the first time Betty now actually took a few industrious stitches in

her embroidery. "Oh, they probably did not have but two or three guests.

You know how papers exaggerate things, Pollykins, I would not be so

easily offended with my relations," she protested.

"No, but you used to be such an intimate friend of Anthony Graham's. Do

you know I look upon him as one of your good works, Betty? I wonder if

he will condescend to come to the cabin to see us, now he is such a busy

and distinguished person. Is he as much a friend of yours now as he used

to be?"

Unexpectedly Betty's thread broke, so that she was forced to make

another knot before replying.

"Friend of mine? No, yes; well, that is we are friendly, of course, only

Anthony has grown so fond of Meg Everett lately that he has not much

time for any one else. But please don't speak of anything I ever did for

him, Polly. I beg it of you as a special favor. In the first place it

was so ridiculously little and in the second I think it pretty hard on

Anthony to have an unfortunate accident like that raked up against him

now that he has accomplished so much."

"Oh, all right," Polly returned, thoughtfully digging into the earth

with the toe of her pretty kid slipper.

"Good heavens, speaking of angels or the other thing!" she exclaimed, a

moment later, "I do declare if that does not look like Anthony Graham

coming directly toward us this instant. Do go and speak to him first,

dear, while I manage to scramble out of this hammock."

Ten minutes later Anthony was occupying the chair lately vacated by

Betty, while Polly was once more in a reclining position. Knowing that

she was still regarded as a semi-invalid, Anthony had insisted that she

must not disturb herself on his account. He had explained that the

reason for his call was to find out how she was feeling. So, soon after

this statement, Betty had left the two of them together, giving as an

excuse the fact that as she had invited Anthony to stay with them to tea

she must go to the cabin to help get things ready.

After Betty's disappearance Polly did not find her companion

particularly interesting. He scarcely said half a dozen words but sat

staring moodily up toward the dark branches of the enshadowing pine

trees. This at least afforded Polly a fine opportunity for studying the

young man's face.

"You have improved a lot, Anthony," she said finally. "Oh, I beg your

pardon, I am afraid I was thinking out loud."

Her visitor smiled. "Well, so long as your thoughts are complimentary I

am sure I don't mind," he returned. "Keep it up, will you?"

The girl nodded. "There is nothing I should like better. You know it is

odd, but the Princess and I were talking about you just when you

appeared. I must say I am amazed at your prominence, Anthony. I never

dreamed you would ever amount to so much. It was funny, but Betty used

always to have faith in you. I often wondered why."

This time her companion did not smile. "I wish to heaven then that she

had faith in me now, or if not faith at least a little of her old

liking," he answered almost bitterly. "For the last year, for some

reason or other, Miss Betty has seemed to dislike me. She has avoided me

at every possible opportunity. And I have never been able to find out

whether I had offended her or if she had merely grown weary of my

friendship. I have been so troubled by it that I have made a confidant

of Miss Everett and asked her to help me if she could. I thought perhaps

if Betty--Miss Betty, I mean--could see that Meg Everett liked me and was

willing to be my intimate friend, that possibly she might forgive me in

time. But it has all been of no use, she has simply grown colder and

colder. And I fear I only weary Miss Everett in talking of Miss Betty so

much of the time. She recently told me that I did."

Polly's lips trembled and her shoulders shook. What a perfectly absurd

creature a male person was at all times and particularly when under the

influence of love!

The next moment the girl's face had strangely sobered.

"You are not worthy to tie her shoe-string, you know, Anthony; but then

I never have seen any one whom I have thought worthy of her. Most

certainly neither Esther nor I approved of the nobility as represented

by young Count Von Reuter."

Aloud Polly continued this interesting debate with herself, apparently

not concerned with whether or not her companion understood her.

"Certainly I am unworthy to tie any one's shoe-string," the young man

murmured finally, "but would you mind confiding in me just whose

shoe-string you mean?"

From under her dark lashes half resentfully and half sympathetically the

girl surveyed the speaker. "You have a sense of humor, Anthony, and that

is something to your credit," she remarked judicially. "Well, much as I

really hate to say it, I might as well tell you that I don't think the

Princess dislikes you intensely, provided you tell her just why you have

been so intimate with Meg for these past months. No, I have nothing more

to say. Only I am going down to the lake for half an hour to join Mollie

and Billy Webster and if you wait here you may have a chance of speaking

to Betty alone when she comes to invite us in to tea."

Then quietly Polly O'Neill strolled away with every appearance of

calmness, although she was really feeling greatly perturbed and

distressed. Certainly something must have worked a reformation in her

character, for although she positively hated the idea of Betty Ashton's

marrying, had she not just thrust her deliberately into the arms of her

fate. Yet, of course, her feeling was a purely selfish one, since she

had no real fault to find with Anthony. So if Betty loved him, he must

have his chance.

Then with a smile and a sigh Polly once more shrugged her shoulders,

which is the Irish method of acknowledging that fate is too strong for

the strongest of us. She reached the edge of the lake and madly signaled

to Mollie and Billy to allow her to enter their boat. They were at no

great distance off and yet were extremely slow in approaching the shore.

Evidently they seemed to feel no enthusiasm for the newcomer's society

at the present moment.

"I thought you were asleep, Polly," Mollie finally murmured in a

reproachful tone, while Billy Webster eyed his small canoe rather

doubtfully.

"She won't carry a very heavy load, Miss Polly," he remarked, drawing

alongside. Polly calmly climbed into the skiff, taking her seat in the

stern.

"I can't sleep all the time, sister of mine," she protested, once she

was comfortably established, "much as I should like to accommodate my

family and friends by the relief from my society. And as for my being

too heavy for your canoe, Billy Webster, I don't weigh nearly so much as

Mollie. So if you think both of us too heavy, she might as well get out

and give me a chance. You have been around this lake with her at least a

dozen times already this afternoon. Besides, I really have to be allowed

to remain somewhere."

Plainly Mollie's withdrawal from the scene had no place in Billy's

calculations, for without further argument he moved out toward the

middle of the pond.

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