At dinner he gave us a marvellous description of his life as

a reporter. It seems he invented (in a measure) a system of

stenography for himself; this is to say he altered Gurney’s

system to suit his own needs. He was a very young man, not yet

20, when at seven guineas a week he was engaged as reporter

on the “Morning Chronicle,” then a very large and powerful

paper. At this period the present Lord Derby, then Mr. Stanley,

was beginning his brilliant career, and O’Connell, Shiel, and

others were at the height of their powers. Wherever these men

spoke a corps of reporters was detailed to follow them and

with the utmost expedition forward verbatim reports to the

“Chronicle.” Often and often he has gone by post-chaise to

Edinburgh, heard a speech or a part of it (having instructions,

whatever happened, to leave the place again at a certain hour,

the next reporter taking up his work where he must leave it),

and has driven all the way back to London, a bag of sovereigns

on one side of his body and a bag of slips of paper on the

other, writing, writing desperately all the way by the light of

a small lamp. At each station a man on horseback would stand

ready to seize the sheets already prepared and ride with them

to London. Often and often this work would make him deadly

sick and he would have to plunge his head out of the window

to relieve himself; still the writing went steadily forward

on very little slips of paper which he held before him, just

resting his body on the edge of the seat and his paper on the

front of the window underneath the lamp. As the station was

reached, a sudden plunge into the pocket of sovereigns would

pay the postboys, another behind him would render up the

completed pages, and a third into the pocket on the other side

would give him the fresh paper to carry forward the inexorable,

unremitting work.

At this period there was a large sheet started in which all

the speeches of Parliament were reported verbatim in order

to preserve them for future reference—a monstrous plan which

fell through after a time. For this paper it was especially

desired to have a speech of Mr. Stanley accurately reported

upon the condition of Ireland, containing suggestions for

the amelioration of the people’s suffering. It was a very

long and eloquent speech and took many hours in the delivery.

There were eight reporters upon the work, each to work

three-quarters of an hour and then to retire to write out his

portion and be succeeded by the next. It happened that the

roll of reporters was exhausted before the speech came to an

end and C. D. was called in to report the last portions, which

were very eloquent. This was on Friday, and on Saturday the

whole was given to the press and the young reporter ran down to

the country for a Sunday’s rest. Sunday morning had scarcely

dawned “when my poor father, who was a man of immense energy,

surprised me by making his appearance. The speech had come into

Mr. Stanley’s hands, who was most anxious to have it correctly

given in order to have it largely circulated in Ireland, and he

found it all bosh, hardly a word right, except at the beginning

and the end. Sending immediately to the office, he had obtained

my sheets, at the top of which, according to custom, the name

of the reporter was written, and, finding the name of Dickens,

had immediately sent in search of me. My father, thinking this

would be the making of me, came immediately, and I followed him

back to London. I remember perfectly the look of the room and

of the two gentlemen in it as I entered—Mr. Stanley and his

father. They were extremely courteous, but I could see their

evident surprise at the appearance of so young a man. For a

moment as we talked I had taken a seat extended to me in the

middle of the room. Mr. Stanley told me he wished to go over

the whole speech, and if I was ready he would begin. Where

would I like to sit? I told him I was very well where I was

and we would begin immediately. He tried to induce me to sit

elsewhere or more comfortably, but at that time in the House

of Commons there was nothing but one’s knees to write upon and

I had formed the habit of it. Without further pause then he

began, and went on hour after hour to the end, often becoming

very much excited, bringing down his hand with violence upon

the desk near which he stood and rising at the end into great

eloquence.

“In these later years we never meet without that scene

returning vividly to my mind, as I have no doubt it does to his

also, but I, of course, have never referred to it, leaving him

to do so if he shall ever think fit.

“Shiel was a small man with a queer high voice and spoke very

fast. O’Connell had a fine brogue which he cultivated, and

a magnificent eye. He had written a speech about this time

upon the wrongs of Ireland, and, though he repeated it many,

many times during three months when I followed him about the

country, I never heard him give it twice the same, nor ever

without being himself deeply moved.”[27]

Mr. Dickens’s imitation of Bulwer Lytton is so vivid that

I feel as if it were taking a glimpse at the man himself.

His deaf manner of speaking he represents exactly. He says

he is very brilliant and quick in conversation, and knows

everything!! He is a conscientious and unremitting student

and worker. “I have been surprised to see how well his books

wear. Lately I have reread ‘Pelham’ and I assure you I found

it admirable. His speech at the dinner given to me just before

leaving was well written, full of good things, but delivered

execrably. He lacks a kind of confidence in his own powers

which is necessary in a good speaker.”

Speaking of O’Connell, Mr. Dickens said there had been nobody

since who could compare with him but John Bright, who is at

present the finest speaker in England. Cobden was fond of

reasoning, and hardly what would be called a brilliant speaker;

but his noble truthfulness and devotion to the cause to

which he had pledged himself made him one of the grandest of

England’s great men. I asked about Mrs. Cobden. He told me she

had been made very comfortable and in a beautiful manner. After

her husband’s death, his affairs having become involved by some

bad investment he had made, a committee of six gentlemen came

together to consider what should be done to commemorate his

great and unparalleled devotion to his country. The result was,

instead of having a public subscription for Mrs. Cobden with

the many unavoidable and disagreeable features of such a step,

each of these gentlemen subscribed about £12,000, thus making

£70,000, a sufficient sum to make her most comfortable for

life....

I have forgotten to say how in those long rides from Edinburgh

the mud dashed up and into the opened windows of the

post-chaise, nor how they would be obliged to fling it off from

their faces and even from the papers on which they wrote. As

Dickens told us, he flung the imaginary evil from him as he did

the real in the days long gone, and we could see him with the

old disgust returned. He said, by the way, that never since

those old days when he left the House of Commons as a Reporter

had he entered it again. His hatred of the falseness of talk,

of bombastic eloquence, he had heard there made it impossible

for him ever to go in again to hear anyone.

_Sunday, April 12._—Last night we went to the circus together,

C. D., J., and I. It is a pretty building. I was astonished

at the knowledge C. D. showed of everything before him. He

knew how the horses were stenciled, how tight the wire bridles

were, etc. The monkey was, however, the chief attraction. He

was rather drunk or tired last night and did not show to good

advantage, but he knew how to do all the things quite as well

as the men. When the young rope-dancer slipped (he was but an

apprentice at the business, without wages, C. D. thought), he

tried over and over again to accomplish a certain somersault

until he achieved it. “That’s the law of the circus,” said C.

D.; “they are never allowed to give up, and it’s a capital rule

for everything in life. Doubtless this idea has been handed

down from the Greeks or Romans and these people know nothing

about where it came from. But it’s well for all of us.” ...

At six o’clock Mr. Dickens and Mr. Dolby came in to dinner. He

seemed much revived both in health and spirits, in spite of the

weather....

Dickens talked of Frédérick Lemaître; he is upwards of sixty

years old now; but he has always lived a wretched life, a low,

poor fellow; yet he will surprise the actors continually by the

new points he will make. He will come in at rehearsal, go about

the stage in an abject wretched manner, with clothes torn and

soiled as he has just emerged from his vulgar, vicious haunts,

and without giving sign or glimmer of his power. Presently he

says to the prompter, who always has a tallow candle burning

on his box, “Give me your candle”; then he will blow it out

and with the snuff make a cross upon his book. “What are you

going to do, Frédérick?” the actors say. “I don’t know yet;

you’ll see by and by,” he says, and day after day perhaps will

pass, until one night when he will suddenly flash upon them

some wonderful point. They, the actors, watching him, try to

hold themselves prepared, and if he gives them the least hint

will mould their parts to fit his. Sometimes he will ask for

a chair. “What will you do with it, Frédérick?” He does not

reply, but night after night the chair is placed there until he

makes his point. He often comes hungry to the theatre, and the

manager must give him a dinner and pay for it before he will go

on. Fechter, from whom these particulars come, tells Dickens

that there can be nothing more wonderful than his acting in the

old scene of the miserable father who kills his own son at the

inn. The son, coming in rich and handsome, and seeing this old

sot about to be driven from the porch by the servant, tells

the man to give him meat and wine. While he eats and drinks,

the wretch sees how freely the rich man handles his gold and

resolves to kill him. Fechter’s description, with his own

knowledge of Lemaître, had so inspired Dickens that he was able

to reproduce him again for us.

_Wednesday, April 15._—[On returning from a reading in

“Steinway Hall, than which nothing could be worse for reading

or speaking”]: He soon came up after a little soup, when he

called for brandy and lemons and made _such_ a burnt brandy

punch as has been seldom tasted this side of the “pond.” As

the punch blazed his spirits rose and he began to sing an

old-fashioned comic song such as in the old days was given

between the plays at the theatre. One song led to another until

we fell into inextinguishable laughter, for anything more comic

than his renderings of the chorus cannot be imagined. Surely

there is no living actor who could excel him in these things

if he chose to exert his ability. His rendering of “Chrush ke

lan ne chouskin!!” or a lingo which sounded like that (the

refrain of an old Irish song) was something tremendous. We

laughed till I was really afraid he would make himself too

hoarse to read the next night. He gave a queer old song full of

rhymes, obtained with immense difficulty and circumlocution,

to the word “annuity,” which it appeared has been sought

by an old woman with great _assiduity_ and granted with

immense _incongruity_. The negro minstrels have in great part

supplanted these queer old English, Irish, and Scotch ballads,

but they are sure to come up again from time to time. We did

not separate until 12, and felt the next morning (as he said)

as if we had had a regular orgy. They did not forget, Dolby and

he, to pay a proper tribute to “Maryland, My Maryland,” and

“Dixie” as very stirring ballads.

[After another reading, from which Dickens came home extremely

tired]: We ran in at once to talk with him and he soon cheered

up. When I first pushed open the door he was a perfect picture

of prostration, his head thrown back without support on the

couch, the blood suffusing his throat and temples again where

he had been very white a few minutes before. This is a physical

peculiarity with Dickens which I have never seen before in a

man, though women are very subject to that thing. Excitement

and exercise of reading will make the blood rush into his hands

until they become at times almost black, and his face and head

(especially since he has become so fatigued) will turn from red

to white and back to red again without his being conscious of

it.

_Friday, April 17._—Weather excessively warm, sky often

overcast. Last evening Mr. Dickens read again and for the last

time “Copperfield” and “Bob Sawyer.” He was much exhausted

and said he watched a man who was carried out in a fainting

condition to see how they managed it, with the lively interest

of one who was about to go through the same scene himself.

The heat from the gas around him was intolerable. After the

reading we went into his room to have a little soup, “broiled

bones,” and a sherry cobbler. His spirits were good in spite of

fatigue, the thought of home and the memories of England coming

back vividly. We, finally, from talk of English scenery, found

ourselves in Stratford. He says there is an inn at Rochester,

very old, which he has no doubt Shakespeare haunted. This

conviction came forcibly upon him one night as he was walking

that way and discovered Charles’s Wain setting over the chimney

just as Shakespeare has described. “When you come to Gad’s

Hill, please God, I will show you Charles’s Wain setting over

the old roof.”

We left him early, hoping he would sleep, but he hardly closed

his eyes all night. Whether he was haunted by visions of home,

or what the cause was, we cannot discover, but whatever it

may be, his strength fails under such unnatural and continual

excitement.

_Saturday, April 18._—Mr. Dickens has a badly sprained foot.

We like our rooms at his hotel—47 is the number. Last night

was “Marigold” and “Gamp” for the last time. He threw in a few

touches for our amusement and a great deal of vigor into the

whole. Afterward we took supper together, when he told us some

remarkable things. Among others he rehearsed a scene described

to him years ago by Dr. Eliotson of London of a man about to

be hanged. His last hour had approached as the doctor entered

the cell of the criminal, who was as justly sentenced as ever a

wretch was for having cut off the end of his own illegitimate

child. The man was rocking miserably in his chair back and

forth in a weak, maudlin condition, while the clergyman in

attendance, who had spoken of him as repentant and religious in

his frame of mind, was administering the sacrament. The wine

stood in a cup at one side until the sacred words were said,

when at the proper moment the clergyman gave it to the man,

who was still rocking backward and forward, muttering, “What

will my poor mother think of this?” Finding the cup in his

hands, he looked into it for a moment as if trying to collect

himself, and then, putting on his regular old pothouse manner,

he said, “Gen’lemen, I drink your health,” and drained the

cup in a drunken way. “I think,” said C. D., “it is thirty

years since I heard Dr. Eliotson tell me this, but I shall

never forget the horror that scene inspired in my mind.” The

talk had taken this turn from the fact of a much-dreaded Press

dinner which is to come off tonight and which jocosely assumed

the idea of a hanging to their minds. C. D. said he had often

thought how restricted one’s conversation must become with a

man who was to be hanged in half an hour. “You could not say,

if it rains, ‘We shall have fine weather tomorrow!’ for what

would that be to him? For my part, I think I should confine

my remarks to the times of Julius Cæsar and King Alfred!!” He

then related a story of a condemned man out of whom no evidence

could be elicited. He would not speak. At last he was seated

before a fire for a few moments, just before his execution,

when a servant entered and smothered what fire there was with

a huge hodful of coal. “_In half an hour that will be a good

fire_,” he was heard to murmur.

Mr. Dickens has now read 76 times. It seems like a dream.

_Sunday, April 19._—Last night the great New York Press dinner

came off. It was a close squeeze with Mr. Dickens to get there

at all. He had been taken lame the night before, his foot

becoming badly swollen and painful. In spite of a skilful

physician he grew worse and worse every hour, and when the

time for the dinner arrived he was unable to bear anything

upon his foot. So long as he was above ground, however, it

was a necessity he should go, and an hour and a half after

the time appointed, with his foot sewed up in black silk, he

made his way to Delmonico’s. Poor man! Nothing could be more

unfortunate, but he bore this difficult part off in a stately

and composed manner as if it were a sign of the garter he

were doffing for the first time instead of a badge of ill

health. The worst of it is that the papers will telegraph news

of his illness to England. This seems to disturb him more

than anything else. Ah! What a mystery these ties of love

are—such pain, such ineffable happiness—the only happiness.

After his return he repeated to me from memory every word of

his speech without dropping one. He never thinks of such a

thing as writing his speeches, but simply turns it over in

his mind and “balances the sentences,” when he is all right.

He produced an immense effect on the Press of New York,

tremendous applause responding to every sentence. Curtis’s

speech was very beautiful. “I think him the very best speaker

I ever heard,” said C. D. “I am sure he would produce a great

effect in England from the sympathetic quality he possesses.”

I have seldom seen a finer exercise of energy of will than Mr.

Dickens’s attendance on this dinner. It brought its own reward,

too, for he returned with his foot feeling better. He made a

rum punch in his room, where we sat until one o’clock. After

repeating his speech, he gave us an imitation of old Rogers as

he would repeat a quatrain:—

“The French have sense in what they do

Which we are quite without,

For what in Paris they call _goût_

In England we call _gout_.”

Mr. Dolby sat at dinner near a poor bohemian of great keenness

of mind, Henry Clapp, by name, who said some things worthy

of Rivarol or any other wittiest Frenchman we might choose

to select. Speaking of Horace Greeley (the chairman at the

dinner), he said: “He was a self-made man and worshipped his

creator.” Of Dr. O——, a vain and popular clergyman, that “he

was continually looking for a vacancy in the Trinity.” Of

Mr. Dickens, that “nothing gave him so high an idea of Mr.

Dickens’s genius as the fact that he created Uriah Heep without

seeing a certain Mr. Young (who sat near them), and Wilkins

Micawber without being acquainted with himself (Henry Clapp).”

Of Henry T—— that “he aimed at nothing and always hit the mark

precisely.”

This speech of Mr. Dickens will make a fine effect, a

reactionary effect, in the country. The enthusiasm for him knew

no bounds. Charles Norton spoke for New England. I had a visit

from him this morning as well as from Mr. Osgood, Dolby, etc.

C. D. lunched at the Jockey Club with Dr. Barker and Donald

Mitchell and returned to dine with us. He talked of actors,

artists, and the clergy—church and religion—but was evidently

suffering more or less all the time with his foot, yet kept up

a good heart until nine o’clock, when he retired to the privacy

of his own room. He feels bitterly the wrong under which

English dissenters have labored for years in being obliged not

only to support their own church interests in which they _do_

believe, but also the abuses of the English Church against

which their whole lives are a continual protest. He spoke of

the beauty of the landscape through which we had both been

walking and driving under a grey sky, with the eager spring

looking out among leafless branches and dancing in the red and

yellow sap. He said it had always been a fancy of his to write

a story, keeping the whole thing in the same landscape, but

picturing its constantly varying effects upon men and things

and chiefly, of course, upon the minds of men. He asked me if I

had ever read Crabbe’s “Lover’s Ride.” We became indignant over

a tax of five per cent which had just been laid upon the entire

proceeds of his Readings, telegraphed to Washington, and found

that it was unjust and had been taken off.

_Monday, April 20._—Attended a meeting of a new “institution”

just on foot, first called “Sorosis” and afterwards “Woman’s

League” for the benefit and mutual support of women. It was the

first official meeting, but it proved so unofficial that I was

entertained, and amused as well, and was able on my return to

make Mr. Dickens laugh until he declared if anything could make

him feel better for the evening that account of the Woman’s

League would.

_Tuesday._—I find it very difficult today to write at all. Mr.

Dickens is on his bed and has been unable to rise, in spite of

efforts all day long.... Mr. Norton has been here and we have

been obliged to go out, but our hearts have been in that other

room all the time where our dear friend lies suffering.... Oh!

these last times—what heartbreak there is in the words. I lay

awake since early this morning (though we did not leave him

until half-past twelve) feeling as if when I arose we must

say good-bye. How relieved I felt to brush the tears away and

know there was one more day, but even that gain was lessened

when I found he could not rise and even this must be a day of

separation too. When Jamie told him last night he felt like

erecting a statue to him because of his heroism in doing his

duty so well, he laughed and said, “No, don’t; take down one of

the old ones instead!”

The diary goes on to express the genuine sorrow of Mrs. Fields and her

husband at parting from a friend who had so completely absorbed their

affection, but in terms which the diarist herself would have been the

first to regard as more suitable for manuscript than for print. The pages

that contain them throw more light upon Mrs. Fields—a warm and tender

light it is—than upon Dickens. There is, however, one paragraph, written

after the Fieldses had returned to Boston from New York, which tells

something both of Dickens and of Queen Victoria, in whose personality

the public interest appears to be perpetual; and with this passage the

quotations from the diary shall end.

[Illustration: FACSIMILE PLAY-BILL OF “THE FROZEN DEEP,” WITH DICKENS AS

ACTOR-MANAGER]

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