To obviate this, I accustomed myself, in the first place, with

everything that I possessed, to call to mind with pleasure how I came

by it, from whom I received it, whether it was by way of present,

exchange, or purchase, or in any other manner. I have accustomed

myself, in showing my collections, to mention the persons by whose

means I obtained each article, nay, even to do justice to the occasion,

to the accident, to the remotest cause and coincidence, by which

things which are dear and of value to me have become mine. That

which surrounds us thus receives a life; we see in it a spiritual

combination, full of love, reminding us of its origin; and, by thus

making past circumstances present to us, our momentary existence is

elevated and enriched, the originators of the gifts rise repeatedly

before the imagination, we connect with their image a pleasing

remembrance, ingratitude becomes impossible, and a return, on occasion,

becomes easy and desirable. At the same time, we are led to the

consideration of that which is not a possession palpable to the senses,

and we love to recapitulate to whom our higher endowments are to be

ascribed, and whence they take their date.

Before I turn my attention from that connexion with Herder, which was

so important and so rich in consequences for me, I find yet something

more to adduce. Nothing was more natural than that I should by degrees

become more and more reserved towards Herder, in communicating those

things which had hitherto contributed to my culture, but especially

such as still seriously occupied my attention at the moment. He had

destroyed my enjoyment of so much that I had loved before, and had

especially blamed me in the strongest manner for the pleasure I took

in _Ovid's Metamorphoses._ I might defend my favourite as I would, I

might say that, for a youthful fancy, nothing could be more delightful

than to linger in those cheerful and glorious regions with gods

and demi-gods, and to be a witness of their deeds and passions; I

might circumstantially quote that previously mentioned opinion of a

sober-minded man, and corroborate it by my own experience; all this,

according to Herder, went for nothing; there was no immediate truth,

properly so called, to be found in these poems; here was neither

Greece nor Italy, neither a primitive world nor a cultivated one,

everything was rather an imitation of what had already existed, and

a mannerised representation, such as could be expected only from an

over-cultivated man. And if at last I would maintain, that whatever an

eminent individual produces is also nature, and that always, in all

nations, ancient and modern, the poet alone has been the maker; this

was not allowed to pass, and I had to endure much on this account, nay,

I was almost disgusted with my Ovid by it; for there is no affection,

no habit so strong, that it can hold out in the long run against the

animadversions of eminent men in whom one places confidence. Something

always cleaves to us, and if one cannot love unconditionally, love is

already in a critical condition.

I most carefully concealed from him my interest in certain subjects

which had rooted themselves within me, and were, by little and

little, moulding themselves into poetic form. These were _Götz von

Berlichingen_ and _Faust._ The biography of the former had seized my

inmost heart. The figure of a rude, well-meaning self-helper, in a

wild anarchical time, awakened my deepest sympathy. The significant

puppet-show fable of the latter resounded and vibrated many-toned

within me. I had also wandered about in all sorts of science, and had

early enough been led to see its vanity. I had, moreover, tried all

sorts of ways in real life, and had always returned more unsatisfied

and troubled. Now these things, as well as many others, I carried about

with me, and delighted myself with them during my solitary hours,

but without writing anything down. But most of all, I concealed from

Herder my mystico-cabalistical chemistry, and everything relating to

it, although, at the same time, I was still very fond of secretly

busying myself in working it out more consistently than it had been

communicated to me. Of my poetical labours, I believe I laid before

him _Die Mitschuldigen_, but I do not recollect that on this account

I received either correction or encouragement on his part. Yet, with

all this, he remained what he was; whatever proceeded from him had an

important, if not a cheering effect, and even his handwriting exercised

a magic power over me. I do not remember having ever torn up or thrown

away one of his letters, or even a mere envelope from his hand; yet,

with my various changes of place and time, not one document of those

strange, foreboding, and happy days is left.

[Side-note: Herder's Influence on Jung.]

That Herder's power of attraction operated upon others as well as upon

me, I should scarcely mention, had I not to remark that it extended

itself particularly to JUNG, commonly called STILLING. The true, honest

striving of this man could not but deeply interest everybody who had

any feeling, and his susceptibility must have charmed into candour

every one who was in a condition to impart anything. Even Herder

behaved towards him with more forbearance than towards the rest of us:

for his counter-action always seemed to stand in relation with the

action exerted upon him. Jung's narrowness was accompanied by so much

good-will, his urgency with so much softness and earnestness, that a

man of intelligence could certainly not be severe against him, and a

benevolent man could not scoff at him, or turn him into ridicule. Jung

was also exhilarated to such a degree by Herder, that he felt himself

strengthened and advanced in all he did; even his affection for me

seemed to lose ground in the same ratio; yet we always remained good

companions, made allowances for each other from first to last, and

mutually rendered the most friendly services.

Let us now, however, withdraw ourselves from the sick chamber of

friendship, and from the general considerations which refer rather to

disorder than to health of mind; let us betake ourselves into the open

air, to the lofty and broad gallery of the minster, as if the time were

still present, when we young fellows often appointed an evening meeting

to greet the departing sun with brimming goblets. Here all conversation

was lost in the contemplation of the country: here sharpness of

eye-sight was put to the proof, and every one strove to perceive, nay,

plainly to distinguish, the most distant objects. Good telescopes were

employed to assist us, and one friend after another exactly pointed out

the spot which had become the most dear and precious to him; and I also

did not lack such a little spot, which, although it did not come out

with importance in the landscape, nevertheless more than all the rest

attracted me with an amiable magic. On these occasions the imagination

was excited by relating our adventures, and several little jaunts were

concerted, nay, often undertaken on the spur of the moment, of which

I will circumstantially relate only one instead of a number, since in

many respects it was of consequence to me.

With two worthy friends and fellow-boarders, Engelbach and Weyland,

both natives of Lower Alsace, I repaired on horseback to Zabern, where,

in the fine weather, the friendly little place smiled pleasantly upon

us. The sight of the bishop's castle awakened our admiration; the

extent, height, and splendour of a new set of stables bore witness to

the other comforts of the owner. The gorgeousness of the staircase

surprised us, the chambers and saloons we trode with reverence, only

the person of the cardinal, a little wreck of a man, whom we saw at

table, made a contrast. The view of the garden is splendid, and a

canal, three quarters of a league long, which leads straight up to the

middle of the castle, gives a high idea of the taste and resources of

the former possessors. We rambled up and down there, and enjoyed many

parts of this beautifully situated whole, which lies on the outskirts

of the magnificent plain of Alsace, at the foot of the Vosges.

After we had enjoyed ourselves at this clerical outpost of a royal

power, and had made ourselves comfortable in its region, we arrived

early next morning at a public work, which most nobly opens the

entrance into a mighty kingdom. Illumined by the beams of the rising

sun, the famous Zabern-stairs, a work of incredible labour, rose before

us. A road, built serpentine-wise over the most fearful crags, and

wide enough for three wagons abreast, leads up hill so gently, that

the ascent is scarcely perceptible. The hardness and smoothness of the

way, the flat-topped elevations on both sides for the foot-passengers,

the stone channels to lead off the mountain-water, all are executed as

neatly as artistically and durably, so that they afford a satisfactory

view. Thus one gradually arrives at Pfalzburg, a modern fortification.

It lies upon a moderate hill; the works are elegantly built on blackish

rocks, and of the same kind of stone, and the joinings being pointed

out with white mortar, show exactly the size of the square stones, and

give a striking proof of neat workmanship. We found the place itself,

as is proper for a fortress, regular, built of stone, and the church in

good taste. When we wandered through the streets--it was nine o'clock

on Sunday morning--we heard music; they were already waltzing in the

tavern to their hearts' content, and as the inhabitants did not suffer

themselves to be disturbed in their pleasures by the great scarcity,

nay, by the threatened famine, so also our youthful cheerfulness

was not at all troubled when the baker on the road refused us some

bread, and directed us to the tavern, where perhaps we might procure

provisions at the usual place.

[Side-note: Zabern-Buchsweiler.]

We now very willingly rode down the Zabern-stairs again to gaze at

this architectural wonder a second time, and to enjoy once more the

refreshing prospect over Alsace. We soon reached Buchsweiler, where

friend Weyland had prepared for us a good reception. To a fresh

youthful mind the condition of a small town is well suited; family

connexions are closer and more perceptible; domestic life, which, with

moderate activity, moves hither and thither between light official

duties, town business, agriculture and gardening, invites us to a

friendly participation; sociableness is necessary, and the stranger

finds himself very pleasantly situated in the limited circles, if the

disputes of the inhabitants, which in such places are more palpable, do

not everywhere come in contact with him. This little town was the chief

place of the county of Hanau-Lichtenberg, belonging to the Landgrave of

Darmstadt, under French sovereignty. A regency and board of officers

established here made the place an important centre-point of a very

beautiful and desirable principality. We easily forgot the unequal

streets and the irregular architecture of the place when we went out

to look at the old castle and the gardens, which are excellently laid

out on a hill. Numerous little pleasure-woods, a preserve for tame and

wild pheasants, and the relics of many similar arrangements, showed how

pleasant this little residence must formerly have been.

Yet all these views were surpassed by the prospect which met the eye,

when, from the neighbouring Baschberg, one looked over the perfectly

paradisiacal region. This height, wholly heaped together out of

different kinds of shells, attracted my attention for the first time

to such documents of antiquity; I had never before seen them together

in so great a mass. Yet the curious eye soon turned itself exclusively

to the landscape. You stand on the last landward[2] mountain-point;

towards the north lies a fruitful plain, interspersed with little

forests, and bounded by a stem low of mountains that stretches itself

westward towards Zaber, where the episcopal palace and the abbey of St.

John, lying a league beyond it, may be plainly recognised. Thence the

eye follows the more and more vanishing chain of the Vosges towards the

south. If you turn to the north-east you see the castle of Lichtenberg

upon a rock, and towards the south-east the eye has the boundless plain

of Alsace to scrutinize, which, afar off, withdraws itself from the

sight in the more and more misty landscape, until at last the Suabian

mountains melt away like shadows into the horizon.

Already in my limited wanderings through the world, I had remarked

how important it is in travelling to inquire after the course of the

waters, and even to ask with respect to the smallest brook, whither

in reality it runs. One thus acquires a general survey of every

stream-region, in which one happens to be, a conception of the heights

and depths which bear relation to each other, and by these leading

things, which assist the contemplation as well as the memory, extricates

oneself in the surest manner from the geological and political

labyrinth. With these observations, I took a solemn farewell of my

beloved Alsace, as the next morning we meant to turn our steps towards

Lorraine.

The evening passed away in familiar conversation, in which we tried to

cheer ourselves up under a joyless present, by remembrances of a better

past. Here, as in the whole of this small country, the name of the

last Count Reinhard von Hanau was blessed above all others; his great

understanding and aptitude had appeared in all his actions, and many

a beautiful memorial of his existence yet remained. Such men have the

advantage of being double benefactors: once to the present, which they

make happy, and then to the future, the feeling of which and courage

they nourish and sustain.

[Side-note: Saarbrück.]

Now as we turned ourselves north-westward into the mountains, passed

by Lützelstein, an old mountain tower, in a very hilly country, and

descended into the region of the Saar and the Moselle, the heavens

began to lower, as if they would render yet more sensible to us the

condition of the more rugged western country. The valley of the Saar,

where we first found Bockenheim, a small place, and saw opposite to it

Neusaarwerden, which is well-built, with a pleasure-castle, is bordered

on both sides by mountains which might be called melancholy, if at

their foot an endless succession of meadows and fields, called the

Huhnau, did not extend as far as Saaralbe, and beyond it, further than

the eye can reach. Great buildings, belonging to the former stables of

the Duke of Lorraine, here attract the eye; they are at present used

as a dairy, for which purpose, indeed, they are very well situated.

We passed through Saargemünd to Saarbrück, and this little residence

was a bright point in a land so rocky and woody. The town, small and

hilly, but well adorned by the last prince, makes at once a pleasing

impression, as the houses are all painted a greyish white, and the

different elevation of them affords a variegated view. In the middle

of a beautiful square, surrounded with handsome buildings, stands the

Lutheran church, on a small scale, but in proportion with the whole.

The front of the castle lies on the same level with the town; the back,

on the contrary, on the declivity of a steep rock. This has not only

been worked out terrace-fashion, to afford easy access to the valley,

but an oblong garden-plot has also been obtained below, by turning off

the stream on one side, and cutting away the rock on the other, after

which this whole space was lastly filled up with earth and planted. The

time of this undertaking fell in the epoch when they used to consult

the architects about laying out gardens, just as at present they call

in the aid of the landscape-painter's eye. The whole arrangement of

the castle, the costly and the agreeable, the rich and the ornamental,

betokened a life-enjoying owner, such as the deceased prince had

been; the present sovereign was not at home. President von Günderode

received us in the most obliging manner, and entertained us for three

days better than we had a right to expect. I made use of the various

acquaintance which we formed to instruct myself in many respects. The

life of the former prince, rich in pleasure, gave material enough for

conversation, as well as the various expedients which he hit upon to

make use of the advantages supplied by the nature of his land. Here I

was now properly initiated into the interest for mountain countries,

and the love for those economical and technical investigations which

have busied me a great part of my life, was first awakened within me.

We heard of the rich coal-pits at Dutweil, of the iron and alum works,

and even of a burning mountain, and we prepared ourselves to see these

wonders close.

We now rode through woody mountains, which must seem wild and dreary to

him who comes out of a magnificent fertile land, and which can attract

us only by the internal contents of its bosom. We were made acquainted

with one simple, and one complicated piece of machinery, within a short

distance of each other; namely, a scythe-smithy and a wire-drawing

factory. If one is pleased at the first because it supplies the place

of common hands, one cannot sufficiently admire the other, for it works

in a higher organic sense, from which understanding and consciousness

are scarcely to be separated. In the alum-works we made accurate

inquiries after the production and purifying of this so necessary

material, and when we saw great heaps of a white greasy, loose, earthy

matter, and asked the use of it, the labourers answered, smiling, that

it was the scum thrown up in boiling the alum, and that Herr Stauf had

it collected, as he hoped perchance to turn it to some profit. "Is Herr

Stauf alive yet?" exclaimed my companion in surprise. They answered

in the affirmative, and assured us that according to the plan of our

journey we should not pass far from his lonely dwelling.

[Side-note: Coal and Alum-Works.]

Our road now led up along the channels by which the alum-water is

conducted down, and the principal horizontal works (_stollen_), which

they call the "_landgrube_," and from which the famous Dutweil coals

are procured. These, when they are dry, have the blue colour of darkly

tarnished steel, and the most beautiful succession of rainbow tints

plays over the surface with every movement. The deep abysses of the

coal-levels, however, attracted us so much the less as their contents

lay richly poured out around us. We now reached the open mine, in which

the roasted alum-scales are steeped in lye, and soon after, a strange

occurrence surprised us, although we had been prepared. We entered into

a chasm and found ourselves in the region of the Burning Mountain.

A strong smell of sulphur surrounded us; one side of the cavity was

almost red-hot, covered with reddish stone burnt white; thick fumes

arose from the crevices, and we felt the heat of the ground through our

strong boot-soles. An event so accidental, for it is not known how this

place became ignited, affords a great advantage for the manufacture

of alum, since the alum-scales of which the surface of the mountain

consists, lie there perfectly roasted, and may be steeped in a short

time and very well. The whole chasm had arisen by the calcined scales

being gradually removed and used up. We clambered up out of this depth,

and were on the top of the mountain. A pleasant beech-grove encircled

the spot, which followed up to the chasm and extended itself on both

sides of it. Many trees stood already dried up, some were withering

near others, which, as yet quite fresh, felt no forebodings of that

fierce heat which was approaching and threatening their roots also.

Upon this space different openings were steaming, others had already

done smoking, and this fire had thus smouldered for ten years already

through old broken-up pits and horizontal shafts, with which the

mountain is undermined. It may, too, have penetrated to the clefts

through new coal-beds: for, some hundred paces further into the wood,

they had contemplated following up manifest indications of an abundance

of coal; but they had not excavated far before a strong smoke burst

out against the labourers and dispersed them. The opening was filled

up again, yet we found the place still smoking as we went on our way

past it to the residence of our hermit-like chemist. This lies amid

mountains and woods; the vallies there take very various and pleasing

windings, the soil round about is black and of the coal kind, and

strata of it frequently come in sight. A coal philosopher--_philosophus

per ignem_, as they said formerly--could scarcely have settled himself

more suitably.

We came before a small house, not inconvenient for a dwelling, and

found Herr Stauf, who immediately recognised my friend, and received

him with lamentations about the new government. Indeed we could

see from what he said, that the alum-works, as well as many other

well-meant establishments, on account of external and perhaps internal

circumstances also, did not pay their expenses; with much else of the

sort. He belonged to the chemists of that time, who, with a hearty

feeling for all that could be done with the products of nature, took

delight in abstruse investigations of trifles and secondary matters,

and with their insufficient knowledge were not dexterous enough to do

that from which properly economical and mercantile profit is to be

derived. Thus the use which he promised himself from that scum lay

very far in the distance; thus he had nothing to show but a cake of

sal-ammoniac, with which the Burning Mountain had supplied him.

Ready** and glad to communicate his complaints to a human ear, the

lean, decrepit little man, with a shoe on one foot and a slipper on

the other, and with stockings hanging down and repeatedly pulled up in

vain, dragged himself up the mountain to where the resin-house stands,

which he himself had erected, and now, with great grief, sees falling

to ruins. Here was found a connected row of furnaces, where coal was

to be cleansed of sulphur, and made fit for use in iron-works; but at

the same time they wished also to turn the oil and resin to account;

nay, they would not even lose the soot; and thus all failed together,

on account of the many ends in view. During the life-time of the former

prince, the business had been carried on in the spirit of an amateur,

and in hope; now they asked for the immediate use, which was not to be

shown.

After we left our adept to his solitude, we hastened--for it was now

late--to the glass-house in Friedrichsthal, where we became acquainted,

on our way, with one of the most important and most wonderful

operations of human ingenuity.

Nevertheless, some pleasant adventures, and a surprising firework at

night-fall, net far from Neukirch, interested us young fellows almost

more than these important experiences. For as a few nights before,

on the banks of the Saar, shining clouds of glow-worms hovered around

us, betwixt rock and thicket, so now the spark-spitting forges played

their sprightly firework towards us. We passed, in the depth of night,

the smelting-houses situated in the bottom of the valley, and were

delighted with the strange half-gloom of these dens of plank, which are

but dimly lighted by a little opening in the glowing furnace. The noise

of the water, and of the bellows driven by it, the fearful whizzing and

shrieking of the blast of air which, raging into the smelted ore, stuns

the ears and confuses the senses, drove us away, at last, to turn into

Neukirch, which is built up against the mountain.

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