Another man, although infinitely different from Behrisch in every

respect, might yet be compared with him in a certain sense; I mean

OESER, who was also one of those men who dream away their lives in

a comfortable state of being busy. His friends themselves secretly

acknowledged that, with very fine natural powers, he had not spent

his younger years in sufficient activity; for which reason, he never

went so far as to practise his art with perfect technicality. Yet

a certain diligence appeared to be reserved for his old age, and,

during the many years which I knew him, he never lacked invention or

laboriousness. From the very first moment he had much attracted me;

even his residence, strange and portentous, was highly charming to me.

In the old castle Pleissenburg, at the right-hand corner, one ascended

a repaired, cheerful, winding staircase. The saloons of the Academy

of Design, of which he was director, were found to the left, and were

light and roomy; but he himself could only be reached through a narrow,

dark passage, at the end of which one first sought the entrance into

his apartments, having just passed between the whole suite of them and

an extensive granary. The first apartment was adorned with pictures

from the later Italian school, by masters whose grace he used highly to

commend. As I, with some noblemen, had taken private lessons of him, we

were permitted to draw here, and we often penetrated into his adjoining

private cabinet, which contained at the same time his few books,

collections of art and natural curiosities, and whatever else might

have most interested him. Everything was arranged with taste, simply,

and in such a manner that the little space held a great deal. The

furniture, presses, and portfolios were elegant, without affectation

or superfluity. Thus also the first thing which he recommended to us,

and to which he always recurred, was simplicity in everything that art

and manual labour united are called upon to produce. As a sworn foe

of the scroll-and-shell style, and of the whole taste for quaintness,

he showed us in copper-plates and drawings old patterns of the sort,

contrasted with better decorations and simpler forms of furniture, as

well as with other appurtenances of a room; and, because everything

about him corresponded with these maxims, his words and instructions

made a good and lasting impression on us. Besides this, he had an

opportunity to let us see his opinions in practice, since he stood in

good consideration both with private and with official persons, and

was asked for advice when there were new buildings and alterations. He

seemed in general to be more fond of preparing anything on occasion,

for a certain end and use, than of undertaking and completing things

which exist for themselves and require a greater perfection; he

was therefore always ready and at hand when the publishers needed

larger and smaller copper-plates for any work; thus the vignettes

to Winckelmann's first writings were etched by him. But he often

made only very sketchy drawings, to which Geyser knew very well how

to adapt himself. His figures had throughout something general, not

to say ideal. His women were pleasing and agreeable, his children

_naïve_ enough; only he could not succeed with the men, who, in his

spirited but always cloudy and at the same time foreshortening manner,

had for the most part the look of _Lazzaroni._ Since he designed his

composition less with regard to form than to light, shade, and masses,

the general effect was good; as indeed all that he did and produced

was attended by a peculiar grace. As he at the same time neither could

nor would control a deep-rooted propensity to the significant and the

allegorical--to that which excites a secondary thought, so his works

always furnished something to reflect upon, and were complete through

a conception, even where they could not be so from art and execution.

This bias, which is always dangerous, frequently led him to the very

bounds of good taste, if not beyond them. He often sought to attain

his views by the oddest notions, and by whimsical jests; nay, his best

works always have a touch of humour. If the public were not always

satisfied with such things, he revenged himself by a new and even

stranger drollery. Thus he afterwards exhibited in the ante-room of

the great concert-hall, an ideal female figure, in his own style, who

was raising a pair of snuffers to a taper, and he was extraordinarily

delighted when he was able to cause a dispute on the question: whether

this singular muse meant to snuff the light or to extinguish it? when

he roguishly allowed all sorts of bantering by-thoughts to peep forth.

But the building of the new theatre, in my time, made the greatest

noise; in which his curtain, when it was still quite new, had certainly

an uncommonly charming effect. Oeser had taken the Muses out of the

clouds, upon which they usually hover on such occasions, and set them

upon the earth. The statues of Sophocles and Aristophanes, around whom

all the modern dramatic writers were assembled, adorned a vestibule to

the Temple of Fame. Here, too, the goddesses of the arts were likewise

present, and all was dignified and beautiful. But now comes the oddity!

Through the open centre was seen the portal of the distant temple, and

a man in a light jerkin was passing between the two above-mentioned

groups, and without troubling himself about them, directly up to

the temple; he was seen from behind, and was not particularly

distinguished. Now this man was to represent Shakspeare, who, without

predecessors or followers, without concerning himself about models,

went to meet immortality in his own way. This work was executed on the

great floor over the new theatre. We often assembled round him there,

and in that place I read aloud to him the proof-sheets of _Musarion._

[Side-note: Influence of Oeser.]

As to myself, I by no means advanced in the practice of the art. His

instructions worked upon our mind and our taste; but his own drawing

was too undefined to guide me, who had only glimmered along by the

objects of art and of nature, to a severe and decided practice. Of the

faces and bodies he gave us rather the aspect than the forms, rather

the postures than the proportions. He gave us the conceptions of the

figures, and desired that we should impress them vividly upon our

minds. That might have been beautifully and properly done, if he had

not had mere beginners before him. If, on this account, a pre-eminent

talent for instruction may be well denied him, it must, on the other

hand, be acknowledged that he was very discreet and politic, and that

a happy adroitness of mind qualified him very peculiarly for a teacher

in a higher sense. The deficiencies under which each one laboured he

clearly saw; but he disdained to reprove them directly, and rather

hinted his praise and censure indirectly and very laconically. One

was now compelled to think over the matter, and soon came to a far

deeper insight. Thus, for instance, I had very carefully executed,

after a pattern, a nosegay on blue paper, with white and black crayon,

and partly with the stump, partly by hatching it up, had tried to

give effect to the little picture. After I had been long labouring in

this way, he once came behind me and said: "More paper!" upon which

he immediately withdrew. My neighbour and I puzzled our heads as to

what this could mean: for my bouquet, on a large half-sheet, had

plenty of space around it. After we had reflected a long while, we

thought, at last, that we had hit his meaning, when we remarked that,

by working together the black and the white, I had quite covered up

the blue ground, had destroyed the middle tint, and, in fact, with

great industry, had produced a disagreeable drawing. As to the rest,

he did not fail to instruct us in perspective, and in light and shade,

sufficiently indeed, but always so that we had to exert and torment

ourselves to find the application of the principles communicated.

Probably his view with regard to us who did not intend to become

artists, was only to form the judgment and taste, and to make us

acquainted with the requisites of a work of art, without precisely

requiring that we should produce one. Since, moreover, patient industry

was not my talent, for nothing gave me pleasure except what came to

me at once, so by degrees I became discouraged, if not lazy, and as

knowledge is more comfortable than doing, I was quite content to follow

wherever he chose, after his own fashion, to lead us.

At this time the _Lives of the Painters_, by D'Argenville, was

translated into German; I obtained it quite fresh, and studied it

assiduously enough. This seemed to please Oeser, and he procured us

an opportunity of seeing many a portfolio out of the great Leipzig

collections, and thus introduced us to the history of the art. But even

these exercises produced in me an effect different from that which he

probably had in mind. The manifold subjects which I saw treated by

artists awakened the poetic talent in me, and as one easily makes an

engraving for a poem, so did I now make poems to the engravings and

drawings, by contriving to present to myself the personages introduced

in them, in their previous and subsequent condition, and sometimes to

compose a little song which might have suited them; and thus accustomed

myself to consider the arts in connexion with each other. Even the

mistakes which I made, so that my poems were often descriptive, were

useful to me in the sequel, when I came to more reflection, by making

me attentive to the differences between the arts. Of the little things

many were in the collection which Behrisch had arranged; but there is

nothing left of them now.

The atmosphere of art and taste in which Oeser lived, and into which

one was drawn, provided one visited him frequently, was the more and

more worthy and delightful, because he was fond of remembering departed

or absent persons, with whom he had been, or still continued to be, on

good terms; for if he had once given any one his esteem, he remained

unalterable in his conduct towards him, and always showed himself

equally friendly.

After we had heard CAYLUS pre-eminently extolled among the French, he

made us also acquainted with Germans of activity in this department.

Thus we learned that Professor CHRIST, as an amateur, a collector, a

connoisseur, a fellow-labourer, had done good service for art; and

had applied his learning to its true improvement. HEINECKEN**, on

the contrary, could not be honourably mentioned, partly because he

devoted himself too assiduously to the ever-childish beginnings of

German art, which Oeser little valued, partly because he had once

treated Winckelmann shabbily, which could never be forgiven him. Our

attention, however, was strongly drawn to the labours of LIPPERT,

since our instructor knew how to set forth his merits sufficiently.

"For," he said, "although single statues and larger groups of sculpture

remain the foundation and the summit of all knowledge of art, yet

either as originals or as casts they are seldom to be seen; on the

contrary, by Lippert, a little world of gems is made known, in which

the more comprehensible merit of the ancients, their happy invention,

judicious composition, tasteful treatment, are made more striking and

intelligible, while, from the great number of them, comparison is much

more possible." While now we were busying ourselves with these as much

as was allowed, WINCKELMANN'S lofty life of art in Italy was pointed

out, and we took his first writings in hand with devotion: for Oeser

had a passionate reverence for him, which he was able easily to instil

into us. The problematical part of those little treatises, which are,

besides, confused even from their irony, and from their referring to

opinions and events altogether peculiar, we were, indeed, unable to

decipher; but as Oeser had great influence over us, and incessantly

gave them out to us as the gospel of the beautiful, and still more

of the tasteful and the pleasing, we found out the general sense,

and fancied that with such interpretations we should go on the more

securely, as we regarded it no small happiness to draw from the same

fountain from which Winckelmann had allayed his earliest thirst.

[Side-note: Feeling for Art in Leipzig.]

No greater good fortune can befall a city, than when several educated

men, like-minded in what is good and right, live together in it.

Leipzig had this advantage, and enjoyed it the more peacefully, as so

many differences of judgment had not yet manifested themselves. HUBER,

a print collector, and a well-experienced connoisseur, had furthermore

the gratefully acknowledged merit of having determined to make the

worth of German literature known to the French; KREUCHAUF, an amateur

with a practised eye, who, as the friend of the whole society of art,

might regard all collections as his own; WINKLER, who much loved to

share with others the intelligent delight which he cherished for his

treasures; many more who were added to the list, all lived and laboured

with one feeling, and often as I was permitted to be present when they

examined works of art, I do not remember that a dispute ever arose: the

school from which the artist had proceeded, the time in which he lived,

the peculiar talent which nature had bestowed on him, and the degree of

excellence to which he had brought it in his performances, were always

fairly considered. There was no prejudice for spiritual or terrestrial

subjects, for landscape or for city views, for animate or inanimate;

the question was always about the accordance with art.

Now although from their situation, mode of thought, abilities, and

opportunities, these amateurs and collectors inclined more to the Dutch

school, yet, while the eye was practised on the endless merits of the

north-western artist, a look of reverential longing was always turned

towards the south-east.

And so the university, where I neglected the ends both of my family

and myself, was to ground me in that in which I afterwards found the

greatest satisfaction of my life; the impression of those localities,

too, in which I received such important incitements, has always

remained to me most dear and precious. The old Pleissenburg, the

rooms of the Academy, but, above all, the abode of Oeser, and no less

the collections of Winkler and Richter, I have always vividly present

before me.

But a young man who, while older persons are conversing with each other

on subjects already familiar to them, is instructed only incidentally,

and for whom the most difficult part of the business, that of rightly

arranging all, yet remains, must find himself in a very painful

situation. I therefore, as well as others, looked about with longing

for some new light, which was indeed to come to us from a man to whom

we owed so much already.

[Side-note: Lessing's Laocoön.]

The mind can be highly delighted in two ways, by perception and

conception. But the former demands a worthy object, which is not

always at hand, and a proportionate culture, which one does not

immediately attain. Conception, on the other hand, requires only

susceptibility; it brings its subject-matter with it, and is itself

the instrument of culture. Hence that beam of light was most welcome

to us which that most excellent thinker brought down to us through

dark clouds. One must be a young man to render present to oneself the

effect which Lessing's _Laocoön_ produced upon us, by transporting

us out of the region of scanty perceptions into the open fields of

thought. The so long misunderstood _ut pictura poesis_ was at once

laid aside, the difference between plastic and speaking art[1] was

made clear, the summits of the two now appeared sundered, however

near their bases might border on each other. The plastic artist was

to keep himself within the bounds of the beautiful, if the artist of

language, who cannot dispense with the significant in any kind, is

permitted to ramble abroad beyond them. The former labours for the

outer sense, which is satisfied only by the beautiful; the latter for

the imagination, which may even reconcile itself to the ugly. All the

consequences of this splendid thought were illumined to us as by a

lightning flash; all the criticism which had hitherto guided and judged

was thrown away like a worn-out coat; we considered ourselves freed

from all evil, and fancied we might venture to look down with some

compassion upon the otherwise so splendid sixteenth century, when, in

German sculptures and poems, they knew how to represent life only under

the form of a fool hung with bells, death under the misformed shape

of a rattling skeleton, and the necessary and accidental evils of the

world under the image of the caricatured devil.

We were the most enchanted with the beauty of that thought, that

the ancients had recognised death as the brother of sleep, and had

represented them similar even to confusion, as becomes Menæchmi. Here

we could first do high honour to the triumph of the beautiful, and

banish the ugly of every kind into the low sphere of the ridiculous in

the kingdom of art, since it could not be utterly driven out of the

world.

The splendour of such leading and fundamental conceptions appears only

to the mind upon which they exercise their infinite activity--appears

only to the age in which, after being longed for, they come forth at

the right moment. Then do those at whose disposal such nourishment is

placed, fondly occupy whole periods of their lives with it, and rejoice

in a superabundant growth; while men are not wanting, meanwhile, who

resist such an effect on the spot, nor others who afterwards haggle and

cavil at its high meaning.

But as conception and perception mutually require each other, I could

not long work up these new thoughts, without an infinite desire arising

within me to see important works of art, once and away, in great

number. I therefore determined to visit Dresden without delay. I was

not in want of the necessary cash; but there were other difficulties

to overcome, which I needlessly increased still further, through my

whimsical disposition; for I kept my purpose a secret from every one,

because I wished to contemplate the treasures of art there quite after

my own way, and, as I thought, to allow no one to perplex me. Besides

this, so simple a matter became more complicated by still another

eccentricity.

We have weaknesses, both by birth and by education, and it may be

questioned which of the two gives us the most trouble. Willingly as

I made myself familiar with all sorts of conditions, and many as had

been my inducements to do so, an excessive aversion from all inns had

nevertheless been instilled into me by my father. This feeling had

rooted itself firmly in him on his travels through Italy, France, and

Germany. Although he seldom spoke in images, and only called them to

his aid when he was very cheerful, yet he used often to repeat that he

always fancied he saw a great cobweb spun across the gate of an inn,

so ingeniously that the insects could indeed fly in, but that even the

privileged wasps could not fly out again unplucked. It seemed to him

something horrible, that one should be obliged to pay immoderately

for renouncing one's habits and all that was dear to one in life,

and living after the manner of publicans and waiters. He praised the

hospitality of the olden time, and reluctantly as he otherwise endured

even anything unusual in the house, he yet practised hospitality,

especially towards artists and virtuosi; thus gossip Seekatz always had

his quarters with us, and Abel, the last musician who handled the _viol

di gamba_ with success and applause, was well received and entertained.

With such youthful impressions, which nothing had as yet rubbed off,

how could I have resolved to set foot in an inn in a strange city?

Nothing would have been easier than to find quarters with good friends.

Hofrath Krebel, Assessor Hermann, and others had often spoken to me

about it already; but even to these my trip was to remain a secret,

and I hit upon a most singular notion. My next-room neighbour, the

industrious theologian, whose eyes unfortunately constantly grew weaker

and weaker, had a relation in Dresden, a shoemaker, with whom from time

to time he corresponded. For a long while already this man had been

highly remarkable to me on account of his expressions, and the arrival

of one of his letters was always celebrated by us as a holiday. The

mode in which he replied to the complaints of his cousin, who feared

blindness, was quite peculiar; for he did not trouble himself about

grounds of consolation, which are always hard to find; but the cheerful

way in which he looked upon his own narrow, poor, toilsome life,

the merriment which he drew even from evils and inconveniences, the

indestructible conviction that life is in itself and on its own account

a blessing, communicated itself to him who read the letter, and, for

the moment at least, transposed him into a like mood. Enthusiastic as

I was, I had often sent my compliments to this man, extolled his happy

natural gift, and expressed the wish to become acquainted with him. All

this being premised, nothing seemed to me more natural than to seek

him out, to converse with him, nay, to lodge with him, and to learn to

know him intimately. My good candidate, after some opposition, gave

me a letter, written with difficulty, to carry with me, and, full of

longing, I went to Dresden in the yellow coach, with my matriculation

in my pocket.

[Side-note: The Dresden Shoemaker.]

I looked for my shoemaker, and soon found him in the suburb

(_Vorstadt_). He received me in a friendly manner, sitting upon his

stool, and said smiling, after he had read the letter, "I see from

this, young Sir, that you are a whimsical Christian." "How so, master?"

replied I. "No offence meant by '_whimsical_,'" he continued; "one

calls every one so who is not consistent with himself; and I call you

a whimsical Christian because you acknowledge yourself a follower of

our Lord in one thing, but not in another." On my requesting him to

enlighten me, he said further: "It seems that your view is to announce

glad tidings to the poor and lowly; that is good, and this imitation

of the Lord is praiseworthy; but you should reflect besides, that he

rather sat down to table with prosperous rich folks, where there was

good fare, and that he himself did not despise the sweet scent of the

ointment, of which you will find the opposite in my house."

This pleasant beginning put me at once in good-humour, and we rallied

each other for some time. His wife stood doubting how she should board

and lodge such a guest. On this point, too, he had notions which

referred not only to the Bible, but also to _Gottfried's Chronicle_,

and when we were agreed that I was to stay, I gave my purse, such as

it was, into the charge of my hostess, and requested her to furnish

herself from it, if anything should be necessary. When he would have

declined it, and somewhat waggishly gave me to understand that he was

not so burnt out as he might appear, I disarmed him by saying, "Even

if it were only to change water into wine, such a well-tried domestic

resource would not be out of place, since there are no more miracles

now-a-days." The hostess seemed to find my conduct less and less

strange; we had soon accommodated ourselves to each other, and spent

a very merry evening. He remained always the same, because all flowed

from one source. His peculiarity was an apt common-sense, which rested

upon a cheerful disposition, and took delight in uniform habitual

activity. That he should labour incessantly was his first and most

necessary care; that he regarded everything else as secondary,--this

kept up his comfortable state of mind; and I must reckon him before

many others in the class of those who are called practical unconscious

philosophers.[2]

The hour when the gallery was to open, after being expected with

impatience, appeared. I entered into this sanctuary, and my

astonishment surpassed every conception which I had formed. This

saloon, returning into itself, in which splendour and neatness reigned,

together with the deepest stillness, the dazzling frames, all nearer

to the time in which they had been gilded, the floor polished with

bees'-wax, the spaces more trodden by spectators than used by copyists,

imparted a feeling of solemnity, unique of its kind, which so much

the more resembled the sensation with which one treads a church, as

the adornments of so many a temple, the objects of so much adoration,

seemed here again set up only for the sacred purposes of art. I readily

put up with the cursory description of my conductor; only I requested

that I might be allowed to remain in the outer gallery. Here, to my

comfort, I found myself really at home. I had already seen the works

of several artists, others I knew from engravings, others by name.

I did not conceal this, and I thus inspired my conductor with some

confidence; nay, the rapture which I expressed at pieces where the

pencil had gained the victory over nature, delighted him; for such were

the things which principally attracted me, where the comparison with

known nature must necessarily enhance the value of art.

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