THE SEARCH FOR A WIFE.

"My dear Herr von Ottmar," said the prince, holding out his hand to

_Heinrich_, "you came out of the vexatious affair, which unfortunately

I could not spare you, like a hero. Am I to do anything for your

_protege_? Tell me how I can assist the young man."

_Heinrich_ had intended to affect reserve, and to-day was just in the

right humor for it. He bowed low with the air of a deeply offended man.

"I thank you most humbly, your Highness. I have already provided for

Albert Preheim. I am happy to have proved to your Highness that I have

given my protection to no unworthy person, and am always ready to

answer for my acts like a man. I have made Albert Preheim the steward

of my estates, which have greatly depreciated in value during my long

absence. I will also venture to request your Highness to grant me leave

of absence for an indefinite time, that I may be able to instruct him

in his duties there."

"You wish to leave me now, when I need you most?"

"If I could hope that your Highness still needed me, I should feel

happier than is the case at present."

"Do you believe, Ottmar, that a time will ever come when we shall be

unnecessary to each other? I rely more upon your friendship for my

person, even if, as an independent man, you can do without the prince."

"Your Highness, let me be frank with you. How faithfully I have served

you, the sleepless nights during which I have shared your Highness's

arduous labors and heavy cares for your country, my deserted home, my

ruined estates, may prove. Compelled to leave my own court because I

was an adherent of the priesthood, I found with you a sphere of

activity in harmony with my political convictions, an only too generous

recognition of my humble services, and the highest possible reward in

your personal friendship. But now, your Highness, I stand here as a

compromised man, a hero of comedy, who played the martyr for his own

sins for the amusement of the rabble. This, your Highness, I cannot

endure. Society has a morbidly sensitive feeling for indecorum far more

than crime; it can ignore a secret sin, but not a public impropriety.

It is not for my guilt but its open acknowledgment that men will turn

their backs upon me, and I must go into retirement, for I cannot bear

to have the finger of scorn pointed at me."

The prince smiled. "Oh, if that is all that drives you away, Ottmar,

you can be perfectly at ease: I will become your security. Do you

suppose I would have asked my friend to expose himself if I had not

possessed the means to make amends for his humiliation at any moment? I

am astonished at your simplicity, Ottmar. Should you not have known

society better? Why, even if I would allow you to fall, you would still

be esteemed; but if I uphold you, people will treat you with the utmost

consideration. What advantage would it be to be ruler if I could not

even manage the handful of puppets around my throne? You must take a

journey, it is true, but on my business; if you wish to visit your

estates on the way, I have no objection; but I beg you to remain there,

no longer than is absolutely necessary. Do you consent?"

"My time has only the value it possesses for your Highness. If I can be

of more use in any other place than here, command me."

"You will be at ease here again when you have forgotten this

disagreeable affair. In the first place we will seal people's mouths by

a striking proof of my continued favor. This very night I shall present

you to my mother as Count von Ottmar."

"Your Highness! I do not know how to thank you for so much kindness."

"As one friend always does another: by honest counsel and assistance

when I need them!"

The prince fixed his large, blue eyes upon Ottmar with so kindly an

expression that the latter was surprised.

"I am well aware that the title of Count does not make amends for the

mortification I imposed upon you; but perhaps the consciousness that,

by this act of self-sacrifice, you have won a still larger share of my

esteem and confidence, may be some slight recompense. Therefore, my

friend, you shall advise me to-day in the most important event of my

life. I have summoned you to discuss my marriage."

"Do I know the princesses?" asked _Heinrich_.

"One of them, certainly; and you shall make the acquaintance of the

other. One is Princess Ottilie of H----."

"What!" exclaimed _Heinrich_, almost losing his self-command. "Princess

Ottilie!"

"Hist! _Pas si haut, mon ami_, the walls have ears. Remember that this

is still a profound secret; you are to be the first to mature the

affair. I have the privilege of choosing between Princess Ottilie and

Princess Marie of D----. The latter is still a mere child; but the

former has lost the first bloom of youth. I do not wish to select the

lady who will please me best, but the one who will most satisfactorily

fill the position of mistress of my realm; it is not permitted me to

marry according to the choice of my heart. My love, as you know, is

given to the beautiful Hellbach; but I can neither raise her to the

rank of my wife, nor degrade her to that of my mistress, and have

learned to conquer my wishes. The private happiness my wife can bestow

is merely to make no claims upon my love, which has been effaced from

my breast with this one image, and not press upon me an affection which

is valueless to me. A sincere friendship, and a pure conscience, are

all that I shall give and demand."

_Heinrich_ had been reflecting in silence. "What your Highness asks in

a wife is little, and yet the most difficult requirement that can be

made upon a woman. She is to offer her wedded husband no feeling,

desire none from him, save what might be accorded to the merest

stranger. She is to give your country the heir to the throne, and yet

be permitted to adopt no other manner towards the father of her child

than that prescribed by the laws of the coldest etiquette. But she must

bestow upon no other the love that her husband disdains; must enjoy

through no other the happiness he denies her; and yet is always to feel

a calm affection for the man who has thus destroyed the joys of married

life. Pardon me, your Highness, I know women well; this is a task which

only a princess can perform,--a princess in the true sense of the word;

not a young immature creature, who only wears the mask of her position,

and in whose mind natural rights far outweigh the claims of her high

station. A princess such as your Highness requires, one who has subdued

the first eager longings of her heart and resigned herself to consider

the duties of her lofty rank as the first necessity, is the Princess

Ottilie. Moreover, she is intellectual, lovable as a young girl, truly

royal in her bearing, and although no longer in the first bloom of

youth, extremely attractive."

"If you, who are so exacting, think her all this, she must really be

somewhat remarkable in every respect," said the prince. "You are right

in saying I could hardly expect so much self-sacrifice from a young

creature like the Princess Marie. Besides, the priests favor the

alliance with Ottilie because they rest great hopes upon her influence

over her Protestant uncle, the Prince of H----. There is only the

consideration that Ottilie is said to be delicate, and thereby the hope

of an heir to the throne might be endangered."

"Ob, I do not think so, your Highness. She is nervous, like all lofty,

intellectual natures; but such women are usually benefited by marriage.

Doctors chatter a great deal of exaggerated nonsense; and besides, it

is not for their advantage that the generous princess should be married

and leave the country. I have watched her for a long time, and can

assure your Highness that she has no more serious illness than all

ladies of her rank and age."

The prince paced up and down the room several times, and then paused

before Ottmar. "Are you giving me conscientious advice, Ottmar?

Remember that the sole object of the heavy sacrifice I am making is to

obtain an heir to the throne."

"Egotist!" thought _Heinrich_.

"Your Highness," he replied, "I am no physician. I can only say how I

judge of her as an unprofessional person, and that I have never thought

her ill."

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