That was a great day for Bullhead. He had to take the worst of it, of

course; sweeping the office and that; but whatever his faults, the boy

did as he was told. Only one vicious habit clung to him--he had a

passion for reading the rules. In spite of this, however, he steadily

mastered the taking, and, as for sending, he could do that before he

got out of the cuspidor department. Everybody around the Wickiup bullied

him, and maybe that was his salvation. He got used to expecting the

worst of it, and nerved himself to take it, which in railroading is half

the battle.

A few months after he became competent to handle a key the nightman at

Goose River Junction went wrong. When Callahan told Bullhead he thought

about giving him the job, the boy went wild with excitement, and in a

burst of confidence showed Callahan his star. It was the best thing that

ever happened, for the assistant head of the division had an impulsive

way of swearing the nonsense out of a boy's head, and when Bullhead

confessed to being a detective a fiery stream was poured on him. The

foolishness couldn't quite all be driven out in one round; but Jamie

Lyons went to Goose River fairly well informed as to how much of a fool

he was.

Goose River Junction is not a lively place. It has been claimed that

even the buzzards at Goose River Junction play solitaire. But apart

from the utter loneliness it was hard to hold operators there on account

of Nellie Cassidy. A man rarely stayed at Goose River past the second

pay-check. When he got money enough to resign he resigned; and all

because Nellie Cassidy despised operators.

The lunch counter that Matt Cassidy, Nellie's father, ran at the

Junction was just an adjunct for feeding train crews and the few miners

who wandered down from the Glencoe spur. Matt himself took the night

turn, but days it was Nellie who heated the Goose River coffee and

dispensed the pie--contract pie made at Medicine Bend, and sent by local

freight classified as ammunition, loaded and released, O. R.

It was Nellie's cruelty that made the frequent shifts at Goose River.

Not that she was unimpressible, or had no heroes. She had plenty of them

in the engine and the train service. It was the smart-uniformed young

conductors and the kerchiefed juvenile engineers on the fast runs to

whom Nellie paid deference, and for whom she served the preferred

doughnuts.

But this was nothing to Bullhead. He had his head so full of things when

he took his new position that he failed to observe Nellie's contempt. He

was just passing out of the private detective stage; just getting over

dental beginnings; just rising to the responsibility of the key, and a

month devoted to his immediate work and the study of the rules passed

like a limited train. Previous to the coming of Bullhead, no Goose River

man had tried study of the rules as a remedy for loneliness; it proved a

great scheme; but it aroused the unmeasured contempt of Nellie Cassidy.

She scorned Bullhead unspeakably, and her only uneasiness was that he

seemed unconscious of it.

However, the little Goose River girl had no idea of letting him escape

that way. When scorn became clearly useless she tried cajolery--she

smiled on Bullhead. Not till then did he give up; her smile was his

undoing. It was so absolutely novel to Bullhead--Bullhead, who had never

got anything but kicks and curses and frowns. Before Nellie's smiles,

judiciously administered, Bullhead melted like the sugar she began to

sprinkle in his coffee. That was what she wanted; when he was fairly

dissolved, Nellie like the coffee went gradually cold. Bullhead became

miserable, and to her life at Goose River was once more endurable.

It was then that Bullhead began to sit up all day, after working all

night, to get a single smile from the direction of the pie rack. He

hung, utterly miserable, around the lunch room all day, while Nellie

made impersonal remarks about the colorless life of a mere operator as

compared with life in the cab of a ten-wheeler. She admired the

engineer, Nellie--was there ever a doughnut girl who didn't? And when

One or Two rose smoking out of the alkali east or the alkali west, and

the mogul engine checked its gray string of sleepers at the Junction

platform, and Bat Mullen climbed down to oil 'round--as he always

did--there were the liveliest kind of heels behind the counter.

Such were the moments when Bullhead sat in the lunch room, unnoticed,

somewhat back where the flies were bad, and helped himself aimlessly to

the sizzling maple syrup--Nellie rustling back and forth for Engineer

Mullen, who ran in for a quick cup, and consulted, after each swallow, a

dazzling open-faced gold watch, thin as a double eagle; for Bat at

twenty-one was pulling the fast trains and carried the best. And with

Bullhead feeding on flannel cakes and despair, and Nellie Cassidy

looking quite her smartest, Mullen would drink his coffee in an

impassive rush, never even glancing Bullhead's way--absolutely ignoring

Bullhead. What was he but a nightman, anyway? Then Mullen would take as

much as a minute of his running time to walk forward to the engine with

Miss Cassidy, and stand in the lee of the drivers chatting with her,

while Bullhead went completely frantic.

It was being ignored in that way, after her smiles had once been his,

that crushed the night operator. It filled his head with schemes for

obtaining recognition at all hazards. He began by quarrelling violently

with Nellie, and things were coming to a serious pass around the depot

when the Klondike business struck the Mountain Division. It came with a

rush and when they began running through freight extras by way of the

Goose River short line, day and night, the Junction station caught the

thick of it. It was something new altogether for the short line rails

and the short line operators, and Bullhead's night trick, with nothing

to do but poke the fire and pop at coyotes, became straightway a busy

and important post. The added work kept him jumping from sundown till

dawn, and kept him from loafing daytimes around the lunch counter and

ruining himself on fermented syrup.

On a certain night, windier than all the November nights that had gone

before, the night operator sat alone in the office facing a resolve.

Goose River had become intolerable. Medicine Bend was not to be thought

of, for Bullhead now had a suspicion, due to Callahan, that he was a

good deal of a chump, and he wanted to get away from the ridicule that

had always and everywhere made life a burden. There appeared to

Bullhead nothing for it but the Klondike. On the table before the moody

operator lay his letter of resignation, addressed in due form to J. S.

Bucks, superintendent. Near it, under the lamp, lay a well-thumbed copy

of the book of rules, open at the chapter on Resignations, with subheads

on--

Resign, who should.

Resign, how to.

Resign, when to. (See also Time.)

The fact was it had at last painfully forced itself on Bullhead that he

was not fitted for the railroad business. Pat Francis had unfeelingly

told him so. Callahan had told him so; Neighbor had told him so; Bucks

had told him so. On that point the leading West End authorities were

agreed. Yet in spite of these discouragements he had persisted and at

last made a show. Who was it now that had shaken his stubborn

conviction? Bullhead hardly dared confess. But it was undoubtedly one

who put up to be no authority whatever on Motive Power or Train Service

or Operating--it was Matt Cassidy's girl.

While he re-read his formal letter and compared on spelling with his

pocket Webster, a train whistled. Bullhead looked at the clock: 11.40 P.

M. It was the local freight, Thirty, coming in from the West, working

back to Medicine. From the East, Number One had not arrived; she was six

hours late, and Bullhead looked out at his light, for he had orders for

the freight. It was not often that such a thing happened, because One

rarely went off schedule badly enough to throw her into his turn. He had

his orders copied and O.K.'d, and waited only to deliver them.

It was fearfully windy. The 266 engine, pulling Thirty that night,

wheezed in the gale like a man with the apoplexy. She had a new fireman

on, who was burning the life out of her, and as she puffed painfully

down on the scrap rails of the first siding and took the Y, her

overloaded safety gasped violently.

When the conductor of the Number Thirty train opened the station door,

the wind followed him like a catamount. The stove puffed open with a

down draft, and shot the room full of stinging smoke. The lamp blaze

flew up the chimney--out--and left the nightman and the conductor in

darkness. The trainman with a swear shoved-to the door, and Bullhead,

the patient, turned over his letter of resignation quick in the dark,

felt for a match and relighted his lamp. Swearing again at Bullhead, the

freight conductor swaggered over to his table, felt in all the

operator's pockets for a cigar, tumbled all the papers around, and once

more, on general principles, swore.

Bullhead took things uncomplainingly, but he watched close, and was

determined to fight if the brute discovered his letter of resignation.

When the trainman could think of no further indignities he took his

orders, to meet Number One at Sackley, the second station east of Goose

River. After he had signed, Bullhead asked him about the depot fire at

Bear Dance that had been going over the wires for two hours, reminded

him of the slow order for the number nine culvert and as the rude

visitor slammed the door behind him, held his hand over the lamp. Then

he sat down again and turned over his letter of resignation.

To make it binding it lacked only his signature--James Gillespie Blaine

Lyons--now, himself, of the opinion of every one else on the West End:

that he was just a natural born blooming fool. He lifted his pen to sign

off the aspirations of a young lifetime when the sounder began to snap

and sputter his call. It was the despatcher, and he asked hurriedly if

Number Thirty was there.

"Number Thirty is on the Y," answered Bullhead.

Then came a train order. "Hold Number Thirty till Number One arrives."

Bullhead repeated the order, and got back the O. K. He grabbed his hat

and hurried out of the door to deliver the new order to the local

freight before it should pull out.

To reach the train Bullhead had to cross the short line tracks. The wind

was scouring the flats, and as he tacked up the platform the dust swept

dead into him. At the switch he sprang across the rails, thinking of

nothing but reaching the engine cab of the local--forgetting about the

track he was crossing. Before he could think or see or jump, a through

freight on the short line, wild, from the West, storming down the grade

behind him, struck Bullhead as a grizzly would a gnat--hurled him,

doubling, fifty feet out on the spur--and stormed on into the East

without a quiver out of the ordinary. One fatality followed another. The

engineer of the short line train did not see the man he had hit, and

with the nightman lying unconscious in the ditch, the local freight

pulled out for Sackley.

Bullhead never knew just how long he lay under the stars. When his head

began to whirl the wind was blowing cool and strong on him, and the

alkali dust was eddying into his open mouth. It was only a matter of

seconds, though it seemed hours, to pull himself together and to put up

his hand unsteadily to feel what it was soaking warm and sticky into his

hair; then to realize that he had been struck by a short line train; to

think of what a failure he had lately acknowledged himself to be; and of

what it was he was clutching so tightly in his right hand--the holding

order for Number Thirty. He raised his reeling head; there was a drift

of starlight through the dust cloud, but no train in sight; Number

Thirty was gone. With that consciousness came a recollection--he had

forgotten to put out his red light.

His red light wasn't out. He kept repeating that to himself to put the

picture of what it meant before him. He had started to deliver an order

without putting out his light, and Number Thirty was gone; against

Number One--a head end collision staring the freight and the belated

passenger in the face. Number Thirty, running hard on her order to make

Sackley for the meeting, and One, running furiously, as she always

ran--to-night worse than ever.

He lifted his head, enraged with himself; enraged. He thought about the

rules, and he grew enraged. Only himself he blamed, nobody

else--studying the rules for a lifetime and just when it would mean the

death of a trainload of people forgetting his red signal. He lifted his

head; it was sick, deadly sick. But up it must come, Thirty gone, and it

wabbled, swooning sick and groggy as he stared around and tried to

locate himself. One thing he could see, the faint outline of the station

and his lamp blazing smoky in the window. Bullhead figured a second;

then he began to crawl. If he could reach the lamp before his head went

off again, before he went completely silly, he might yet save himself

and Number One.

It wasn't in him to crawl till he thought of his own mistake; but there

was a spur in the sweep of that through his head. His brain, he knew,

was wabbling, but he could crawl; and he stuck fainting to that one

idea, and crawled for the light of his lamp.

It is a bare hundred feet across to the Y. Bullhead taped every foot of

the hundred with blood. There was no one to call on for help; he just

stuck to the crawl, grinding his teeth in bitter self-reproach. They

traced him, next morning when he was past the telling of it, and his

struggle looked the track of a wounded bear. Dragging along one crushed

leg and half crazed by the crack on his forehead, Bullhead climbed to

the platform, across, and dragged himself to the door. He can tell yet

about rolling his broken leg under him and raising himself to grasp the

thumb latch. Not until he tried to open it did he remember it was a

spring lock and that he was outside. He felt in his pocket for his

keys--but his keys were gone.

There were no rules to consult then. No way on earth of getting into the

office in time to do anything; to drag himself to the lunch room, twice

further than the station, was out of the question. But there was a way

to reach his key in spite of all bad things, and Bullhead knew the way.

He struggled fast around to the window. Raising himself with a frightful

twinge on one knee, he beat at the glass with his fist. Clutching the

sash, he drew himself up with a hand, and with the other tore away the

muntin, stuck his head and shoulders through the opening, got his hand

on the key, and called the first station east, Blaisdell, with the 19.

Life and death that call meant; the 19, the despatcher's call--hanging

over the key, stammering the 19 over the wire, and baptizing the call in

his own blood--that is the way Bullhead learned to be a railroad man.

For Blaisdell got him and his warning, and had Number One on the siding

just as the freight tore around the west curve, headed for Sackley.

While it was all going on, Bullhead lay on the wind-swept platform at

Goose River with a hole in his head that would have killed anybody on

the West End, or, for that matter on earth except James Gillespie Blaine

Lyons.

After Number Thirty had passed so impudently, Number One felt her way

rather cautiously to Goose River, because the despatchers couldn't get

the blamed station. They decided, of course, that Bullhead was asleep,

and fixed everything at the Wickiup to send a new man up there on Three

in the morning and fire him for good.

But about one o'clock Number One rolled, bad-tempered, into Goose River

Junction, and Bat Mullen, stopping his train, strode angrily to the

station. It was dark as a pocket inside. Bat smashed in the door with

his heel, and the trainmen swarmed in and began looking with their

lanterns for the nightman. The stove was red-hot, but he was not asleep

in the arm-chair, nor napping under the counter on the supplies. They

turned to his table and discovered the broken window, and thought of a

hold-up. They saw where the nightman had spilled something that looked

like ink over the table, over the order book, over the clip, and there

was a hand print that looked inky on an open letter addressed to the

superintendent--and a little pool of something like ink under the key.

Somebody said suicide; but Bat Mullen suddenly stuck his lamp out of the

broken window, put his head through after it, and cried out. Setting his

lantern down on the platform, he crawled through the broken sash and

picked up Bullhead.

Next morning it was all over the West End.

"And Bullhead!" cried everybody. "That's what gets me. Who'd have

thought it of _Bullhead_!"

When they all got up there and saw what Bullhead had done, everybody

agreed that nobody but Bullhead could have done it.

The pilot bar of the short line mogul, in swiping Bullhead unmercifully,

had really made a railroad man of him. It had let a great light in on

the situation. Whereas before every one else on the line had been to

blame for his failures, Bullhead now saw that he himself had been to

blame, and was man enough to stand up and say so. When the big fellows,

Callahan and Kenyon and Pat Francis, saw his trail next morning, saw the

blood smeared over the table, and saw Bullhead's letter of resignation

signed in his own blood manual, and heard his straight-out story days

afterward, they said never a word.

But that morning, the morning after, Callahan picked up the letter and

put it just as it was between the leaves of the order book and locked

both in his grip. It was some weeks before he had a talk with Bullhead,

and he spoke then only a few words, because the nightman fainted before

he got through. Callahan made him understand, though, that as soon as he

was able he could have any key on that division he wanted as long as

_he_ was running it--and Callahan is running that division yet.

It all came easy after he got well. Instead of getting the worst of it

from everybody, Bullhead began to get the best of it, even from pretty

Nellie Cassidy. But Nellie had missed her opening. She tried tenderness

while the boy was being nursed at the Junction. Bullhead looked grim and

far-off through his bulging bandages, and asked his mother to put the

sugar in his coffee for him; Bullhead was getting sense.

Besides, what need has a young man with a heavy crescent-shaped scar on

his forehead, that people inquire about and who within a year after the

Goose River affair was made a train despatcher under Barnes Tracy at

Medicine Bend--what need has he of a coquette's smiles? His mother, who

has honorably retired from hard work, says half the girls at the Bend

are after him, and his mother ought to know, for she keeps house for

him.

Bullhead's letter of resignation with the print of his hand on it hangs

framed over Callahan's desk, and is shown to railroad big fellows who

are accorded the courtesies of the Wickiup. But when they ask Bullhead

about it, he just laughs and says some railroad men have to have sense

pounded into them.

The Master Mechanic's Story

DELAROO

"You tell it. I can't tell it," growled Neighbor.

"Oh, no. No. That's your story, Neighbor."

"I ain't no story-teller--"

"Just an able-jawed liar," suggested Callahan through a benevolent

bluish haze.

"Delaroo's story wasn't any lie, though," muttered Neighbor. "But a

fellow would think it was to hear it; now he would, for a fact, wouldn't

he?"

I

If you want him, quick and short, it would be: whiskers, secret

societies, statistics and plug tobacco--the latter mostly worked up.

That was Maje Sampson.

Bluntly, a wind-bag; two hundred and seventy pounds of atmosphere. Up on

benevolent fraternities, up on politics, up on the money question, up

on everything. The Seven Financial Conspiracies engaged Maje Sampson's

attention pretty continually, and had for him a practical application:

there were never less than seven conspiracies afoot in Medicine Bend to

make Maje Sampson pay up.

Pay? Indeed, he did pay. He was always paying. It was not a question of

paying. Not at all. It was a question of paying up, which is different.

The children--they were brickbats. Tow-headed, putty-faced, wash-eyed

youngsters of all sizes and conditions. About Maje Sampson's children

there was but one distinguishing characteristic, they were all boys,

nothing but boys, and they spread all over town. Was there a baby run

over? It was Maje Sampson's. Was there a child lost? Maje Sampson's. Was

there a violently large-headed, coarse-featured, hangdog, clattering

sort of a chap anywhere around? In the street, station, roundhouse,

yards, stock pens? It was a brickbat, sure, one of Maje Sampson's

brickbat boys.

The Sampsons were at the end of the street, and the end of the street

was up the mountain. Maje Sampson's lot, "raired," as Neighbor put

it--stood on its hind legs. His house had a startling tumble-over aspect

as you approached it. The back end of his lot ran up into the sheer, but

he marked the line sharply by a kind of horizontal fence, because the

cliff just above belonged to the corporation that owned everything else

on earth around Medicine Bend.

Maje Sampson did not propose to let any grasping corporation encroach on

his lines, so he built, and added to from time to time, a cluster of

things on the hind end of his lot--an eruption of small buildings like

pimples on a boy's nose, running down in size from the barn to the last

dry-goods box the boys had heaved up the slope for a dog house. To add

to the variety, some one of the structures was always getting away in

the wind, and if anything smaller than a hotel was seen careening

across-lots in a Medicine Bend breeze it was spotted without further

investigation as Maje Sampson's. When the gale abated, Joe McBracken,

who conducted the local dray line, was pretty sure to be seen with a

henhouse or a woodshed, or something likewise, loaded on his trucks

headed for Maje Sampson's. Once the whole lean-to of the house blew off,

but Joe McBracken stood ready for any emergency. He met the maverick

addition at the foot of the grade, loaded it on his house-moving truck,

hitched on four bronchos, crawled inside the structure, and, getting the

lines through the front window, drove up Main Street before the wind

had gone down. Joe was photographed in the act, and afterward used the

exhibit in getting judgment against Maje Sampson for his bill.

Now a man like Maje wouldn't be likely to have very much of a run nor

very much of an engine. He had the 264; an old pop bottle with a stack

like a tepee turned upside down. For a run he had always trains Number

Twenty-nine and Thirty, the local freights, with an accommodation coach

east of Anderson. There were times of stress frequently on the West End,

times when everybody ran first in first out, except Maje Sampson; he

always ran Twenty-nine and Thirty west to Silver River and back. A

pettifogging, cheap, jerk-water run with no rights to speak of, not even

against respectable hand-cars. The only things Maje Sampson did not have

to dodge were tramps, blanket Indians and telegraph poles; everything

else side-tracked Twenty-nine and Thirty and Maje Sampson. Almost

everybody on through trains must at some time have seen Maje Sampson

puffing on a siding as Moore or Mullen shot by on Number One or Number

Two. Maje was so big and his cab so little that when he got his head

through the window you couldn't see very much of the cab for shoulders

and whiskers and things. From the cab window he looked like a

fourteen-year-old boy springing out of a ten-year-old jacket. Three

things only, made Maje tolerable. First, the number of benevolent orders

he belonged to; second, Delaroo; third, Martie.

Maje Sampson was a joiner and a sitter up. He would join anything on the

West End that had a ritual, a grip and a password, and he would sit up

night after night with anybody that had a broken leg or a fever: and if

nothing better offered, Maje, rather than go to bed, would tackle a man

with the stomachache. This kind of took the cuss off; but he was that

peculiar he would sit up all night with a sick man and next day make

everybody sick talking the money question--at least everybody but

Delaroo. If Delaroo was bored he never showed it. As long as Maje would

talk Delaroo would listen. That single word was in fact the key to

Delaroo: Delaroo was a listener; for that reason nobody knew much about

him.

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