At sundown everything was shipshape. There hadn't been an engine failure

in the district for twenty-four hours and every hand-car was running

smoothly. Moreover, there were no extra sections marked up and only one

Special on the Division card--a theatrical train eastbound with Henry

Irving and company from 'Frisco to Chicago. The Irving Special was

heavy, as it always is; that night there were five baggage cars, a coach

and two sleepers. I am particular to lay all this out just as the night

opened when Blackburn took his train sheet, because sometimes these

things happen under extraordinary pressure on the line and sometimes

they don't; sometimes they happen under pressure on the despatcher

himself. It was all fixed, too, for Blackburn to handle not only his own

trick but the first two hours of Fred's trick, which would carry till

six o'clock in the morning. At six Maxwell was to double into a

four-hour dog-watch, and Callahan was to sit in till noon.

There was nothing to hold the big fellows around the depot that night,

and they began straggling home through the rain about nine o'clock.

Before ten, Bucks and Callahan had left the office; by eleven, Neighbor

had got away from the roundhouse; Doubleday had gone back to sit with

Fred Norman.

The lights in the yard were low and the drizzle had eased into a mist;

it was a nasty night, and yet one never promised better for quiet.

Before midnight the switchmen were snug in the yard shanties; in the

Wickiup there were the night ticket agent downstairs and the night

baggageman. Up-stairs every door was locked and every room was dark,

except the despatcher's office. In that, Blackburn sat at his key;

nearby, but closer to the stove, sat the night caller for the train

crews, trying to starch his hair with a ten-cent novel.

The westbound Overland passenger, Number One, was due to leave Ames at

12.40 A. M., and ordinarily would have met a Special like the Irving at

Rosebud, which is a good bit west of the river. But Number One's engine

had been steaming badly all the way from McCloud, and on her schedule,

which was crazy fast all night, she did not make Ames till some fifty

minutes late. While there were no special orders, it was understood we

were to help the Irving train as much as possible anyway. Bucks had made

the acquaintance of the great man and his fellows on the westbound run,

and as they had paid us the particular compliment of a return trip, we

were minded to give them the best of it--even against Number One, which

was always rather sacred on the sheet. This, I say, was pretty generally

understood; for when it was all over there was no criticism whatever on

Blackburn's intention of making a meeting-point for the two trains, as

they then stood, at O'Fallon's siding.

Between Ames and Rosebud, twenty miles apart, there are two

sidings--O'Fallon's, west of the river, and Salt Rocks, east. There was

no operator at either place. The train that leaves Ames westbound is in

the open for twenty miles with only schedule rights or a despatcher's

tissue between her and the worst of it. At one o'clock that morning

Blackburn wired an order to Ames for Number One to hold at O'Fallon's

for Special 202. A minute later he sent an order for Special 202 to run

to O'Fallon's regardless of Number One. At least, he thought he sent

such an order; but he didn't--he made a mistake.

When he had fixed the meeting-point, Blackburn rose from his chair and

sat down by the stove. I lazily watched him, till, falling into a doze

as I eyed him drowsily, he began to loom up in his chair and to curl and

twist toward the roof like a signal column; then the front legs of his

chair struck the floor, and with a start I woke, just as he stepped

hurriedly back to his table and picked up the order book.

The first suspicion I had that anything was wrong was an exclamation

from Blackburn as he stared at the book. Putting it down almost at once

and holding the page open with his left hand, he plugged Callahan's

house wire and began drumming his call. Callahan's "Aye, aye," came back

inside of a minute, and Blackburn tapped right at him: "Come down." And

I began to wonder what _was_ up.

There was an interval; then Callahan asked, "What's the matter?"

I got up and walked over to the water-tank for a drink. Blackburn again

pressed the key, and repeated to Callahan precisely the words he had

used before: "Come down."

His face was drawn into the very shape of fear and his eyes, bent hard

on me, were looking through me and through the shivering window--I know

it now--and through the storming night, horror-set, into the canon of

the Peace River.

The sounder broke and he turned back, listened a moment; but it was

stray stuff about time freight. He pushed the chair from behind him,

still like a man listening--listening; then with an effort, plain even

to me, he walked across the office, pushed open the door of Callahan's

private room, and stood with his hand on the knob, looking back at the

lamp. It was as if he still seemed to listen, for he stood undecided a

moment; then he stepped into the dark room and closed the door behind

him, leaving me alone and dumb with fear.

The mystery lay, I knew, in the order book. Curiosity gradually got the

better of my fright, and I walked from the cooler over to the counter to

get courage, and shoved the train register around noisily. I crossed to

the despatchers' table and made a pretence of arranging the pads and

blanks. The train order book was lying open where he had left it under

the lamp. With my eyes bulging, I read the last two orders copied in it:

C. and E. No. One, Ames.

No. One, Eng. 871, will hold at O'Fallon's for Special 202.

C. and E. Special 202, Rosebud.

Special 202, Eng. 636, will run to Salt Rocks regardless of No.

One.

SALT ROCKS! I glared at the words and the letters of the words.

I re-read the first order and read again the second. O'Fallon's for

Number One. That was right. O'Fallon's it should be for the Special 202,

of course, to meet her. But it wasn't: it was the first station east of

O'Fallon's he had ordered the Special to run to. It was a lap order. My

scalp began to creep. A lap order for the Irving Special and the Number

One passenger, and it doomed them to meet head on somewhere between

O'Fallon's and the Salt Rocks, in the Peace River canon.

My mouth went sticking dry. The sleet outside had deepened into a hail

that beat the west glass sharper and the window shook again in the wind.

I asked myself, afraid to look around, what Blackburn could be doing in

Callahan's room. The horror of the wreck impending through his mistake

began to grow on me; I know what I suffered; I ask myself now what he

suffered, inside, alone, in the dark.

Oh, you who lie down upon the rail at night to sleep, in a despatcher's

hand, think you, ever, in your darkened berths of the cruel

responsibility on the man who in the watches of the night holds you in

his keeping?

Others may blunder; others may forget; others may fall and stand again:

not the despatcher; a single mistake damns him. When he falls he falls

forever.

Young as I was, I realized that night the meaning of the career to which

my little ambition urged me. The soldier, the officer, the general, the

statesman, the president, may make mistakes, do make mistakes, that cost

a life or cost ten thousand lives. They redeem them and live honored. It

is the obscure despatcher under the lamp who for a single lapse pays the

penalty of eternal disgrace. I felt something of it even then, and from

my boy's heart, in the face of the error, in the face of the slaughter,

I pitied Blackburn.

Callahan's room door opened again and Blackburn came out of the dark. I

had left the table and was standing in front of the stove. He looked at

me almost eagerly; the expression of his face had completely changed. I

never in my life saw such a change in so few minutes on any man's face,

and, like all the rest, it alarmed me. It was not for me to speak if I

had been able, and he did not. He walked straight over to the table,

closed the order book, plugged Callahan's house wire again, and began

calling him. The assistant superintendent answered, and Blackburn sent

him just these words:

"You need not come down."

I heard Callahan reply with a question: "What is the matter?"

Blackburn stood calmly over the key, but he made no answer. Instead, he

repeated only the words, "You need not come down."

Callahan, easily excitable always, was wrought up. "Blackburn," he asked

over the wire, impatiently, "what in God's name is the matter?" But

Blackburn only pulled the plug and cut him out, and sunk into the chair

like a man wearied.

"Mr. Blackburn," I said, my heart thumping like an injector, "Mr.

Blackburn?" He glanced vacantly around; seemed for the first time to see

me. "Is there anything," I faltered, "I can do?"

Even if the words meant nothing, the offer must have touched him. "No,

Jack," he answered quietly; "there isn't." With the words the hall door

opened and Bucks, storm-beaten in his ulster, threw it wide and stood

facing us both. The wind that swept in behind him blew out the lamps and

left us in darkness.

"Jack, will you light up?"

It was Blackburn who spoke to me. But Bucks broke in instantly, speaking

to him:

"Callahan called me over his house wire a few minutes ago, Blackburn,

and told me to meet him here right away. Is anything wrong?" he asked,

with anxiety restrained in his tone.

I struck a match. I was so nervous that I took hold of the hot chimney

of the counter lamp and dropped it smash to the floor. No one said a

word and that made me worse. I struck a second match, and a third, and

with a fourth got the lamp on the despatchers' table lighted as

Blackburn answered the superintendent. "Something serious has

happened," he replied to Bucks. "I sent lap orders at one o'clock for

Number One and the Irving Special."

Bucks stared at him.

"Instead of making a meeting-point at O'Fallon's I sent One an order to

run to O'Fallon's and ordered the Special to run to Salt Rocks against

One."

"Why, my God!" exclaimed Bucks, "that will bring them together in--the

Peace canon--Blackburn!--Blackburn!--Blackburn!" he cried, tearing off

his storm-coat. He walked to the table, seized the order book and

steadied himself with one hand on the chair; I never saw him like that.

But it looked as if the horror long averted, the trouble in the Peace

River canon, had come. The sleet tore at the old depot like a wolf, and

with the sash shivering, Bucks turned like an executioner on his

subordinate.

"What have you done to meet it?" He drew his watch, and his words came

sharp as doom. "Where's your wreckers? Where's your relief? What have

you done? What are you doing? _Nothing?_ Why don't you speak? Will you

kill two trainloads of people without an effort to do anything?"

His voice rang absolute terror to me; I looked toward Blackburn

perfectly helpless.

"Bucks, there will be no wreck," he answered steadily.

"Be no wreck!" thundered Bucks, towering in the dingy room dark as the

sweep of the wind. "Be no wreck? Two passenger trains meet in hell and

be no wreck? Are you crazy?"

The despatcher's hands clutched at the table. "No," he persisted

steadily, "I am not crazy, Bucks. Don't make me so. I tell you there

will not be a wreck."

Bucks, uncertain with amazement, stared at him again.

"Blackburn, if you're sane I don't know what you mean. Don't stand

there like that. Do you know what you have done?" The superintendent

advanced toward him as he spoke; there was a trace of pity in his words

that seemed to open Blackburn's pent heart more than all the bitterness.

"Bucks," he struggled, putting out a hand toward his chief, "I am sure

of what I say. There will be no wreck. When I saw what I had done--knew

it was too late to undo it--I begged God that my hands might not be

stained with their blood." Sweat oozed from the wretched man's forehead.

Every word wrung its bead of agony. "I was answered," he exclaimed with

a strange confidence, "there will be no wreck. I cannot see what will

happen. I do not know what; but there will be no wreck, believe me or

not--it is so."

His steadfast manner staggered the superintendent. I could imagine what

he was debating as he looked at Blackburn--wondering, maybe, whether the

man's mind was gone. Bucks was staggered; he looked it, and as he

collected himself to speak again the hall door opened like an uncanny

thing, and we all started as Callahan burst in on us.

"What's so?" he echoed. "What's up here? What did it mean, Blackburn?

There's been trouble, hasn't there? What's the matter with you all?

Bucks? Is everybody struck dumb?"

Bucks spoke. "There's a lap order out on One and the theatrical Special,

Callahan. We don't know what's happened," said Bucks sullenly.

"Blackburn here has gone crazy--or he knows--somehow--there won't be any

wreck," added the superintendent slowly and bewilderedly. "It's between

O'Fallon's and Salt Rocks somewhere. Callahan, take the key," he cried

of a sudden. "There's a call now. Despatcher! Don't speak; ask no

questions. Get that message," he exclaimed sharply, pointing to the

instrument. "It may be news."

And it was news: news from Ames Station reporting the Irving Special

_in_ at 1.52 A. M.--out at 1.54! We all heard it together, or it might

not have been believed. The Irving Special, eastbound, safely past

Number One, westbound, on a single track when their meeting orders had

lapped! Past without a word of danger or of accident, or even that they

had seen Number One and stopped in time to avoid a collision? Exactly;

not a word; nothing. In at 52; out at 54. And the actors hard asleep in

the berths--and on about its business the Irving Special--that's what we

got from Ames.

Callahan looked around. "Gentlemen, what does this mean? Somebody here

is insane. I don't know whether it's me or you, Blackburn. Are you

horsing me?" he exclaimed, raising his voice angrily. "If you are, I

want to say I consider it a damned shabby joke."

Bucks put up a hand and without a word of comment repeated Blackburn's

story just as the despatcher had told it. "In any event there's nothing

to do now; it's on us or we're past it. Let us wait for Number One to

report."

Callahan pored over the order book. "Maybe," he asked after a while,

"didn't you send the orders right and copy them wrong in the book,

Blackburn?"

The despatcher shook his head. "They went as they stand. The orders

lapped, Callahan. Wait till we hear from Number One. I feel sure she is

safe. Wait."

Bucks was pacing the floor. Callahan stuck silent to the key, taking

what little work came, for I saw neither of the chiefs wanted to trust

Blackburn at the key. He sat, looking, for the most part, vacantly into

the fire. Callahan meantime had the orders repeated back from Ames and

Rosebud. It was as Blackburn had said; they did lap; they had been sent

just as the order book showed. There was nothing for it but to wait for

Rosebud to hear from Number One. When the night operator there called

the despatcher again it brought Blackburn out of his gloom like a

thunderclap.

"Give me the key!" he exclaimed. "There is Rosebud." Callahan pushed

back and Blackburn, dropping into the chair, took the message from the

night operator at Rosebud.

"Number One, in, 2.03 A. M."

Blackburn answered him, and strangely, with all the easy confidence of

his ordinary sending. He sat and took and sent like one again master of

the situation.

"Ask Engineer Sampson to come to the wire," said he to Rosebud. Sampson,

not Maje, but his brother Arnold, was pulling Number One that night.

"Engineer Sampson here," came from Rosebud presently.

"Ask Sampson where he met Special 202 to-night."

We waited, wrought up, for in that reply must come the answer to all the

mystery. There was a hitch at the other end of the wire; then Rosebud

answered:

"Sampson says he will tell you all about it in the morning."

"That will not do," tapped the despatcher. "This is Blackburn.

Superintendent Bucks and Callahan are here. They want the facts. Where

did you meet Special 202?"

There was another wearing delay. When the answer came it was slowly, at

the engineer's dictation.

"My orders were to hold at O'Fallon's for Special 202," clicked the

sounder, repeating the engineer's halting statement. "When we cleared

Salt Rocks siding and got down among the Quakers, I was cutting along

pretty hard to make the canon when I saw, or thought I saw, a headlight

flash between the buttes across the river. It startled me, for I knew

the 202 Special could not be very far west of us. Anyway, I made a quick

stop, and reversed and backed tight as I could make it for Salt Rocks

siding. Before we had got a mile I saw the headlight again, and I knew

the 202 was against our order. We got into the clear just as the Special

went by humming. Nobody but our train crew and my fireman knows anything

about this."

The three men in front of me made no comment as they looked at each

other. How was it possible for one train to have seen the headlight of

another among the buttes of the Peace River country?

It was--possible. Just possible. But to figure once in how many times a

vista would have opened for a single second so one engineer could see

the light of another would stagger a multiplying machine. Chance? Well,

yes, perhaps. But there were no suggestions of that nature that night

under the despatcher's lamp at the Wickiup, with the storm driving down

the pass as it drove that night; and yet at Peace River, where the

clouds never rested, that night was clear. Blackburn, getting up,

steadied himself on his feet.

"Go in there and lie down," said Callahan to him. "You're used up, old

fellow, I can see that. I'll take the key. Don't say a word."

"Not a word, Blackburn," put in Bucks, resting his big hand on the

despatcher's shoulder. "There's no harm done; nobody knows it. Bury the

thing right here to-night. You're broke up. Go in there and lie down."

He took their hands; started to speak; but they pushed him into

Callahan's room; they didn't want to hear anything.

All the night it stormed at the Wickiup. In the morning the Irving

Special, flying toward Chicago, was far down the Platte. Number One was

steaming west, deep in the heart of the Rockies; Blackburn lay in

Callahan's room. It was nine o'clock, and the sun was streaming through

the east windows when Fred Norman opened the office door. Fred could do

those things even when he was sickest. Have a hemorrhage one day, scare

everybody to death, and go back to his trick the next. He asked right

away for Kit, as he called Blackburn, and when they pointed to

Callahan's door Fred pushed it open and went in. A cry brought the

operators to him. Blackburn was stretched on his knees half on the

floor, half face downward on the sofa. His head had fallen between his

arms, which were stretched above it. In his hands, clasped tight, they

found his watch with the picture of his wife and his baby. Had he asked,

when he first went into that room that night--when he wrestled like

Jacob of old in his agony of prayer--that his life be taken if only

their lives, the lives of those in his keeping, might be spared? I do

not know. They found him dead.

The Nightman's Story

BULLHEAD

His full name was James Gillespie Blaine Lyons; but his real name was

Bullhead--just plain Bullhead.

When he began passenger braking the trainmaster put him on with Pat

Francis. The very first trip he made, a man in the smoking car asked him

where the drinking water was. Bullhead, though sufficiently gaudy in his

new uniform, was not prepared for any question that might be thrown at

him. He pulled out his book of rules, which he had been told to consult

in case of doubt, and after some study referred his inquirer to the

fire-bucket hanging at the front end of the car. The passenger happened

to be a foreigner and very thirsty. He climbed up on the Baker heater,

according to directions, and did at some risk get hold of the

bucket--but it was empty.

"Iss no vater hier," cried the second-class man. Bullhead sat half way

back in the car, still studying the rules. He looked up surprised but

turning around pointed with confidence to the firepail at the hind end

of the smoker.

"Try the other bucket, Johnnie," he said, calmly. At that every man in

the car began to choke; and the German, thinking the new brakeman was

making funny of him, wanted to fight. Now Bullhead would rather fight

than go to Sunday-school any day, and without parley he engaged the

insulted homesteader. Pat Francis parted them after some hard words on

his part; and Kenyon, the trainmaster, gave Bullhead three months to

study up where the water cooler was located in Standard, A pattern,

smoking cars. Bullhead's own mother, who did Callahan's washing, refused

to believe her son was so stupid as not to know; but Bullhead, who now

tells the story himself, claims he did not know.

When he got back to work he tried the freight trains. They put him on

the Number Twenty-nine, local, and one day they were drifting into the

yard at Goose River Junction when there came from the cab a sharp call

for brakes. Instead of climbing out and grabbing a brakewheel for dear

life, Bullhead looked out the window to see what the excitement was. By

the time he had decided what rule covered the emergency his train had

driven a stray flat half way through the eating house east of the depot.

Kenyon, after hearing Bullhead's own candid statement of fact, coughed

apologetically and said three years; whereupon Bullhead resigned

permanently from the train service and applied for a job in the

roundhouse.

But the roundhouse--for a boy like Bullhead. It would hardly do. He was

put at helping Pete Beezer, the boiler washer. One night Pete was

snatching his customary nap in the pit when the hose got away from

Bullhead and struck his boss. In the confusion, Peter, who was nearly

drowned, lost a set of teeth; that was sufficient in that department of

the motive power; Bullhead moved on, suddenly. Neighbor thought he might

do for a wiper. After the boy had learned something about wiping he

tried one day to back an engine out on the turn-table just to see

whether it was easy. It was; dead easy; but the turn-table happened to

be arranged wrong for the experiment; and Neighbor, before calling in

the wrecking gang, took occasion to kick Bullhead out of the roundhouse

bodily.

Nevertheless, Bullhead, like every Medicine Bend boy, wanted to

railroad. Some fellows can't be shut off. He was offered the presidency

of a Cincinnati bank by a private detective agency which had just sent

up the active head of the institution for ten years; but as Bullhead

could not arrange transportation east of the river he was obliged to let

the opportunity pass.

When the widow Lyons asked Callahan to put Jamie at telegraphing the

assistant superintendent nearly fell off his chair. Mrs. Lyons, however,

was in earnest, as the red-haired man soon found by the way his shirts

were starched. Her son, meantime, had gotten hold of a sounder, and was

studying telegraphy, corresponding at the same time with the Cincinnati

detective agency for the town and county rights to all "hidden and

undiscovered crime," on the Mountain Division--rights offered at the

very reasonable price of ten dollars by registered mail, bank draft or

express money order; currency at sender's risk. The only obligations

imposed by this deal were secrecy and a German silver star; and

Bullhead, after holding his trusting mother up for the ten, became a

regularly installed detective with proprietary rights to local misdeeds.

Days he plied his sounder, and nights he lay awake trying to mix up Pete

Beezer and Neighbor with the disappearance of various bunches of horses

from the Bar M ranch.

About the same time he became interested in dentistry; not that there is

any obvious connection between railroading and detective work and

filling teeth--but his thoughts just turned that way and following the

advice of a local dentist, who didn't want altogether to discourage him,

Bullhead borrowed a pair of forceps and pulled all the teeth out of a

circular saw to get his arm into practice. Before the dentist pronounced

him proficient, though, his mother had Callahan reduced to terms, and

the assistant superintendent put Bullhead among the operators.

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