CHAPTER X

United effort through geological time in front is but the beginning of

an idea. I am convinced that much more can be done, and that the length

of time may be almost immeasurably shortened. The general principles

that are now in operation are of the simplest and most elementary

character, yet they have already made considerable difference. I am not

content with these. There must be much more—there must be things which

are at present unknown by whose aid advance may be made. Research

proceeds upon the same old lines and runs in the ancient grooves.

Further, it is restricted by the ultra-practical views which are alone

deemed reasonable. But there should be no limit placed on the mind. The

purely ideal is as worthy of pursuit as the practical, and the mind is

not to be pinned to dogmas of science any more than to dogmas of

superstition. Most injurious of all is the continuous circling on the

same path, and it is from this that I wish to free my mind.

The pursuit of theory—the organon of pure thought—has led incidentally

to great discoveries, and for myself I am convinced it is of the

highest value. The process of experiment has produced much, and has

applied what was previously found. Empiricism is worthy of careful

re-working out, for it is a fact that most things are more or less

empirical, especially in medicine. Denial may be given to this

statement, nevertheless it is true, and I have had practical

exemplification of it in my own experience. Observation is perhaps more

powerful an organon than either experiment or empiricism. If the eye is

always watching, and the mind on the alert, ultimately chance supplies

the solution.

The difficulties I have encountered have generally been solved by

chance in this way. When I took an interest in archaeological

matters—an interest long since extinct—I considered that a part of an

army known to have marched in a certain direction during the Civil War

must have visited a town in which I was interested. But I exhausted

every mode of research in vain; there was no evidence of it. If the

knowledge had ever existed it had dropped again. Some years afterwards,

when my interest had ceased, and I had put such inquiries for ever

aside (being useless, like the Egyptian papyri), I was reading in the

British Museum. Presently I returned my book to the shelf, and then

slowly walked along the curving wall lined with volumes, looking to see

if I could light on anything to amuse me. I took out a volume for a

glance; it opened of itself at a certain page, and there was the

information I had so long sought—a reprint of an old pamphlet

describing the visit of the army to the town in the Civil War. So

chance answered the question in the course of time.

And I think that, seeing how great a part chance plays in human

affairs, it is essential that study should be made of chance; it seems

to me that an organon from experiment. Then there is the inner

consciousness—the psyche—that has never yet been brought to bear upon

life and its questions. Besides which there is a super-sensuous reason.

Often I have argued with myself that such and such a course was the

right one to follow, while in the intervals of thinking about it an

undercurrent of unconscious impulse has desired me to do the reverse or

to remain inactive. Sometimes it has happened that the supersensuous

reasoning has been correct, and the most faultless argument wrong. I

presume this supersensuous reasoning, preceeding independently in the

mind, arises from perceptions too delicate for analysis. From these

considerations alone I am convinced that, by the aid of ideas yet to be

discovered, the geological time in front may be immeasurably shortened.

These modes of research are not all. The psyche—the soul in me—tells me

that there is much more, that these are merely beginnings of the

crudest kind.

I fully recognise the practical difficulty arising from the ingrained,

hereditary, and unconscious selfishness which began before history, and

has been crossed and cultivated for twelve thousand years since. This

renders me less sanguine of united effort through geological time

ahead, unless some idea can be formed to give a stronger impulse even

than selfishness, or unless the selfishness can be utilised. The

complacency with which the mass of people go about their daily task,

absolutely indifferent to all other considerations, is appalling in its

concentrated stolidity. They do not intend wrong—they intend rightly:

in truth, they work against the entire human race. So wedded and so

confirmed is the world in its narrow groove of self, so stolid and so

complacent under the immense weight of misery, so callous to its own

possibilities, and so grown to its chains, that I almost despair to see

it awakened. Cemeteries are often placed on hillsides, and the white

stones are visible far off. If the whole of the dead in a hillside

cemetery were called up alive from their tombs, and walked forth down

into the valley, it would not rouse the mass of people from the dense

pyramid of stolidity which presses on them.

There would be gaping and marvelling and rushing about, and what then?

In a week or two the ploughman would settle down to his plough, the

carpenter to his bench, the smith to his anvil, the merchant to his

money, and the dead come to life would be utterly forgotten. No matter

in what manner the possibilities of human life are put before the

world, the crowd continues as stolid as before. Therefore nothing

hitherto done, or suggested, or thought of, is of much avail; but this

fact in no degree stays me from the search. On the contrary, the less

there has been accomplished the more anxious I am; the truth it teaches

is that the mind must be lifted out of its old grooves before anything

will be certainly begun. Erase the past from the mind—stand face to

face with the real now—and work out all anew. Call the soul to our

assistance; the soul tells me that outside all the ideas that have yet

occurred there are others, whole circles of others.

I remember a cameo of Augustus Cæsar—the head of the emperor is graven

in delicate lines, and shows the most exquisite proportions. It is a

balanced head, a head adjusted to the calmest intellect. That head when

it was living contained a circle of ideas, the largest, the widest, the

most profound current in his time. All that philosophy had taught, all

that practice, experiment, and empiricism had discovered, was familiar

to him. There was no knowledge in the ancient world but what was

accessible to the Emperor of Rome. Now at this day there are amongst us

heads as finely proportioned as that cut out in the cameo. Though these

living men do not possess arbitrary power, the advantages of arbitrary

power—as far as knowledge is concerned—are secured to them by

education, by the printing-press, and the facilities of our era. It is

reasonable to imagine a head of our time filled with the largest, the

widest, the most profound ideas current in the age. Augustus Cæsar,

however great his intellect, could not in that balanced head have

possessed the ideas familiar enough to the living head of this day. As

we have a circle of ideas unknown to Augustus Cæsar, so I argue there

are whole circles of ideas unknown to us. It is these that I am so

earnestly desirous of discovering.

For nothing has as yet been of any value, however good its intent.

There is no virtue, or reputed virtue, which has not been rigidly

pursued, and things have remained as before. Men and women have

practised self-denial, and to what end? They have compelled themselves

to suffer hunger and thirst; in vain. They have clothed themselves in

sack cloth and lacerated the flesh. They have mutilated themselves.

Some have been scrupulous to bathe, and some have been scrupulous to

cake their bodies with the foulness of years. Many have devoted their

lives to assist others in sickness or poverty. Chastity has been

faithfully observed, chastity both of body and mind. Self-examination

has been pursued till it ended in a species of sacred insanity, and all

these have been of no more value than the tortures undergone by the

Indian mendicant who hangs himself up by a hook through his back. All

these are pure folly.

Asceticism has not improved the form, or the physical well-being, or

the heart of any human being. On the contrary, the hetaira is often the

warmest hearted and the most generous. Casuistry and self-examination

are perhaps the most injurious of all the virtues, utterly destroying

independence of mind. Self-denial has had no result, and all the

self-torture of centuries has been thrown away. Lives spent in doing

good have been lives nobly wasted. Everything is in vain. The circle of

ideas we possess is too limited to aid us. We need ideas as far outside

our circle as ours are outside those that were pondered over by

Augustus Cæsar.

The most extraordinary spectacle, as it seems to me, is the vast

expenditure of labour and time wasted in obtaining mere subsistence. As

a man, in his lifetime, works hard and saves money, that his children

may be free from the cares of penury and may at least have sufficient

to eat, drink, clothe, and roof them, so the generations that preceded

us might, had they so chosen, have provided for our subsistence. The

labour and time of ten generations, properly directed, would sustain a

hundred generations succeeding to them, and that, too, with so little

self-denial on the part of the providers as to be scarcely felt. So men

now, in this generation, ought clearly to be laying up a store, or,

what is still more powerful, arranging and organising that the

generations which follow may enjoy comparative freedom from useless

labour. Instead of which, with transcendent improvidence, the world

works only for to-day, as the world worked twelve thousand years ago,

and our children’s children will still have to toil and slave for the

bare necessities of life. This is, indeed an extraordinary spectacle.

That twelve thousand written years should have elapsed, and the human

race—able to reason and to think, and easily capable of combination in

immense armies for its own destruction—should still live from hand to

mouth, like cattle and sheep, like the animals of the field and the

birds of the woods; that there should not even be roofs to cover the

children born, unless those children labour and expend their time to

pay for them; that there should not be clothes, unless, again, time and

labour are expended to procure them; that there should not be even food

for the children of the human race, except they labour as their fathers

did twelve thousand years ago; that even water should scarce be

accessible to them, unless paid for by labour! In twelve thousand

written years the world has not yet built itself a House, nor filled a

Granary, nor organised itself for its own comfort. It is so marvellous

I cannot express the wonder with which it fills me. And more wonderful

still, if that could be, there are people so infatuated, or, rather, so

limited of view, that they glory in this state of things, declaring

that work is the main object of man’s existence—work for

subsistence—and glorying in their wasted time. To argue with such is

impossible; to leave them is the only resource.

This our earth this day produces sufficient for our existence. This our

earth produces not only a sufficiency, but a superabundance, and pours

a cornucopia of good things down upon us. Further, it produces

sufficient for stores and granaries to be filled to the rooftree for

years ahead. I verily believe that the earth in one year produces

enough food to last for thirty. Why, then, have we not enough? Why do

people die of starvation, or lead a miserable existence on the verge of

it? Why have millions upon millions to toil from morning to evening

just to gain a mere crust of bread? Because of the absolute lack of

Organisation by which such labour should produce its effect, the

absolute lack of distribution, the absolute lack even of the very idea

that such things are possible. Nay, even to mention such things, to say

that they are possible, is criminal with many. Madness could hardly go

farther.

That selfishness has all to do with it I entirely deny. The human race

for ages upon ages has been enslaved by ignorance and by interested

persons whose object it has been to confine the minds of men, thereby

doing more injury than if with infected hands they purposely imposed

disease on the heads of the people. Almost worse than these, and at the

present day as injurious, are those persons incessantly declaring,

teaching, and impressing upon all that to work is man’s highest

condition. This falsehood is the interested superstition of an age

infatuated with money, which having accumulated it cannot even expend

it in pageantry. It is a falsehood propagated for the doubtful benefit

of two or three out of ten thousand, It is the lie of a morality

founded on money only, and utterly outside and having no association

whatever with the human being in itself. Many superstitions have been

got rid of in these days; time it is that this, the last and worst,

were eradicated.

At this hour, out of thirty-four millions who inhabit this country,

two-thirds—say twenty-two millions—live within thirty years of that

abominable institution the poorhouse. That any human being should dare

to apply to another the epithet “pauper” is, to me, the greatest, the

vilest, the most unpardonable crime that could be committed. Each human

being, by mere birth, has a birthright in this earth and all its

productions; and if they do not receive it, then it is they who are

injured, and it is not the “pauper”—oh, inexpressibly wicked word!—it

is the well-to-do, who are the criminal classes. It matters not in the

least if the poor be improvident, or drunken, or evil in any way. Food

and drink, roof and clothes, are the inalienable right of every child

born into the light. If the world does not provide it freely—not as a

grudging gift but as a right, as a son of the house sits down to

breakfast—then is the world mad. But the world is not mad, only in

ignorance—an interested ignorance, kept up by strenuous exertions, from

which infernal darkness it will, in course of time, emerge, marvelling

at the past as a man wonders at and glories in the light who has

escaped from blindness.

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