CHAPTER XII.

LOVE.

With the earliest peep of day arose sweet Grace, full of

cheerful hope, and prayer, and happy resignation. She had a great deal

to do that morning; for, innocent girl, she had no notion that it was

quite possible to be too early at the Hall; her only fear was being too

late. Then there were all the household cares to see to, and the dear

babes to dress, and the place to tidy up, and breakfast to get ready,

and, any how, she could not be abroad till half-past eight: so, to her

dismay, it must be past nine before ever she can see Sir John. Let us

follow her a little: for on this important day we shall have to take the

adventures of our labourer's family one at a time.

By twenty minutes to nine, Grace had contrived to bustle on her things,

give the rest the slip, and be tripping to the Hall. It is nearly two

miles off, as we already know; and Grace is such a pretty creature that

we can clearly do no better than employ our time thitherward by taking a

peep at her.

Sweet Grace Acton, we will not vex thy blushing maiden modesty by

elaborate details of form, and face, and feature. Perfect womanhood at

fair eighteen: let that fill all the picture up with soft and swelling

charms; no wadding, or padding, or jigot, or jupe--but all those

graceful undulations are herself: no pearl-powder, no carmine, no

borrowed locks, no musk, or ambergris--but all those feeble helps of

meretricious art excelled and superseded by their just originals in

nature. It will not do to talk, as a romancer may, of velvet cheeks and

silken tresses; or invoke, to the aid of our inadequate description,

roses, and swans, and peaches, and lilies. Take the simple village

beauty as she is. Did you ever look on prettier lips or sweeter

eyes--more glossy natural curls upon a whiter neck? And how that little

red-riding-hood cloak, and the simple cottage hat tied down upon her

cheeks, and the homely russet gown, all too short for modern fashions,

and the white, well-turned ankle, and the tidy little leather shoe, and

the bunch of snow drops in her tucker, and the neat mittens contrasting

darkly with her fair, bare arms--pretty Grace, how well all these become

thee! There, trip along, with health upon thy cheek, and hope within thy

heart; who can resist so eloquent a pleader? Haste on, haste on: save

thy father in his trouble, as thou hast blest him in his sin--this

rustic lane is to thee the path of duty--Heaven speed thee on it!

More slowly now, and with more anxious thoughts, more heart-weakness,

more misgiving--Grace approacheth the stately mansion: and when she

timidly touched the "Servants'" bell, for she felt too lowly for the

"Visiters',"--and when she heard how terribly loud it was, how

long it rung, and what might be the issue of her--wasn't it

ill-considered?--errand--the poor girl almost fainted at the sound.

As she leaned unconsciously for strength against the door, it opened on

a sudden, and Jonathan Floyd, in mute amazement, caught her in his arms.

"Why, Grace Acton! what's the matter with you?" Jonathan knew Grace

well; they had been at dame's-school together, and in after years

attended the same Sunday class at church. There had been some talk among

the gossips about Jonathan and Grace, and ere now folks had been kind

enough to say they would make a pretty couple. And folks were right,

too, as well as kind: for a fine young fellow was Jonathan Floyd, as any

duchess's footman; tall, well built, and twenty-five; Antinous in a

livery. Well to do, withal, though his wages don't come straight to him;

for, independently of his place--and the baronet likes him for his good

looks and proper manners--he is Farmer Floyd's only son, on the hill

yonder, as thriving a small tenant as any round abouts; and he is proud

of his master, of his blue and silver uniform, of old Hurstley, and of

all things in general, except himself.

"But what on earth's the matter, Grace?" he was obliged to repeat, for

the dear girl's agitation was extreme.

"Jonathan, can I see the baronet?"

"What, at nine in the morning, Grace Acton! Call again at two, and you

may find him getting up. He hasn't been three hours a-bed yet, and

there's nobody about but Sarah Stack and me. I wish those Lunnun sparks

would but leave the place: they do his honour no good, I'm thinking."

"Not till two!" was the slow and mournful ejaculation. What a damper to

her buoyant hopes: and Providence had seen fit to give her ill-success.

Is it so? Prosperity may come in other shapes.

"Why, Grace," suddenly said Floyd, in a very nervous way, "what makes

you call upon my master in this tidy trim?"

"To save my father," answered Innocence.

"How? why? Oh don't, Grace, don't! I'll save him--I will indeed--what is

it? Oh, don't, don't!"

For the poor affectionate fellow conjured on the spot the black vision

of a father saved by a daughter's degradation.

"Don't, Jonathan?--it's my duty, and God will bless me in it. That cruel

Mr. Jennings has resolved upon our ruin, and I wished to tell Sir John

the truth of it."

At this hearing, Jonathan brightened up, and glibly said, "Ah, indeed,

Jennings is a trouble to us all: a sad life I've led of it this year

past; and I've paid him pretty handsomely too, to let me keep the place:

while, as for John Page and the grooms, and Mr. Coachman and the

helpers, they don't touch much o' their wages on quarter-day, I know."

"Oh, but we--we are ruined! ruined! Father is forbidden now to labour

for our bread." And then with many tears she told her tale.

"Stop, Miss Grace," suddenly said Jonathan, for her beauty and eloquence

transformed the cottager into a lady in his eyes, and no wonder; "pray,

stop a minute, Miss--please to take a seat; I sha'n't be gone an

instant."

And the good-hearted fellow, whose eyes had long been very red, broke

away at a gallop; but he was back again almost as soon as gone, panting

like a post-horse. "Oh, Grace! don't be angry! do forgive me what I am

going to do."

"Do, Jonathan?" and the beauty involuntarily started--"I hope it's

nothing wrong," she added, solemnly.

"Whether right or wrong, Grace, take it kindly; you have often bade me

read my Bible, and I do so many times both for the sake of it and you;

ay, and meet with many pretty sayings in it: forgive me if I act on

one--'It is more blessed to give than to receive.'" With that, he

thrust into her hand a brass-topped, red-leather purse, stuffed with

money. Generous fellow! all the little savings, that had heretofore

escaped the prying eye and filching grasp of Simon Jennings. There was

some little gold in it, more silver, and a lot of bulky copper.

"Dear Jonathan!" exclaimed Grace, quite thrown off her guard of maidenly

reserve, "this is too kind, too good, too much; indeed, indeed it is: I

cannot take the purse." And her bright eyes overflowed again.

"Well, girl," said Jonathan, gulping down an apple in his throat, "I--I

won't have the money, that's all. Oh, Grace, Grace!" he burst out

earnestly, "let me be the blessed means of helping you in trouble--I

would die to do it, Grace; indeed I would!"

The dear girl fell upon his neck, and they wept together like two loving

little sisters.

"Jonathan"--her duteous spirit was the first to speak--"forgive this

weakness of a foolish woman's heart: I will not put away the help which

God provides us at your friendly hands: only this, kind brother--let me

call you brother--keep the purse; if my father pines for want of work,

and the babes at home lack food, pardon my boldness if I take the help

you offer. Meanwhile, God in heaven bless you, Jonathan, as He will!"

And she turned to go away.

"Won't you take a keepsake, Grace--one little token? I wish I had any

thing here but money to give you for my sake."

"It would even be ungenerous in me to refuse you, brother; one little

piece will do."

Jonathan fumbled up something in a crumpled piece of paper, and said

sobbingly--"Let it be this new half-crown, Grace: I won't say, keep it

always; only when you want to use that and more, I humbly ask you'll

please come to me."

Now a more delicate, a more unselfish act, was never done by man: along

with the half-crown he had packed up two sovereigns! and thereby not

only escaped thanks, concealed his own beneficence, and robbed his purse

of half its little store; but actually he was, by doing so, depriving

himself for a month, or maybe more, of a visit from Grace Acton. Had it

been only half-a-crown, and want had pinched the family (neither Grace

nor Jonathan could guess of Ben Burke's bounty, and for all they knew

Roger had not enough for the morrow's meals)--had poverty come in like

an armed man, and stood upon their threshold a grim sentinel--doubtless

she must have run to him within a day or two. How sweet would it have

been to have kept her coming day by day, and to a commoner affection how

excusable! but still how selfish, how unlike the liberal and honourable

feeling that filled the manly heart of Jonathan Floyd! It was a noble

act, and worthy of a long parenthesis.

If Grace Acton had looked back as she hurried down the avenue, she would

have seen poor Jonathan still watching her with all his eyes till she

was out of sight. Perhaps, though, she might have guessed it--there is a

sympathy in these things, the true animal magnetism--and I dare say that

was the very reason why she did not once turn her head.

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