III

Immediately after breakfast Lita had geometry, and then a study period.

During this she received a message that Miss Barton wished to speak to

her. Such a message was not necessarily alarming; as chairman of the

self-government committee she was consulted on many school problems. It

was known that Miss Barton relied more on her judgment than on that of

the senior president. Still, with a poor classroom record for the past

week, and that unlicensed hour and a half on the infirmary steps, Lita

did feel a trifle nervous; not that she could care very much about such

minor matters. And then there was Matthew and the flivver----

The head mistress was sitting at her desk in her study, with its

latticed windows and the etchings of English cathedrals on the walls.

Her head was slightly on one side, which meant, according to school

lore, that she was going to be particularly airy. She was.

"Oh, well, come, my dear Lita," she said. "This is really going rather

far--a bit thick, as our little English friend would say."

"But what is it, Miss Barton?" Lita breathed, with all the pearly

innocence of young guilt.

"Oh, dear, dear!" said Miss Barton. "So we have nothing on our

conscience!"

"I have a great many things," said Lita quietly. She knew just how to

talk to her chief--if that would do any good.

"One asks oneself whether girls are worth educating at all if this is

the way the more intelligent ones expend their time and energy." And

Miss Barton handed Lita the crumpled but familiar letter to Valentine.

"I've had a sharp note from your father this morning, and I must say

I don't blame him--really I don't. The grammar would be a sufficient

humiliation to any school, even if the letter were addressed to your

grandmother. And I may tell you that five different photographs of

Mr. Valentine have been discovered hidden about your room--most

ingeniously, it is true, but quite against our rules. Really, it's

a question whether the school can keep on if this sort of thing is

general."

Lita listened in what appeared to be the most respectful silence. Her

relief was intense. Also she was trying to remember what Miss Barton

said word for word so as to repeat it to Aurelia, to whom, after all,

it justly belonged. Aurelia did a wonderful imitation of the head

mistress, and could make use of every phrase; she was always on the

lookout for material.

Lita was dismissed with a warning that she was to be kept in bounds

until the holidays, and all her mail, outgoing and incoming, would be

watched. This was rather serious, as Dacer had distinctly intimated

that he intended to write. Still, a way could probably be found-- She

would speak to Aurelia about it.

She did not see Aurelia until the late afternoon. Dacer, as she

expected, had gone; but he had left a message for her, Aurelia said--a

very particular message.

With what extraordinary rapidity does the human imagination function!

Between the time Aurelia announced the fact that a message existed

and the giving of the message, Lita had time to envisage half a dozen

possibilities, from the announcement of his immediate return to an

offer of marriage.

The message was this: "He said to tell you that he had no idea you were

so fond of the stage, or he would have behaved very differently. Do you

understand what that means?--for I don't."

It meant, of course, that Miss Barton had told him about Valentine;

had possibly even shown him the letter. It was just the sort of thing

that she might do. Lita could almost hear her describing the comic

complications of a head mistress' life: "This note, for instance,

discovered in the pocket of one of my best girls; not even English;

that hurts us most."

Why did Aurelia do such silly things--write such silly letters? Then,

her sense of justice reasserting itself, she admitted it was not her

friend's fault that the authorship of the letter had been mistaken. She

was conscious of a physical nausea at the idea that Dacer was going

about in the belief that she, Lita Hazlitt, had written thus to another

man.

In the first few minutes she sketched an explanatory letter to him, and

then remembered that her mail--in and out--was watched. That wouldn't

do. In fact, there was nothing to do but to wait for two interminable

weeks to pass and bring the Friday of the Easter holiday. Once in the

same town with him, she could make him listen to her. There was nothing

agreeable in life except the recollection of a large hand on hers, and

even that memory was beginning to take on mortality.

She had not even the attentions of her parents to console her--not that

forty thousand parents would have made up to her for the estrangement

of Dacer. Her mother wrote conscientiously, but coldly. If she had seen

her mother Lita would have told her everything, but the next Sunday was

Mr. Hazlitt's official visiting day.

He came, but he came in a somewhat disciplinary mood. He gave Lita a

long talk on how men felt when women forced attentions upon them. Lita

did not dare take the risk of telling him; she had so little control

over him that he might possibly tell the whole story to Miss Barton and

involve Aurelia. At the same time she did not want him to find it out

for himself by a futile visit to Valentine. Before he left she asked

him point-blank if he contemplated such a step.

"Of course not," he answered.

And at almost that exact moment Freebody was ushering Valentine into

Mrs. Hazlitt's library. For Mrs. Hazlitt was not a woman to let

the grass grow under her feet, where her maternal obligations were

concerned. The more she thought the matter over the more obvious it

became that one or the other of Lita's parents must see Valentine and

let him know that, however silly and forthputting the child had been,

she was not without conventional protection. Of course, this was her

father's duty; but since men as fathers were complete failures, all the

disagreeable tasks of parenthood devolved inevitably on mothers. After

Dacer had put her on the train the Sunday before, she had gone home and

taken the powder he gave her and slept through a long night; and when

she waked the next morning she had seen her duty clearly--to interview

Valentine herself. It was a duty which implied a reproof to her former

husband.

She looked for Valentine's name in the telephone book, but of course

he was not there. Then she called up the theater where he was acting,

and they refused to give her his address, but said a letter directed

to the theater would reach him. Mrs. Hazlitt was in no mood to brook

the mail's delays, and telegraphed him that it was necessary that she

should see him for a few minutes at any time or place convenient to

him, and signed her name with a comfortable conviction that all New

York knew just who Alita Hazlitt was.

Now Valentine, like most people busy with a successful career, was

utterly uninterested in conventional social life; he hardly ever opened

his mail, rarely answered telegrams; and if, by mistake, he did make a

social engagement, he always told his secretary to call the people up

and break it. In the ordinary course of events Mrs. Hazlitt's telegram

would have been opened in his dressing room, and would have lain about

for a day or two until Valentine thought of saying to someone who

might know, "Who is this woman--Alita Hazlitt?" And then it would have

dropped on the floor, and would eventually have been swept up and put

in the theater ash can.

But, as it happened, Valentine had always cherished a wish to play

the balcony scene in Romeo and Juliet before he was too old to wear

a round-necked doublet; and a charitable institution, of which Mrs.

Hazlitt was a most negligent trustee, had made a suggestion that

Valentine should help them out in a benefit they were about to give. So

Valentine, remembering her name on the letterhead of the institution,

jumped at the conclusion that she had been selected to clinch the

arrangement.

And so not more than three or four days went by before he answered her

telegram by calling her up on the telephone, and it was arranged that

he was to come and see her on Sunday at five.

She felt nervous as the time approached. She kept saying to herself

that she had no idea how to deal with people like this. So awkward for

a woman alone; but she was alone--utterly alone. She had become rather

tearful by the time Valentine was announced. She waited a moment to

compose herself and became even more unnerved in the process.

When she went down she found him standing by one of the bookcases,

reading. She saw with a distinct pang that he was a handsomer man off

the stage than on, with his fine hawklike profile and irrepressibly

thick, furrowed light hair. He slid a book back into place as she

entered, with the soft gesture of a book lover.

"I see you have a first edition of Trivia," he said. "I envy you."

Mrs. Hazlitt, who had thought up a greeting which was now rendered

utterly impossible, was obliged to make a quick mental bound. She had

never opened her edition of Gay, which she had inherited from her

grandfather, and had never suspected it of being a first.

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