XV

She was listening now as Clavering told her of his adventurous meeting

with Madame Zattiany, of their subsequent conversations, and of his

doubts.

"Are you sure she is not playing a part deliberately?" she asked.

"Having her little fun after those horrible years? She looks quite

equal to it, and a personal drama would have its attractions after an

experience during which a nurse felt about as personal as an amputated

limb. And while one is still young and beautiful--what a lark!"

"No. I don't believe anything of the sort. I fancy that if she didn't

happen to be so fond of the theatre she'd have come and gone and none

of us been the wiser. Her secret is _sui generis_, whatever it is.

I've racked my mind in vain. I don't believe she is the Countess

Zattiany's daughter, nor a third cousin, nor the Countess Josef

Zattiany. I've tried to recall every mystery story I ever read that

would bear on the case, but I'm as much in the dark as ever."

"And you've thought of nothing else. Your column has fallen off."

"Do you think that?" He sat up. "I've not been too satisfied myself."

"You've been filling up with letters from your correspondents after the

fashion of more jaded columnists. Even your comments on them have been

flat. And as for your description of that prize fight last night, it

was about as thrilling as an account of a flower show."

He laughed and dropped back. "You are as refreshing as a cold shower,

Gora. But, after all, even a poor colyumist must be allowed to slump

occasionally. However, I'll turn her off hereafter when I sit down to

my typewriter. Lord knows a typewriter is no Wagnerian orchestra and

should be warranted to banish sentiment. . . . Sentiment is not the

word, though. It is plain raging curiosity."

"Oh, no, it is not," said Miss Dwight coolly, lighting another

cigarette, which she carefully fitted into a pair of small gold tongs:

neither ink nor nicotine was ever seen on those long aristocratic

fingers. "You are in love with her, my child."

"I am not!"

"Oh, yes, you are. I've never been misled for a moment by your other

brief rhapsodies--the classic Anne--the demoniac Marian--but you're

landed high and dry this time. The mystery may have something to do

with it, but the woman has far more. She is the most beautiful

creature I ever beheld and she looks intelligent and keen in spite of

that monumental repose. And what a great lady!" Gora sighed. How she

once had longed to be a great lady! She no longer cared a fig about

it, and would not have changed her present state for that of a princess

in a stable world. But old dreams die hard. There was no one of

Madame Zattiany's abundant manifestations of high fortune that she

admired more. "Go in and win, Clavey--and without too much loss of

time. She'll be drawn into her own world here sooner or later. She

confesses to being a widow, so you needn't get tangled up in an

intrigue."

"You forget she is also a very rich woman. I'd look like a fortune

hunter----"

"How old-fashioned of you! And you'd feel like nothing of the sort.

The only thing that worries you at present is that you are trying to

hide from yourself that you are in love with her."

"I wonder! I don't feel any raging desire for her--that I can swear."

"You simply haven't got that far. The mystery has possessed your mind

and your doubts have acted as a censor. But once let yourself go . . ."

"And suppose she turned me down--which, no doubt, she would do. I'm

not hunting for tragedy."

"I've an idea she won't. While you've been talking I've written out

the whole story in my mind. For that matter, I began it last Monday

night when I saw you two whispering together. I was in the box just

above--if you noticed! And I watched her face. It was something more

than politely interested."

"Oh, she looked the same when she was talking to Din and Osborne that

night at dinner. She is merely a woman of the world who has had scores

of men in love with her and is young enough to be interested in any

young man who doesn't bore her. To say nothing of keeping her hand

in. . . . But there is something else." He moved restlessly. "She

seems to me to be compounded of strength, force, power. She emanates,

exudes it. I'm afraid of being afraid of her. I prefer to be stronger

than my wife."

"Don't flatter yourself. Women are always stronger than their

husbands, unless they are the complete idiot or man-crazy. Neither

type would appeal to you. The average woman--all the millions of

her--has a moral force and strength of character and certain shrewd

mental qualities, however unintellectual, that dominate a man every

time. This woman has all that and more--a thousand times more. A

mighty good thing if she would take you in hand. She'd be the making

of you, for you'd learn things about men and women and life--and

yourself--that you've never so much as guessed. And then you'd write a

play that would set the town on fire. That's all you need. Even if

she treated you badly the result would be the same. Life has been much

too kind to you, Clavey, and your little disappointments have been so

purely romantic that only your facile emotions have played about like

amiable puppies on the roof of your passions. It's time the lava began

to boil and the lid blew off. Your creative tract would get a

ploughing up and a fertilizing as a natural sequence. Your plays would

no longer be mere models of architecture. I am not an amiable

altruist. I don't long to see you happy. I'm rather inclined to hate

this woman who will end by infatuating you, for of course that would be

the last I'd ever see of you. But I'm an artist and I believe that art

is really all that is worth living for. I want you to do great work,

and I want you to be a really great figure in New York instead of a

merely notable one."

"You've both taken the conceit out of me and bucked me up. . . . But I

want you to meet her, and I don't know how to bring it about. I have

an idea that your instinct would get somewhere near the truth."

"Suppose I give a party, and, a day or two before, you ask her casually

if she would like to come--or put it to her in any way you think best.

Nobody calls these days, but I have an idea she would. People of that

type rarely renounce the formalities. Then, if I'm really clever, I'll

make her think she'd like to see me again and she will be at home when

I return her call. Do you think you could work it?"

"It's possible. I've roused her curiosity about our crowd and I'll

plant a few more seeds. Yes, I think she'll come. When will you have

it?"

"A week from Saturday."

"Good. You're a brick, Gora. And don't imagine you'll ever get rid of

me. If she is unique, so are you. This fireside will always be a

magnet."

Miss Dwight merely smiled.

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