TRIPLE EDUCATION.
Master Roger Berkrolles had proved himself a schoolmaster of the very
driest honesty. This expression, upon afterthought, I beg to use
expressly. My own honesty is of a truly unusual and choice character;
and I have not found, say a dozen men, fit anyhow to approach it. But
there is always a sense of humour, and a view of honour, wagging in
among my principles to such an extent that they never get dry, as the
multiplication-table does. Master Berkrolles was a man of too much mind
for joking.
Therefore, upon the very first morning after my return, and even before
our breakfast-time, he poured me out such a lot of coin as I never did
hope to see, himself regarding them as no more than so many shells of
the sea to count. All these he had saved from my pay in a manner wholly
beyond my imagination, because, though I love to make money of people, I
soon let them make it of me again. And this was my instinct now; but
Roger laid his thin hand on the heap most gravely, and through his
spectacles watched me softly, so that I could not be wroth with him.
"Friend Llewellyn, I crave your pardon. All this money is lawfully
yours; neither have I, or anybody, the right to meddle with it. But I
beg you to consider what occasions may arise for some of these coins
hereafter. Also, if it should please the Lord to call me away while you
are at sea, what might become of the dear child Bunny, without this
mammon to procure her friends? Would you have her, like poor Andalusia,
dependent upon charity?"
"Hush!" I whispered; too late, however, for there stood Bardie herself,
a slim, light-footed, and graceful child, about ten years old just then,
I think. Her dress of slate-coloured stuff was the very plainest of the
plain, and made by hands more familiar with the needle than the
scissors. No ornament, or even change of colour, was she decked with,
not so much as a white crimped frill for the fringes of hair to dance
upon. No child that came to the well (so long as she possessed a mother)
ever happened to be dressed in this denying manner. But two girls
blessed with good stepmothers, having children of their own, were
indued, as was known already, with dresses cut from the self-same
remnant. Now, as she looked at Roger Berkrolles with a steadfast wonder,
not appearing for the moment to remember me at all, a deep spring of
indefinite sadness filled her dark grey eyes with tears.
"Charity!" she said at last: "if you please, sir, what is charity?"
"Charity, my dear, is kindness; the natural kindness of good people."
"Is it what begins at home, sir; as they say in the copy books?"
"Yes, my dear; but it never stops there. It is a most beautiful thing.
It does good to everybody. You heard me say, my dear child, that you are
dependent on charity. It is through no fault of your own, remember; but
by the will of God. You need not be ashamed to depend on the kindness of
good people."
Her eyes shone, for a moment, with bright gratitude towards him for
reconciling her with her pride; and then being shy at my presence
perhaps, she turned away, just as she used to do, and said to herself
very softly--"I would rather have a home though--I would rather have a
home, and a father and mother of my own, instead of beautiful charity."
Master Berkrolles told me, when she was gone, that many children of the
place had no better manners than to be always shouting after her, when
coming back from the sandhills, "Where's your father? Where's your
mother? Where's your home, Delushy?"
This, of course, was grievous to her, and should never have been done;
and I let Roger know that his business was to stop any scandal of this
kind. But he declared that really the whole of his mind was taken up,
and much of his body also, in maintaining rule and reason through the
proper hours. After school-time it was not the place of the
schoolmaster, but of the parson of the parish, or by deputy
churchwardens, or failing them the clerk, and (if he were out of the
way) the sexton, to impress a certain tone of duty on the young ones.
Especially the sexton need not even call his wife to help, if he would
but have the wit to cultivate more young thoughtfulness, by digging a
grave every other day, and trusting the Lord for orders.
It was not long before Delushy learned some memory of me, partly with
the aid of Bunny, partly through the ship I made--such as no other
man could turn out--partly through my uniform, and the rest of it by
means of goodness only can tell what. A man who is knocked about, all
over rounds, and flats, and sides of mountains, also kicked into and out
of every hole and corner, and the strong and weak places of the earth,
and upset after all the most by his fellow-creatures' doings, although
he may have started with more principle than was good for him, comes
home, in the end, to look at results far more than causes.
This was exactly mine own case. I can hardly state it more clearly. I
wanted no praise from anybody; because I felt it due to me. A fellow who
doubts about himself may value approbation; and such was the case with
me, perhaps, while misunderstood by the magistrates. But now all the
money which I had saved, under stewardship of Berkrolles, enabled all my
household to stand up and challenge calumny.
There is a depth of tender feeling in the hearts of Welshmen, such as
cannot anywhere else be discovered by a Welshman. Heartily we love to
find man or woman of our own kin (even at the utmost nip of the calipers
of pedigree) doing anything which reflects a spark of glory on us. Of
this man, or woman even, we make all the very utmost, to the extremest
point where truth assuages patriotism. The whole of our neighbourhood
took this matter from a proper point of view, and sent me such an
invitation to a public dinner, that I was obliged to show them all the
corners of the road, when the stupid fellows thought it safer to conduct
me home again.
Upon that festive occasion, also, Sandy Macraw took a great deal too
much, so entirely in honour of me that I felt the deepest goodwill
towards him before the evening was over, even going so far, it appears,
as to discharge him from all backrent for the use of my little frigate.
I certainly could not remember such an excess of generosity, upon the
following morning; until he pulled off his hat and showed me the
following document inscribed with a pencil on the lining: "Dearest and
best of friends,--After the glorious tribute paid by the generous
Scotchman to the humble but warm-hearted Cambrian, the latter would be
below contempt if he took a penny from him. Signed DAVID LLEWELLYN;
witness Rees Hopkins, chairman, his mark."
After this, and the public manner of my execution, there was nothing to
be said, except that Sandy Macraw was below contempt for turning to
inferior use the flow of our finest feelings. Therefore I went, with
some indignation, to resume possession of my poor boat, which might as
well have been Sandy's own, during the last five years and more.
However, I could not deny that the Scotchman had kept his part of the
contract well, for my boat was beautifully clean and in excellent
repair; in a word, as good as new almost. So I put Miss Delushy on board
of her, with Bunny for the lady's-maid, and finding a strong ebb under
us, I paddled away towards Sker and landed bravely at Pool Tavan.
For poor Black Evan lay now in our churchyard by the side of his live
bold sons, having beheld the white horse as plainly as any of the
Coroner's jury. The reason was clear enough to all who know anything of
medicine, to wit, his unwise and pernicious step in prostituting his
constitution to the use of water.
If any unfortunate man is harassed with such want of self-respect, and
utter distrust of Providence, as well as unpleasancy of behaviour
towards all worthy neighbours, and black ingratitude to his life, as to
make a vow for ever never to drink any good stuff again, that man must
be pitied largely; but let no one speak harshly of him; because he must
so soon be dead. And this in half the needful time, if formerly he went
on too much.
Poor Moxy now, with young Watkin only, carried on this desert farm. It
was said that no farmer, ever since the Abbots were turned out, could
contrive to get on at Sker. One after the other failed to get a return
for the money sunk into the desolate sandy soil. Black Evan's father
took the place with a quarter of a bushel heaped with golden guineas of
Queen Anne. And very bravely he began, but nothing ever came of it,
except that he hanged himself at last, and left his son to go on with
it. What chance was there now for Moxy, with no money, and one son only,
and a far better heart than head?
Nevertheless she would not hear for one moment of such a thing as giving
up Delushy. This little maid had a way of her own of winding herself
into people's hearts, given to her by the Lord Himself, to make up for
hard dealings. Moxy loved her almost as much as her own son Watkin, and
was brought with the greatest trouble to consent to lose her often, for
the sake of learning. Because there never could be at Sker the smallest
chance of growing strongly into education. And everybody felt that
Bardie was of a birth and nature such as demanded this thing highly.
However, even this public sentiment might have ended in talk alone, if
Lady Bluett had not borne in mind her solemn pledge to me. Roger
Berkrolles would have done his best, of course, to see to it; but his
authority in the parish hung for a while upon female tongues, which
forced him to be most cautious. So that I, though seven years absent, am
beyond doubt entitled to the credit of this child's scholarship. I had
seen the very beginning of it, as I must have said long ago, but what
was that compared with all that happened in my absence? Berkrolles was a
mighty scholar (knowing every book almost that ever in reason ought to
have been indited or indicted), and his calm opinion was, that "he never
had led into letters such a mind as Bardie's!"
She learned more in a week almost, than all the rising generation sucked
in for the quarter. Not a bit of milching knowledge could he gently
offer her, ere she dragged the whole of it out of his crop, like a young
pigeon feeding. And sometimes she would put such questions that he could
do nothing more than cover both his eyes up!
All such things are well enough for people who forget how much the body
does outweigh the mind, being meant, of course, to do so, getting more
food, as it does, and able to enjoy it more, by reason of less
daintiness. But for my part, I have always found it human prudence to
prevent the mind, or soul, or other parts invisible, from conspiracy to
outgo, what I can see, and feel, and manage, and be punished for not
heeding--that is to say, my body.
Now the plan arranged for Bardie was the most perfect that could be
imagined, springing from the will of Providence, and therefore far
superior to any human invention. Master Berkrolles told me that a human
being may be supposed to consist principally of three parts--the body,
which is chiefly water (this I could not bear to hear of, unless it were
salt water, which he said might be the case with me); the mind, which
may be formed of air, if it is formed of anything; and the soul, which
is strong spirit, and for that reason keeps the longest.
Accordingly this homeless maiden's time was so divided, that her three
parts were provided for, one after other, most beautifully. She made her
rounds, with her little bag, from Sker to Candleston Court, and thence
to Master Berkrolles at my cottage, and back again to Sker, when Moxy
could not do without her. She would spend, perhaps, a fortnight at
Candleston, then a fortnight in Newton village, and after that a month
at Sker, more or less, as might be, according to the weather and the
chances of conveyance.
At Candleston, of course, she got the best of bodily food as well; but
Lady Bluett made a point of attending especially to her soul, not in a
sanctimonious way, but concerning grace, and manners, and the love of
music, and the handling of a knife and fork, and all the thousand little
things depending on that part of us. And here she was made a most
perfect pet, and wore very beautiful clothes, and so on; but left them
all behind, and went as plain as a nun to Newton, as soon as the time
arrived for giving her mind its proper training.
Now when her mind was ready to burst with the piles of learning stored
in it, and she could not sleep at night without being hushed by means of
singing, Moxy would come from Sker to fetch her, and scold both the
Master and Bunny well, for the paleness of Delushy's face, and end by
begging their pardon and bearing the child away triumphantly, with
Watkin to carry the bag for her.
And then for a month there was play, and sea-air, and rocks to climb
over, and sandhills, and rabbits and wild-fowl to watch by the hour, and
bathing throughout the summer-time, and nothing but very plain food at
regular intervals of fine appetite.
So the over-active mind sank back to its due repose, and the tender
cheeks recovered, with kind Nature's nursing, all the bloom the flowers
have, because they think of nothing. Also the lightsome feet returned,
and the native grace of movement, and the enjoyment of good runs, and
laughter unrepressed but made harmonious by discipline. And then the
hair came into gloss, and the eyes to depths of brightness, and all the
mysteries of wisdom soon were tickled out of her.
This was the life she had been leading, now for some six years or more;
and being of a happy nature, she was quite contented. In the boat I did
my utmost, that day, to examine her as to all her recollections of her
early history. But she seemed to dwell upon nothing now, except the most
trifling incidents, such as a crab lifting up the cover one day when Old
Davy was boiling him, or "Dutch" being found with a lot of small
Dutches, and nobody knew where they came from. She had no recollection
of any boat, or even a Coroner's inquest; and as to papa, and mama, and
brother--she put her hand up to her beautiful forehead, to think, and
then wondered about them.
Having cleverly brought you thus to a proper acquaintance with the
present situation, I really think that you must excuse me from going
into all Moxy's transports, called forth by the sight of me.
In spite of all that, I always say in depreciation of myself (ay, and
often mean it too), nobody can have failed to gather that my countrymen
at large, and (which matters more) my countrywomen, take a most kind
view of me. And it would have been hard indeed if Moxy could not find a
tear or two. And Watkin now was a fine young fellow, turned of twenty
some time ago, straight as an arrow, and swift as a bird, but shy as a
trout in a mountain-stream. From a humble distance he admired Miss
Delushy profoundly, and was ever at her beck and call; so that of course
she liked him much, but entertained a feminine contempt for such a
fellow.