A BRAVE MAN RUNS AWAY.
It may be the power of honesty, or it may be strength of character
coupled with a more than usual brightness of sagacity--but whatever the
cause may be, the result seems always to be the same, in spite of inborn
humility--to wit, that poor old Davy Llewellyn, wherever his ups and
downs may throw him, always has to take the lead! This necessity, as
usual, seemed to be arising now at Narnton Court--the very last place in
the world where one could have desired it. Since the present grand war
began (with the finest promise of lasting, because nobody knows any
cause for it, so that it must be a law of nature), I have not found much
occasion to dwell upon common inland incidents. These are in nature so
far below all maritime proceedings, that a sailor is tempted to forget
such trifles as people are doing ashore.
Even upon Holy Scripture (since the stirring times began for me
henceforth to chronicle), it has not been my good-luck to be able to sit
and think of anything. Nevertheless I am almost sure that it must have
been an active man of the name of Nehemiah, who drew for his rations
every day, one fat ox, and six choice sheep, and fowls of order various.
All of these might I have claimed, if my capacity had been equal to this
great occasion. Hence it may be well supposed that the kitchen was my
favourite place, whenever I deigned to enter into converse with the
servants. At first the head-cook was a little shy; but I put her soon at
her ease by describing (from my vast breadth of experience) the proper
manner to truss and roast a man--and still better a woman. The knowledge
I displayed upon a thing so far above her level, coupled with my tales
of what we sailors did in consequence, led this excellent creature so to
appreciate my character, and thirst for more of my narratives, that I
never could come amiss, even at dishing-up time.
But here I fell into a snare, as every seaman is sure to do when he
relaxes his mind too much in the charms of female society. Not
concerning the cook herself--for I gave her to understand at the outset
that I was not a marrying man, and she (possessing a husband somewhere)
resolved not to hanker after me--but by means of a fair young maid,
newly apprenticed to our head-cook, although of a loftier origin.
More than once, while telling my stories, I had obtained a little
glimpse of long bright ringlets flashing and of shy young eyes just
peeping through the hatch of the scullery-door, where the huckaback
towel hung down from the roller. And then, on detection, there used to
ensue a very quick fumbling of small red hands, as if being dried with a
desperate haste in the old jack-towel; and then a short sigh, and light
feet retiring.
When this had happened for three or four times, I gave my head-cook a
sudden wink, and sprang through the scullery-door and caught the little
red hands in the fold of the towel, and brought forth the owner, in
spite of deep blushes, and even a little scream or two. Then I placed
her in a chair behind the jack-chains, and continued my harrowing
description of the way I was larded for roasting once; by a score of
unclothed Gabooners. Also how the skewers of bar-wood thrust in to make
me of a good rich colour, when I should come to table, had not that
tenacity which our English wood is gifted with; so that I was enabled to
shake (after praying to God for assistance) my right arm out, and then
my left; and after clapping both together (to restore circulation), it
came providentially into my head to lay hold of the spit and charge
them. And then ensued such a scene as I could not even think of laying
before young and delicate females.
This young girl, whoso name was "Polly," always (at this pitch of
terror) not only shivered but shuddered so, and needed support for her
figure beyond the power of stays to communicate, also let such tears
begin to betray themselves and then retreat, and then come out and defy
the world, with a brave sob at their back almost,--that I do not
exaggerate in saying how many times I had the pleasure of roasting
myself for the sake of them.
However it always does turn out that pleasures of this sort are
transient; and I could not have been going on with Polly more than ten
days at the utmost, when I found myself in a rare scrape, to be sure.
And this was the worse, because Sir Philip so strongly desired my
presence now, perhaps in the vain hope of my convincing that obstinate
Squire of his brother's innocence, when that brother should return.
Now I need not have spoken as yet of Miss Polly if she had been but a
common servant, because in that case her peace of mind would have been
of no consequence to the household. But, as it happened, she was a
person of no small importance, by reason of the very lofty nature of her
connections: for she was no less than genuine niece to the
lady-housekeeper Mrs Cockhanterbury herself. And hence she became the
innocent cause of my departure from Narnton Court, before I had time to
begin my inquiries about the two poor little children.
This I had made up my mind to do, as soon as that strange idea had
crossed it, while I was gazing upon the sea; and my meaning was to go
through all the traces that might still be found of them, and the mode
of their disappearance. It is true that this resolve was weakened by a
tempest which arose that very same evening after the Channel had looked
so insignificant, and which might have been expected after that
appearance. Nevertheless I must have proceeded according to my
intention, if my heart had not been too much for me in the matter of
Polly Cockhanterbury.
Being just now in my sixtieth year, I could not prove such a coxcomb, of
course, as to imagine that a pretty girl of two-and-twenty could care
for me, so that no course remained open to me as an honourable man and
gallant British officer who studies his own peace of mind, except to
withdraw from this too tempting neighbourhood.
And in this resolution I was confirmed by Mrs Cockhanterbury's
reluctance to declare in a binding manner her intentions towards her
niece. Also by finding that somehow or other the whole of the
ground-floor at Narnton Court had taken it into their heads to regard me
as a man of desirable substance. It is possible that in larger moments,
when other people were boasting, I may have insisted a little too much
upon my position as landowner in the parish of Newton Nottage. Also I
may have described too warmly my patronage of the schoolmaster, and
investment of cash with a view to encourage the literature of the
parish. But I never could have said--what all of them deposed to--such a
very strong untruth, as to convey the conclusion (even to a Devonshire
state of mind), that Colonel Lougher and I divided the whole of the
parish between us!
Be that as it may, there was not any maid over thirty who failed to set
her cap at me, and my silver hair was quite restored to a youthful tinge
of gold. Hence I was horrified at the thought that Polly might even
consent to have me for the sake of my property, and upon discovering its
poetical existence, lead me a perfectly wretched life, as bad as that of
poor Heaviside.
So that, in spite of all attractions, and really serious business,
and the important duty of awaiting the Captain's return from Pomeroy
Castle, and even in spite of Jerry Toms' offer to take Polly off my
hands--as if she would say a word to him!--and all the adjurations of
poor Heaviside, who had defied his wife (all the time I was there to
back him up), and now must have to pay out for it--what did I do but
agree to doff my uniform, and work my passage on board the Majestic, a
fore-and-aft-rigged limestone boat of forty-eight tons and a half? Of
course she was bound on the usual business of stealing the good Colonel
Lougher's rocks, but I distinctly stipulated to have nothing to do with
that.
My popularity now was such, with all ranks of society, also I found
myself pledged for so many stories that same evening, that I imparted to
none except Sir Philip, and Polly, and Jerry Toms, and Heaviside, and
one or two more, the scheme of my sudden departure. My mind was on the
point of changing when I beheld sweet Polly's tears, until I felt that I
must behave, at my time of life, as her father would; because she had no
father.
When I brought the Majestic into shallow water off the Tuskar, every
inch of which I knew, it was no small comfort to me that I could not
see the shore. For years I had longed to see that shore, and dreamed of
it perpetually, while tossing ten thousand miles away; and now I was
glad to have it covered with the twilight fogginess. It suited me better
to land at night, only because my landing would not be such as I was
entitled to. And every one knows how the Navy and Army drop in public
estimation, when the wars seem to be done with. Therefore I expected
little; and I give you my word that I got still less.
It may have been over eleven o'clock, but at any rate nothing to call
very late, just at the crest of the summer-time, when I gave three good
strong raps at the door of my own cottage, knowing exactly where the
knots were. I had not met a single soul to know me, or to speak my name,
although the moon was a quarter old, and I found a broken spar, and bore
it as I used to bear my fishing-pole.
No man who has not been long a-roving can understand all the fluttering
ways of a man's heart when he comes home again. How he looks at every
one of all the old houses he knows so well; at first as if he feared it
for having another piece built on, or grander people inside of it. And
then upon finding this fear vain, he is almost ready to beg its pardon
for not having looked at it such a long time. It is not in him to say a
word to, or even about, the children coming out thus to stare at him.
All the children he used to know are gone to day's work long ago; and
the new ones would scarcely trust him so as to suck a foreign lollipop.
He knows them by their mothers; but he cannot use their names to them.
There is nothing solid dwelling for a poor man long away, except the big
trees that lay hold upon the ground in earnest, and the tomb-stones
keeping up his right to the parish churchyard. Along the wall of this I
glanced, with joy to keep outside of it; while I struck, for the third
time strongly, at not being let into mine own house.
At last a weak and faltering step sounded in my little room, and then a
voice came through the latch-hole, "Man of noise, how dare you thus? you
will wake up our young lady."
"Master Roger, let me in. Know you not your own landlord?"
The learned schoolmaster was so astonished that he could scarcely draw
back the bolt. "Is it so? Is it so indeed? I thank the Lord for sending
thee," was all he could say, while he stood there shaking both my hands
to the very utmost that his slender palms could compass.
"Friend Llewellyn," he whispered at last, "I beg thy pardon heartily,
for having been so rude to thee. But it is such a business to hush the
young lady; and if she once wakes she talks all the night long. I fear
that her mind is almost too active for a maid of her tender years."
"What young lady do you mean?" I asked; "is Bunny become a young lady
now?"
"Bunny!" he cried, with no small contempt; then perceiving how rude this
was to me, began casting about for apologies.
"Never mind that," I said; "only tell me who this wonderful young lady
is."
"Miss Andalusia, the 'Maid of Sker,' as every one now begins to call
her. There is no other young lady in the neighbourhood to my knowledge."
"Nor in the whole world for you, I should say, by the look of your eyes,
Master Roger Berkrolles. Nevertheless put your coat on, my friend, and
give your old landlord a bit to eat. I trow that the whole of my house
does not belong even to Miss Delushy. Have I not even a granddaughter?"
"To be sure, and a very fine damsel she is, ay, and a good and comely
one; though she hath no turn for erudition. What we should do without
Bunny I know not. She is a most rare young housewife."
The tears sprang into my eyes at this, as I thought of her poor
grandmother, and I gave Master Berkrolles' hand a squeeze which brought
some into his as well.
"Let me see her," was all I said; "it is not easy to break her rest,
unless she is greatly altered."
"She is not in bed; she is singing her young friend to sleep. I will
call her presently."
This was rather more, however, than even my patience could endure: so I
went quietly up the stairs, and pushing the door of the best room
gently, there I heard a pretty voice, and saw a very pretty sight. In a
little bed which seemed almost to shine with cleanliness, there lay a
young girl fast asleep, but lying in such a way that none who had ever
seen could doubt of her. That is to say, with one knee up, and the foot
of the other leg thrown back, and showing through the bed-clothes, as if
she were running a race in sleep. And yet with the back laid flat, and
sinking into the pillow deeply; while a pair of little restless arms
came out and strayed on the coverlet. Her full and lively red lips were
parted, as if she wanted to have a snore, also her little nose well up,
and the rounding of the tender cheeks untrimmed to the maiden oval. Down
upon these dark lashes hung, fluttering with the pulse of sleep; while
heavy clusters of curly hair, dishevelled upon the pillow, framed the
gentle curve of the forehead and smiling daintiness of the whole.
Near this delicate creature sate, in a bending attitude of protection, a
strong and well-made girl, with black hair, jet-black eyes, and a rosy
colour spread upon a round plump face. She was smiling as she watched
the effect of an old Welsh air which she had been singing--"Ar hyd y
nos." To look at her size and figure, you would say that her age was
fourteen at least; but I knew that she was but twelve years old, as she
happened to be our Bunny.
You may suppose that this child was amazed to see her old Granny again
once more, and hardly able to recognise him, except by his voice, and
eyes, and manner, and a sort of way about him such as only relations
have. For really, if I must tell the truth, the great roundness of the
world had taken such a strong effect upon me, that I had not been able
to manage one straight line towards Newton Nottage for something over
six years now. Perhaps I have said that the Admiralty did not encourage
our correspondence; and most of us were very well content to allow our
dear friends to think of us. So that by my pay alone could my native
parish argue whether I were alive or dead.
It would not become me to enter into the public rejoicing upon the
morrow, after my well-accustomed face was proved to be genuine at the
"Jolly." There are moments that pass our very clearest perception, and
judgment, and even our strength to go through them again. And it was too
early yet--except for a man from low latitudes--to call for
rum-and-water. The whole of this I let them know, while capable of
receiving it.