TRUTH LIES SOMETIMES IN A WELL.
The following morning it happened so that I did not get up over early;
not, I assure you, from any undue enjoyment of the grand Crowner's
quests; but partly because the tide for fishing would not suit till the
afternoon, and partly because I had worked both hard and long at the
"Jolly Sailors:" and this in fulfilment of a pledge from which there was
no escaping, when I promised on the night before to grease and tune my
violin, and display the true practice of hornpipe. Rash enough this
promise was, on account of my dear wife's memory, and the things bad
people would say of it. And but for the sad uneasiness created by black
Evan's prophecy, and the need of lively company to prevent my seeing
white horses, the fear of the parish might have prevailed with me over
all fear of the landlord. Hence I began rather shyly; but when my first
tune had been received with hearty applause from all the room, how could
I allow myself to be clapped on the back, and then be lazy?
Now Bunny was tugging and clamouring for her bit of breakfast, almost
before I was wide-awake, when the latch of my cottage-door was lifted,
and in walked Hezekiah. Almost any other man would have been more
welcome; for though he had not spoken of it on the day before, he was
sure to annoy me, sooner or later, about the fish he had forced me to
sell him. When such a matter is over and done with, surely no man, in
common-sense, has a right to reopen the question. The time to find fault
with a fish, in all conscience, is before you have bought him. Having
once done that, he is now your own; and to blame him is to find fault
with the mercy which gave you the money to buy him. A foolish thing as
well; because you are running down your own property, and spoiling your
relish for him. Conduct like this is below contempt; even more
ungraceful and ungracious than that of a man who spreads abroad the
faults of his own wife.
Hezekiah, however, on this occasion, was not quite so bad as that. His
errand, according to his lights, was of a friendly nature; for he pried
all round my little room with an extremely sagacious leer, and then
gazed at me with a dark cock of his eye, and glanced askance at Bunny,
and managed to wink, like the Commodore's ship beginning to light
poop-lanterns.
"Speak out, like a man," I said; "is your wife confined with a prophecy,
or what is the matter with you?"
"Hepzibah, the prophetess, is well; and her prophecies are abiding the
fulness of their fulfilment. I would speak with you on a very secret and
important matter, concerning also her revealings."
"Then I will send the child away. Here, Bunny, run and ask mother
Jones----"
"That will not do; I will not speak here. Walls are thin, and walls have
ears. Come down to the well with me."
"But the well is a lump of walls," I answered, "and children almost
always near it."
"There are no children. I have been down. The well is dry, and the
children know it. No better place can be for speaking."
Looking down across the churchyard, I perceived that he was right; and
so I left Bunny to dwell on her breakfast, and went with Hezekiah. Among
the sandhills there was no one; for fright had fallen on everybody,
since the sands began to walk, as the general folk now declared of them.
And nobody looked at a sandhill now with any other feeling than towards
his grave and tombstone.
Even my heart was a little heavy, in spite of all scientific points,
when I straddled over the stone that led into the sandy passage. After
me came Hezekiah, groping with his grimy hands, and calling out for me
to stop, until he could have hold of me. However, I left him to follow
the darkness, in the wake of his own ideas.
A better place for secret talk, in a parish full of echoes, scarcely
could be found, perhaps, except the old "Red House" on the shore. So I
waited for Perkins to unfold, as soon as we stood on the bottom step,
with three or four yards of quicksand, but no dip for a pitcher below
us. The children knew that the well was dry, and some of them perhaps
were gone to try to learn their letters.
What then was my disappointment, as it gradually came out, that so far
from telling me a secret, Hezekiah's object was to deprive me of my own!
However, if I say what happened, nobody can grumble.
In the first place, he manœuvred much to get the weather-gage of me, by
setting me so that the light that slanted down the grey slope should
gather itself upon my honest countenance. I for my part, as a man
unwarned how far it might become a duty to avoid excess of accuracy,
took the liberty to prefer a less conspicuous position; not that I had
any lies to tell, but might be glad to hear some. Therefore, I stuck to
a pleasant seat upon a very nice sandy slab, where the light so shot and
wavered, that a badly inquisitive man might seek in vain for a flush or
a flickering of the most delicate light of all--that which is cast by
the heart or mind of man into the face of man.
Upon the whole, it could scarcely be said, at least as concerned
Hezekiah, that truth was to be found, just now, at the bottom of this
well.
"Dear brother Dyo," he gently began, with the most brotherly voice and
manner; "it has pleased the Lord, who does all things aright, to send me
to you for counsel now, as well as for comfort, beloved Dyo."
"All that I have is at your service," I answered very heartily; looking
for something about his wife, and always enjoying a thing of that kind
among those righteous fellows; and we heard that Hepzibah had taken up,
under word of the Lord, with the Shakers.[B]
"Brother David, I have wrestled hard in the night-season, about that
which has come to pass. My wife----"
"To be sure," I said.
"My wife, who was certified seven times as a vessel for the Spirit----"
"To be sure--they always are; and then they gad about so----"
"Brother, you understand me not; or desire to think evil. Hepzibah,
since her last confinement, is a vessel for the Spirit to the square of
what she was. Seven times seven is forty-nine, and requires no
certificate. But these are carnal calculations."
All this took me beyond my depth, and I answered him rather crustily;
and my word ended with both those letters which, as I learned from my
Catechism, belong to us by baptism.
"Unholy David, shun evil words. Pray without ceasing, but swear not at
all. In a vision of the night, Hepzibah hath seen terrible things of
thee."
"Why, you never went home last night, Hezekiah. How can you tell what
your wife dreamed?"
"I said not when it came to pass. And how could I speak of it yesterday
before that loose assembly?"
"Well, well, out with it! What was this wonderful vision?"
"Hepzibah, the prophetess, being in a trance, and deeply inspired of
the Lord, beheld the following vision: A long lonely sea was spread
before her, shining in the moonlight smoothly, and in places strewed
with gold. A man was standing on a low black rock, casting a line, and
drawing great fish out almost every time he cast. Then there arose from
out the water a dear little child all dressed in white, carrying with
both hands her cradle, and just like our little maiden, Martha----"
"Like your dirty Martha indeed!" I was at the very point of saying, but
snapped my lips, and saved myself.
"This small damsel approached the fisherman, and presented her cradle to
him, with a very trustful smile. Then he said, 'Is it gold?' And she
said, 'No, it is only a white lily.' Upon which he shouted, 'Be off with
you!' And the child fell into a desolate hole, and groped about vainly
for her cradle. Then all the light faded out of the sea, and the waves
and the rocks began moaning, and the fisherman fell on his knees, and
sought in vain for the cradle. And while he was moaning, came Satan
himself, bearing the cradle red-hot and crackling; and he seized the
poor man by his blue woollen smock, and laid him in the cradle, and
rocked it, till his shrieks awoke Hepzibah. And Hepzibah is certain that
you are the man."
To hear all this in that sudden manner quite took my breath away for a
minute, so that I fell back and knocked my head, purely innocent as I
was. But presently I began to hope that the prophetess might be wrong
this time; and the more so because that vile trance of hers might have
come from excessive enjoyment of those good fish of mine. And it grew
upon me more and more, the more I disliked her prediction about me, that
if she had such inspiration, scarcely would she have sent Hezekiah to
buy her supper from my four-legged table. Therefore I spoke without much
loss of courage.
"Brother Hezekiah, there is something wrong with Hepzibah. Send her, I
pray you, to Dr Ap-Yollup before she prophesies anything more. No blue
woollen smock have I worn this summer, but a canvas jacket only, and
more often a striped jersey. It is Sandy Macraw she has seen in her
dream, with the devil both roasting and rocking him. Glory be to the
Lord for it!"
"Glory be to Him, Dyo, whichever of you two it was! I hope that it may
have been Sandy. But Hepzibah is always accurate, even among fishermen."
"Even fishermen," I answered (being a little touched with wrath), "know
the folk that understood them, and the folk that cannot. Even fishermen
have their right, especially when reduced to it, not to be blasphemed in
that way, even by a prophetess."
"Dyo, you are hot again. What makes you go on so? A friend's advice is
such a thing, that I nearly always take it; unless I find big obstacles.
Dyo, now be advised by me."
"That depends on how I like it," was the best thing I could say.
"David Llewellyn, the only chance to save thy sinful soul is this. Open
thine heart to the chosen one, to the favoured of the Lord. Confess to
Hepzibah the things that befell thee, and how the tempter prevailed with
thee. Especially bring forth, my brother, the accursed thing thou hast
hid in thy tent, the wedge of gold, and the shekels of silver, and the
Babylonish garment. Thou hast stolen, and dissembled also; and put it
even among thine own stuff. Cast it from thee, deliver it up, lay it
before the ark of the Lord, and Hepzibah shall fall down and pray, lest
thou be consumed and burnt with fire, like the son of Carmi the son of
Zabdi, and covered over with a great heap of stones, even such as this
is."
My wrath at this foul accusation, and daring attempt to frighten me, was
kindled so that I could not speak; and if this had happened in the open
air, I should have been certain to knock him down. However, I began to
think, for Perkins was a litigious fellow; and however strict a man's
conduct is, he does not want his affairs all exposed. Therefore I kept
my knit knuckles at home, but justly felt strong indignation. Perkins
thought he had terrified me, for perhaps in that bad light I looked
pale; and so he began to triumph upon me, which needs, as everybody
knows, a better man than Hezekiah.
"Come, come, brother Dyo," he said, in a voice quite different from the
Chapel-Scriptural style he had used; "you see, we know all about it. Two
dear children come ashore, one dead, and the other not dead. You
contrive to receive them both, with your accustomed poaching skill. For
everybody says that you are always to be found everywhere, except in
your chapel, on Sabbath-day. Now, David, what do our good people, having
families of their own, find upon these children? Not so much as a chain,
or locket, or even a gold pin. I am a jeweller, and I know that children
of high position always have some trinket on them, when their mothers
love them. A child with a coronet, and no gold! David, this is wrong of
wrong. And worse than this, you conceal the truth, even from me your
ancient friend. There must be a great deal to be made, either from those
who would hold them in trust, or from those in whose way they stood. For
the family died out, very likely, in all male inheritance. Think what we
might make of it, by acting under my direction. And you shall have half
of it all, old Davy, by relieving your mind, and behaving in a sensible
and religious manner."
This came home to my sense of experience more than all Hepzibah's divine
predictions or productions. At the same time I saw that Hezekiah was all
abroad in the dark, and groping right and left after the bodily truth.
And what call had he to cry shares with me, because he had more
reputation, and a higher conceit of himself, of course? But it crossed
my mind that this nasty fellow, being perhaps in front of me in some
little tricks of machinery, might be useful afterwards in getting at the
real truth, which often kept me awake at night. Only I was quite
resolved not to encourage roguery, by letting him into partnership.
Perceiving my depth of consideration--for it suited my purpose to hear
him out, and learn how much he suspected--it was natural that he should
try again to impress me yet further by boasting.
"Dyo, I have been at a Latin school for as much as three months
together. My father gave me a rare education, and I made the most of it.
None of your ignorance for me! I am up to the moods and the tenses, the
accidents and the proselytes. The present I know, and the future I know;
the Peter-perfection, and the hay-roost----"
"I call that stuff gibberish. Talk plain English if you can."
"Understand you then so much as this? I speak in a carnal manner now. I
speak as a fool unto a fool. I am up to snuff, good Dyo; I can tell the
time of day."
"Then you are a devilish deal cleverer than any of your clocks are. But
now thou speakest no parables, brother. Now I know what thou meanest.
Thou art up for robbing somebody; and if I would shun Satan's clutches,
I must come and help thee."
"Dyo, this is inconsistent, nor can I call it brotherly. We wish to do
good, both you and I, and to raise a little money for works of love;
you, no doubt, with a good end in view, to console you for much
tribulation; and I with a single eye to the advancement of the cause
which I have at heart, to save many brands from the burning. Then, Dyo,
why not act together? Why not help one another, dear brother; thou with
the good-luck, and I with the brains?"
He laid his hand on my shoulder kindly, with a yearning of his bowels
towards me, such as true Nonconformists feel at the scent of any money.
I found myself also a little moved, not being certain how far it was
wise to throw him altogether over.
But suddenly, by what means I know not, except the will of Providence,
there arose before me that foul wrong which the Nicodemus-Christian had
committed against me some three years back. I had forborne to speak of
it till now, wishing to give the man fair-play.
"Hezekiah, do you remember," I asked, with much solemnity "do you
remember your twentieth wedding-day?"
"Davy, my brother, how many times--never mind talking about that now."
"You had a large company coming, and to whom did you give a special
order to catch you a turbot at tenpence a-pound?"
"Nay, nay, my dear friend Dyo; shall I never get that thing out of your
stupid head?"
"You had known me for twenty years at least as the very best fisherman
on the coast, and a man that could be relied upon. Yet you must go and
give that order, not to a man of good Welsh blood--with ten Welshmen
coming to dinner, mind--not to a man that was bred and born within five
miles of your dirty house--not to a man that knew every cranny and
crinkle of sand where the turbots lie; but to a tag-rag Scotchman! It
was spoken of upon every pebble from Briton Ferry to Aberthaw. David
Llewellyn put under the feet of a fellow like Sandy Macraw--a beggarly,
interloping, freckled, bitter weed of a Scotchman!"
"Well, Davy, I have apologised. How many times more must I do it? It was
not that I doubted your skill. You tell us of that so often, that none
of us ever question it. It was simply because--I feared just then to
come near your excellent and lamented----"
"No excuses, no excuses, Mr Perkins, if you please! You only make the
matter worse. As if a man's wife could come into the question, when it
comes to business! Yours may, because you don't know how to manage her;
but mine----"
"Well, now she is gone, Dyo; and very good she was to you, And in your
heart, you know it."
Whether he said this roguishly, or from the feeling which all of us have
when it comes to one another, I declare I knew not then, and I know not
even now. For I did not feel so sharply up to look to mine own interest,
with these recollections over me. I waited for him to begin again, but
he seemed to stick back in the corner. And in spite of all that turbot
business, at the moment I could not help holding out my hand to him.
He took it, and shook it, with as much emotion as if he had truly been
fond of my wife; and I felt that nothing more must be said concerning
that order to Sandy Macraw. It seemed to be very good reason also, for
getting out of that interview; for I might say things to be sorry for,
if I allowed myself to go on any more with my heart so open. Therefore I
called in my usual briskness, "Lo, the water is rising! The children
must be at the mouth of the well. What will the good wife prophesy if
she sees thee coming up the stairs with thy two feet soaking wet, Master
Hezekiah?"