CHAPTER XVIII.

At Boulogne, as everywhere else, the Emperor well knew how to win all

hearts by his moderation, his justice, and the generous grace with which

he acknowledged the least service. All the inhabitants of Boulogne, even

all the peasants of the suburbs, would have died for him, and the

smallest particulars relating to him were constantly repeated. One day,

however, his conduct gave rise to serious complaints, and he was

unanimously blamed; for his injustice was the cause of a terrible

tragedy. I will now relate this sad event, an authentic account of which

I have never seen in print.

One morning, as he mounted his horse, the Emperor announced that he would

that day review the naval forces, and gave orders that the boats which

occupied the line of defense should leave their position, as he intended

to hold the review in the open sea. He set out with Roustan for his

morning ride, and expressed a wish that all should be ready on his

return, the hour of which he designated. Every one knew that the

slightest wish of the Emperor was law; and the order was transmitted,

during his absence, to Admiral Bruix, who replied with imperturbable

'sang froid', that he much regretted it, but the review would not take

place that day, and in consequence no boat stirred.

On his return from his ride, the Emperor asked if everything was ready,

and the admiral's answer was reported to him. Astonished by its tone, so

different from what he was accustomed to, he had it repeated to him

twice, and then, with a violent stamp of his foot, ordered the admiral to

be summoned. He obeyed instantly; but the Emperor, thinking he did not

come quickly enough, met him half-way from his barracks. The staff

followed his Majesty, and placed themselves silently around him, while

his eyes shot lightning.

"Admiral Bruix," said the Emperor in a tone showing great excitement,

"why have you not obeyed my orders?"

"Sire," responded Bruix with respectful firmness, "a terrible storm is

gathering. Your Majesty can see this as well as I; are you willing to

uselessly risk the lives of so many brave men?" In truth, the heaviness

of the atmosphere, and the low rumbling which could be heard in the

distance, justified only too well the admiral's fears. "Monsieur,"

replied the Emperor, more and more irritated, "I gave the orders; once

again, why have you not executed them? The consequences concern me

alone. Obey!"--"Sire, I will not obey!"--"Monsieur, you are insolent!"

And the Emperor, who still held his riding-whip in his hand, advanced on

the admiral, making a threatening gesture. Admiral Bruix retreated a

step, and placed his hand on the hilt of his sword: "Sire," said he,

growing pale, "take care!" All those present were paralyzed with terror.

The Emperor remained for some time immovable, with his hand raised, and

his eyes fixed on the admiral, who still maintained his defiant attitude.

At last the Emperor threw his whip on the ground. Admiral Bruix relaxed

his hold on his sword, and, with uncovered head, awaited in silence the

result of this terrible scene.

"Rear-admiral Magon!" said the Emperor, "you will see that the orders

which I have given are executed instantly. As for you, sir," continued

he, turning to Admiral Bruix, "you will leave Boulogne within twenty-four

hours, and retire to Holland. Go!" His Majesty returned at once to

headquarters; some of the officers, only a small number, however, pressed

in parting the hand that the admiral held out to them.

Rear-admiral Magon immediately ordered the fatal movement commanded by

the Emperor; but hardly had the first dispositions been made when the sea

became frightful to behold, the sky, covered with black clouds, was

furrowed with lightning, the thunder roared incessantly, and the wind

increased to a gale. In fact, what Admiral Bruix had foreseen occurred;

a frightful tempest scattered the boats in every direction, and rendered

their condition desperate. The Emperor, anxious and uneasy, with lowered

head and crossed arms, was striding up and down the shore, when suddenly

terrible cries were heard. More than twenty gunboats, filled with

soldiers and sailors, had just been driven on the shore; and the poor

unfortunates who manned them, struggling against furious waves, were

imploring help which none could venture to render. The Emperor was

deeply touched by this sight, while his heart was torn by the

lamentations of an immense crowd which the tempest had collected on the

shore and the adjoining cliffs. He beheld his generals and officers

stand in shuddering horror around him, and wishing to set an example of

self-sacrifice, in spite of all efforts made to restrain him, threw

himself into a lifeboat, saying, "Let me alone; let me alone! They must

be gotten out of there." In an instant the boat filled with water, the

waves dashed over it, and the Emperor was submerged, one wave stronger

than the others threw his Majesty on the shore, and his hat was swept

off.

Electrified by such courage, officers, soldiers, sailors, and citizens

now began to lend their aid, some swimming, others in boats; but, alas!

they succeeded in saving--only a very small number of the unfortunate men

who composed the crews of the gunboats, and the next day the sea cast

upon the shore more than two hundred men, and with them the hat of the

conqueror of Marengo.

The next was a day of mourning and of grief, both in Boulogne and the

camp. The inhabitants and soldiers covered the beach, searching

anxiously among the bodies which the waves incessantly cast upon the

shore; and the Emperor groaned over this terrible calamity, which in his

inmost heart he could not fail to attribute to his own obstinacy. By his

orders agents entrusted with gold went through the city and camp,

stopping the murmurs which were ready to break forth.

That day I saw a drummer, who had been among the crew of the shipwrecked

vessels, washed upon the shore upon his drum, which lie had used as a

raft. The poor fellow had his thigh broken, and had remained more than

twenty hours in that horrible condition.

In order to complete in this place my recollections of the camp of

Boulogne, I will relate the following, which did not take place, however,

until the month of August, 1805, after the return of the Emperor from his

journey to Italy, where he had been crowned.

Soldiers and sailors were burning with impatience to embark for England,

but the moment so ardently desired was still delayed. Every evening they

said to themselves, "Tomorrow there will be a good wind, there will also

be a fog, and we shall start," and lay down with that hope, but arose

each day to find either an unclouded sky or rain.

One evening, however, when a favorable wind was blowing, I heard two

sailors conversing together on the wharf, and making conjectures as to

the future. "The Emperor would do well to start tomorrow morning," said

one; "he will never have better weather, and there will surely be a fog."

--"Bah!" said the other, "only he does not think so. We have now waited

more than fifteen days, and the fleet has not budged; however, all the

ammunition is on board, and with one blast of the whistle we can put to

sea."

The night sentinels came on, and the conversation of the old sea-wolves

stopped there; but I soon had to acknowledge that their nautical

experience had not deceived them. In fact, by three o'clock in the

morning, a light fog was spread over the sea, which was somewhat stormy,

the wind of the evening before began to, blow again, and at daylight the

fog was so thick as to conceal the fleet from the English, while the most

profound silence reigned everywhere. No hostile sails had been signaled

through the night, and, as the sailors had predicted, everything favored

the descent.

At five o'clock in the morning, signals were made from the semaphore; and

in the twinkling of an eye all the sailors were in motion, and the port

resounded with cries of joy, for the order to depart had just been

received. While the sails were being hoisted, the long roll was beaten

in the four camps, and the order was given for the entire army to take

arms; and they marched rapidly into the town, hardly believing what they

had just heard. "We are really going to start," said all the soldiers;

"we are actually going to say a few words to those Englishmen," and the

joy which animated them burst forth in acclamations, which were silenced

by a roll of the drums. The embarkation then took place amid profound

silence, and in such perfect order that I can hardly give an idea of it.

At seven o'clock two hundred thousand soldiers were on board the fleet;

and when a little after midday this fine army was on the point of

starting amidst the adieus and good wishes of the whole city, assembled

upon the walls and upon the surrounding cliffs, and at the very moment

when all the soldiers standing with uncovered heads were about to bid

farewell to the soil of France, crying, "Vive l'Empereur!" a message

arrived from the imperial barrack, ordering the troops to disembark, and

return to camp. A telegraphic dispatch just then received by his Majesty

had made it necessary that he should move his troops in another

direction; and the soldiers returned sadly to their quarters, some

expressing in a loud tone, and in a very energetic manner, the

disappointment which this species of mystification caused them.

They had always regarded the success of the enterprise against England as

assured, and to find themselves stopped on the eve of departure was, in

their eyes, the greatest misfortune which could happen to them.

When order had again been restored, the Emperor repaired to the camp of

the right wing, and made a proclamation to the troops, which was sent

into the other camps, and posted everywhere. This was very nearly the

tenor of it: "Brave soldiers of the camp of Boulogne! you will not go to

England. English gold has seduced the Emperor of Austria, who has just

declared war against France. His army has passed the line which he

should have respected, and Bavaria is invaded. Soldiers! new laurels

await you beyond the Rhine. Let us hasten to defeat once more enemies

whom you have already conquered." This proclamation called forth

unanimous acclamations of joy, and every face brightened, for it mattered

little to these intrepid men whether they were to be led against Austria

or England; they simply thirsted for the fray, and now that war had been

declared, every desire was gratified.

Thus vanished all those grand projects of descent upon England, which had

been so long matured, so wisely planned. There is no doubt now that with

favorable weather and perseverance the enterprise would have been crowned

with the greatest success; but this was not to be.

A few regiments remained at Boulogne; and while their brethren crushed

the Austrians, they erected upon the seashore a column destined to recall

for all time the memory of Napoleon and his immortal army.

Immediately after the proclamation of which I have just spoken, his

Majesty gave orders that all should prepare for immediate departure; and

the grand marshal of the palace was charged to audit and pay all the

expenses which the Emperor had made, or which he had ordered to be made,

during his several visits, not without cautioning him, according to

custom, to be careful not to pay for too much of anything, nor too high a

price. I believe that I have already stated that the Emperor was

extremely economical in everything which concerned him personally, and

that he was afraid of spending twenty francs unless for some directly

useful purpose. Among many other accounts to be audited, the grand

marshal of the palace received that of Sordi, engineer of military roads,

whom he had ordered to decorate his Majesty's barrack, both inside and

out. The account amounted to fifty thousand francs. The grand marshal

exclaimed aloud at this frightful sum. He was not willing to approve the

account of Sordi, and sent it back to him, saying that he could not

authorize the payment without first receiving the orders of the Emperor.

The engineer assured the grand marshal that he had overcharged nothing,

and that he had closely followed his instructions, and added, that being

the case, it was impossible for him to make the slightest reduction. The

next day Sordi received instructions to attend his Majesty. The Emperor

was in his barrack, which was the subject under discussion, and spread

out before him was, not the account of the engineer, but a map, upon

which he was tracing the intended march of his army. Sordi came, and was

admitted by General Caffarelli. The half-open door permitted the

general, as well as myself, to hear the conversation which followed.

"Monsieur," said his Majesty, "you have spent far too much money in

decorating this miserable barrack. Yes; certainly far too much. Fifty

thousand francs! Just think of it, monsieur! That is frightful; I will

not pay you!" The engineer, silenced by this abrupt entrance upon

business, did not at first know how to reply. Happily the Emperor, again

casting his eyes on the map which lay unrolled before him, gave him time

to recover himself; and he replied, "Sire, the golden clouds which

ornament this ceiling" (for all this took place in the council-chamber),

"and which surround the guardian star of your Majesty, cost twenty

thousand francs in truth; but if I had consulted the hearts of your

subjects, the imperial eagle which is again about to strike with a

thunderbolt the enemies of France and of your throne, would have spread

its wings amid the rarest diamonds."--"That is very good," replied the

Emperor, laughing, "very good; but I will not have you paid at present,

and since you tell me that this eagle which costs so dear will strike the

Austrians with a thunderbolt, wait until he has done so, and I will then

pay your account in rix dollars of the Emperor of Germany, and the gold

frederics of the King of Prussia." His Majesty, resuming his compass,

began to move his armies upon the map; and truth to tell, the account of

the engineer was not paid until after the battle of Austerlitz, and then,

as the Emperor had said, in rix dollars and frederics.

About the end of July (1804), the Emperor left Boulogne in order to make

a tour through Belgium before rejoining the Empress, who had gone direct

to Aix-la-Chapelle. Everywhere on this tour he was welcomed, not only

with the honors reserved for crowned heads, but with hearty acclamations,

addressed to him personally rather than to his official position. I will

say nothing of the fetes which were given in his honor during this

journey, nor of the remarkable things which occurred. Descriptions of

these can easily be found elsewhere; and it is my purpose to relate only

what came peculiarly under my own observation, or at least details not

known to the general public. Let it suffice, then, to say that our

journey through Arras, Valenciennes, Mons, Brussels, etc., resembled a

triumphal progress. At the gate of each town the municipal council

presented to his Majesty the wine of honor and the keys of the place.

We stopped a few days at Lacken; and being only five leagues from Alost,

a little town where my relatives lived, I requested the Emperor's

permission to leave him for twenty-four hours, and it was granted, though

reluctantly. Alost, like the remainder of Belgium at this time,

professed the greatest attachment for the Emperor, and consequently I had

hardly a moment to myself. I visited at the house of Monsieur D----, one

of my friends, whose family had long held positions of honor in the

government of Belgium. There I think all the town must have come to meet

me; but I was not vain enough to appropriate to myself all the honor of

this attention, for each one who came was anxious to learn even the most

insignificant details concerning the great man near whom I was placed.

On this account I was extraordinarily feted, and my twenty-four hours

passed only too quickly. On my return, his Majesty deigned to ask

innumerable questions regarding the town of Alost and its inhabitants,

and as to what was thought there of his government and of himself. I was

glad to be able to answer without flattery, that he was adored. He

appeared gratified, and spoke to me most kindly of my family and of my

own small interests.

We left the next day for Lacken, and passed through Alost; and had I

known this the evening before, I might perhaps have rested a few hours

longer. However, the Emperor found so much difficulty in granting me

even one day, that I would not probably have dared to lose more, even had

I known that the household was to pass by this town.

The Emperor was much pleased with Lacken; he ordered considerable repairs

and improvements to be made there, and the palace, owing to this

preference, became a charming place of sojourn.

This journey of their Majesties lasted nearly three months; and we did

not return to Paris, or rather to Saint-Cloud, until November. The

Emperor received at Cologne and at Coblentz the visits of several German

princes and princesses; but as I know only from hearsay what passed in

these interviews, I shall not undertake to describe them.

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