CHAPTER VIII

HERSELF

“It was on a Sunday, the eleventh day of a lovely June,” her sister,

Mrs. Edward Hewson, has written, “that Violet entered the family. A time

of roses, when Ross was at its best, with its delightful old-fashioned

gardens fragrant with midsummer flowers, and its shady walks at their

darkest and greenest as they wandered through deep laurel groves to the

lake. She was the eleventh daughter that had been born to the house, and

she received a cold welcome.

“‘I am glad the Misthress is well,’ said old Thady Connor, the steward;

‘but I am sorry for other news.’

“I think my father’s feelings were the same, but he said she was ‘a

pretty little child.’ My mother comforted herself with the reflection

that girls were cheaper than boys.

“At a year old she was the prettiest child I ever saw, with her glorious

dark eyes, and golden hair, and lovely colour; a dear little child, but

quite unnoticed in the nursery. Charlie was the child brought forward. I

think the unnoticed childhood had its effect. She lived her own life

apart. Then came the reign of the Governesses, and their delight in her.

I never remember the time she could not read, and she played the piano

at four years old very well. (At twelve years old she took first prize

for piano-playing at an open competition, held in Dublin, for girls up

to eighteen.)

“Her great delight at four or five years old was to slip into the

drawing-room and read the illustrated editions of the poets. Her

favourite was an edition of Milton, with terrifying pictures; this she

read with delight. One day there was an afternoon party, and, as usual,

Violet stole into the drawing-room and was quickly engrossed in her

loved Milton, entirely oblivious of the company. Later on, she was found

fast asleep, with her head resting on the large volume. The scene is

present with me; the rosy little face, and the golden hair resting on

the book.

“I remember that Henry H---- said ‘Some day I shall boast that I knew

Violet as a child!’”

She was christened Violet Florence, by her mother’s cousin, Lord

Plunket, afterwards Archbishop of Dublin, in the drawing-room at Ross,

the vessel employed for the rite being, she has assured me, the silver

slop-basin, and at Ross she spent the first ten happy years of her life.

I, also, had a happy childhood, full of horses and dogs and boats and

dangers (which latter are the glory of life to any respectable child

with suitable opportunity), but after I had seen Ross I could almost

have envied Martin and her brother, Charlie, nearest to her in age,

their suzerainty over Ross demesne.

“I thravelled Ireland,” said someone, “and afther all, there’s great

heart in the County of Cork!”, and I am faithful to my own county; but

there is a special magic in Galway, in its people and in its scenery,

and for me, Ross, and its lake and its woods, is Galway. The beauty of

Ross is past praising. I think of it as I saw it first, on a pensive

evening of early spring, still and grey, with a yellow spear-head of

light low in the west. Still and grey was the lake, too, with the brown

mountain, Croagh-Keenan, and the grey sky, with that spear-thrust of

yellow light in it, lying deep in the wide, quiet water, that was

furrowed now and then by the flapping rush of a coot, or streaked with

the meditative drift of a wild duck; farther back came the tall

battalions of reeds, thronging in pale multitudes back to the shadowy

woods; and for foreground, the beautiful, broken line of the shore, with

huge boulders of limestone scattered on it, making black blots in the

pearl-grey of the shallows.

On higher ground above the lake stands the old house, tall and severe, a

sentinel that keeps several eyes, all of them intimidating, on all

around it. The woods of Annagh, of Bullivawnen, of Cluinamurnyeen, trail

down to the lake side, with spaces of grass, and spaces of hazel, and

spaces of bog among them. I have called the limestone boulders blots,

but that was on an evening in February; if you were to see them on a

bright spring morning, as they lie among primroses at the lip of the

lake, you would think them a decoration, a collar of gems, that respond

to the suggestions of the sky, and are blue, or purple, or grey, bright

or sullen, as it requires of them. Things, also, to make a child

delirious with their possibilities. One might jump from one huge stone

to another, till, especially in a dry summer when the lake was low, one

might find oneself far out, beyond even the Turf Quay, or Swans’ Island,

whence nothing but one’s own prowess could ever restore one to home and

family. If other stimulant were needed, it was supplied by the thought

of the giant pike, who were known to inhabit the outer depths. One of

them, stuffed and varnished, honoured the hall at Ross with its

presence. It looked big and wicked enough to pull down a small girl as

easily as a minnow.

When I first went to Ross, a grown-up young woman, I found that

seduction of the boulders, and of the chain of leaps that they

suggested, very potent. The attraction of the pike also was not to be

denied. (We used to try to shoot them with a shot-gun, and sometimes

succeeded.) What then must the lake not have meant to its own children?

I don’t suppose that any little girl ever had more accidents than

Martin. Entirely fearless and reckless, and desperately short-sighted,

full of emulation and the irrepressible love of a lark, scrapes, in the

physical as well as the moral sense, were her daily portion, and how she

came through, as she did, with nothing worse than a few unnoticeable

scars to commemorate her many disasters, is a fact known only to her

painstaking guardian angel. Tenants, who came to Ross on their various

affairs, found their horses snatched to be galloped by “the children,”

their donkeys purloined for like purposes (or the donkeys’ nearest

equivalent to a gallop)--and it may be noted that the harder the

victimised horses were galloped, the more profound was the admiration,

even the exultation, of their owners.

“Sure,” said a southern woman of some children renowned for their

naughtiness, “them’s very arch childhren. But, afther all, I dunno

what’s the use of havin’ childhren if they’re not arch!”

In certain of the essays in one of our books, “Some Irish Yesterdays,”

we have pooled memories of our respective childhoods, which,

fortunately, perhaps, for the peace of nations, were separated by some

hundred miles of moor and mountain, as well as by an interval of years.

Their conditions were similar in many respects, and specially so in the

government of the nursery. Our mothers, if their nurses satisfied their

requirements, had a large indifference to the antecedents of the

nurses’ underlings, who were usually beings of the type that is caught

at large on a turf-bog and imported raw into the ministry. One such was

once described to me--“An innocent, good-natured slob of a gerr’l that

was rared in a bog beside me. The sort of gerr’l now that if you were

sick would sit up all night to look afther ye, and if you weren’t, she’d

lie in bed all day!”

I believe the nurses enjoyed the assimilation of the raw product, much

as a groom likes the interest afforded by an unbroken colt, and they

found the patronage among the mothers of the disciples a useful asset.

In later years, Martin was discoursing of her nursery life, with her

foster-mother, who had also been her nurse, Nurse B., a most agreeable

person, gifted with a saturnine humour that is not infrequent in our

countrywomen.

“Sure didn’t I ketch Kit Sal one time”--(the reigning nursemaid)--“an’

she bating and kicking yerself on the avenue!” Nurse B. began. She then

went on to describe how she had fallen on Kit Sal, torn her hair, and

“shtuck her teeth in her.”

“The Misthress seen me aftherwards, and she axed me what was on me, for

sure I was cryin’ with the rage. ‘Nothin’ Ma’am!’ says I. But I told her

two days afther, an’ she goes to Kit Sal, an’ says she, ‘What call had

you to bate Miss Wilet?’ says she, ‘Ye big shtump!’ ‘She wouldn’t folly

me,’ says Kit. ‘Well indeed,’ says the Misthress, ‘I believe ye got a

bigger batin’ yerself from Nurse, and as far as that goes,’ says she, ‘I

declare to God,’ says she, ‘I wish she dhrank yer blood!’ says she.”

The tale is above comment, but for those who knew Mrs. Martin’s very

special distinction of manner and language, Nurse B.’s paraphrase of her

reproof has a very peculiar appeal.

Nurse B. was small, spare, and erect, with a manner that did not conceal

her contempt for the world at large--(with one cherished exception,

“Miss Wilet”)--and a trenchancy of speech that was not infrequently

permitted to express it. At Ross, at lunch one day, during the later

time when Mrs. Martin had returned there, the then cat--(the pampered

and resented drawing-room lady, not the mere kitchen cat)--exhibited a

more than usually inordinate greediness, and Mrs. Martin appealed, with

some reproach, to Nurse B., who was at that time acting--and the word

may be taken in its stage connection--the part of parlour-maid.

“Nurse! _Does_ this poor cat _ever_ get _anything_ to eat?”

“It’d be the quare cat if it didn’t!” replied Nurse, with a single

glance at “Miss Wilet” to claim the victor’s laurel.

* * * * *

It was not until Martin and I began to write “The Real Charlotte” that I

understood how wide and varied a course of instruction was to be

obtained in a Dublin Sunday school. Judging by a large collection of

heavily-gilded books, quite unreadable (and quite unread), each of which

celebrates proficiency in some branch of scriptural learning, Martin

took all the available prizes. In addition to these trophies and the

knowledge they implied, she learnt much of that middle sphere of human

existence that has practically no normal points of contact with any

other class, either above or below it.

It was a rather risky experiment, as will, I think, be admitted by

anyone who considers the manners and customs of the detestable little

boys and girls who squabble and giggle in the first chapter of “The Real

Charlotte.” There are not many children who could have come unscathed

out of such a furnace. There is a story of a priest who was such a good

man that he “went through Purgatory like a flash of lightning. There

wasn’t a singe on him!”

Martin was adored, revered, was received as an oracle by her fellow

scholars, and was, as was invariable with her, the wonder and admiration

of her teacher. She has told me how she took part in dreadful revels,

school feasts and the like, which, in their profound aloofness from her

home-life, had something almost illicit about them. With her intensely

receptive, perceptive brain, she was absorbing impressions, points of

view, turns and twists of character wrought on by circumstance; yet,

when that phase of her childhood had passed, “there wasn’t a singe on

her!”

She had a spiritual reserve and seriousness that shielded her, like an

armour of polished steel that reflects all, and is impenetrable.

Refinement was surpassingly hers; intellectual refinement, a mental

fastidiousness that rejected inevitably the phrase or sentiment that had

a tinge of commonness; personal refinement, in her dress, in the

exquisite precision of all her equipment; physical refinement, in the

silken softness of her hair, the slender fineness of her hands and feet,

the flower-bloom of her skin; and over and above all, she had the

refinement of sentiment, which, when it is joined with a profound

sensitiveness and power of emotion, has a beauty and a perfectness

scarcely to be expressed in words.

She has told me stories of those times, and of the curious contrasts of

her environment. Long, confidential walks with “Francie Fitzpatrick” and

her fellows, followed by an abrupt descent from the position of “Sir

Oracle,” to the status of the youngest of a number of sisters and

brothers whose cleverness, smartness, and good looks filled her with awe

and glory. She was intensely critical and intensely appreciative. The

little slender brown-eyed girl, who was part pet, part fag of that

brilliant, free-going, family crowd, secretly appraised them all in her

balancing, deliberative mind, and, fortunately for all concerned, passed

them sound. They taught her to brush their hair, and read her the poets

while she was thus employed; they chaffed her, and called her The Little

Philosopher, and unlike many elder sisters--(and I speak as an elder

sister)--dragged her into things instead of keeping her out of them. It

must have been a delightful house, full of good looks and good company.

I was far away in South Cork, and knew of the Martins but distantly and

dimly; after my eldest brother had met them and returned to chant their

charms, I think that a certain faint hostility tinged my very occasional

thoughts of them, which, after all, is not unusual.

The Martins’ house in Dublin was one of the gathering places for the

clans of the family. Dublin society still existed in those days; things

went with a swing, and there was a tingle in life. Probably there was no

place in the kingdom where a greater number of pleasant people were to

be met with. Jovial, unconventional, radiant with good looks, unfailing

in agreeability, they hunted, they danced, they got up theatricals and

concerts, they--the elder ones, at least--went to church with an equal

enthusiasm, and fought to the death over the relative merits of their

pet parsons.

Martin has told me of a Homeric and typical battle of which she was a

spectator, between her mother and one of my many aunts, Florence

Coghill. It began at tea, at the house of another aunt, with a suave and

academic discussion of the Irish Episcopate, and narrowed a little to

the fact that the diocese of Cork needed a bishop. My aunt Florence

said easily,

“Oh--Gregg, of course!”

My cousin Nannie (Mrs. Martin) replied with a sweet reasonableness, yet

firmly, “I think you will find that Pakenham Walsh is the man.”

The battle then was joined. From argument it passed on into shouting,

and thence neared fisticuffs. They advanced towards each other in large

armchairs, even as, in these later days, the “Tanks” move into action.

They beat each other’s knees, each lady crying the name of her champion,

and then my aunt remembered that she had a train to catch, and rushed

from the room. The air was still trembling with her departure, when the

door was part opened, the monosyllable “Gregg!” was projected through

the aperture, and before reply was possible, the slam of the hall door

was heard.

Mrs. Martin flung herself upon the window, and was in time to scream

“Paknamwalsh!” in one tense syllable, to my aunt’s departing long, thin

back.

My aunt Florence was too gallant a foe to affect, as at the distance she

might well have done, unconsciousness. Anyone who knows the deaf and

dumb alphabet will realise what conquering gestures were hers, as

turning to face the enemy she responded,

“G ! R ! E ! G ! G !”

and with the last triumphant thump of her clenched fists, fled round the

corner.

And she was right. “Gregg & son, Bishops to the Church of Ireland,” have

passed into ecclesiastical history.

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