The captain let fall his pompous manner. It was evident that he had

carefully prepared these pious sentences, they rolled so roundly off

his tongue. But he was eager now to get on with his story, and it was

in a homelier style that he went on: "If you knew these seas as well

as I--and it's near twenty years now that I've been sailing

them--you'd have some knowledge of this same holy man that--God rot

their souls for it!--these cursed Arabs have done to death here. I've

heard of him more than once in my time, and not always well spoken of;

for, to tell the honest truth, he does more harm with his preachments

to good Christian traders than ever he did good to black-hearted

heathen dogs. Leave the bees alone, I say, and if you can get a little

honey out of them quietly, so much the better; but he goes about among

the beehives with a pole, stirring up trouble for himself and others

too. Leave them alone to their damnation, is what I say, and get what

you can from them this side of hell. But, still, he has died a holy

martyr's death. God rest his soul! A martyr is a wonderful thing, you

know, and it's not for the likes of us to understand what they mean by

it all.

"They do say, too, that he could make gold. And, to my mind, it would

have been a thing more pleasing to God and man if he had stopped at

home minting money for poor folks and dealing it round, so that

there'd be no need to work any more and break oneself for a morsel of

bread. Yes, he was great at gold-making and at the books too. They

tell me he was called the Illuminated Doctor. But I know him still as

plain Lully. I used to hear of him from my father, plain Lully, and no

better once than he should have been.

"My father was a shipwright in Minorca in those days--how long since?

Fifty, sixty years perhaps. He knew him then; he has often told me the

tale. And a raffish young dog he was. Drinking, drabbing, and dicing

he outdid them all, and between the bouts wrote poems, they say, which

was more than the rest could do. But he gave it all up on the sudden.

Gave away his lands, quitted his former companions, and turned hermit

up in the hills, living alone like a fox in his burrow, high up above

the vines. And all because of a woman and his own qualmish stomach."

The shipmaster paused and helped himself to a little wine. "And what

did this woman do?" the girl asked curiously.

"Ah, it's not what she did but what she didn't do," the captain

answered, with a leer and wink. "She kept him at his distance--all but

once, all but once; and that was what put him on the road to being a

martyr. But there, I'm outrunning myself. I must go more soberly.

"There was a lady of some consequence in the island--one of the

Castellos, I think she was; her first name has quite slipped my

memory--Anastasia, or something of the kind. Lully conceives a passion

for her, and sighs and importunes her through I know not how many

months and years. But her virtue stands steady as the judgment seat.

Well, in the end, what happens was this. The story leaked out after it

was all over, and he was turned hermit in the mountains. What

happened, I say, was this. She tells him at last that he may come and

see her, fixing some solitary twilight place and time, her own room at

nightfall. You can guess how he washes and curls and scents himself,

shaves his chin, chews anises, musks over whatever of the goat may

cling about the body. Off he goes, dreaming swoons and ecstasies,

foretasting inconceivable sweets. Arrived, he finds the lady a little

melancholy--her settled humour, but a man might expect a smile at such

a time. Still, nothing abashed, he falls at her feet and pours out his

piteous case, telling her he has sighed through seven years, not

closed an eye for above a hundred nights, is forepined to a shadow,

and, in a word, will perish unless she show some mercy. She, still

melancholy her--settled humour, mark you--makes answer that she is

ready to yield, and that her body is entirely his. With that, she lets

herself be done with as he pleases, but always sorrowfully. 'You are

all mine,' says he--'all mine'--and unlaces her gorgeret to prove the

same. But he was wrong. Another lover was already in her bosom, and

his kisses had been passionate--oh, burning passionate, for he had

kissed away half her left breast. From the nipple down it had all been

gnawed away by a cancer.

"Bah, a man may see as bad as that any day in the street or at

church-doors where beggars most congregate. I grant you that it is a

nasty sight, worm-eaten flesh, but still--not enough, you will agree,

to make yourself a hermit over. But there, I told you he had a

queasiness of the stomach. But doubtless it was all in God's plan to

make a holy martyr of him. But for that same queasiness of his, he

would still be living there, a superannuated rake; or else have died

in very foul odour, instead of passing, all embalmed with sanctity, to

Paradise Gate.

"I know not what happened to him between his hermit-hood and his quest

for martyrdom. I saw him first a dozen years ago, down Tunis way. They

were always clapping him into prison or pulling out his beard for

preaching. This time, it seems, they have made a holy martyr of him,

done the business thoroughly with no bungling. Well, may he pray for

our souls at the throne of God. I go in secretly to-night to steal his

body. It lies on the shore there beyond the jetty. It will be a

notable work, I tell you, to bring back so precious a corpse to

Christendom. A most notable work. . . ."

The captain rubbed his hands.

* * * * *

It was after midnight, but there was still a bustle of activity on

board the galley. At any moment they were expecting the arrival of the

boat with the corpse of the martyr. A couch, neatly draped in black,

with at its head and foot candles burning two by two, had been set out

on the poop for the reception of the body. The captain called the

young Spaniard and his mistress to come and see the bier.

"That's a good bit of work for you," he said, with justifiable pride.

"I defy anyone to make a more decent resting-place for a martyr than

that is. It could hardly have been done better on shore, with every

appliance at hand. But we sailors, you know, can make anything out of

nothing. A truckle-bed, a strip of tarred canvas, and four tallow dips

from the cabin lanterns--there you are, a bier for a king."

He hurried away, and a little later the young man and the girl could

hear him giving orders and cursing somewhere down below. The candles

burned almost without a tremor in the windless air, and the

reflections of the stars were long, thin tracks of fire along the

utterly calm water.

"Were there but perfumed flowers and the sound of a lute," said the

young Spaniard, "the night would tremble into passion of its own

accord. Love should come unsought on such a night as this, among these

black waters and the stars that sleep so peacefully on their bosom."

He put his arm round the girl and bent his head to kiss her. But she

averted her face. He could feel a shudder run her through the body.

"Not to-night," she whispered. "I think of the poor dead man. I would

rather pray."

"No, no," he cried. "Forget him. Remember only that we are alive, and

that we have but little time and none to waste."

He drew her into the shadow under the bulwark, and, sitting down on a

coil of rope, crushed her body to his own and began kissing her with

fury. She lay, at first, limp in his arms, but gradually she kindled

to his passion.

A plash of oars announced the approach of the boat. The captain

hallooed into the darkness: "Did you find him?"

"Yes, we have him here," came back the answer.

"Good. Bring him alongside and we'll hoist him up. We have the bier in

readiness. He shall lie in state to-night."

"But he's not dead," shouted back the voice from the night.

"Not dead?" repeated the captain, thunderstruck. "But what about the

bier, then?"

A thin, feeble voice came back. "Your work will not be wasted, my

friend. It will be but a short time before I need your bier."

The captain, a little abashed, answered in a gentler tone, "We

thought, holy father, that the heathens had done their worst and that

Almighty God had already given you the martyr's crown."

By this time the boat had emerged from the darkness. In the stern

sheets an old man was lying, his white hair and beard stained with

blood, his Dominican's robe torn and fouled with dust. At the sight of

him, the captain pulled off his cap and dropped upon his knees.

"Give us your blessing, holy father," he begged.

The old man raised his hand and wished him peace.

They lifted him on board and, at his own desire, laid him upon the

bier which had been prepared for his dead body. "It would be a waste

of trouble," he said, "to put me anywhere else, seeing I shall in any

case be lying there so soon."

So there he lay, very still under the four candles. One might have

taken him for dead already, but that his eyes, when he opened them,

shone so brightly.

He dismissed from the poop everyone except the young Spaniard. "We are

countrymen," he said, "and of noble blood, both of us. I would rather

have you near me than anyone else."

The sailors knelt for a blessing and disappeared; soon they could be

heard weighing the anchor; it was safest to be off before day. Like

mourners at either side of the lighted bier crouched the Spaniard and

his mistress. The body of the old man, who was not yet dead, lay quiet

under the candles. The martyr was silent for some time, but at last he

opened his eyes and looked at the young man and the woman.

"I too," he said, "was in love, once. In this year falls the jubilee

of my last earthly passion; fifty years have run since last I longed

after the flesh--fifty years since God opened my eyes to the

hideousness of the corruption that man has brought upon himself.

"You are young, and your bodies are clean and straight, with no blotch

or ulcer or leprous taint to mar their much-desired beauty; but

because of your outward pride, your souls, it may be, fester inwardly

the more.

"And yet God made all perfect; it is but accident and the evil of will

that causes defaults. All metals should be gold, were it not that

their elements willed evilly in their desire to combine. And so with

men: the burning sulphur of passion, the salt of wisdom, the nimble

mercurial soul should come together to make a golden being,

incorruptible and rustless. But the elements mingle jarringly, not in

a pure harmony of love, and gold is rare, while lead and iron and

poisonous brass that leaves a taste as of remorse behind it are

everywhere common.

"God opened my eyes to it before my youth had too utterly wasted

itself to rottenness. It was half a hundred years ago, but I see her

still, my Ambrosia, with her white, sad face and her naked body and

that monstrous ill eating away at her breast.

"I have lived since then trying to amend the evil, trying to restore,

as far as my poor powers would go, some measure of original perfection

to the corrupted world. I have striven to give to all metals their

true nature, to make true gold from the false, the unreal, the

accidental metals, lead and copper and tin and iron. And I have

essayed that more difficult alchemy, the transformation of men. I die

now in my effort to purge away that most foul dross of misbelief from

the souls of these heathen men. Have I achieved anything? I know not."

The galley was moving now, its head turned seaward. The candles

shivered in the wind of its speed, casting uncertain, changing shadows

upon his face. There was a long silence on the poop. The oars creaked

and splashed. Sometimes a shout would come up from below, orders given

by the overseer of the slaves, a curse, the sound of a blow. The old

man spoke again, more weakly now, as though to himself.

"I have had eighty years of it," he said--"eighty years in the midst

of this corroding sea of hatred and strife. A man has need to keep

pure and unalloyed his core of gold, that little centre of perfection

with which all, even in this declination of time, are born. All other

metal, though it be as tough as steel, as shining-hard as brass, will

melt before the devouring bitterness of life. Hatred, lust, anger--the

vile passions will corrode your will of iron, the warlike pomp of your

front of brass. It needs the golden perfection of pure love and pure

knowledge to withstand them.

"God has willed that I should be the stone--weak, indeed, in

virtue--that has touched and transformed at least a little of baser

metal into the gold that is above corruption. But it is hard

work--thankless work. Man has made a hell of his world, and has set up

gods of pain to rule it. Goatish gods, that revel and feast on the

agony of it all, poring over the tortured world, like those hateful

lovers, whose lust burns darkly into cruelty.

"Fever goads us through life in a delirium of madness. Thirsting for

the swamps of evil whence the fever came, thirsting for the mirages of

his own delirium, man rushes headlong he knows not whither. And all

the time a devouring cancer gnaws at his entrails. It will kill him in

the end, when even the ghastly inspiration of fever will not be enough

to whip him on. He will lie there, cumbering the earth, a heap of

rottenness and pain, until at last the cleansing fire comes to sweep

the horror away.

"Fever and cancer; acids that burn and corrode. . . . I have had

eighty years of it. Thank God, it is the end."

It was already dawn; the candles were hardly visible now in the light,

faded to nothing, like souls in prosperity. In a little while the old

man was asleep.

The captain tiptoed up on to the poop and drew the young Spaniard

aside for a confidential talk.

"Do you think he will die to-day?" he asked.

The young man nodded.

"God rest his soul," said the captain piously. "But do you think it

would be best to take his body to Minorca or to Genoa? At Minorca they

would give much to have their own patron martyr. At the same time it

would add to the glory of Genoa to possess so holy a relic, though he

is in no way connected with the place. It's there is my difficulty.

Suppose, you see, that my people of Genoa did not want the body, he

being from Minorca and not one of them. I should look a fool then,

bringing it in in state. Oh, it's hard, it's hard. There's so much to

think about. I am not sure but what I hadn't better put in at Minorca

first. What do you think?"

The Spaniard shrugged his shoulder. "I have no advice to offer."

"Lord," said the captain as he bustled away, "life is a tangled knot

to unravel."

PRINTED BY MORRISON AND GIBB LTD., EDINBURGH

Transcriber's Note

This transcription is based on images scanned from a copy made

available by the University of Toronto and posted by the Internet

Archive at:

archive.org/details/limbohux00huxluoft

The following changes were noted:

-- p. 70: "Let it start smouldering at once I must--Inserted period

after "once".

-- p. 196: Even make pretences to re ard--Changed "re ard" to

"regard".

-- p. 203: Eupompus' next picture, representing an orchard of

identical trees--As this paragraph is a continuation of Emberlin's

speech, an opening double quotation mark was inserted at the beginning

of the paragraph.

-- p. 243: How exciting it was, wasn't it, HENRIKA?--Changed "HENRIKA"

from small caps to "Henrika".

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