XI.

There are moments when, catching a glimpse of the frightful weight of

care and pain with which mankind is laden, I am oppressed by the

thought that all improvement must come solely through the continued

selfish shifting of that burden from side to side, from shoulder to

shoulder; through the violent or cunning destruction of some of the

intolerable effects of selfishness in the past by selfishness in the

present and the future. And that in the midst of this terrible but

salutary scuffle for ease and security, the ideals of those who are

privileged enough to have any, may be not much more useful than the

fly on the axle-tree.

It may be, it doubtless is so nowadays, although none of us can tell

to what extent.

But even if it be so, let us who have strength and leisure for

preference and ideals prepare ourselves to fit, at least to acquiesce,

in the changes we are unable to bring about. Do not let us seek our

pleasure in things which we condemn, or remain attached to those which

are ours only through the imperfect arrangements which we deplore. We

are, of course, all tied tight in the meshes of our often worthless

and cruel civilisation, even as the saints felt themselves caught in

the meshes of bodily life. But even as they, in their day, fixed their

hopes on the life disembodied, so let us, in our turn, prepare our

souls for that gradual coming of justice on earth which we shall never

witness, by forestalling its results in our valuations and our wishes.

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