CHAPTER XIX.

With the lights a few stragglers came dropping in,--one of the first was

Lady Lysson. This lady had much more of the foreigner than Englishwoman,

in both mind and manner, having lived many years abroad, where in fact

she had known Tremenhere, and was an ardent admirer of his genius. She

had a hasty, but most graceful manner; youthfulness of movement, not at

all unbecoming, though no longer young; at every step, every gesture,

you involuntarily said to yourself, "What a very charming girl she must

have been!" though really charming still, even at forty-five. Not the

least attraction was a sweet, half-lisping, slightly foreign accent,

perfectly natural; you felt that if she talked in her sleep, or walked,

or laughed, she would do all just as in her waking moments. She now

flitted into the room, and, spying a desolate-looking being on the

music-stool, tripped towards it, and, half dazzled by the lights,

shading her eyes with her hand, cried, "Who are you? what unfortunate

Robinson Crusoe have we on this isle? what, Mr. Tremenhere! this is

indeed an agreeable surprise; since when are you our guest?"

"Since the last three hours, Lady Lysson," he replied cordially taking

the proffered hand, and the heart was in the clasp, to thank the

Samaritan who had not passed him by. Lady Dora coloured unseen, but it

was shame; her own soul blushed for the weakness of its mould of clay,

as she witnessed the generosity of another, and yet it was not all pride

which dictated her conduct--an unknown, unacknowledged feeling prompted

it.

"And you are going to remain with us a week--I mean, all the time _my_

reign lasts here?" asked Lady Lysson, gliding to a sofa beside his

stool. "There, sit down, Mr. Tremenhere, and let us have a little

pleasant vision of bygone days in sweet Florence--and how goes on your

painting? Are you very successful in town? You deserve to be so;

and--and--by the way, some old friends of your's are staying here--have

you seen them? Lady Ripley and her daughter. Is not that Lady Dora by

the fire? Lady Dora, my dear," and she gracefully waved her little

hand--raising her voice at the same time, "come here; here's an old

friend of yours, whom you will be delighted to meet again. For

shame--for shame!" she added, tapping his arm with her fan, "to bring

our horrible English coldness into my nephew's house. I, who am trying

to banish it for ever from our else unparalleled homes, and make all

cordial in meeting--regretful in parting--and not afraid to express

these feelings, as in the sweet South; and here I find one of my pet

_protégés_ crumbling my efforts to dust, and sitting cold and English on

his stool of formality, at the extreme end of my own court, and kind

friends in the distance--for shame! Dear Lady Dora, help me to scold

this refractory subject."

Lady Dora was compelled to obey the summons; to do otherwise, would be

to betray herself. She rose; but the proud lip was compressed--the

nostril dilated with annoyance. "I have spoken to Mr. Tremenhere," she

said, in as indifferent a tone as she could command, and she seated

herself on the sofa beside Lady Lysson. Tremenhere bowed--he could

scarcely conceal a smile of satisfaction. Every triumph to himself, was

one to his little wife--his ever present magnet. "I have had the

pleasure of standing beside Lady Dora Vaughan's music-stool while she

drew forth some of the sweet strains she so well commands at will," he

said. Lady Dora fixed her haughty eyes upon him undauntedly, to read the

epigram, if one were intended--but he looked upon her with a cordial,

friendly smile. "He is no fool," she thought--"is he impervious to every

attack? I _hate_ this man," she could not think even; "I despise him."

"Then, you wretches!" continued Lady Lysson, "why did you not take some

of the weight of a hostess' burthen off my shoulders, and enliven the

dreadful half-hour before dinner with some music? Mr. Tremenhere, I

command you to take me back to sweet Florence on one of those melodies

none can sing like yourself."

There was an irresistible charm of nature about Lady Lysson, before

which art, constraint, and mere worldly formality, fled abashed, and

nature came forth from every breast around her, to play with its

fellow. Tremenhere threw off the cold, stern teaching of the world, and

laughed and talked again, the happy Miles of his father's home. Even

Lady Dora unbent, and condescended to ask him for one of the Tuscan airs

he sang so well. Unhesitatingly he turned round the stool on which he

sat, without rising, and running his hand over the keys, as one with old

familiar friends, he commenced, not with stentorian lungs, but in tones

scarcely to reach the fireside, so subdued they were, and yet certainly

to touch the heart of all who could hear them. He had nearly concluded

the second verse, when one of the ladies at the fire called Lady Lysson,

to decide some disputed point of genealogical origin. "One

instant--pray, don't cease!" she cried, rising to obey the summons. Lady

Dora would have given worlds to accompany her, but it could not, with

common politeness, have been accomplished; so she opened her fan, and,

with eyes fixed on the group at the fire, sat perfectly indifferent, in

seeming, to Miles and his _ariette_. The instant Lady Lysson rose, he,

without even a pause, ran his fingers over the ivory, changed the key

and air, having ceased singing in the middle of his verse; and, in a

still lower tone, as if breathing to himself, but perfectly distinctly,

commenced the hackneyed song of "My love and cottage near Rochelle." It

was so pointedly done, so _internally_ sung, (if we may so express it,)

that she could not but feel to whom he addressed it, and her fair,

neglected cousin Minnie stood, in her mind's eye, on the shore, watching

the receding vessel.

"Mr. Tremenhere has a versatile taste," she said involuntarily.

"Pardon me!" he replied, starting as if from a dream, and dropping his

hands from the instrument. "I was not aware Lady Dora was listening.

'Tis an old English song, speaking of home. We citizens of the world

should forget such places, especially in society. The heart, however,

turns there in thought, sometimes."

He fixed his eyes on her, with the stern look of one judging her

severely. She dropped her's carelessly on the figures of her fan. He

rose, and moved a step towards the other group. A sudden impulse

impelled her to exclaim hastily, "Mr. Tremenhere!" He stopped, and

coldly turned towards her--"Can I oblige your ladyship in any thing?"

"Mr. Tremenhere," she continued hastily, beneath her breath, while her

bosom swelled with her self-imposed task; "pray, be seated an instant, I

have a word to say to you."

He bowed, and placing himself on the music-stool, awaited her next words

in cold silence. She leaned towards him; then glancing at the others

present, whose number was momentarily increasing, she whispered, moving

to give him place beside her, and pointing to it with her fan, "I wish

to speak confidentially to you."

"Of yourself?" he asked, surprised, seating himself where she pointed.

"No," she replied, drawing herself up in offended pride; "I should not

presume to trouble you with my personal affairs, Mr. Tremenhere."

"You cannot wonder," he rejoined, "at my feeling the utmost surprise how

_mine_ can in any way interest your ladyship."

"I would speak of my cousin," she faltered.

"Oh!" and he smiled; "true--of _my wife_; it will scarcely astonish you

if I say, I had totally forgotten the relationship for the moment."

"Let there be a truce of sarcasms," she said, hurriedly. "You judge me

harshly, I make no doubt; but there are many things which make this

union a most unfortunate, much to be regretted one."

"Pardon me, Lady Dora Vaughan, not to those most interested. I can

boldly assert _my_ happiness is a realized dream of paradise: my only

sorrow, is in absence from the home Minnie makes such to me; and I think

I may venture to declare, that no sigh of regret ever quivers on her

lip. Those she justly prized have not forgotten her--Aunt Dorcas, for

one."

"Yes, I am aware," she interrupted, with some confusion, "she has

visited you. Come Mr. Tremenhere," and she looked up less coldly in his

face, "make some allowances for my position; I am not quite my own

mistress. I----"

"Lady Dora, my father was an old-fashioned man, and he had quaint

notions, you will say; he taught me that it was ungentlemanly not to

reply to a polite letter in all cases, and ungenerous in many."

"I see," she said, haughtily, "I have a prejudiced judge. I will only

pursue this conversation sufficiently to ask a personal favour."

"Name it. You shall, if possible, be obeyed."

"'Tis--'tis;--in fact, no one here, except my mother, is aware of your

marriage. May I ask you to preserve it a secret?"

He read her thought, and was resolved to bend her false pride to bare

itself before him. "I cannot see," he said, "in what my celibacy

interests any one here. There is no lady in love with me, or sighing for

leap-year to declare herself!" he laughed carelessly.

"Mr. Tremenhere," she cried, "my meaning is this: I--my mother, too, is

most anxious that your union with Miss Dalzell should not be published.

These painful family _secrets_ are best preserved ever thus." The

blood-red spot of pride mantled on her cheek, and flashed from her eye.

He was speechless a moment; but what various passions passed over that

face then, all settled in one--utter contempt. These two persons were

the offspring of pride; but his proud spirit was the legitimate creation

of a noble mind, unjustly spurned and contemned; hers, that foul-named

thing whose father disowns it, whose mother blushes in shame as she

looks upon it. Tremenhere rose in all his soul's dignity, and stood

before her; her glance could not cross his--it shrunk, the unreal before

the real.

"Lady Dora," he said, in his deep emphatic voice, "I have yet to learn

in how much I, the _legitimate_ son of Tremenhere of the manor, am

beneath Miss Dalzell of Gatestone, or those whom she calls kindred.

True, she is now but an artist's wife; but that artist will make his

name one to be respected by all;--he is working for a great end and

purpose. Rely upon it, till that purpose be accomplished, his wife, the

solace of all his best, happiest hours, will only keep her smiles to

cheer his home, and support him in many trials; she will not, either

from choice or necessity, lavish them on a cold, heartless society.

_There_, his path of toil and bitterness, full often, shall be alone. As

a flawless gem Minnie is to me; she needs no costly setting to prove her

worth. It is not in a world like yours--like mine--she shall be named,

to have one breath of slander dim her brightness now; but as surely as

you and I stand face to face this day, so surely shall the day of her

triumph come, and emanating from behind the cloud which now makes me so

deep a shadow over your path." His face worked with the energy of his

soul's anguish, at the thought even of his pure Minnie being dragged

forth a target for the world's scorn, and for his sake, who would gladly

shed his life's blood to save her one pang. He felt choking at the

thought.

"So," he continued, with bitter irony, "you would have me as a tame lion

in a cage, to caress through the bars in all security; but the moment it

should dare dream of liberty, and, bursting its bonds, stand among you

free, for every arm to be raised against it--every hand to hold a weapon

to drive it back to slavery! I, Lady Dora, will be none such. I am proud

as yourself--proud of my name, _even as it is_; and I will yet make it

sound, with Fame's trumpet to herald it, unless the powers of hell

combine against me, and _then_ I will show Minnie to the world--not

before!"

"Pardon me," she cried, looking very pale--her better genius had

triumphed; "pray, pardon me, Mr. Tremenhere; I did not mean to pain

you--I----" she was almost in tears.

"Lady Dora," he sternly said, "you and I understand each other. You have

a noble heart; let not the blighting world profane it with its heartless

wisdom. _Your_ pride is the upas poison, withering all it touches:

_mine_ is spirit's right, riding on the winds which shall blast my

enemies, and uproot them like trees in a whirlwind,--'tis the pride of

love, too, which forbids my breathing the name of my beloved Minnie any

where, until I can proclaim her with a voice no one can still, as

Tremenhere's wife should be proclaimed! Rest satisfied," he

contemptuously added; "your pride will not be shaken from its pedestal

by the artist's wife!" He turned coldly away.

"Mr. Tremenhere--Miles Tremenhere!" she whispered anxiously, half

rising; but he passed forward without hesitating, and joined the group

at the fire.

"I saw you here discussing something with Lady Dora," cried the fair

hostess; "was it music, painting, or--not love, I hope? 'Tis a subject

best left unargued upon; it always reminds me of a game called 'cat's

cradle,' which I played when a child with a cousin of my own, and

through the loops of which, the fingers passed (for fingers, read

arguments and reasonings, Mr. Tremenhere,) until at last he was certain

to produce so incomprehensible a weaving of cord, that I could never

unloose it, and I was fain to sit down conquered. Don't play at 'cat's

cradle' with Lady Dora."

"Your ladyship need be under no apprehension for the result, were I to

attempt it. Lady Dora's cleverness would undo any skein of mine."

"I don't know that. Lady Dora, my dear; where is she? She has left the

room.----"

'Twas true; but she returned shortly with her mother, who received Miles

with perfect good breeding as a mere acquaintance, which position he

accepted, nor desired more.

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