CHAPTER XVIII.

Tremenhere had in nothing deceived Minnie. He told her that in marrying

him she wedded herself to an artist's struggles for fame, wealth, and

position: this home was all he had to offer her, cheered by his devoted

love. He was considered as one rising rapidly in the profession, but he

had much still to achieve before prosperity would crown his efforts.

Hitherto, he had saved every possible farthing for the great object of

his thoughts; now, he would have to toil with double energy, not to lose

sight of that, and support his wife also. But Minnie was so simple in

her tastes, so generous, thoughtful, and loving, that it seemed to her

another Paradise, their quiet little cottage in the out-skirts of town,

which Miles had succeeded in discovering, with a studio attached--or

rather, a large room, which he converted into one. True, the gardens

were not large and beautiful, like those at Gatestone; but then their

very smallness made every flower as a friend. Each morning there was the

matinal visit to be paid, the fresh buds on some favourite tree to be

counted; and as she bent over their stem, a loving eye looked down upon

her, a gentle hand clasped her small, snowy neck, and then she looked

up smiling, and the two went in to work. Her's was not very laborious,

yet she fancied it absolutely necessary to the performance of his task:

she mixed his colours, sorted his pencils, but, more frequently, leaned

over his shoulder, with one tiny hand buried among his raven curls,

which clustered, thick and glossy, in the nape of his neck. Thus she

would watch the progress of his "Aurora chasing the Shades of Night;"

which Aurora was a figure of angel lightness, with outstretched arms and

hands, skimming through the air, her long, wavy hair flying, in the

freshness of the morning breeze, like a cloud behind her; whilst before

her fled Shades, clad in dark robes spangled with fading stars, and

supported upon the clouds. It was a beautiful group, which Miles was

painting to order. We have said Minnie had most lovely hair, like floss

silk; when she unwove the plaits, it fell almost to her heel, not

heavily, but like a vapour; you passed your hand through it, and it

separated and floated in the air like a gossamer web. It was this

magnificent mass which Miles had copied for his Aurora. He loved to look

upon it; to a painter's eye it had an appearance of something spiritual.

In vain he endeavoured to do it justice; for more than once, in despair,

he had set all aside, and clasping his little wife in his arms,

exclaimed, as he embraced it and her, "My child, I never shall

accomplish this! Surely some sprite wove this veil, and will not allow

me to represent it with my poor pencil! Not the best _artiste en

cheveux_ ever known, shall ever distort these fair locks with his vile

grasp. I am almost jealous when the air plays with them! Minnie, 'tis

dreadful to suffer from jealousy! I hope you never may be a mother,

darling; I should almost hate my own child, lying on your breast!"

"Hush, Miles!" she whispered, laying her hand on his mouth. "Do not

speak even of jealousy; 'tis so false a passion, ever leading astray,

ever leading us down some crooked path."

"Why, my pretty reasoner, what do you know of jealousy?" and he drew her

close to his side, and smiled up in her face.

"Oh! I guess it, dear, from all I have read of its influence, it leads

to so much error and bitterness; and----and----I will confess, dear

Miles," she added, looking down, "I felt a pang of it myself, when you

were absent the other day, in Sussex. I was wondering all day with whom

you were walking, talking, amusing yourself; and whether you once, even,

saw my spirit flit before your path!"

Miles looked down thoughtfully, doubtingly, a moment, then, raising his

eyes, said carelessly--"You know, darling, why I went to Uplands Park.

Lord Randolph Gray wished me to come, whilst he was down there, to

choose a good light for my 'Aurora' when I have completed it, and also

to make some other artistic arrangements, which cannot but prove of

great service to me. My Minnie knows I am only an artist, obliged to

follow as a profession what was once only pleasure."

"Well, are we not happy, Miles?--_I_ am--oh! very--very happy--perfectly

so, since my dear aunt Dorcas has been to see her naughty niece; and,

now, tell me all the persons you met at Uplands, for I knew there were

several there, and you have always found something else to talk of, when

I asked you."

"Oh! I paid little attention, I was so much engaged; there were his

aunt, and several ladies, and----"

"I wonder where Dora is?" cried Minnie, hastily, like a child flying

from one subject to another. "She has not answered my letter, and I

wrote as soon as we were married in town, and that is two months

since--'tis very unkind!"

"What an old wife you are, Minnie!" he said fondly, not paying attention

to the other portion of her speech.

"Never mind that, Miles; let us talk of Dora. Do you know, I was half

jealous of her; I thought you admired her; I thought two such could not

meet without loving."

Despite his self-control, he coloured slightly, and merely ejaculated,

"Pshaw!"

"I do declare, Miles, you are colouring! Well, I fancied my aunt Lady

Ripley, and Dora, were perhaps at Uplands."

"What could make you think so?" he asked, slightly embarrassed.

"Because I know my aunt wishes Dora to marry Lord Randolph Gray; and, as

so many ladies were there, I thought it probable she might be one."

"Silly child!--silly little girl!" he said, evasively. "There--get such

foolish thoughts out of your head, and give me one more sitting,

darling, for this Aurorean veil of hair."

All else was cast aside when Miles had to be pleased. She forgot Dora,

and every thing, and stood before him with her hair streaming back from

her fair, innocent face--that face was Miles's greatest torment in his

task. It was the very one he could have desired for his picture; but for

worlds he would not have laid it upon canvass for indifferent eyes to

look upon; in vain model after model sat to him--some were very lovely;

and when he thought his wish accomplished, and but a few finishing

touches were required to complete the face--nothing but the working up,

when no model was of further use, involuntarily--his pencil, faithful to

the memory of his heart, moulded the unfinished face with an imperfect

likeness of his beloved wife; and though he sighed whilst obliterating

it, yet nothing would have tempted him to expose that to a stranger's

gaze; perhaps, a questioning one, which would seek the original of so

perfect a creation. No, she was his--only his. Could he have insisted

upon such a thing without appearing absurd, she should never have

quitted the house, unless closely veiled--his was true, all-absorbing

affection. There was no selfish vain-glory in it; that feeling which

makes a man parade the object of his idolatry before the multitude, to

delight his ears with the hum of praise her beauty might elicit, and

from the pedestal of his exclusive right, look down in pitying

compassion on the multitude doing homage to her charms--nothing of this

could move Tremenhere, except to feel contempt. His was too noble a

nature to be gratified by the injury of others--he only asked to be left

in peace and seclusion with this fair being he had so hardly won. _He_,

for the cold heartless world, to toil for her, and with it--_she_, to

solace his hours of peace and most unworldly love. We will leave them

awhile, and step back to Gatestone. At the moment her successful flight

was no longer a mystery--the only one was, how she had escaped--there

were not wanting those to instil into Juvenal's mind an idea, that he

had an enemy on his hearth; and poor Dorcas was the suspected person.

She had favoured Minnie's escape, and not all her assurances to the

contrary, could remove the impression; and, when she expressed her

determination to visit Minnie, not the slightest shadow of doubt

remained. Little-minded persons must have an imaginary trouble, if they

do not possess a real one--they could not exist without something to

worry them to death. Dorcas was the living source of sorrow to Juvenal

and Sylvia; and, had she not been patience itself, _they_ would

assuredly have driven her into her grave by their unceasing fire of

innuendoes, when they actually abstained from open accusations. However,

she bore all placidly, and finally started, to the deep indignation of

both, for town, accompanied by Mr. Skaife. This latter had become

perfectly reconciled to Minnie's marriage. His love had not been that of

a Tremenhere, but a quiet, placid affection, much more like a _hothouse_

friendship, than actual love, riper than an ordinary out-of-door feeling

of that genus. The moment he heard that she was positively a wife, he

choked down a little sigh, and from that instant she became the wife of

one he called friend--only a being to be much respected, and served in

every way in his power; and it was strange that Tremenhere, with all his

jealousy, so thoroughly read and appreciated the other's character, that

not the slightest feeling of that kind crossed his mind, on his and

Minnie's account. They met as brother and sister might have done; and

Tremenhere looked on and smiled, as Skaife clasped her hands--an action

he could not have borne from any other; for he had the purest, warmest,

Spanish blood in his veins, not one drop of his father's calm

English--he was all his mother's child.

It would be impossible to give an adequate idea of the fury of Juvenal,

when he discovered that he and Dalby had arrived just an hour too late

to prevent Minnie's marriage. Dalby was bitterness itself, and in every

way fostered the feeling against the delinquents. Thus he made himself

agreeable to Juvenal, and _secured_ a footing at Gatestone; as he felt

rather uncertain how Marmaduke Burton might receive him, on his being

made acquainted with the discomfiture of himself and partisans, and the

good generalship of Tremenhere. But Burton could not afford to lose such

a man as Dalby; though he blamed him in no measured terms, still, in his

heart, he knew how difficult it was to daunt or overthrow his cousin. He

accused himself more than any one else, for leaving the spot, and thus

losing so great a battery against the enemy as his own cunning would

have proved. Now this battle was lost, there only remained one thing to

him--revenge; and this pale-faced spectre haunted his every thought.

Great was Minnie's joy when she flung herself into her dear aunt's arms;

all former annoyance was forgotten; she only saw one she loved as a

mother, one whose face was wanting to cheer her home and hearth. As soon

as Tremenhere could so arrange it after their return, they had been

again, and more sacredly, married than in their Border marriage. Nothing

was wanting, then, to Minnie's happiness, but forgiveness; and this

Dorcas promised to lose no opportunity of obtaining. How happy the young

wife was, in showing all the mysteries of her home, her excellence as a

housekeeper, her garden, her fruits, all, to her aunt! Poor child! she

was so inexperienced in all, yet withal so very anxious to save every

possible expense, that the aim of Miles's life might not be lost sight

of. "Only look, dear aunty!" she cried, raising in her pretty fingers

the leaves which partially concealed some mellowing peach on the sunny

wall,--"did you ever see such beauties? We had none so fine at

Gatestone!" Poor child, once more! there was nothing good or fair but

where Miles existed--nothing could prosper unless beneath his eye. Alas,

for the days of sorrow! when the woman shall look back, after her weary

pilgrimage through life, and remember the one sunny spot of childhood,

where winter never came--all the year one summer in her memory, the

fruits and flowers in the gardens of which, were riper, and blossomed

fairer, than any elsewhere! It is the heart--the heart--the heart

beneath which they grow!--the heart all lightness and purity!

Skaife, we have seen, accompanied Dorcas to town; and after the first

lecture on her imprudence had, as a matter of course, been duly

delivered by the latter, all settled down in perfect happiness; for even

Skaife almost ceased to remember that, in the man before him, he saw a

successful rival. Poor Dorcas would fain have remained longer than the

fortnight she had awarded herself; but she received such fulminating

letters from home, that the thing was impracticable; and so she left the

abode of love and peace, perfectly assured of the continuance of

Minnie's happiness, and promising to do all in her power to effect a

reconciliation. This would have been easily accomplished, if she had

only had Juvenal and Sylvia to deal with; but, unhappily, Dalby and the

latter were friends again, and the former had Marmaduke Burton to back

him up in all wickedness; though now, had the uncle and aunt

reasoned--"How could the affair be improved by anger?" they might have

acted differently. But there are some persons who never reason;

decidedly, these were of that class.

We will now take our readers to Uplands Park, the day of Miles's

expected visit there by Lord Randolph Gray. Business in town had

detained this gentleman from that rendezvous of fashionable men, in the

month of August--Scotland. It was near the end of the following month,

and a select few were assembled for shooting, and its accompaniment of

flirtation, in a country-house, where there exists so much more _laissez

aller_ than in town. Lord Randolph's aunt, the Countess of Lysson, took

the head of the lady department at her bachelor nephew's. A word about

this nephew: He was one whose mould had assuredly not been broken when

he was born--there were hundreds like him; he was one in a _cornet_ of

comfits, very nice, but very insipid--the filling up of the world

between the good and bad. A good-natured man, in short, with plenty of

money. Some one persuaded him that he was, or ought to be, passionately

fond of pictures, because he was of yachting and other fashionable

amusements. Now, what possible connection could exist between these two,

except as far as mere fashion went, it would be difficult to define.

However, he was very fond of handsome women, and these are more or less

the subject of the pencil; consequently, on his return to town from

Italy, where he had seen much of Miles in society, as a rising artist,

he sought him out, and engaged his pencil on "The Aurora," before

alluded to. Besides, he had liked the man, and discovering that even at

home, men of talent were warmly received into society, he followed the

reading of others (for he possessed not one single original idea,) and

invited him cordially to his house. But the visit to Uplands was one

more of business than pleasure, else Miles would never have quitted

Minnie. No one was aware, of his mere acquaintances, that Tremenhere was

a man who had lost the position he had lost; he was known as a man of

good family and cultivated understanding--no one inquired beyond:

married or single--who cared to inquire? He was an agreeable companion,

and therefore many sought his society. When he arrived at Uplands, the

first person almost he met was Lady Dora, who was there with her mother.

Not all her self-possession checked the deep glow which over-spread her

cheek. It was half the suddenness of the meeting, and half indignant

pride, that he should have degraded her cousin, as she deemed it, to the

level of a mere artist's wife. They met in the drawing-room before

dinner. There were only two or three persons yet assembled, and these

were dowagers, sitting cosily beside a cheering wood-blaze, before the

lamps were lighted. It was a large comfortable room, and already the

rich crimson curtains fell before the windows. It had been a chilly,

rainy day; and Lady Dora, having passed some hours of it in the

billiard-room, now sat before one of Erard's most brilliant pianos,

playing desultory strains, as they occurred to her memory. Lady Lysson

had not yet appeared, nor Lady Dora's mother. Tremenhere stood an

instant in the doorway; he had been sitting in Lord Randolph's room with

him, ever since quitting the one assigned to him, after changing his

dress for dinner. His arrival had occurred, as those things do in

country houses--a matter of no moment, or object of inquiry to any one.

He came--sat in his host's room--dressed for dinner--descended to the

drawing-room--and, until Lady Dora looked up from her own thoughts, and

saw him at the door, no one knew an addition had taken place to the

circle assembled at Uplands. As he entered, the two dowagers raised

their eyes carelessly, and glanced over him. He was some gentleman, or

he wouldn't be there,--one of the common mould, doubtless. People always

take this for granted, till the lion slips out of the ass's skin in

which their imaginations clothe him, and shows his fangs and claws;

then folks either put themselves into a position of defence, or try to

cut his claws; but this latter is rather a dangerous game, unless, like

the picture of a celebrated artist, Monsieur Camille Roqueplan, the lion

become "_amoureux_," and then any thing may be done with him by the one

loved hand.

We digress--Miles was an ass in the dowagers' eyes--one of their host's

mould; so they glanced him over, and, _sotto voce_, continued their

perforations in somebody's character.

Lady Dora started, and coloured--then her fingers still strolled over

the keys like a breeze among flowers, calling forth sweet odours--or a

child in a garden, culling a single leaf of different buds, and

scattering them carelessly about; for she only played a strain here and

there, nothing through.

"I hope Lady Dora is well?" asked Miles, gently, as he stood beside her.

"Quite so, I thank you," she coldly replied, bowing over her hands,

which did not cease.

Though Miles had keenly felt, without expressing it to Minnie, her

cousin's neglect, still he forbore speaking of it to her, lest it might

aggravate her pain, he was so watchful over this darling wife of his;

still he fancied some engagement, fashionable indolence, or absence from

home, occasioned it; any thing but the truth--wilful slight. He was

therefore not prepared for her reception of him; he stood a moment

silent, looking down on the flying fingers, and many thoughts creeping

over his mind, scarcely leaving a trace, but faintly shadowing an idea,

that this girl had loved him, her change of manner was so extraordinary

since their parting in Italy. "I was not aware," he said at last, in

commonplace phraseology, "that I should have the pleasure of meeting

with your ladyship here." He was working with homely tools to get at a

great truth--this girl's sentiments--they puzzled him; had she replied

in a natural manner, he would have sought no farther, convinced that his

impression had been erroneous. As it was, she answered with stern

pride--

"It must be a matter of perfect indifference to Mr. Tremenhere;" and,

ceasing her playing, she took her gloves, fan, and handkerchief from the

piano, and without condescending to award him one look, walked

majestically to the other end of the large room, and, seating herself on

an ottoman by the fire, commenced conversing with the dowagers. Miles

leaned an instant against the piano. A smile, half of contempt, and half

triumph, played over his proud lip. Servants entered at that instant

with lights. Quietly seating himself on the music-stool, he took up a

book from a side table, and turned its leaves; but his thoughts flew off

from pride and vexation to Minnie, his own quiet little cottage

fireside, and that fairy wife, singing like a joyous bird, to soothe his

weary spirit, when worn by a day's harassing. "Minnie--my own Minnie!"

he whispered to his heart, and the dark flashing eyes of the previous

moment, melted with the loving thoughts of her presence, and he forgot

Lady Dora, all, save herself.

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