CHAPTER III.

William Brenton pondered long on the situation. He would have known

better how to act if he could have been perfectly certain that he was

not still the victim of a dream. However, of one thing there was no

doubt--namely, that it was particularly harrowing to see what he had

seen in his own house. If it were true that he was dead, he said to

himself, was not the plan outlined for him by Ferris very much the wiser

course to adopt? He stood now in one of the streets of the city so

familiar to him. People passed and repassed him--men and women whom

he had known in life--but nobody appeared to see him. He resolved, if

possible, to solve the problem uppermost in his mind, and learn whether

or not he could communicate with an inhabitant of the world he had left.

He paused for a moment to consider the best method of doing this. Then

he remembered one of his most confidential friends and advisers, and at

once wished himself at his office. He found the office closed, but went

in to wait for his friend. Occupying the time in thinking over his

strange situation, he waited long, and only when the bells began to ring

did he remember it was Christmas forenoon, and that his friend would

not be at the office that day. The next moment he wished himself at his

friend's house, but he was as unsuccessful as at the office; the friend

was not at home. The household, however, was in great commotion, and,

listening to what was said, he found that the subject of conversation

was his own death, and he learned that his friend had gone to the

Brenton residence as soon as he heard the startling news of Christmas

morning.

Once more Brenton paused, and did not know what to do. He went again

into the street. Everything seemed to lead him toward his own home.

Although he had told Ferris that he did not intend to take his advice,

yet as a sensible man he saw that the admonition was well worth

considering, and if he could once become convinced that there was no

communication possible between himself and those he had left; if he

could give them no comfort and no cheer; if he could see the things

which they did not see, and yet be unable to give them warning, he

realized that he would merely be adding to his own misery, without

alleviating the troubles of others.

He wished he knew where to find Ferris, so that he might have another

talk with him. The man impressed him as being exceedingly sensible. No

sooner, however, had he wished for the company of Mr. Ferris than he

found himself beside that gentleman.

"By George!" he said in astonishment, "you are just the man I wanted to

see."

"Exactly," said Ferris; "that is the reason you do see me."

"I have been thinking over what you said," continued the other, "and it

strikes me that after all your advice is sensible."

"Thank you," replied Ferris, with something like a smile on his face.

"But there is one thing I want to be perfectly certain about. I want to

know whether it is not possible for me to communicate with my friends.

Nothing will settle that doubt in my mind except actual experience."

"And have you not had experience enough?" asked Ferris.

"Well," replied the other, hesitating, "I have had some experience, but

it seems to me that, if I encounter an old friend, I could somehow make

myself felt by him."

"In that case," answered Ferris, "if nothing will convince you but an

actual experiment, why don't you go to some of your old friends and try

what you can do with them?"

"I have just been to the office and to the residence of one of my old

friends. I found at his residence that he had gone to my"--Brenton

paused for a moment--"former home. Everything seems to lead me there,

and yet, if I take your advice, I must avoid that place of all others."

"I would at present, if I were you," said Ferris. "Still, why not try it

with any of the passers-by?"

Brenton looked around him. People were passing and repassing where the

two stood talking with each other. "Merry Christmas" was the word on all

lips. Finally Brenton said, with a look of uncertainty on his face--

"My dear fellow, I can't talk to any of these people. I don't know

them."

Ferris laughed at this, and replied--

"I don't think you will shock them very much; just try it."

"Ah, here's a friend of mine. You wait a moment, and I will accost him."

Approaching him, Brenton held out his hand and spoke, but the traveller

paid no attention. He passed by as one who had seen or heard nothing.

"I assure you," said Ferris, as he noticed the look of disappointment on

the other's face, "you will meet with a similar experience, however much

you try. You know the old saying about one not being able to have his

cake and eat it too. You can't have the privileges of this world and

those of the world you left as well. I think, taking it all in all, you

should rest content, although it always hurts those who have left the

other world not to be able to communicate with their friends, and at

least assure them of their present welfare."

"It does seem to me," replied Brenton, "that would be a great

consolation, both for those who are here and those who are left."

"Well, I don't know about that," answered the other. "After all, what

does life in the other world amount to? It is merely a preparation for

this. It is of so short a space, as compared with the life we live here,

that it is hardly worth while to interfere with it one way or another.

By the time you are as long here as I have been, you will realize the

truth of this."

"Perhaps I shall," said Brenton, with a sigh; "but, meanwhile, what am

I to do with myself? I feel like the man who has been all his life

in active business, and who suddenly resolves to enjoy himself doing

nothing. That sort of thing seems to kill a great number of men,

especially if they put off taking a rest until too late, as most of us

do."

"Well," said Ferris, "there is no necessity of your being idle here, I

assure you. But before you lay out any work for yourself, let me ask you

if there is not some interesting part of the world that you would like

to visit?"

"Certainly; I have seen very little of the world. That is one of my

regrets at leaving it."

"Bless me," said the other, "you haven't left it."

"Why, I thought you said I was a dead man?"

"On the contrary," replied his companion, "I have several times insisted

that you have just begun to live. Now where shall we spend the day?"

"How would London do?"

"I don't think it would do; London is apt to be a little gloomy at this

time of the year. But what do you say to Naples, or Japan, or, if you

don't wish to go out of the United States, Yellowstone Park?"

"Can we reach any of those places before the day is over?" asked

Brenton, dubiously.

"Well, I will soon show you how we manage all that. Just wish to

accompany me, and I will take you the rest of the way."

"How would Venice do?" said Brenton. "I didn't see half as much of that

city as I wanted to."

"Very well," replied his companion, "Venice it is;" and the American

city in which they stood faded away from them, and before Brenton could

make up his mind exactly what was happening, he found himself walking

with his comrade in St. Mark's Square.

"Well, for rapid transit," said Brenton, "this beats anything I've ever

had any idea of; but it increases the feeling that I am in a dream."

"You'll soon get used to it," answered Ferris; "and, when you do, the

cumbersome methods of travel in the world itself will show themselves in

their right light. Hello!" he cried, "here's a man whom I should

like you to meet. By the way, I either don't know your name or I have

forgotten it."

"William Brenton," answered the other.

"Mr. Speed, I want to introduce you to Mr. Brenton."

"Ah," said Speed, cordially, "a new-comer. One of your victims, Ferris?"

"Say one of his pupils, rather," answered Brenton.

[Illustration: In Venice.]

"Well, it is pretty much the same thing," said Speed. "How long have you

been with us, and how do you like the country?"

"You see, Mr. Brenton," interrupted Ferris, "John Speed was a newspaper

man, and he must ask strangers how they like the country. He has

inquired so often while interviewing foreigners for his paper that now

he cannot abandon his old phrase. Mr. Brenton has been with us but a

short time," continued Ferris, "and so you know, Speed, you can hardly

expect him to answer your inevitable question."

"What part of the country are you from?" asked Speed.

"Cincinnati," answered Brenton, feeling almost as if he were an American

tourist doing the continent of Europe.

"Cincinnati, eh? Well, I congratulate you. I do not know any place in

America that I would sooner die in, as they call it, than Cincinnati.

You see, I am a Chicago man myself."

Brenton did not like the jocular familiarity of the newspaper man, and

found himself rather astonished to learn that in the spirit-world there

were likes and dislikes, just as on earth.

"Chicago is a very enterprising city," he said, in a non-committal way.

"Chicago, my dear sir," said Speed, earnestly, "is _the_ city. You will

see that Chicago is going to be the great city of the world before you

are a hundred years older. By the way, Ferris," said the Chicago man,

suddenly recollecting something, "I have got Sommers over here with me."

"Ah!" said Ferris; "doing him any good?"

"Well, precious little, as far as I can see."

"Perhaps it would interest Mr. Brenton to meet him," said Ferris. "I

think, Brenton, you asked me a while ago if there was any hell here, or

any punishment. Mr. Speed can show you a man in hell."

"Really?" asked Brenton.

"Yes," said Speed; "I think if ever a man was in misery, he is. The

trouble with Sommers was this. He--well, he died of delirium tremens,

and so, of course, you know what the matter was. Sommers had drunk

Chicago whisky for thirty-five years straight along, and never added to

it the additional horror of Chicago water. You see what his condition

became, both physical and mental. Many people tried to reform Sommers,

because he was really a brilliant man; but it was no use. Thirst had

become a disease with him, and from the mental part of that disease,

although his physical yearning is now gone of course, he suffers.

Sommers would give his whole future for one glass of good old Kentucky

whisky. He sees it on the counters, he sees men drink it, and he stands

beside them in agony. That's why I brought him over here. I thought that

he wouldn't see the colour of whisky as it sparkles in the glass; but

now he is in the Café Quadra watching men drink. You may see him sitting

there with all the agony of unsatisfied desire gleaming from his face."

"And what do you do with a man like that?" asked Brenton.

"Do? Well, to tell the truth, there is nothing _to_ do. I took him away

from Chicago, hoping to ease his trouble a little; but it has had no

effect."

"It will come out all right by-and-by," said Ferris, who noticed the

pained look on Brenton's face. "It is the period of probation that

he has to pass through. It will wear off. He merely goes through the

agonies he would have suffered on earth if he had suddenly been deprived

of his favourite intoxicant."

"Well," said Speed, "you won't come with me, then? All right, good-bye.

I hope to see you again, Mr. Brenton," and with that they separated.

Brenton spent two or three days in Venice, but all the time the old home

hunger was upon him. He yearned for news of Cincinnati. He wanted to be

back, and several times the wish brought him there, but he instantly

returned. At last he said to Ferris--

"I am tired. I must go home. I have _got_ to see how things are going."

"I wouldn't if I were you," replied Ferris.

"No, I know you wouldn't. Your temperament is indifferent. I would

rather be miserable with knowledge than happy in ignorance. Good-bye."

It was evening when he found himself in Cincinnati. The weather was

bright and clear, and apparently cold. Men's feet crisped on the frozen

pavement, and the streets had that welcome, familiar look which they

always have to the returned traveller when he reaches the city he calls

his home. The newsboys were rushing through the streets yelling their

papers at the top of their voices. He heard them, but paid little

attention.

"All about the murder! Latest edition! All about the poison case!"

He felt that he must have a glimpse at a paper, and, entering the office

of an hotel where a man was reading one, he glanced over his shoulder

at the page before him, and was horror-stricken to see the words in

startling headlines--

THE BRENTON MURDER.

_The Autopsy shows that Morphine was the Poison used.

Enough found to have killed a Dozen Men.

Mrs. Brenton arrested for Committing the Horrible

Deed_.

[Illustration: The Brenton Murder.]

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