CHAPTER II.

William Brenton knelt beside the fallen lady, and tried to soothe and

comfort her, but it was evident that she was insensible.

"It is useless," said a voice by his side.

Brenton looked up suddenly, and saw standing beside him a stranger.

Wondering for a moment how he got there, and thinking that after all it

was a dream, he said--

"What is useless? She is not dead."

"No," answered the stranger, "but _you_ are."

[Illustration: He saw standing beside him a stranger.]

"I am what?" cried Brenton.

"You are what the material world calls dead, although in reality you

have just begun to live."

"And who are you?" asked Brenton. "And how did you get in here?"

The other smiled.

"How did _you_ get in here?" he said, repeating Brenton's words.

"I? Why, this is my own house."

"Was, you mean."

"I mean that it is. I am in my own house. This lady is my wife."

"_Was_," said the other.

"I do not understand you," cried Brenton, very much annoyed. "But, in

any case, your presence and your remarks are out of place here."

"My dear sir," said the other, "I merely wish to aid you and to explain

to you anything that you may desire to know about your new condition.

You are now free from the incumbrance of your body. You have already had

some experience of the additional powers which that riddance has given

you. You have also, I am afraid, had an inkling of the fact that the

spiritual condition has its limitations. If you desire to communicate

with those whom you have left, I would strongly advise you to postpone

the attempt, and to leave this place, where you will experience only

pain and anxiety. Come with me, and learn something of your changed

circumstances."

"I am in a dream," said Brenton, "and you are part of it. I went to

sleep last night, and am still dreaming. This is a nightmare and it will

soon be over."

"You are saying that," said the other, "merely to convince yourself.

It is now becoming apparent to you that this is not a dream. If dreams

exist, it was a dream which you left, but you have now become awake. If

you really think it is a dream, then do as I tell you--come with me and

leave it, because you must admit that this part of the dream is at least

very unpleasant."

"It is not very pleasant," assented Brenton. As he spoke the bewildered

servants came rushing up the stairs, picked up their fallen mistress,

and laid her on a sofa. They rubbed her hands and dashed water in her

face. She opened her eyes, and then closed them again with a shudder.

"Sarah," she cried, "have I been dreaming, or is your master dead?"

The two girls turned pale at this, and the elder of them went boldly

into the room which her mistress had just left. She was evidently

a young woman who had herself under good control, but she came out

sobbing, with her apron to her eyes.

"Come, come," said the man who stood beside Brenton, "haven't you had

enough of this? Come with me; you can return to this house if you wish;"

and together they passed out of the room into the crisp air of Christmas

morning. But, although Brenton knew it must be cold, he had no feeling

of either cold or warmth.

"There are a number of us," said the stranger to Brenton, "who take

turns at watching the sick-bed when a man is about to die, and when his

spirit leaves his body, we are there to explain, or comfort, or console.

Your death was so sudden that we had no warning of it. You did not feel

ill before last night, did you?"

"No," replied Brenton. "I felt perfectly well, until after dinner last

night."

"Did you leave your affairs in reasonably good order?"

"Yes," said Brenton, trying to recollect. "I think they will find

everything perfectly straight."

"Tell me a little of your history, if you do not mind," inquired the

other; "it will help me in trying to initiate you into our new order of

things here."

"Well," replied Brenton, and he wondered at himself for falling so

easily into the other's assumption that he was a dead man, "I was what

they call on the earth in reasonably good circumstances. My estate

should be worth $100,000. I had $75,000 insurance on my life, and if all

that is paid, it should net my widow not far from a couple of hundred

thousand."

"How long have you been married?" said the other.

[Illustration: A Venetian café.]

"Only about six months. I was married last July, and we went for a trip

abroad. We were married quietly, and left almost immediately afterwards,

so we thought, on our return, it would not be a bad plan to give a

Christmas Eve dinner, and invite some of our friends. That," he said,

hesitating a moment, "was last night. Shortly after dinner, I began to

feel rather ill, and went upstairs to rest for a while; and if what you

say is true, the first thing I knew I found myself dead."

"Alive," corrected the other.

"Well, alive, though at present I feel I belong more to the world I have

left than I do to the world I appear to be in. I must confess, although

you are a very plausible gentleman to talk to, that I expect at any

moment to wake and find this to have been one of the most horrible

nightmares that I ever had the ill luck to encounter."

The other smiled.

"There is very little danger of your waking up, as you call it. Now, I

will tell you the great trouble we have with people when they first come

to the spirit-land, and that is to induce them to forget entirely

the world they have relinquished. Men whose families are in poor

circumstances, or men whose affairs are in a disordered state, find it

very difficult to keep from trying to set things right again. They have

the feeling that they can console or comfort those whom they have left

behind them, and it is often a long time before they are convinced that

their efforts are entirely futile, as well as very distressing for

themselves."

"Is there, then," asked Brenton, "no communication between this world

and the one that I have given up?"

The other paused for a moment before he replied.

"I should hardly like to say," he answered, "that there is _no_

communication between one world and the other; but the communication

that exists is so slight and unsatisfactory, that if you are sensible

you will see things with the eyes of those who have very much more

experience in this world than you have. Of course, you can go back there

as much as you like; there will be no interference and no hindrance.

But when you see things going wrong, when you see a mistake about to

be made, it is an appalling thing to stand there helpless, unable to

influence those you love, or to point out a palpable error, and convince

them that your clearer sight sees it as such. Of course, I understand

that it must be very difficult for a man who is newly married, to

entirely abandon the one who has loved him, and whom he loves. But

I assure you that if you follow the life of one who is as young and

handsome as your wife, you will find some one else supplying the

consolations you are unable to bestow. Such a mission may lead you to a

church where she is married to her second husband. I regret to say that

even the most imperturbable spirits are ruffled when such an incident

occurs. The wise men are those who appreciate and understand that they

are in an entirely new world, with new powers and new limitations, and

who govern themselves accordingly from the first, as they will certainly

do later on."

"My dear sir," said Brenton, somewhat offended, "if what you say is

true, and I am really a dead man----"

"Alive," corrected the other.

"Well, alive, then. I may tell you that my wife's heart is broken. She

will never marry again."

"Of course, that is a subject of which you know a great deal more than I

do. I all the more strongly advise you never to see her again. It is

impossible for you to offer any consolation, and the sight of her grief

and misery will only result in unhappiness for yourself. Therefore, take

my advice. I have given it very often, and I assure you those who did

not take it expressed their regret afterwards. Hold entirely aloof from

anything relating to your former life."

Brenton was silent for some moments; finally he said--

"I presume your advice is well meant; but if things are as you state,

then I may as well say, first as last, that I do not intend to accept

it."

"Very well," said the other; "it is an experience that many prefer to go

through for themselves."

"Do you have names in this spirit-land?" asked Brenton, seemingly

desirous of changing the subject.

"Yes," was the answer; "we are known by names that we have used in the

preparatory school below. My name is Ferris."

"And if I wish to find you here, how do I set about it?"

"The wish is sufficient," answered Ferris. "Merely wish to be with me,

and you _are_ with me."

"Good gracious!" cried Brenton, "is locomotion so easy as that?"

"Locomotion is very easy. I do not think anything could be easier

than it is, and I do not think there could be any improvement in that

matter."

"Are there matters here, then, that you think could be improved?"

"As to that I shall not say. Perhaps you will be able to give your own

opinion before you have lived here much longer."

"Taking it all in all," said Brenton, "do you think the spirit-land is

to be preferred to the one we have left?"

"I like it better," said Ferris, "although I presume there are some

who do not. There are many advantages; and then, again, there are

many--well, I would not say disadvantages, but still some people

consider them such. We are free from the pangs of hunger or cold, and

have therefore no need of money, and there is no necessity for the rush

and the worry of the world below."

"And how about heaven and hell?" said Brenton. "Are those localities all

a myth? Is there nothing of punishment and nothing of reward in this

spirit-land?"

There was no answer to this, and when Brenton looked around he found

that his companion had departed.

[Illustration: Venice.]

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