XVIII.

Somebody has been making a speech, reported at a couple of columns'

length in the paper. As I glance down the waste of print, one word

catches my eye again and again. It's all about "science"--and therefore

doesn't concern me.

I wonder whether there are many men who have the same feeling with regard

to "science" as I have? It is something more than a prejudice; often it

takes the form of a dread, almost a terror. Even those branches of

science which are concerned with things that interest me--which deal with

plants and animals and the heaven of stars--even these I cannot

contemplate without uneasiness, a spiritual disaffection; new

discoveries, new theories, however they engage my intelligence, soon

weary me, and in some way depress. When it comes to other kinds of

science--the sciences blatant and ubiquitous--the science by which men

become millionaires--I am possessed with an angry hostility, a resentful

apprehension. This was born in me, no doubt; I cannot trace it to

circumstances of my life, or to any particular moment of my mental

growth. My boyish delight in Carlyle doubtless nourished the temper, but

did not Carlyle so delight me because of what was already in my mind? I

remember, as a lad, looking at complicated machinery with a shrinking

uneasiness which, of course, I did not understand; I remember the sort of

disturbed contemptuousness with which, in my time of "examinations," I

dismissed "science papers." It is intelligible enough to me, now, that

unformed fear: the ground of my antipathy has grown clear enough. I hate

and fear "science" because of my conviction that, for long to come if not

for ever, it will be the remorseless enemy of mankind. I see it

destroying all simplicity and gentleness of life, all the beauty of the

world; I see it restoring barbarism under a mask of civilization; I see

it darkening men's minds and hardening their hearts; I see it bringing a

time of vast conflicts, which will pale into insignificance "the thousand

wars of old," and, as likely as not, will whelm all the laborious

advances of mankind in blood-drenched chaos.

Yet to rail against it is as idle as to quarrel with any other force of

nature. For myself, I can hold apart, and see as little as possible of

the thing I deem accursed. But I think of some who are dear to me, whose

life will be lived in the hard and fierce new age. The roaring "Jubilee"

of last summer was for me an occasion of sadness; it meant that so much

was over and gone--so much of good and noble, the like of which the world

will not see again, and that a new time of which only the perils are

clearly visible, is rushing upon us. Oh, the generous hopes and

aspirations of forty years ago! Science, then, was seen as the

deliverer; only a few could prophesy its tyranny, could foresee that it

would revive old evils and trample on the promises of its beginning. This

is the course of things; we must accept it. But it is some comfort to me

that I--poor little mortal--have had no part in bringing the tyrant to

his throne.

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