"Rubbish!" said Evans. "All Chinamen are alike."

Hooker looked into his face. "I'm going to bury _that_, anyhow,

before I lend a hand with this stuff."

"Don't be a fool, Hooker," said Evans, "Let that mass of corruption bide."

Hooker hesitated, and then his eye went carefully over the brown soil

about them. "It scares me somehow," he said.

"The thing is," said Evans, "what to do with these ingots. Shall we

re-bury them over here, or take them across the strait in the canoe?"

Hooker thought. His puzzled gaze wandered among the tall tree-trunks, and

up into the remote sunlit greenery overhead. He shivered again as his eye

rested upon the blue figure of the Chinaman. He stared searchingly among

the grey depths between the trees.

"What's come to you, Hooker?" said Evans. "Have you lost your wits?"

"Let's get the gold out of this place, anyhow," said Hooker.

He took the ends of the collar of the coat in his hands, and Evans took

the opposite corners, and they lifted the mass. "Which way?" said Evans.

"To the canoe?"

"It's queer," said Evans, when they had advanced only a few steps, "but my

arms ache still with that paddling."

"Curse it!" he said. "But they ache! I must rest."

They let the coat down, Evans' face was white, and little drops of sweat

stood out upon his forehead. "It's stuffy, somehow, in this forest."

Then with an abrupt transition to unreasonable anger: "What is the good of

waiting here all the day? Lend a hand, I say! You have done nothing but

moon since we saw the dead Chinaman."

Hooker was looking steadfastly at his companion's face. He helped raise

the coat bearing the ingots, and they went forward perhaps a hundred yards

in silence. Evans began to breathe heavily. "Can't you speak?" he said.

"What's the matter with you?" said Hooker.

Evans stumbled, and then with a sudden curse flung the coat from him. He

stood for a moment staring at Hooker, and then with a groan clutched at

his own throat.

"Don't come near me," he said, and went and leant against a tree. Then in

a steadier voice, "I'll be better in a minute."

Presently his grip upon the trunk loosened, and he slipped slowly down the

stem of the tree until he was a crumpled heap at its foot. His hands were

clenched convulsively. His face became distorted with pain. Hooker

approached him.

"Don't touch me! Don't touch me!" said Evans in a stifled voice. "Put the

gold back on the coat."

"Can't I do anything for you?" said Hooker.

"Put the gold back on the coat."

As Hooker handled the ingots he felt a little prick on the ball of his

thumb. He looked at his hand and saw a slender thorn, perhaps two inches

in length.

Evans gave an inarticulate cry and rolled over.

Hooker's jaw dropped. He stared at the thorn for a moment with dilated

eyes. Then he looked at Evans, who was now crumpled together on the

ground, his back bending and straightening spasmodically. Then he looked

through the pillars of the trees and net-work of creeper stems, to where

in the dim grey shadow the blue-clad body of the Chinaman was still

indistinctly visible. He thought of the little dashes in the corner of the

plan, and in a moment he understood.

"God help me!" he said. For the thorns were similar to those the Dyaks

poison and use in their blowing-tubes. He understood now what Chang-hi's

assurance of the safety of his treasure meant. He understood that grin

now.

"Evans!" he cried.

But Evans was silent and motionless, save for a horrible spasmodic

twitching of his limbs. A profound silence brooded over the forest.

Then Hooker began to suck furiously at the little pink spot on the ball of

his thumb--sucking for dear life. Presently he felt a strange aching pain

in his arms and shoulders, and his fingers seemed difficult to bend. Then

he knew that sucking was no good.

Abruptly he stopped, and sitting down by the pile of ingots, and resting

his chin upon his hands and his elbows upon his knees, stared at the

distorted but still quivering body of his companion. Chang-hi's grin came

into his mind again. The dull pain spread towards his throat and grew

slowly in intensity. Far above him a faint breeze stirred the greenery,

and the white petals of some unknown flower came floating down through the

gloom.

XI.

THE STORY OF THE LATE MR. ELVESHAM.

I set this story down, not expecting it will be believed, but, if

possible, to prepare a way of escape for the next victim. He, perhaps, may

profit by my misfortune. My own case, I know, is hopeless, and I am now in

some measure prepared to meet my fate.

My name is Edward George Eden. I was born at Trentham, in Staffordshire,

my father being employed in the gardens there. I lost my mother when I was

three years old, and my father when I was five, my uncle, George Eden,

then adopting me as his own son. He was a single man, self-educated, and

well-known in Birmingham as an enterprising journalist; he educated me

generously, fired my ambition to succeed in the world, and at his death,

which happened four years ago, left me his entire fortune, a matter of

about five hundred pounds after all outgoing charges were paid. I was then

eighteen. He advised me in his will to expend the money in completing my

education. I had already chosen the profession of medicine, and through

his posthumous generosity and my good fortune in a scholarship

competition, I became a medical student at University College, London. At

the time of the beginning of my story I lodged at 11A University Street in

a little upper room, very shabbily furnished and draughty, overlooking the

back of Shoolbred's premises. I used this little room both to live in and

sleep in, because I was anxious to eke out my means to the very last

shillings-worth.

I was taking a pair of shoes to be mended at a shop in the Tottenham Court

Road when I first encountered the little old man with the yellow face,

with whom my life has now become so inextricably entangled. He was

standing on the kerb, and staring at the number on the door in a doubtful

way, as I opened it. His eyes--they were dull grey eyes, and reddish under

the rims--fell to my face, and his countenance immediately assumed an

expression of corrugated amiability.

"You come," he said, "apt to the moment. I had forgotten the number of

your house. How do you do, Mr. Eden?"

I was a little astonished at his familiar address, for I had never set

eyes on the man before. I was a little annoyed, too, at his catching me

with my boots under my arm. He noticed my lack of cordiality.

"Wonder who the deuce I am, eh? A friend, let me assure you. I have seen

you before, though you haven't seen me. Is there anywhere where I can talk

to you?"

I hesitated. The shabbiness of my room upstairs was not a matter for every

stranger. "Perhaps," said I, "we might walk down the street. I'm

unfortunately prevented--" My gesture explained the sentence before I had

spoken it.

"The very thing," he said, and faced this way, and then that. "The street?

Which way shall we go?" I slipped my boots down in the passage. "Look

here!" he said abruptly; "this business of mine is a rigmarole. Come and

lunch with me, Mr. Eden. I'm an old man, a very old man, and not good at

explanations, and what with my piping voice and the clatter of the

traffic----"

He laid a persuasive skinny hand that trembled a little upon my arm.

I was not so old that an old man might not treat me to a lunch. Yet at the

same time I was not altogether pleased by this abrupt invitation. "I had

rather----" I began. "But I had rather," he said, catching me up, "and a

certain civility is surely due to my grey hairs."

And so I consented, and went with him.

He took me to Blavitiski's; I had to walk slowly to accommodate myself to

his paces; and over such a lunch as I had never tasted before, he fended

off my leading question, and I took a better note of his appearance. His

clean-shaven face was lean and wrinkled, his shrivelled, lips fell over a

set of false teeth, and his white hair was thin and rather long; he seemed

small to me,--though indeed, most people seemed small to me,--and his

shoulders were rounded and bent. And watching him, I could not help but

observe that he too was taking note of me, running his eyes, with a

curious touch of greed in them, over me, from my broad shoulders to my

suntanned hands, and up to my freckled face again. "And now," said he, as

we lit our cigarettes, "I must tell you of the business in hand.

"I must tell you, then, that I am an old man, a very old man." He paused

momentarily. "And it happens that I have money that I must presently be

leaving, and never a child have I to leave it to." I thought of the

confidence trick, and resolved I would be on the alert for the vestiges of

my five hundred pounds. He proceeded to enlarge on his loneliness, and the

trouble he had to find a proper disposition of his money. "I have weighed

this plan and that plan, charities, institutions, and scholarships, and

libraries, and I have come to this conclusion at last,"--he fixed his eyes

on my face,--"that I will find some young fellow, ambitious, pure-minded,

and poor, healthy in body and healthy in mind, and, in short, make him my

heir, give him all that I have." He repeated, "Give him all that I have.

So that he will suddenly be lifted out of all the trouble and struggle in

which his sympathies have been educated, to freedom and influence."

I tried to seem disinterested. With a transparent hypocrisy I said, "And

you want my help, my professional services maybe, to find that person."

He smiled, and looked at me over his cigarette, and I laughed at his quiet

exposure of my modest pretence.

"What a career such a man might have!" he said. "It fills me with envy to

think how I have accumulated that another man may spend----

"But there are conditions, of course, burdens to be imposed. He must, for

instance, take my name. You cannot expect everything without some return.

And I must go into all the circumstances of his life before I can accept

him. He _must_ be sound. I must know his heredity, how his parents

and grandparents died, have the strictest inquiries made into his private

morals."

This modified my secret congratulations a little.

"And do I understand," said I, "that I----"

"Yes," he said, almost fiercely. "You. _You_."

I answered never a word. My imagination was dancing wildly, my innate

scepticism was useless to modify its transports. There was not a particle

of gratitude in my mind--I did not know what to say nor how to say it.

"But why me in particular?" I said at last.

He had chanced to hear of me from Professor Haslar; he said, as a

typically sound and sane young man, and he wished, as far as possible, to

leave his money where health and integrity were assured.

That was my first meeting with the little old man. He was mysterious about

himself; he would not give his name yet, he said, and after I had answered

some questions of his, he left me at the Blavitiski portal. I noticed that

he drew a handful of gold coins from his pocket when it came to paying for

the lunch. His insistence upon bodily health was curious. In accordance

with an arrangement we had made I applied that day for a life policy in

the Loyal Insurance Company for a large sum, and I was exhaustively

overhauled by the medical advisers of that company in the subsequent week.

Even that did not satisfy him, and he insisted I must be re-examined by

the great Doctor Henderson.

It was Friday in Whitsun week before he came to a decision. He called me

down, quite late in the evening,--nearly nine it was,--from cramming

chemical equations for my Preliminary Scientific examination. He was

standing in the passage under the feeble gas-lamp, and his face was a

grotesque interplay of shadows. He seemed more bowed than when I had first

seen him, and his cheeks had sunk in a little.

His voice shook with emotion. "Everything is satisfactory, Mr. Eden," he

said. "Everything is quite, quite satisfactory. And this night of all

nights, you must dine with me and celebrate your--accession." He was

interrupted by a cough. "You won't have long to wait, either," he said,

wiping his handkerchief across his lips, and gripping my hand with his

long bony claw that was disengaged. "Certainly not very long to wait."

We went into the street and called a cab. I remember every incident of

that drive vividly, the swift, easy motion, the vivid contrast of gas and

oil and electric light, the crowds of people in the streets, the place in

Regent Street to which we went, and the sumptuous dinner we were served

with there. I was disconcerted at first by the well-dressed waiter's

glances at my rough clothes, bothered by the stones of the olives, but as

the champagne warmed my blood, my confidence revived. At first the old man

talked of himself. He had already told me his name in the cab; he was

Egbert Elvesham, the great philosopher, whose name I had known since I was

a lad at school. It seemed incredible to me that this man, whose

intelligence had so early dominated mine, this great abstraction, should

suddenly realise itself as this decrepit, familiar figure. I daresay every

young fellow who has suddenly fallen among celebrities has felt something

of my disappointment. He told me now of the future that the feeble streams

of his life would presently leave dry for me, houses, copyrights,

investments; I had never suspected that philosophers were so rich. He

watched me drink and eat with a touch of envy. "What a capacity for living

you have!" he said; and then with a sigh, a sigh of relief I could have

thought it, "it will not be long."

"Ay," said I, my head swimming now with champagne; "I have a future

perhaps--of a passing agreeable sort, thanks to you. I shall now have the

honour of your name. But you have a past. Such a past as is worth all my

future."

He shook his head and smiled, as I thought, with half sad appreciation of

my flattering admiration. "That future," he said, "would you in truth

change it?" The waiter came with liqueurs. "You will not perhaps mind

taking my name, taking my position, but would you indeed--willingly--take

my years?"

"With your achievements," said I gallantly.

He smiled again. "Kummel--both," he said to the waiter, and turned his

attention to a little paper packet he had taken from his pocket. "This

hour," said he, "this after-dinner hour is the hour of small things. Here

is a scrap of my unpublished wisdom." He opened the packet with his

shaking yellow fingers, and showed a little pinkish powder on the paper.

"This," said he--"well, you must guess what it is. But Kummel--put but a

dash of this powder in it--is Himmel."

His large greyish eyes watched mine with an inscrutable expression.

It was a bit of a shock to me to find this great teacher gave his mind to

the flavour of liqueurs. However, I feigned an interest in his weakness,

for I was drunk enough for such small sycophancy.

He parted the powder between the little glasses, and, rising suddenly,

with a strange unexpected dignity, held out his hand towards me. I

imitated his action, and the glasses rang. "To a quick succession," said

he, and raised his glass towards his lips.

"Not that," I said hastily. "Not that."

He paused with the liqueur at the level of his chin, and his eyes blazing

into mine.

"To a long life," said I.

He hesitated. "To a long life," said he, with a sudden bark of laughter,

and with eyes fixed on one another we tilted the little glasses. His eyes

looked straight into mine, and as I drained the stuff off, I felt a

curiously intense sensation. The first touch of it set my brain in a

furious tumult; I seemed to feel an actual physical stirring in my skull,

and a seething humming filled my ears. I did not notice the flavour in my

mouth, the aroma that filled my throat; I saw only the grey intensity of

his gaze that burnt into mine. The draught, the mental confusion, the

noise and stirring in my head, seemed to last an interminable time.

Curious vague impressions of half-forgotten things danced and vanished on

the edge of my consciousness. At last he broke the spell. With a sudden

explosive sigh he put down his glass.

"Well?" he said.

"It's glorious," said I, though I had not tasted the stuff.

My head was spinning. I sat down. My brain was chaos. Then my perception

grew clear and minute as though I saw things in a concave mirror. His

manner seemed to have changed into something nervous and hasty. He pulled

out his watch and grimaced at it. "Eleven-seven! And to-night I must--

Seven-twenty-five. Waterloo! I must go at once." He called for the bill,

and struggled with his coat. Officious waiters came to our assistance. In

another moment I was wishing him good-bye, over the apron of a cab, and

still with an absurd feeling of minute distinctness, as though--how can I

express it?--I not only saw but _felt_ through an inverted

opera-glass.

"That stuff," he said. He put his hand to his forehead. "I ought not to

have given it to you. It will make your head split to-morrow. Wait a

minute. Here." He handed me out a little flat thing like a seidlitz-powder.

"Take that in water as you are going to bed. The other thing was a

drug. Not till you're ready to go to bed, mind. It will clear your head.

That's all. One more shake--Futurus!"

I gripped his shrivelled claw. "Good-bye," he said, and by the droop of

his eyelids I judged he too was a little under the influence of that

brain-twisting cordial.

He recollected something else with a start, felt in his breast-pocket, and

produced another packet, this time a cylinder the size and shape of a

shaving-stick. "Here," said he. "I'd almost forgotten. Don't open this

until I come to-morrow--but take it now."

It was so heavy that I wellnigh dropped it. "All ri'!" said I, and he

grinned at me through the cab window as the cabman flicked his horse into

wakefulness. It was a white packet he had given me, with red seals at

either end and along its edge. "If this isn't money," said I, "it's

platinum or lead."

I stuck it with elaborate care into my pocket, and with a whirling brain

walked home through the Regent Street loiterers and the dark back streets

beyond Portland Road. I remember the sensations of that walk very vividly,

strange as they were. I was still so far myself that I could notice my

strange mental state, and wonder whether this stuff I had had was opium--a

drug beyond my experience. It is hard now to describe the peculiarity of

my mental strangeness--mental doubling vaguely expresses it. As I was

walking up Regent Street I found in my mind a queer persuasion that it

was Waterloo Station, and had an odd impulse to get into the Polytechnic

as a man might get into a train. I put a knuckle in my eye, and it was

Regent Street. How can I express it? You see a skilful actor looking

quietly at you, he pulls a grimace, and lo!--another person. Is it too

extravagant if I tell you that it seemed to me as if Regent Street had,

for the moment, done that? Then, being persuaded it was Regent Street

again, I was oddly muddled about some fantastic reminiscences that cropped

up. "Thirty years ago," thought I, "it was here that I quarrelled with my

brother." Then I burst out laughing, to the astonishment and encouragement

of a group of night prowlers. Thirty years ago I did not exist, and never

in my life had I boasted a brother. The stuff was surely liquid folly, for

the poignant regret for that lost brother still clung to me. Along

Portland Road the madness took another turn. I began to recall vanished

shops, and to compare the street with what it used to be. Confused,

troubled thinking is comprehensible enough after the drink I had taken,

but what puzzled me were these curiously vivid phantasm memories that had

crept into my mind, and not only the memories that had crept in, but also

the memories that had slipped out. I stopped opposite Stevens', the

natural history dealer's, and cudgelled my brains to think what he had to

do with me. A 'bus went by, and sounded exactly like the rumbling of a

train. I seemed to be dipping into some dark, remote pit for the

recollection. "Of course," said I, at last, "he has promised me three

frogs to-morrow. Odd I should have forgotten."

Do they still show children dissolving views? In those I remember one view

would begin like a faint ghost, and grow and oust another. In just that

way it seemed to me that a ghostly set of new sensations was struggling

with those of my ordinary self.

I went on through Euston Road to Tottenham Court Road, puzzled, and a

little frightened, and scarcely noticed the unusual way I was taking, for

commonly I used to cut through the intervening network of back streets. I

turned into University Street, to discover that I had forgotten my number.

Only by a strong effort did I recall 11A, and even then it seemed to me

that it was a thing some forgotten person had told me. I tried to steady

my mind by recalling the incidents of the dinner, and for the life of me I

could conjure up no picture of my host's face; I saw him only as a shadowy

outline, as one might see oneself reflected in a window through which one

was looking. In his place, however, I had a curious exterior vision of

myself, sitting at a table, flushed, bright-eyed, and talkative.

"I must take this other powder," said I. "This is getting impossible."

I tried the wrong side of the hall for my candle and the matches, and had

a doubt of which landing my room might be on. "I'm drunk," I said, "that's

certain," and blundered needlessly on the staircase to sustain the

proposition.

At the first glance my room seemed unfamiliar. "What rot!" I said, and

stared about me. I seemed to bring myself back by the effort, and the odd

phantasmal quality passed into the concrete familiar. There was the old

glass still, with my notes on the albumens stuck in the corner of the

frame, my old everyday suit of clothes pitched about the floor. And yet it

was not so real after all. I felt an idiotic persuasion trying to creep

into my mind, as it were, that I was in a railway carriage in a train just

stopping, that I was peering out of the window at some unknown station. I

gripped the bed-rail firmly to reassure myself. "It's clairvoyance,

perhaps," I said. "I must write to the Psychical Research Society."

I put the rouleau on my dressing-table, sat on my bed, and began to take

off my boots. It was as if the picture of my present sensations was

painted over some other picture that was trying to show through. "Curse

it!" said I; "my wits are going, or am I in two places at once?"

Half-undressed, I tossed the powder into a glass and drank it off. It

effervesced, and became a fluorescent amber colour. Before I was in bed

my mind was already tranquillised. I felt the pillow at my cheek, and

thereupon I must have fallen asleep.

* * * * *

I awoke abruptly out of a dream of strange beasts, and found myself lying

on my back. Probably every one knows that dismal, emotional dream from

which one escapes, awake indeed, but strangely cowed. There was a curious

taste in my mouth, a tired feeling in my limbs, a sense of cutaneous

discomfort. I lay with my head motionless on my pillow, expecting that my

feeling of strangeness and terror would pass away, and that I should then

doze off again to sleep. But instead of that, my uncanny sensations

increased. At first I could perceive nothing wrong about me. There was a

faint light in the room, so faint that it was the very next thing to

darkness, and the furniture stood out in it as vague blots of absolute

darkness. I stared with my eyes just over the bedclothes.

It came into my mind that some one had entered the room to rob me of my

rouleau of money, but after lying for some moments, breathing regularly to

simulate sleep, I realised this was mere fancy. Nevertheless, the uneasy

assurance of something wrong kept fast hold of me. With an effort I raised

my head from the pillow, and peered about me at the dark. What it was I

could not conceive. I looked at the dim shapes around me, the greater and

lesser darknesses that indicated curtains, table, fireplace, bookshelves,

and so forth. Then I began to perceive something unfamiliar in the forms

of the darkness. Had the bed turned round? Yonder should be the

bookshelves, and something shrouded and pallid rose there, something that

would not answer to the bookshelves, however I looked at it. It was far

too big to be my shirt thrown on a chair.

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