I.

If any spot on the globe can be found where even Spring has lost the

sweet trick of making herself charming, a cynic in search of an

opportunity for some such morose discovery might thank his baleful stars

were chance to drift him upon Greenpoint. Whoever named the place in

past days must have done so with a double satire; for Greenpoint is not

a point, nor is it ever green. Years ago it began by being the sluggish

suburb of a thriftier and smarter suburb, Brooklyn. By degrees the

latter broadened into a huge city, and soon its neighbor village

stretched out to it arms of straggling huts and swampy river-line, in

doleful welcome. To-day the affiliation is complete. Man has said let it

all be Brooklyn, and it is all Brooklyn. But the sovereign dreariness of

Greenpoint, like an unpropitiated god, still remains. Its melancholy,

its ugliness, its torpor, its neglect, all preserve an unimpaired

novelty. It is very near New York, and yet in atmosphere, suggestion,

vitality, it is leagues away. Our noble city, with its magnificent

maritime approaches, its mast-thronged docks, its lordly encircling

rivers, its majesty of traffic, its gallant avenues of edifices, its

loud assertion of life, and its fine promise of riper culture, fades

into a dim memory when you have touched, after only a brief voyage, upon

this forlorn opposite shore.

No Charon rows you across, though your short trip has too often the most

funereal associations. You take passage in a squat little steamboat at

either of two eastern ferries, and are lucky if a hearse with its

satellite coaches should fail to embark in your company; for, curiously,

the one enlivening fact associable with Greenpoint is its close nearness

to a famed Roman Catholic cemetery. It is doubtful if the unkempt child

wading in the muddy gutter ever turns his frowzy head when these dismal

retinues stream past him. They are always streaming past him; they are

as much a part of this lazy environ as the big, ghostly geese that

saunter across its ill-tended cobblestones, the dirty goats that nibble

at the placards on its many dingy fences, or the dull-faced Germans that

plod its semi-paven streets. Death, that is always so bitter a

commonplace, has here become a glaring triteness. Watched, along the

main thoroughfare, from porches of liquor-shops and windows of

tenement-houses, death has perhaps gained a sombre popularity with not a

few shabby gazers. It rides in state, at a dignified pace; it has

followers, too, riding deferentially behind it. Sometimes it has martial

music, and the pomp of military escort. Life seldom has any of this, in

Greenpoint. It cannot ride, or rarely. It must walk, and strain to keep

its strength even for that. One part of it drudges with the needle,

fumes over the smoky stove, sighs at the unappeasable baby; another part

takes by dawn the little dwarfish ferry-boat, and hies to the great

metropolis across the river, returning jaded from labor by nightfall.

No wonder, here, if death should seem to possess not merely a mournful

importance but a gloomy advantage as well, or if for these toilful

townsfolk philosophy had reversed itself, and instead of the paths of

glory leading to the grave, it should look as if the grave were forever

leading to some sort of peculiar and comfortable glory.

But Greenpoint, like a hardened conscience, still has her repentant

surprises. She is not quite a thing of sloth and penury. True, the broad

street that leads from steamboat to cemetery is lined with squalid

homes, and the mourners who are so incessantly borne along to Calvary

must see little else than beer-sellers standing slippered and coatless

beside their doorways, or thin, pinched women haggling with the venders

of sickly groceries. But elsewhere one may find by-streets lined with

low wooden dwellings that hint of neatness and suggest a better grade of

living. A yellowish drab prevails as the hue of these houses; they seem

all to partake of one period, like certain homogeneous fossils. But they

do not breathe of antiquity; they are fanciful with trellised piazzas

and other modern embellishments of carpentry; sometimes they possess

miniature Corinthian pillars, faded by the trickle of rain between their

tawny flutings, as if stirred with the dumb desire to be white and

classic. Scant gardens front them, edged with a few yards of ornamental

fence. Their high basement windows stare at you from a foundation of

brick. They are very prosaic, chiefly from their lame effort to be

picturesque; and when you look down toward the river, expecting to feel

refreshed by its gleam, you are disheartened at the way in which

lumber-yards and sloop-wharves have quite shut any glimpse of it from

your eyes.

In one of these two-storied wooden houses, not many years ago, dwelt a

family of three people,--a Mr. Francis Twining, his wife, and their only

child, a girl, named Claire. Mr. Twining was an Englishman by birth;

many years had passed since he first landed on these shores. He had come

here nearly penniless, but with proud hopes. He was then only

three-and-twenty. He had sprung from a good country family, had been

fitted at Eton for Oxford, and had seen one year at the famed

University. Then sharp financial disaster had overtaken his father,

whose death soon followed. Francis was a younger son, but even to the

heir had fallen a shattered patrimony, and to himself merely a slender

legacy. With this, confident and undaunted as though it were the purse

of Fortunio, Francis had taken voyage for New York. At first he had

shown a really splendid energy. Slim of figure, with a pale, womanish

face lit by large, soft blue eyes, he gave slight physical sign of force

or even will. But though possessed of both, he proved one of those

ill-fated beings whom failure never tires of rebuffing. His mental

ability was unquestioned; he shrank with sensitive disgust from all

vice; he had plenty of ambition, and the instinct of solid industry.

Yet, as years passed on, both secured him but meagre recompense for

struggle. He had begun his career with a clerkship; now, at fifty-three,

he was a clerk still. All his hope had fled; he had undergone bitter

heart-burnings; he had striven to solve the problem of his own defeat.

Meanwhile its explanation was not difficult. He had a boyish trust in

his fellow-creatures that no amount of stern experience seemed to

weaken. Chicanery had made him its sport. Five separate times he had

been swindled mercilessly by men in whom he had reposed implicit faith.

There had lain his rock of ruin: he was always reposing implicit faith

in everybody. His life had been one long pathos of over-credulity. He

could think, reason, reflect, analyze, but he was incapable of doubting.

A fool could have deceived him, and naturally, on repeated occasions,

knaves had not found it difficult. At fifty-three his last hard-earned

savings had been wormed from him by the last plausible scamp. And now he

had accepted himself as the favorite of misfortune; over the glow of his

spirit disappointment had cast its dulling spell, like the deep film of

ash that sheathes a spent ember. He had now one aim--to keep his wife

and child from indigence while he lived, and one despair--that he could

not keep them from indigence after he was dead. But his really lovely

optimism still remained. He had been essentially amiable and complaisant

in all intercourse with his kind, and this quality had not lost a ray of

its fine former lustre. With ample excuse for the worst cynic feeling,

he continued a gentle yet unconscious philanthropist. There was

something piteously sweet in the obstinacy with which he still saw only

the bright side of humanity. His delicate person had grown more slim;

his rusty clothes hung about him with a mournful looseness; his oval

face, worn by worriment, had taken keener lines; but his large blue eyes

still kept their liquid sparkle, and kindled in prompt unison with his

alert smile. The flaxen growth that had always fringed his lips and chin

with cloudy lightness, had now become of a frosty gray. Seen passingly,

no one would have called him, as the current phrase goes, a gentleman.

His wearied mien forbade the suggestion of leisure, while his broadcloth

spoke of long wear and speedy purchase. But a close gaze might have

caught the unperished refinement that still clung to him with sad

persistence, and was evident in such minor effects of personal detail as

a glimpse of cleanly linen about throat and wrist, a cheap yet careful

lustre of the often jaded boot, a culture and purity of the hand, or

even a choice nicety of the finger-nail.

He had married after reaching these shores, and his marriage had proved

another instance of misplaced confidence. His wife had been handsome

when a young woman, and she had become Mrs. Twining at about the age of

five-and-twenty. She was personally quite the opposite of her

bridegroom; she was an inch taller than he, and had an aquiline face,

splendid with a pair of very black eyes that she had rolled and flashed

at the other sex since early girlhood. She had rolled and flashed them

at her present husband, and so conquered him. She was a good inch taller

than he, and lapse of time had not diminished the difference since their

union. She had been extremely vulgar as Miss Jane Wray, when Twining had

married her, and she was extremely vulgar still. She had first met him

in a boarding-house in East Broadway, where Twining had secured a room

on his arrival from England. At this period East Broadway wore only a

waning grace of gentility; some few conservative nabobs still lingered

there, obstinately defying plebeian inroads. Its roomy brick mansions,

with their arched, antique doorways devoid of any vestibule; their

prim-railed stoops that guessed not of ornate balusters; and their

many-paned, thin-sashed windows where plate-glass had never glittered,

were already invaded by inmates whose Teuton names and convex noses

prophesied the social decline that must soon grasp this once select

purlieu. Jane Wray was neither German nor Hebrew; she was American in

the least pleasant sense of that word, both as regarded parentage and

breeding. She was an orphan, and the recipient of surly charity from

unprosperous relatives. She wanted very greatly to marry, and Twining

had seemed to her a golden chance. There was much about her from which

he shrank; but she contrived to rouse his pity, and then to lure from

him a promise which he would have despised himself not to keep.

The succeeding years had brought bitter mutual disappointments. Mrs.

Twining had believed firmly in her husband's powers to sound the horn of

luck and slay the giant of adversity. But he had done neither, and it

now looked as if his bones were one day to bleach along the roadway to

success. She became an austere grumbler, forever pricking her

sweet-tempered lord with a tireless little bodkin of reproach. Her

vulgarities had sharpened; her wit, always cruel and acute, had tipped

itself with a harsher venom and fledged itself with a swifter feather;

her bright, coarse beauty had dimmed and soured; she was at present a

gaunt, elderly female, with square shoulders and hard, dark eyes, who

flung sarcasms broadcast with a baleful liberality, and seemed forever

standing toward her own destiny in the attitude of a person who has some

large unsettled claim against a nefarious government.

Claire Twining, the one child who had been born of this ill-assorted

marriage, was now nineteen years old. She bore a striking likeness to

her father; she possessed his blue eyes, a trifle darker in shade, his

broad white forehead, his sloping delicacy of visage, and his erect

though slender frame. From him, too, had come the sunny quality of her

smile, the gold tints in her chestnut hair, the fine symmetry of hands

and feet. Rather from association than heredity she had caught his

kindly warmth of manner; but in Claire the cordial impulse was far less

spontaneous; she had her black list of dislikes, and she took people on

trust with wary prudence. Here spoke her mother's share in the girl's

being, as it spoke also in a certain distinct chiseling of every

feature, that suggested a softened memento of Miss Jane Wray's girlish

countenance, though Claire's coloring no more resembled her mother's of

past time than wild-rose is like peony, or pastel like chromo. But there

was one more maternal imprint set deep within this girl's nature, not to

be thinned or marred by any stress of events, and productive of a trait

whose development for good or ill is the chief cause that her life has

here been chronicled. The birthright was a perilous one; it was a

heritage of discontent; its tendency was perpetual longings for better

environment, for ampler share in the world's good gifts, for higher

place in its esteem and stronger claim to its heed. But what in her

mother had been ambition almost as crudely eager as a boorish

elbow-thrust, was in Claire more decorous and interesting, like the push

of a fragile yet determined hand through a sullen crowd. In both cases

the dissatisfaction was something that is peculiar to the woman of our

land and time--a desire not to try and adorn the sphere in which she is

born, but to try and reach a new sphere held as more suited for her own

adornment. Yet Claire's restless yearning lacked the homely grossness of

her mother's; it reflected a finer flash; it was not all cut from one

piece; it had its subtlety, its enthusiasm, even its justification. It

was not a mere stubborn hunger for advancement; it was a wish to gain

advancement by the passport of proper worthiness. She did not want the

air to lift her away from hated surroundings, but she wanted wings that

would turn the air her willing ally. It was what her father had made her

that touched what her mother had made her with a truly poetic

tenderness. By only a little prouder curve of the neck and a little

happier fullness of the plume, we part the statuesque swan from

considerably more commonplace kindred. Something like this delightful

benison of difference had fallen upon Claire.

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