II.

And as if Mark had never gone, as if that awful thing had never happened

to Dan, as if she had never had those thoughts about her mother, her

hidden happiness came back to her. Unhappiness only pushed it to a longer

rhythm. Nothing could take it away. Anything might bring it: the smell of

the white dust on the road; the wind when it came up out of nowhere and

brushed the young wheat blades, beat the green flats into slopes where

the white light rippled and ran like water, set the green field shaking

and tossing like a green sea; the five elm trees, stiff, ecstatic

dancers, holding out the broken-ladder pattern of their skirts; haunting

rhymes, sudden cadences; the grave "_Ubique_" sounding through the

Beethoven Sonata.

Its thrill of reminiscence passed into the thrill of premonition, of

something about to happen to her.

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