Her mother said: "I hope you're content now you've finished your work."

"_My_ work?" her father said.

"Yes, yours. You couldn't rest till you'd got the poor boy out of your

office, and now you've turned him out of the house. I suppose you thought

that with Mark going you'd better make a clean sweep. It'll be Roddy

next."

"I didn't turn him out of the house. But it was about time he went. The

young cub's temper is getting unbearable."

"I daresay. You ruined Dan's temper with your silly

tease--tease--tease--from morning till night. You can't see a dog without

wanting to make it snap and snarl. It was the same with all the children.

And when they turned you bullied them. Just because you couldn't break

Mark's spirit you tried to crush Dan's. It's a wonder he has any temper

left."

Emilius stroked his beard.

"That's right. Stroke your beard as if nothing mattered but your

pleasure. You'll be happy enough when Mark's gone."

Emilius left off stroking his beard.

"You say I turned him out of the office," he said. "Did he stay with

Edward?"

"Nobody could stay with Edward. You couldn't yourself."

"Ask Victor how long he thinks he'll keep him."

"What do you mean, Emilius?"

He didn't answer. He stood there, his lips pouting between his moustache

and beard, his eyes smiling wickedly, as if he had just found out he

could torment her more by not saying what he meant.

"If Dan went to the bad," she said, "I wouldn't blame him. It would serve

you right.

"Unless," she added, "that's what you want."

And she began to cry.

She cried as a child cries, with spasms of sobbing, her pretty mouth

spoiled, stretched wide, working, like india-rubber; dull red blotches

creeping up to the brown stains about her eyes. Her tears splashed on to

the fine, black silk web of the sock and sparkled there.

Emilius had gone from the room, leaving the door open. Mary got up and

shut it. She stood, hesitating. The helpless sobbing drew her, frightened

her, stirred her to exasperation that was helpless too. Her mother had

never been more intolerably dear.

She went to her. She put her arm round her.

"Don't, Mamma darling. Why do you let him torture you? He didn't turn Dan

out of the office. He let him go because he can't afford to pay him

enough."

"I know that as well as you," her mother said surprisingly.

She drew herself from the protecting arm.

"Well, then--But, oh, what a brute he is. _What_ a brute!"

"For shame to talk that way of your father. _You've_ no right. You're the

one that always goes scot-free."

And, beginning to cry again, she rose and went out, grasping Mark's sock

in her convulsive hand.

"Mary, did you hear your mother say I bullied you?"

Her father had come back into the room.

"Yes," she said.

"Have I ever bullied you?"

She looked at him steadily.

"No. You would have done if Mamma had loved me as much as she loves Mark.

I wish you had. I wish you'd bullied the life out of me. I shouldn't have

cared. I wish you'd hated me. Then I should have known she loved me."

He looked at her in silence, with round, startled eyes. He understood.

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