Roddy said, "We've got to go all through this to get to the other side."

They could see Mamma and Aunt Lavvy a long way on in front picking their

way gingerly among the furrows. If only Mark had been there instead of

Roddy. Roddy _would_ keep on saying: "The great plague of London. The

great plague of London," to frighten himself. He pointed to a heap of

earth and said it was the first plague pit.

In the middle of the ploughed-up plain she saw people in black walking

slowly and crookedly behind a coffin that went staggering on black legs

under a black pall. She tried not to look at them.

When she looked again they had stopped beside a heap that Roddy said was

the second plague pit. Men in black crawled out from under the coffin as

they put it down. She could see the bulk of it flattened out under the

black pall. Against the raw, ochreish ground the figures of two mutes

stood up, black and distinct in their high hats tied in the bunched out,

streaming weepers. There was something filthy and frightful about the

figures of the mutes. And when they dragged the pall from the coffin

there was something filthy and frightful about the action.

"Roddy," she said, "I'm frightened."

Roddy said, "So am I. I say, supposing we went back? By ourselves. Across

Wanstead Flats." He was excited.

"We mustn't. That would frighten Mamma."

"Well, then, we'll have to go straight through."

They went, slowly, between the rows of mounds, along a narrow path of

yellow clay that squeaked as their boots went in and out. Roddy held her

hand. They took care not to tread on the graves. Every step brought them

nearer to the funeral. They hadn't pointed it out to each other. They had

pretended it wasn't there. Now it was no use pretending; they could see

the coffin.

"Roddy--I can't--I can't go past the funeral."

"We've got to."

He looked at her with solemn eyes, wide open in his beautiful face. He

was not really frightened, he was only trying to be because he liked it.

They went on. The tight feeling under her waist had gone; her body felt

loose and light as if it didn't belong to her; her knees were soft and

sank under her. Suddenly she let go Roddy's hand. She stared at the

funeral, paralysed with fright.

At the end of the path Mamma and Aunt Lavvy stood and beckoned to them.

Aunt Lavvy was coming towards them, carrying her white flower cross. They

broke into a stumbling, nightmare run.

The bare clay plain stretched on past the place where Mamma and Aunt

Lavvy had turned. The mounds here were big and high. They found Mamma and

Aunt Lavvy standing by a very deep and narrow pit. A man was climbing up

out of the pit on a ladder. You could see a pool of water shining far

down at the bottom.

Mamma was smiling gently and kindly at the man and asking him why the

grave was dug so deep. He said, "Why, because this 'ere lot and that

there what you've come acrost is the pauper buryin' ground. We shovel 'em

in five at a time this end."

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