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Grandmamma and Grandpapa Olivier were buried in the City of London

Cemetery. A long time ago, so long that even Mark couldn't remember it,

Uncle Victor had brought Grandmamma in a coffin all the way from

Liverpool to London in the train.

On Saturday afternoon Mamma had to put flowers on the grave for Easter

Sunday, because of Uncle Victor and Aunt Lavvy. She took Roddy and Mary

with her. They drove in Mr. Parish's wagonette, and called for Aunt Lavvy

at Uncle Victor's tall white house at the bottom of Ilford High Street.

Aunt Lavvy was on the steps, waiting for them, holding a big cross of

white flowers. You could see Aunt Charlotte's face at the dining-room

window looking out over the top of the brown wire blind. She had her hat

on, as if she had expected to be taken too. Her eyes were sharp and

angry, and Uncle Victor stood behind her with his hand on her shoulder.

Aunt Lavvy gave Mary the flower cross and climbed stiffly into the

wagonette. Mary felt grown up and important holding the big cross on her

knee. The white flowers gave out a thick, sweet smell.

As they drove away she kept on thinking about Aunt Charlotte, and about

Uncle Victor bringing Grandmamma in a coffin in the train. It was very,

very brave of him. She was sorry for Aunt Charlotte. Aunt Charlotte had

wanted to go to the cemetery and they hadn't let her go. Perhaps she was

still looking over the blind, sharp and angry because they wouldn't let

her go.

Aunt Lavvy said, "We couldn't take Charlotte. It excited her too much

last time." As if she knew what you were thinking.

The wagonette stopped by the railway-crossing at Manor Park, and they got

out. Mamma told Mr. Parish to drive round to the Leytonstone side and

wait for them there at the big gates. They wanted to walk through the

cemetery and see what was to be seen.

Beyond the railway-crossing a muddy lane went along a field of coarse

grass under a hedge of thorns and ended at a paling. Roddy whispered

excitedly that they were in Wanstead Flats. The hedge shut off the

cemetery from the flats; through thin places in the thorn bushes you

could see tombstones, very white tombstones against very dark trees.

There was a black wooden door in the hedge for you to go in by. The lane

and the thorn bushes and the black door reminded Mary of something she

had seen before somewhere. Something frightening.

When they got through the black door there were no tombstones. What

showed through the hedge were the tops of high white pillars standing up

among trees a long way off. They had come into a dreadful, bare,

clay-coloured plain, furrowed into low mounds, as if a plough had gone

criss-cross over it.

You saw nothing but mounds. Some of them were made of loose earth; some

were patched over with rough sods that gaped in a horrible way. Perhaps

if you looked through the cracks you would see down into the grave where

the coffin was. The mounds had a fresh, raw look, as if all the people in

the City of London had died and been buried hurriedly the night before.

And there were no stones with names, only small, flat sticks at one end

of each grave to show where the heads were.

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